anyways this is rambly

changing blog types

over these past few days, i’ve been fixing up my blog and trying to figure out what i wanted to do with it, and i’ve decided that i’ll be changing from quality to aesthetic. it’s been great being quality for the past 4 years. i’ve met a lot of nice people, had some super cool mutuals, and made many memories. but i think it’s time for a change now, especially since i’m 20 now. i’m getting old, and my life and my interests have changed a lot since i first started this blog. you’re welcome to continue following me, but if you feel the need to unfollow, that’s totally fine too. i completely understand. thank you all so much for everything! i’ll miss the quality community very much, and i’ll never forget you guys.

much love,

p. s. shout-out to these awesome mutuals that i never really got a chance to talk to, but i admire from afar: @starry-niqht, @rinqleader, @lovinqsheeran, @g01dfish, @pineappl3, @blissful-luxury@qamerqirl, @kissed–curls, @journeyinq, @omqsansara, @cheeky-tbh, @poshdiary@heqdehoqs@courtneyhbu, @5ongbird, @arcadixns, @f4ded-hbu, @coffeemuq, @painxfvl, @leqocastle@qlowkit, @avocadouqh, @b4nds-tbh, @5ponqe-bob, @hale-wbu. you guys are amazing! don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. and, of course, shout-out to @goofing. thank you, jenn, for being such a lovely friend, and i hope you’re doing well!!

p. s. #2: i’ll be changing my url as well, so if you’re reading this in the future, i was previously divergentwbu!

I had a dream last night that i was at a house party and i went outside and peeked into the woods of the persons backyard and Griffin McElroy was just inbetween the trees and I was like “uuh dude?” And he stepped out into clear view and he was wearing like a better version of his job interview ep outfit and he looked me dead in the eyes and said “Don’t bamboozle your own life, cause youre the only person that can be you” and then he galloped back into the woods, his coattails floating w the wind and honestly? What good advice thanks dream griffin

I’m pretty sure Mei’s cinematic short made alot of us bawl our eyes out.

And then there’s this lil detail that I saw that I particularly liked but am not too sure on the accuracy of, and that is tea serving.

 In SG, we usually serve either rice wine or tea as a sign of respect to our ancestors during Qing Ming/ Grave sweeping Day to remember our ancestors and loved ones ( by placing three small lil cups of tea/ rice wine at the gravestone). 
At the same time, tea serving or 敬茶  is also a tradition that’s practiced during weddings where the newly weds serve tea to their relatives to acknowledge their new in-laws and new “brothers” and “sisters” and to pay respect to their current blood relatives.
Now I’m half drunk out of my mind and it’s late at night and @pentacass​ is half egging me on and I cannot brain properly right now, and inferring off the photo of Mei and her co-workers; they obviously seem like a close knit group of friends to her. 

I’m secretly half hoping/ imagining that those cups of tea she’s left for them is cause she’s acknowledged them as her brothers and sisters and served the tea to complete the tradition properly. 

Or to put it simply, She considers them as family.


On second thought, now that I’m slightly more sober.
Can you imagine the line interactions between Mei and Angela ingame?
How Angela asks Mei about how she stays looking so young?

Mercy: Mei, you haven’t aged a day. What’s your secret?
Mei: Cryostasis. But I’m not sure if I’d recommend it.

Can you imagine, how Mei must be hurting sooooo much inside, when Angela asks that question? Like she just nyooooms back in her head sifting and recalling memories of when she just came out of the chamber to prep tea and all that shit for her colleagues as if its just another regular day at work? I wonder now, does Angela know what really happened? 

space siblings

We all know John is protective of Sherlock. We know the chief called him a weirdo and John punched him in the nose without a second thought. But can you imagine how much even more that’ll show once they’re together, like

They’re walking in a tube station and someone shoves past Sherlock and John just yells “Hey! Watch it!” Or they’re on a walk in the park and somebody throws a ball that nearly hits Sherlock in the head but not before John can intercept it and calls out to them, “D'you mind?” Just motioning from the ball to Sherlock with a look of disbelief as if they’d been aiming for some expensive artifact

Listen I’m just trying to highlight that John loves his boyfriend and wants to take good care of him

commission of two very special boys


#That face you make when the love of your life is rambling aka Alec Lightwood’s smitten face

You know what I like about artists?

That…every single thing they do it’s amazing.

I’m not even kidding, like, the doodles, man. The doodles are my favorite thing ever because they are just so small, carefree, and fun.

I have a few artist friends, and they sometimes share their stuff in our squad chat and it’s always good to see the doodles because they light up my day. 

I think the doodles are my favorite part of art.

And this is just a guess here, bc I’m no artist in the sense of drawing so I wouldn’t know for sure, but I can just imagine that …every artist is so at ease while doodling and they don’t think much of it and yet it’s amazing on its own way once it’s done. 

Like, this is coming from someone who has like, zero talent in drawing ok? So, believe me when I say that I’m in A W E by every single piece of art. 

I see a lot of art/fanart where they go like ‘oh it’s just a doodle psssssh’ and whenever they are joking or not, I fall in love with it because damn, look at that.

To be able to let every single drop of creativity you have inside you and let it run smoothly across a tablet, paper, or whatever you draw in, it’s incredible. 

I wish I could do that, I really wish so, but I can’t; which is okay ofc, got my talents somewhere else. 

Like, for me, for instance, as a writer, it really takes me…well a while tbh, to come up with a cool thing. Sure, I can ramble about the idea, and expand it a lil, but like, it’s not the final product. 

Doodles? Doodles are art whenever they are finished or not. Maybe that’s just the way I see it? Small, tiny, carefre, charming, cute, for fun. 

*shrugs* I don’t know, man, it’s something that has been on my mind, but I really hope that every artist out there appreciate their own doodles bc I think they are cute and good. 

So, keep up the good work guys, because someone out there appreciate your art, no matter how small you think it is. <3

things nursey did to prompt the nursey patrol (and other miscellaneous drunk adventures)
  • fallen asleep in front of the ordering window of a starbucks
    • it was just him front of the ordering window for cars, with no car, in the fetal position
      • holster found him after like an hour and carried him home though
  • put like three packets of smarties in a bottle of water and then chugged it all and then threw it up
    • he thought he could make redbull
  • asked chowder to do the splits on his face
  • told bitty that his chocolate pecan pie wasn’t that good
    • definitely lost his pie privileges for like a month
  • toppled headfirst into the chocolate fountain at a wedding. that he Was Not invited to
  • told a grocery store clerk to suck his left nut
    • was banned from the murder stop n shop
  • made out with a dude on top of a mini cooper
    • fell off of a mini cooper
      • kicked the mini cooper, dented it, and just fucking left
  • woke up wearing only one gucci sandal and thats it
    • lost one of ransom’s gucci sandal
  • bought a Zune???
  • Put a dildo in the freezer
    • Where’d he get a dildo???????? BItty?????????
  • made fun of rent for like five minutes straight while at a mcdonalds drive thru (int he passenger seat of holster’s car, no less)
    • cried for rent for the next ten minutes
      • Let his mcdonalds ice cream melt onto holster’s mom’s minivan’s seats
  • Confessed his love for chowder in a haiku
    • “C you are the best; if i had just one dollar; it would be for you”
  • got a tattoo of a singular oak leaf
    • before you ask, yes it was on his right ass cheek
  • did a cartwheel and crashed into jack
    • jack took it surprisingly well but nursey said “jack im sorry i fucked it” and it was defs a haus meme 
  • ate taco bell on accident
    • [a snapchat to ransom at 3am, nursey sitting on the haus vomit couch with a crunch wrap supreme]: “guess who has two thumbs and isn’t a fucking vegan anymore” [nursey takes a huge fucking bite and immediately chokes for a split second as the snap ends]
  • went to an estate sale at like 7am, still drunk??
    • how’d he even get there????
  • bought a goldfish
    • he kept it and named it dex because it always hid and seemed like a republican
Sometimes I sit here and think... Spain doesn't get enough shit for the demonic acts they committed during early colonization lol

I understand that it’s probably because of where I’m located geographically (the usa), but like… Spain was a MAJOR player when it came to colonization and the slave trade.

My mind was just wandering and I remembered that Spanish is a language that came from Europe (and no I’m not saying that people from Spanish speaking countries don’t have claim to the language and their different dialects. So jot that down). Like, even Catholicism (again not invalidating anyone’s faith).

Spain was the OG of being heartless, dirty, unwashed, smelly wretches and infecting (in turn killing/murdering) millions of Indigenous Americans throughout Middle and South America. The r*ping, torture, and setting up racially backed social classes…

Anyway, this is just some brain ramblings. Not really meant to start conversation just some ramblings. I guess what I’m tryna say is the Spaniards were some devils and it shows.