anything thursday

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.

indiepunkloser  asked:

I think i'm asking a little early, I forgot the date but I just wanted to know if your surgery went well? I figure you'll make a post about it but I just wanted to know if you're doing okay. Anyways if this is pre-op good luck and if it's post op I hope things went well. much love I hope you get back to full health soon!!!

Tomorrow will be a week exactly since I went into surgery. The surgery finished almost an hour early, roughly 4 hours total. I lost almost a litre of blood but I didn’t need any blood transfusions, thank God. The tumor was also bigger than I thought it was, a bit bigger than my actual kidney. 

The first day was very rough; they tried to make me walk and I blacked out and threw up. The second day I was unable to urinate on my own for 6+ hours so I was stuck on a catheter for 2 days. Luckily by Sunday I was able to go on my own. They allowed me to go home on Sunday afternoon, but after removing my drainage tube from my side I got a fever that night of 101.5 degrees and couldn’t move/breathe well. There was fluid in my lungs too, but I think I fended off pneumonia for the most part by practicing the spiromiter thing. I was told to call the hospital if I had a fever or anything but I chose to sleep and drink water instead. My fever went away a couple days ago.

I can’t sleep long hours and still am in constant pain. My parents bought me a walker to walk to the bathroom when I need to, and I went to the hospital today to see my surgeon. He is giving me more pain meds and muscle relaxers to help me sleep at night. Luckily he told me the tumor was tested and wasn’t cancerous, though since I’m so young there’s a chance I’ll develop one on my liver or my kidney again in my lifetime. For now I’m not going to worry about it.

Thank you guys for all the prayers and kind thoughts. They helped a lot while I was in the hospital, and still help as I’m continuing to recover. Hopefully in a week I can move and get up by myself. For now I’m playing it by ear.

anonymous asked:

Student 1: "Are you sure you like girls? Are you sure it's not just a phase?" Student 2: "No I'm not sure. It's a Thursday and I'm not sure of anything on Thursdays. Only fools who want to get taken are sure on Thursdays. It's why not a single professor will schedule an exam on Thursdays. So, are you sure you want to ask that question?"

oh thursdays we wear c r u s h i n g  u n c e r t a i n t y

tfw you gotta study, revise, and write a paper in one night but you’re dead tired and got a skull splitting headache 

Art: x x x

We have reached 3k on lgbtqpjo!! We are so incredibly happy that we’ve made it this far and love how much you all love our blog. So to celebrate all our followers, old and new, we will be hosting a weeklong event!! 

What is it?: For one week, we will be reblogging your content made to suit the given prompts for each day. It can inspire you to make more lgbtq+ themed works and it’ll be fun ;)

When?: February 19th-February 25th

Themes: 

Slash Sunday: any m/m ships
Minor Character Monday: Any character(s) that aren’t the seven + Nico and Reyna
Time Travel Tuesday: Different time period AU
Whatever Wednesday: Free day!
Trans Thursday: Anything and everything trans/genderqueer
Femslash Friday: any f/f ships
Selfie Saturday: Selfies!!

Tagging and Reblogging: Tag all of your content as #lgbtqpjo3kweek. It’d also be good to @ us, so we definitely know when you’ve made a post! We will reblog content late if we don’t see it on the correct day. You are allowed to send in an ask notifying us if we haven’t reblogged your content once a day has passed (we all live in different time zones). 

Rules: All the content must be lgbtq+ related and with characters from the riordanverse. AUs are allowed. OCs are allowed as long as a minimum of one riordanverse character is in your work as well. Trans content is not limited to Thursday! We will accept, for example, lesbian percabeth on femslash friday or solangelo with trans nico on slash sunday. 
We will not be reblogging any content that involves r*pe, inc*st, or p*dophilia. Any NSFW must be under “read more” and there must be a warning. Possibly triggering content will be tagged accordingly. (Please notify us if you want us to use a specific tag). 

Reblog this post to let others know!! Thanks so much for 3k everyone <3

Does anyone else have those moments where you know there’s something you need to do but you just don’t have the energy and you have to get it done and you know what’ll happen if you don’t but you just can’t.

Unrelated but this cold is still kicking my ass and I’m trying really hard not to kill someone at work. So send good vibes my way 😩🤧🤒

Of Books and Dirty Cash pt 6

Please read part 1, part 2,  part 3 , part 4  and part 5 so this will make sense

Librarian/gangster!Au

Yoongi x Reader

Warning: This chapter has a gun in it. If you are concerned that it could be triggering, feel free to send me a message and I would be happy to give you more information of what happens and you can decide if you want to read. <3 (*spoiler*, I never kill off main characters, it makes me sad)

Before you moved to live on campus for college, you had never heard of a librarian who had a reputation for yelling. But not only does Min Yoongi yell, he’s also dangerous, and part of something much, much darker. When curiosity gets the better of you, you end up involved in much more than you bargained for.

You can also read part 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18


The phone rang three times before it was answered, and you were about to hang up when a voice sounded from the other side. “Kim Seokjin’s phone, how may I help you?”

“I, uh…” What were you planning to say? “Hello, this is Yoongi’s coworker and I’m calling to be creepy and ask questions about his personal life”? You supposed that was, in a way, what you were doing. “I met Seokjin recently and he left me his business card. It’s nothing urgent, I can call some other time…” You were starting to regret calling, this was a mistake. Yoongi’s life was his concern, not yours. But then again, if being around Yoongi really was as dangerous as Jungkook had said, perhaps Seokjin could explain why. If anyone would know what was going on, wouldn’t it be his brother?

Keep reading

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 The characters of Endeavour 

heads up that i start my new full time position tomorrow so im gonna be a little scarce throughout the week and every other weekend. i get off as early as 2 and sometimes as late as 9pm so im kind of all over the place. Im super excited though, good money !!! Im pumped but anywAYS gonna be hanging out with amy today. If that means we write then we write but otherwise im just gonna be enjoying her company <33 have a good sunday, mates!

Happy Thursday ❤
Life is to short to be anything like happy!
#thursday #thursdaydayfeeling #happythursday #goodday #EqualLove #equality #loveislove #couple #cutecouple #lovewins #lgbtcouple #gaylove #gaycouple #instalove #lgbt

hello

so my blacklist isn’t working and recently my dash has turned into a ‘lets celebrate rebecca fest’ which i really can’t be around so i probably won’t be around for the next couple of days because i don’t want to unfollow anybody. i’ll be around on thursday or before if a) it starts working again or b) the rebecca posts die down. 

i really don’t care if you like her, tattoo her face on yours for all i care, but i’m going slightly insane over here. i’ll still be talking to people if you want to speak but i just won’t be posting for a while.

k bye

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Hi guys ! 

I am currently in South Africa doing an internship with my friend kvnrose at Triggerfish Animation. We are working on visual development for some features but I am not allowed to show anything yet. 

Every Thursday we have a Life drawing session at the studio which is awesome ! Thank you so much for being almost 7000 to follow this blog, really appreciate the support, see you soon !