You're not stupid for liking someone. I think it's cute. <3
To be honest, I kind of am my Anon friend, at least in regards to this. I don’t make the best decisions when it comes to people I like (which I am slowly learning) and after work last night I sort of put the nail in my coffin and texted her saying:
“Just in case no one told you, you looked very pretty tonight. :)
I definitely only know that from hearing other people say it and not because I was trying not to stare.
Completely third person information.
But anyways, happy birthday - wanted to say it before midnight”
And no response since then, so I’m pretty sure it’s a clear signal of she’s not into me in that way - which even if she was sending that without knowing for sure she liked me was reckless
- especially since I knew there was a possibility of her just being friendly and me interpreting it the wrong way and I had thought about whether or not to do that for several hours and ultimately decided it was stupid but that one part of my brain went
“If you don’t try, you’re never going to know”
WHICH I FRIGGIN WOULD OF KNOWN IF I JUST WAITED LONGER AND FELT OUT THE SITUATION MORE
but I also don’t regret it because now I have my answer,
which is also stupid to not feel bad about it because now I may have just made everything way more awkward since no clear answers like a yes or no has been said between us, but we’ve both now made it obvious and it’s just SHBFJKASBHFKAHS
tbh I haven’t had a crush in years and I feel like I’m in middle school again making an idiot of myself by writing songs for girls (which was an actual thing middle school me did fuck) - and in a weird way it makes me feel healthy and normal again, but also REALLY FRIGGIN DUMB
Like I know I’ll get over it with time because it’s just a crush, but I just feel really dumb and embarrassed
Someone help me pls