You get the biggest cake! (Don’t worry Sam’s strong, they can handle it!)
I also wanted to say thank you, because I haven’t properly done that before. You’ve helped me so much through my darkest moments, my depression, and my anxiety. And you’ve been a huge inspiration for me to keep drawing, which I can’t thank you for enough. You feel like a friend to me, and I’m really glad I found you and this community. I don’t know where I’d be without you. Thank you.
i try not to be racist, tried to unlearn a lot of shit because where i come from even my own grandparents call people of colour, especially muslim and pakistani people terrible slurs, i was brought up around it and when i started learning about racism i became ashamed of being white and putting people through so much pain and suffering, gets called racist anyway
i try not to be homophobic, get called it anyway
i try not to be transphobic, get called it anyway
i get everything fucking wrong i’m fucking worthless, even when i try my hardest it’s still not up to scratch and i’m just losing the will to fucking live
since i started writing this post i have actually started crying wow nice just end me
Let me just say something. Because, once we get into this, I’m gonna get all uncomfortable and probably make some stupid joke…I just want to say that I…I love you…and I’m gonna miss you…and I’m so sad that you’re leaving.
Oh, you know what?…Let’s not say anything else. I love you.