anyways i have so many feels for them


Ugh, I have too many ideas but no modivation to actually do anything with them….
Anyway, imagine an au where Lance leaves.
So many things attribute to this. The fact that they have too many paladins and he feels like he’s the least important, the most expendable. Not to mention he feels like he doesn’t own a lion. Blue is Allura’s now, and he still sees red as Keith’s. The other paladins don’t really take him seriously either. Apparently it’s a team bonding thing to pick on him. It didn’t always bother him but combined with everything else it’s getting to him.
Not to mention Keith. He went to him, emotionally open and reaching for SOMETHING. Keith pat him on the shoulder and sent him on his way. Their talk was impersonal and there was nothing said about is fears of inadequacy were unfounded. He left feeling worse then he did before. But Keith… he was becoming such a good leader. He was growing so much and Lance was happy for him. Lance would never be great, bit at least Keith would be.
He leaves without any of them knowing. It’s a spurr of the moment thing. On one of the planets he saved he meets an alien he gets along with pretty well. She’s a nomad, however, and she’s leaving. Making a split second decision he packs his things and runs to her ship before she leaves.
She lets him tag along. They become partners in crime more or less. Eventually, they end up taking jobs and becoming something like mercenaries and make good GAC. Lance is happy because she relies on him as much as he relies on her. He feels useful.
Everything is sunshine and daisies until he runs into everyone again.

also…… if you’re over 18 and attacking minors…. it’s just not a good look….

So you all may have noticed I’ve been a lot slower a queuing, and I’m gonna be honest. It’s because I’m not sure if I like how i run this blog anymore. I often get confessions im not comfy with putting in the actuallybpd tag for many reasons, but feel obligated to post them anyway. im finding it hard to draw the line between giving people a place to vent their feelings they wouldn’t confess anywhere else, and normalising some toxic behaviours. 

If possible, if you confess something “”bad”” (like wanting to hurt someone, to manipulate someone etc), please add something on the end that indicates you know it’s not healthy. Just something like “i feel bad that i think like this or” “i know this is wrong”. I understand if you’re not comfy doing this, I just am unsure what else i could do


Hey guys. I’m glad to be finally posting my “mental breakdown survival guide”. As you know I struggle a lot with mental health, and so I have been through a lot of breakdowns. So many that I actually dropped out of university after 3 weeks in 2016 and had to take the whole year off. Because of this, I’ve made it my mission to help others with mental health issues as much as I can, so you don’t have to go through what I’ve been through.

Anyway, here is my guide. I tried to keep it general, and actually useful. If you have any questions or additions please feel free to add them.

And as ever, if you want to talk to me about studying with mental illness or want to see a post on a specific topic, please feel free to message me.

A thought: Modern flinthamilton AU in which Alfred is still a homophobic douchebag but they went ‘fuck you’ and got married anyway.

I call this “Thomas I don’t think your husband is listening to a single word you say…… he’s… distracted”


Am I still thinking about that one AU? Yes, definitely


2017: Week 12 | Mar. 19 - Mar. 25

“Those who don’t know how to make love make war.” -The Patience Stone

I’ve been experiencing spontaneous surges of color lately - they come over me in dreams, meditation, or during the transient moments I rest my eyes. In fact, many of my dreams have been purely colorful rather than conceptual; it’s been interesting. Anyway, I tend to feel stuck on these “color visions” until I paint with them, which has inspired me to work with some pretty funky color schemes that I wouldn’t normally feel inclined to use. This one was more or less premeditated, but evolved intuitively. I knew I wanted to include a tribute to Aries season, but I wasn’t feeling the fiery shades typically associated with the fire signs, and so I ended up with this rich burgundy color. Then, somehow, the golden rod transpired; it seemed like a strange addition, but I couldn’t resist including it. These definitely aren’t colors I would think to pair, but it all came together pretty well in my opinion. 

Ready for a long ace-centric metaphor about sex? 

Alright, so. Coffee. I don’t drink coffee. I have no desire to drink coffee. I find people who enthusiastically go on about the flavor differences of lattes, espressos, and french press brews, both amusing and mildly baffling. All the coffee ads. Coffee jokes. Bustling coffee shops. To me, all coffee is similarly bitter and unpleasant. I have been through so many “Try this, it’s sweet! You can’t even taste the coffee!”  Alas, I always can. And I’m  sensitive to caffeine anyway. So, I don’t really think about drinking it when I wake up or am tired.

 Yet I love the smell of coffee. I love the idea of coffee. The feeling of a warm cup taking the chill from my fingers, the cozy ritual of having a drink and chat. I might try someone’s coffee. If they ask, if I want to please them and share in something they enjoy. I am also perfectly capable of learning the preferences of those I care about and creating a cup for their pleasure. 

But I don’t want coffee, generally speaking. I will probably make a face after trying their coffee and wash the taste out with something else. They may rush to reassure me that it is an acquired taste. And I’ll have to reply that it’s a taste I don’t particularly care about acquiring in the way they did. ‘Drink it till you like it’ will never work for me.

 But that doesn’t mean I am against coffee or think people shouldn’t drink it. Doesn’t mean I’ve taken a vow to never drink any. And sure, maybe if you get one of those sugar and whipped cream disasters, more of a warm milkshake than a cup of coffee, I’ll probably be happier sipping it with you. But honestly? I’d rather smell someone else’s coffee and not be expected to drink it. I’d really rather have the heat and sweetness of my hot cocoa. 

dyou ever think about how unhealthy it is for mostly queer kids to get told over and over again that ‘assuming’ someone is queer after they express same gender attraction is immoral or invasive?? as though it’s some sort of offensive insult to even entertain the thought that a person could experience something other than heterosexual attraction? lol. just a year ago i was legitimately afraid to say dan and phil are probably not straight anywhere on this blog, even though there’d been so many statements from them that alluded to it.  it’s just kinda fucked that i could feel actual fear of being attacked for saying someone is not heterosexual, like it’s some kind of slur. so anyway, friendly reminder that dnp aren’t straight and it’s not an insult to them to listen to their own words on the matter and validate the attraction that they have told us they feel. people aren’t just straight till they make a declaration otherwise and being queer isn’t anything to be ashamed of. 

anonymous asked:

i don't know if anyone has told you this but you draw fingers and toes like a fucking god? they are SO good in your art and i've been just studying them in awe trying to get mine to look as fluid and expressive as yours do. they're like... so bendy. so good.

ahh heck, thank you! ;v;

my hands are one of the things that are in the style i want to have already. they feel just expressive enough, just loosely accurate enough, and just easy enough to draw for me. so i spend my time makin them do neat hand stuff.

toes are not quite there for me yet, but i thank you anyways ^^

also here justforyou

What To do if you wake up with Scratches and Bruises.

Hello! So I’m really interested in the Paranormal, and I realized that some people don’t know what to do if a demon is near them. Although many witches do, here’s a post about it anyways;

First, Ask yourself these Questions:

1.Have you done anything Different?

-For example, have you moved to a new place? Did a spell go haywire? Did you buy something that feels negative? Did a Ouija board session go wrong (Even though I don’t believe that the boards open portals or are evil, I still believe that you can get demons, or if you don’t use it right something bad can happen.)? Did someone evil you knew in real life die ? Did you make enemies with a witch that does curses ? These can all lead up to a possible demon/negative entity.

2.When do  these occurrences happen?

-If you know the old folklore belief, then you know that 3 a.m. to 4 a.m. is called “The Witching Hour”. It goes that “ witches, demons, and ghosts are thought to appear and to be at their most powerful. “ Do you often wake up at this time? Although it could just be a coincidence, it never hurts to have some old wives tales.

And if this is all happening during night, just be aware that sometimes we can give ourselves bruises in our sleep, if our body is restless or you’re prone to kicking, thrashing or falling off the bed. Animals and pets can also play a role in bruises, bumps and scratches.

3.Have you been getting Sleep Paralysis?

-Demons are often associated with sleep paralysis. Though, if you’re prone to it and get it often, even before you’ve started getting bruises/scratches, it might not mean anything.

4.What do the Bruises and Scratches look like?

-Demons are often associated with the number “3″, and sometimes “6″. Most people who deal with demons often get scratched with three claw marks. Demons and negative spirits are strong, and can and will do some serious damage. How big are the bruises? How many are there?

5.Do you smell Horrid Scents?

-Demons and negative spirits can give off bad scents, such as sulfur, rotten eggs or rotten/burned flesh. Although, they seem that they can give off bad scents as well. For example, in my Freshman year of public high school, I had smelled a horrible poop smell, after angering a witch I used to be friends with. She had always told me that she and her friend would send ghosts to each other. But, anyways.

6.Do you feel a Presence?

-Ghosts and demons will often make you feel a presence. It’s a little different for everyone, but it is normally a feeling of dread and fear.

7.Do you see Shadows or hear Sounds?

-If a demon or spirit is strong enough, it can manifest and show itself to you, or can talk or, if very strong, can move objects around.

What to Do if you answered ‘Yes’ to some of these Questions:

1.Cleanse, cleanse and cleanse some more

-Cleanse this thing. Cleanse yourself, cleanse everyone that lives in the home, cleanse the home itself, and cleanse the whole property, if you can.


-Banish the thing. Make sure to protect yourself and others, so to make sure it doesn’t possess anyone.

3.Set up wards, immediately after banishing.

-There’s many different kinds and types of wards, but make sure they’re charged and will work, once you set them in place. Wards will help keep the thing out.

4.Cleanse again.

-I personally like to cleanse a couple of times every time something like this would happen, To cleanse again right after is optional, though.

5.Line the windows and doors with Salt, Holy water or Rose water.

-Although I don’t know much about holy water and rose water, salt is a good form of protection. Simply line the doors and windows with salt. Or for extra protection, mix salt and garlic together and leave under the moonlight, then put on doors and windowsills (this was my very first thing I did as a witch)

6.Fill the space with Good Energy.

-Live plants, flowers, Himalayan salt lamps, or even herbal pouches and poppets made to bring good energy can work.

7.Continue to be Careful.

-These beings are far different from us. Be careful.

Note; Scratches, bruises and panic attacks can also be traced to health problems. Go to your doctor as well to make sure you’re in good health. Also, if you make yourself paranoid enough, you will put yourself on edge, which can make you see/hear things.

my mad fat dairy is important because where else is there a show, and I mean a show that appeals to a major audience, that the big girl gets the guy just for being herself and making plenty of mistakes along the way and their entire road of strangers to friends to lovers is never because of a makeover or because she lost weight or because she changed herself in anyway. he ends up falling in love with her because of her and even when she brings up the fact of how other people might look at them BECAUSE they look like such an “unconventional couple” he tells her he will love who he loves and no one, not even her, can take that away from him and I just have so many feelings about this show I never want it to end

Writing Love without Experience

Anonymous asked: “I started a story about love, but the problem is that I have no romantic experience whatsoever. Because of that, it has come to my attention that the romantic scenes are stiff and seem out of place. Any advice?”

I don’t think you need experience to write about something, especially if it’s romance or something so incredibly prevalent across the board in art, media, and storytelling. We have grown up on love stories to the point where it is almost obnoxious. I personally love them, but if I didn’t, I imagine it would be pretty relentless. Anyway, with so many examples out there, personal experience is overrated. 

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WE DO knot ALWAYS LOVE YOU Part 19 Full Translation [FINAL Part]

The Ceremony


Pages 200-203

Along the road heading towards the senkaimon, Renji who was at the very back of the group he was escorting, called out to Ichigo who was walking directly in front of him.

“……what is it?”

The distance separating them from the other three people ahead widened meaning their private conversation could not be heard.

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Just a Chat

(Based on an anonymous ask that I got a couple days ago. Enjoy, cutie pies!)

“And then the entire building burned down. No, I’m not kidding!” Mark leans back and watches the astonished look on their faces at the story of Yandere setting fire to Ego Inc. with a certain amount of satisfaction.

“Anti tried to murder me again,” Sean says with a slight pout. “I got so sick, and apparently they haven’t heard from Jack since.” Sean takes a sip of his drink. “It sucks.”

“At least yours didn’t create an entire franchise around himself and then proceed to relentlessly torment you with it.” Mat knocks back a cup of coffee before slamming down the empty cup on the counter.

“Dude,” Nate scoots away an inch, “how long has it been since you’ve been outside?”

Mat hangs his head. “Too long.”

Mark snorts. “Please, you’ve only got one to deal with. Try a dozen at least, and who knows how many more are out there that I created entirely by accident.”

“Yeah, your fans are pretty crazy,” Nate says, making a face.

Sean wiggles his eyebrows. “So, did I tell you about the latest idea for an Anti video I have?”

“Didn’t you just get done lighting your fandom on fire?” Mat recalls the many theories he analyzed on Tumblr, some of them quite good.

Sean just nods. “So, anyway…”

“Wait, wait, wait,” Mark holds up his hands. “You’re telling me that you actually let Anti have his way? You just let him terrorize you on camera? That’s cool with you?”

Sean shrugs. “It’s better than having him trying to off me and take over my channel.” He raises an eyebrow at Mark who squints back but keeps his mouth shut. “And it makes the fans go nuts. They love it…” Sean’s face screws up a little, “I’m not entirely sure how I feel about that, but it makes them happy.”

“Yeah, I’ve found that just going along with it is best.” Nate brushes his hair out of his eyes and stares down at the table. “Mare just wants to be part of the music videos, a crazy look here or there just to keep the fans on their toes, nothing big. He’s pretty content to stay in the shadows.”

Mat shakes his head. “Mad is so high maintenance, though. He’s always having these really shady packages dropped off at my house, and I never know what he’s going to make next in that lab of his.” The theorist shudders and makes a face. “I swear if he tries to test out another animatronic prototype in the house, I’m going to become a hermit and hitchhike my way across the country.”

Mark leans his head back, looking up at the ceiling. “I didn’t sign up to have to babysit a dozen other versions of myself. Honestly.”

Sean kicks him under the table. “It’s your fault for making nothing but chaotic, egotistical maniacs for characters. At least only one of mine is avidly evil.”

Nate tilts his head to the side. “Didn’t Chase commit mass murder?”

Sean shrugs. “Sure, but the fans like to ignore that little detail.”

They all collectively shake their heads before Nate taps the table a few times with his fist. “So how do you guys feel about being in a music video with me?”

Mat jumps up. “Nope.”

“Aw, come on, man!”

anonymous asked:

but like imagine junkrat, zarya, and mccree, pining after somebody who is literally perfect in their eyes, like they dont think theyll ever get together cause theyre not in their leuge, they still stalk then and pine after them of course, but imagine their surprise when this god/goddess in their eyes kisses them!

(Admin A here, sorry if these suck or don’t really feel that yandere. Though they are really fluffy :3 Anyways, We have finished up what we have left and we did rush them so sorry if they’re bad. I feel I did a bad job on this one so if so I’m sorry but I hope you can enjoy it nevertheless. I do feel that this one was hard to make yandere, it took more of a stalker specifications which made it hard for me to be more creative. For future ref please make your ask as yandere as possible and don’t set to many limitations on them cause it makes it harder on us. After this is posted the box will be open so send in as many as you want.)


♡ At first site Junkrat knew he was in love. All it took was for their eyes to meet his and in that moment he felt his heart flutter. He had never laid eyes on someone so perfect before, never had anyone spark this type of kind of emotion in him before.

♡ He found his thoughts flooded with them, everything from their hair to their lips. He knew that they were far to amazing for anyone on this planet, including him. The thought made him feel wistful, knowing that he’d never be good enough for them. Despite telling himself that everyday it didn’t make it any easier. He wanted them, no. He needed them in more than anything, so he started to make friends. Becoming closer to them everyday.

♡ At first this was enough, being able to get close and talk to them everyday maybe even get a hug every now and then. But it wasn’t enough. It was never enough. He could still remember how it felt to hug them for even a moment. Having their arms wrapped around him and his around them. He felt warm and at ease, holding them close was everything.

♡ He found himself needing more though. Their touch now gone left a sensation of wanting more. So he started stalking them. He’d often follow them to the store maybe talk to them like it was pure coincidence. Going into their room in the cover of darkness just to caress their cheek.

♡ This would go on for weeks, Junkrat hanging out with them during the day, and watching them at night. Whenever he saw them talking to someone else he felt jealousy flare up inside him and the person would always be reported dead the next day. He knew that they were far too perfect for anyone, he knew that no one deserved to have them. So when someone tried to take them, they’d die. It’s as simple as that.

♡ The day’s turned to weeks and before he knew it a few months had passed. Everything being the same till this day. Feeling a soft tap on his solder he turned only to be greeted with the lips of now lover. He doesn’t hesitate to kiss back, taking in his s/o.


♡ When she first saw them she didn’t think anything special, they looked small and week as if they could be crushed like a bug. She felt the need to help them become stronger. So she volunteered to train them, helping them become stronger.

♡ As she trained them she grew to see them as much more than what she first thought. They were strong, not wanting to give up and always trying to do better. No matter how tired out they were they never gave up. She began to admire that about them.

♡ The moment she realised that she had feelings for them she felt herself melt, her mind becoming clouded with thoughts of them. When helping them work out she’d most often find herself lost in her thoughts, thinking about confessing how she feels. That is till it hits her, she goes to get a drink only to come back and see someone flirting with the one she loves. She feels angry but keeps a calm exterior acting as if nothing is bothering her.

♡ That night she kills the one who chose to flirt with her crush, she says how they deserve so much better than anyone on this planet can offer. She upset, angry with herself knowing that she’s not good enough but then thinks. If she works harder and improves herself even more than maybe she’ll be good enough.

♡ She starts training even harder knowing that one day she can be good enough for her crush. Well training one day she didn’t expect to see her crush being harassed by a man. Going over to them she’d threaten and if they chose to not listen she’d deck them before telling them to run. Once the man has fled she’d make a mental note to find them later and finish them off. She’d ask her crush if their okay, only to be greeted with a pair of lips against her own. She’d hesitated before kissing back smiling knowing that she’s the only one good enough for her s/o.


♡ McCree has always been the type to joke around but when it came to his crush he often just because a blubbering mess. Everytime he see them is like the first as he falls in love all over again. Eyes become fixated on them taking in every little detail. How their hair shines in the light to how they subconsciously tug their shirt when nervous.

♡ He knows that he’ll never have them, but that doesn’t mean that he doesn’t want anyone else with them. Oh no no. He doesn’t want anyone to taint what’s so perfect. Good thing he knows how to hide a corpse.

♡ He loves everything about his crush, and has come to terms of not being able to have them. Though not being able to date them doesn’t stop him from crawling into his crushes bed and holding them in his arms as he watches their sleeping face.

♡ He knows everything about them, from their middle name to the toothpaste they use He can’t help but have them on his mind 24/7 and when their in the same room talking he’s completely lost in their eyes, ignoring all the words that leave their lips. It often results in him coming back to reality embarrassed that he had zoned out and then jokes about it. Only to have himself completely fixated on their laugh. It’s like music to his ears and the oxygen he needs to breath. He needs it.

♡ In a blissful moment is when it happened. A small kiss was placed upon his lips, he felt himself freeze but as his crush pulled away he reached down to grab their face, pulling them into a desperate kiss. Something he’s dreamed about since the day he met them. He held them close as if they’d disappear from existence if he let go.

Guess who finally started watching Voltron

Guess who made yet another PJO au

Percy - Blue Lion
Frank - Yellow Lion
Nico - Red Lion
Leo - Green Lion
Jason - Black Lion
Annabeth - Princess of Altea

Happy 1 Year Anniversary, Mystic Messenger <3

I finally finished it! OMG it took me so many time lol

Thank you Cheritz, thank you for creating these cutties, and let them came into my life.

Every morning, when I get their messages or calls, I feel so energetic and ready to face any problem.
When I’m too busy, I feel so warmhearted when I saw they tell me not to skip meals.
And their “good night” always make me have sweetest dream.

I laugh with them, cry with them.
And every time I feel desperate, they always send me encouragement.
In fact I really think they’re real ;____;

Also, I make lots friends by playing Mystic Messenger.
We even send postcard to each other >w<
And I start to learn how to draw.
All these thanks to Mystic Messenger.

I have so many thoughts to say…
Anyways, thank you for being in my life, Mystic Messenger :)

(p.s. I love you with my heart Yoosung-gi >w<)

Mystic Messenger一週年快樂!

太忙碌忘了吃飯時,看到你們「never skip meal」總會提醒我要好好吃飯注意健康。

我愛你們啊Mystic Messenger <3
也因為Mystic Messenger讓我交了很多好朋友;
也因為Mystic Messenger讓我開始學習畫畫。

謝謝你們,我愛你們 <3