anything happens to levi i die

anonymous asked:

OMG! Levi has one year to kill the beast titan! I don't know why but i want him to due worse to him than Djel!

i’m rather liking the idea of levi become an “untethered balloon”. i tend to write him that way in my post-shinganshina fics–though maybe a bit too dark and suicidal. i can see isayama bringing him closer back to his underground days–where he’s just using the survey corps as a means to continue on his promise to erwin–not that he actually gives a fuck about fighting so much for humanity anymore. like, levi fights for humanity–adopts that because he does have a similar outward goal as eren: to be free. he’s lived in the underground, he’s lived behind the walls, and being out in the open beyond them is totally different.

but i don’t know if he totally cares about marley or not.

we don’t have these answers of course, but i think now that he’s helped clean up the titan mess and just has zeke left to deal with, i’m wondering if we’ll get the similar scene like this, just pointed at himself:

i want levi to die too after he completes his promise. i want this more than anything in this whole series at this point. i’m not sure if we’ll get it. we can see that ackermans can live without their liege–all we have to go on is how kenny lived. levi is inherently a more compassionate person than him–or at least less obviously selfish (nobody in snk is truly altruistic).

so i dunno, nonny. i want this to happen too, and i want to see how levi deals with this all, but i’ll try not to get my hopes up. *shrugs*

Why I’m sure Natsu isn’t gone.

So after the latest chapter of Fairy Tail i was a mess for the remainder of the night. Ugly sobbing, spamming my fellow Guild Mates as we freaked out together, the whole nine yards.

But today as i was rereading chapter 538 (i like to give myself angsty feels repeatedly apparently) i started thinking,

Isn’t it kind of weird Hiro chose to have Natsu just disappear like that, with not so much as a bittersweet farewell or an “i love you” to his friends (and Lucy cause Nalu for life) before vanishing?

He looks exhausted, seriously battered and bruised, but happy to finally be back with his friends. Theres not even a glimpse of an underlying “Zeref’s dead which means i’m gonna die soon too” look. And i think that says A LOT. 

Remember what happened during Gajeel’s “death” scene from chapter 488:

(scuse me while i cry in the corner for a moment)

Gajeel knew he was about to be taken away forever, so he made sure to tell the person he loved the more then anything how he felt before it was too late. Hiro really wanted us to feel the pain of not only losing Gajeel but also watching as it happened right in front of his loved one Levy.

The same argument can be made for Juvia when she sacrificed herself to avoid having Gray be forced to kill her and also so she wouldn’t hurt him anymore.

(sobs harder in the corner)

Thats another example of Hiro making sure we feel the agony of losing our beloved Juvia and also feeling Grays pain as well. With pictures flashing of their time spent together, how their relationship developed into where they were today, and having to watch as she said goodbye to her Gray-sama, both of these deaths are a stark difference compared to Natsu’s (i have more examples; Zeref losing Mavis, Master’s death, back when Jellal almost died, when Erza almost died, etc). 

So again, i wonder what is Hiro planning? The idea of Natsu being dead is becoming less and less likely imo. Plus lets not forget how Natsu had that whole inner-body experience where he destroyed both the dragon seed and the demon seed, as well as the fact that Lucy completely rewrote his book so his life was no longer tethered to it. 

I’m pretty sure why Natsu suddenly disappeared from the team will have something to do with that crack in the sky Wendy noticed at the very end.
This is just my own personal take on the chapter, we won’t really know until next week (sadly and painfully) but i feel pretty confident in this idea. Here’s hoping we get that happy Nalu end! :)

I had to write my feelings out omg i’m still not okay aahhhh
MY GAJEEVY CHILDREN OMG I’M SO FULL OF EMOTION THEY HAVE TO BE OKAY AND HAPPY SO I WROTE HAPPY
SPOILERS FOR FT 487

The earth rumbled as they fell, splitting open in the wake of their combined attack. Trees cracked and splintered all around them, and with his last strength Gajeel curled himself around Levy in an attempt to shield her from the falling splitters and debris.

But they hit the ground so forcefully that no amount of care could have protected her fully, rolling over upheaved roots and uneven terrain until they came to a halt in a shallow pit.

Their magic ebbed away around them, black swirls or iron script dissipating into the air until nothing remained but their laboured breathing.

“Shit” Gajeel finally spat, coughing out dirt and blood. But he didn’t matter.

His body ached, but by sheer strength of mind he willed it to sit up, turning to the woman by his side. Her eyes were closed, a multitude of cuts littering her fragile body. “Levy!”

When he saw her brow twitch, just slightly, it was as if his heart burst free from invisible constraints. She was alive.

The aftershocks of their Unison Raid travelled through his body, her magic in his veins. It was so soft and gentle, much unlike his own. And with this gentleness in mind, with the memories of her smiles and careful touches, he reached out to caress his hand along her cheek. Cradling her head, he lifted it into his lap, brushing away the dirt that clung to her cheeks with his thumbs.

More dirt stuck to them instead, but he barely noticed.

Because Levy was opening her eyes, slowly, and the world around him stopped existing.

“Gajeel,” she whispered, her voice croaky and strained. She blinked a few times, and it felt like an eternity to him.

They’d made it. They both were alive. Levy was alive.

He could have laughed and cried at once, but settled for neither instead.

Levy struggled to sit up, and he supported her as best as he could until she managed to turn to him on her knees. Her eyes were full of tears, and immediately, he froze.

“Stupid…” she muttered as the first tears rolled down her cheeks, and then she laughed. It was an incredulous, happy sound, and he felt every note of it reverbrate in his soul. “We… really made it. We defeated him. Together. I’m so happy… I’m so happy I could help you.”

She smiled through her tears, such a bright and proud smile that he couldn’t help but answer it with a grim one of his own, finally breaking out of his trance.

“Listen, Levy,” he rasped, “What I said back then…”

Suddenly he felt so nervous that he wanted to run for the hills, but he remained steadfast, reaching out to take her hands into his.

“Yes,” Levy said, a faint blush spreading across her cheeks.  “I heard that.”

Her hesitant smile was enough to lend him the strength he needed to go through with this. It was now or never.

Damn it, he had to get over himself and finally–

But he didn’t get to say the words that were burning on his tongue, not quite yet, because Levy reached up to cup his face in her slim hands.

Every single word he might have uttered died in his throat when she pressed her lips to his. So soft and gentle, like everything about her, but with an underlying ferocity that he had come to know and cherish.

Gajeel leaned into her, tangling a hand in her hair as he brought it to the back of her head. Whether to steady her or himself, he wasn’t sure anymore. The world had stopped spinning, and he could barely feel the burning ache of his body.

He could have died right this instant and he would have been perfectly content.

But he didn’t want to die. Not even the darkest parts of his mind wanted anything but to live alongside her. The two of them together forever, finally leaving the darkness behind. 

He smiled against her lips.

“Me too,” Levy said when she pulled back, breathless and flushed. The smile that spread across her face etched itself into his heart much like the taste of her lips. 

“I’m so glad I could keep the man I fell for safe.”

Epic marriage

Armin: Eren, will you marry me?

Eren: Armin… We`re in a titan`s stomach, we`re about to die.

Armin: I know that, that`s why I`m asking, I have to know.

Eren: *shaky breath* Yes.

*hugs Armin*

Armin: I love you Eren.

Eren: I-I love you too, so much.

*slash*

Levi: They`re here! We found them!

Erwin: We`re so glad you`re both safe, let`s get you out of there!

Eren and Armin: *smile the biggest smiles ever*

Hanji: So!? Did anything interesting happen in there!?

Armin: Well…

Eren: We`re getting married!

Everyone: WHAT!?!

anonymous asked:

shipping aside, do you think levi might do the ackerbond with eren? do you think he'll be one of the few characters to survive? i mean we still haven't found out his age or that much about him yet? idk why but i have a feeling that if eren dies before levi, he'll really lose it? i feel like eren is the last remaining piece of sanity that levi has left and if it's suddenly taken away from him, he'll fall apart? i can't even imagine how he'd react if eren were to die protecting him tbh.

I’m gonna save the first question for last, because that’s a difficult one to think about and I’m not an expert with the whole ackerbond thing. 

Yes, I think Levi will most definitely be one of the few remaining characters to survive by the end of the story, because you know.. he’s ridiculously strong, has survived many times and is completely capable of defending himself. (however, we’re not 100% sure of course. Anything could happen, but I’m not prepared to see him die, even if it’s a ‘heroic death’ still, I want him to live and be happy pls). 

About Levi’s age, well, Idk if Isayama is ever gonna give us the exact answer to his age (especially since the story is almost headed towards it’s end apparently, so many un-answered questions). But it’s been concluded many times that he’s in his ‘early thirties’, but considering the 4 year time-skip in the manga, I’m gonna take a guess that by now, Levi should be around his mid-to late thirties probably. 
Now, about Eren’s death and Levi losing it. Well, I think by now, Eren and Levi’s relationship has become deep enough to a point where if either of them were to die, the other would be very anguished and probably even cry. Levi has already lost enough people important to him, too many people, the entirety of the SC died, it’s a wonder how Levi can still be mentally sane lol. Eren is probably the last person he wants to see die, someone who is still too young and given a terrible fate and burden on their shoulders and didn’t deserve any of this. I know Levi feels very remorseful for Eren. 

Okay, about the ackerbond thing. Like I said, I’m not an expert in this, all I can understand is that when an Ackerman finds someone who fits with their character and who they can look up to, they apparently form an “ackerbond” and that specific person becomes their “liege” or something. Honestly, it’s confusing, and idk whether it’s always something ‘romantic’ cuz some shippers legitimately believe that every single ackerbond is always something ‘romantic’, jumping into conclusions so fast when nothing was confirmed. 
Now, about Levi possibly forming an ackerbond with Eren. To be completely honest with you.. I think the possibilities are very low. Because I don’t know how this ackerbonding thing works, how long does it last, forever until that ‘special person’ dies? can an Ackerman form another ackerbond with another person? and if that’s true, can it be done quickly? or does it take a lot of time? was the ackerbond with the previous dead person too deep that an Ackerman cannot form another ackerbond with someone else?? I do not know! it’s all complex for me. 
The only other person I can see Levi possibly developing this type of thing with is Hanji. Remember, I’m still keeping shipping to a minimum here (especially from someone whose not crazy for levihan, I like it, but I’m not invested in it). Why I think it’s Hanji? well, simply because Levi’s relationship with Hanji is almost equal to that of his relationship with Erwin and the other vets. They’ve known each other and worked with each other for quite a long time. Plus, I can see that Levi really cares about Hanji as well. 
Yes, it’s true that now Eren and Levi have known each other for years as well but we still don’t know how much their relationship has developed throughout the time-skip, especially after the awful serum-bowl, I don’t know if they’re still in good terms (I really hope so, because I really don’t want their relationship to go down the drain). I think Eren and Levi still need more relationship development, something about their relationship feels incomplete, something big is missing and I don’t know what is. 

But, these are just my thoughts. In the end, we just don’t know anything! And I don’t like to think about this ‘ackerbond’ as something so major like others do. People who have their shipping goggles on 24-7 and like to automatically assume things and say that Levi cannot fall “in love” with anyone else but Erwin because they’re not his ‘liege’, therefore, using the ackerbond thing as a means to block and degrade other Levi ships. That’s very annoying. 

The death of Commander Erwin Smith

(First of all sorry for my bad english for it’s not my mother tongue) ~So let’s get it started:

After I’ve read some posts about snk84 spoilers I asked myself why Erwin Smith’s death hurted many fans in such a traumatic way.
Don’t get me wrong, it’s always sad when a favorite character dies, but I had the feeling that Erwins death was also a very symbolic event for many readers.
So I looked at my own feelings toward the outcome of the manga and I guess for me it’s definately not just the pain of loosing a beloved character and missing his presence in the future chapters.
Erwin’s death means just so much more:

For himself as a character you know, his main goal always was to proof the theories his father had and finally understand the reasons why he had to die.
Ewin has blamed himself since that day and he never stopped to. Sending his comrades into death, abadonning his own humanity and taking all the responsibility for his decisions. - The weight he took on his shoulders slowly crushed him but he went on no matter what.
He was one of the few characters who was able to give up on everything, even on his own dreams and hopes (see chp. 80) for the sake of humanity.

So when he was lying there about to get the injection, Isayama kind of gave me the image that erwin really “deserves” to live on.
“Deserves” to fulfill his dreams, to see that basement, even to lead humanity to victory. It would have been such a great statement from Isayama. That (at least in the snk world) you might get a reward, that you might can reach your dreams, if you’re willing to give your everything. -
But no, isayama turned it the way, that all the things Erwin did for humanity just broke him too hard and it would even be a punishment to bring him back to this hell-like life again.
So that outcome also smashed all the hope, strong will, passion and drive Erwin represented.
I’m glad that Armin is alive, but for me he never had that “tragedy” Erwins story represented, giving up his humanity over and over again, loosing so many friends and carrying all the weight on his shoulders for such a long time.

The same thing that goes for Erwin also goes for Levi, who had to endure the death of his commander.
He literally lost almost every person he had been close to and he was still willing to fight on. But now I get the feeling this chapter showed it also doesn’t matter how much Levi gave himself into it, it seems he still can’t change his fate. For fucks sake, he is humanities strongest(!)
Levi’s decision also reveals how he sees life right now. Considering it as an act of mercy to let Erwin die shows how Levi believes that there is nothing that could make Erwins life precious again, no victory that could be worth the struggle to fight on and endure this hell any longer.

And to see this happen at the same time as Eren and Mikasa get their beloved Armin back, not carrying about anything else, just feels wrong. It’s like to read two totally different storys with different morals and realities in the same capter. That’s really troublesome.


I love snk because it’s a story who shows people who are still fighting on, no matter what.
Life can get pretty scary and you might think you can’t really face the things that happen to you or change your fate.
In snk I always saw something that gave me hope. Those tiny humans who are really just humans - (I speak of the people like Levi, Erwin, Jean etc.) without any wizard powers or something like you often see in other mangas - who got the nuts to fight against those big ass titans, people who face those “invincible” monsters again and again.

It was a beautiful symbol for me how to face my own problems, to still have hope, even if I’m just an ordinary human being. A symbol to beat on no matter how frightening it might get, no mather how many times I broke down.
But seeing how chp.84 endet I felt like a part of that hope snk carried faded away.

“Levi heichou, am I really going to be killed? Please… help me, I’m begging. I can’t die otherwise my memories of you will die too…”
Erens eyes begun to turn glassy.

“Eren! Listen to me. I promise you, I’m not letting anything happen. Even if it costs me my own life. I swear, I’ll do what ever it takes!”
Levi pulled Erens head to rest in the crook of his neck and ran his slender fingers through his silky chocolate hair.

Erwin and Levi

You know what really makes me sad about these two?

We all knew it, but it’s become extremely clear over the last dozen or so chapters how much Levi cares about and depends on Erwin. And we all know Erwin cares about Levi, especially since he seems to let his Emotionless Commander wall melt away only when Levi is involved. But, Erwin has basically labelled himself a walking corpse dedicated to the cause pretty much since he became commander, but especially since he lost his arm. And in that sense, romantically, he is totally dead to the world. It doesn’t matter who is involved, Erwin is not open to any kind of romantic investment because in his mind, it’s EXTREMELY cruel to start a relationship if he’s just going to get chomped on by titans. He basically spelled this out with the whole “Marie” situation. When he, essentially, gave her to Niles he came to grips with the fact that he would never get married to anyone.

I think Levi has shown progressively more open affection towards Erwin as the chapters go on (and I think, as his character progresses) but Erwin does not give an inch when it comes to his “dream”. Which is heartbreaking because even if Levi does love Erwin, Erwin will never give into it. Because Erwin would see it unnecessary and cruel to ever reciprocate any kind of feelings with anyone, only to die shortly after. And seeing how important Levi is to him, those feelings would go double for him. If anything super tragic happens, I just have no idea how Erwin would deal with it. Part of me thinks he would make it as clean a break as possible so he doesn’t scar Levi for life.

Hold me.

anonymous asked:

i feel like something bad is going to happen to levi... zeke was too easy to defeat, levi literally slaughtered him and we all know snk is anything but easy. also, i feel like hange going missing is a good thing, because if she didn't, she'll end up going with erwin's plan, and (I don't wanna underestimate hange but) she'll probably also die along with the rest of the sc.

Something bad did happen to Levi. I can’t think of anything worse. He failed to deliver on a promise. Everyone died to give him that moment. Erwin was counting on him. He promised. Now it looked like that sacrifice was for nothing.

I’m not worried about the horde of titans running to attack him. I’m worried about his mental health. Levi has only recently come out of a slump that started in chapter fifty-one when he found out the titans he was killing were once human and lasted through chapter sixty-nine. Learning the truth about his past from Kenny helped him move on. I hope

Hange being MIA was a plot device to save her life during the suicide run, and also to give Armin and the 104th a chance to work alone. I’m ok with this, but I do wonder how things would’ve been different if she’d been with Erwin and Levi. I’d like to believe she would’ve come up with a Plan C that would’ve saved lives.

towanda94  asked:

Trust me, you are not the only one being paranoid over Levi or Hanji being killed. I can't go on like this ISAYAMA WHY DON'T YOU STUCK THEM IN A PLACE SAFE FOR TWENTY CHAPTERS?

HELLO FELLOW LEVIHAN PERSON. :D

This pairing is going to be the death of me. But it’s not even the pairing, because I really like the characters as individuals, too. At the same time…ugh. I could write so many posts on this it hurts.

Here is my rambly thought process at the moment. Maybe a more coherent post later when I’m not feeling so droopy tired!

(Spoilers under cut.)

Keep reading

anonymous asked:

What makes me laugh is that this chapter has no sense at all. Hanji understands the importance of Erwin alive, Levi leaves Erwin die for a reason I don't comprehend and Hanji doesn't say anything. Like "Why Levi?", "Erwin will suffer", "Oh you're right, poor Erwin. He cannot suffer." hahahah What's - this - shit. I never read a chapter like this in my all life.

Depressed people should just die mate. Killing them is the only way you can help them. Unless you’re a protag, dreams are *bad*, *slavery* and should be suppressed with the dreamer.
Also, legacies are to be passed to the next generation no matter what bc this is a shonen.

Of course this makes no sense at all, anon. This nonsensical shit happened just because Erwin’s presence was in the way of the protagonists’ survival and happiness and also likely inconvenient to the plot. Isayama could have done it in 3 pages, allowing Erwin to die a decent death in battle and the characters/themes to stay true to themselves. Erwin’s grotesque delirious state and Levi’s sudden schizophrenia and *philosophical* attitude are the most ridiculous things I’ve ever read in my life.
Isayama wanted to maximize the drama and the shock at literally any cost.

anonymous asked:

I am dying to know more about Levi and Eren's relationship. What did Levi find the most difficult about suddenly becoming a father? Outside of the... you know... part where his tiny Sioux child is deaf and oblivious to pain.

I have been staring at this one for an age and a half trying to figure out how to answer it without spoilerfying…

One of the biggest hurdles Levi had to overcome was actually being able to think of himself as a father.  His upbringing was canon-complying-ly horrific (yeah, there’s an LL!Kenny kickin’ around) and so he had absolutely nothing positive to associate with anything familial.  And while we haven’t gotten to what exactly happened to Eren yet…er, well. Levi was there when it happened. And he wasn’t. Um. He wasn’t just in the right place at the right time. Shall we say.  YEah. Uh. Guilt was a thing. A lot of guilt. A lot of guilt.  But guilt or no, this kid would probably die without him.  

Why don’t I just tell you this story.

Erwin, for reasons known mainly to Erwin, helped them get out of Canada by giving Levi a job on the construction crew restoring the Amish stone barn on his old family farm into a house.  This crew was headed by an old buddy of Erwin’s named Mike, and included a number of people you may be familiar with (Erd, Gunter, Auro, Petra, Nanaba), all of whom pretty quickly got used to the presence of a small silent green-eyed person who kinda liked to stay close to Levi.  

Petra was part-timing on the crew while working on her social-worker degree and certification, and she was the one to point out to Levi that they needed to get Eren talking again, before he started to lose his vocal skills.  Eren was starting to pick up sign language (courtesy of Petra and Auro, who both knew a little) but he refused to talk - it was just too weird not being able to hear himself.  He didn’t even like trying to read lips: sign language was a fun game, but everything else was just a reminder that he couldn’t hear anymore.

Except there was this one phrase he kept seeing - he liked to sit outside under a tree while the crew was working and read, and he kept seeing the other guys say something to Levi, and then Levi would always look at him with this weird expression on his face…so he swiped a hand mirror from Petra and spent days sitting under the tree just watching every conversation he could, and staring at his own lips in the mirror trying to figure out those sounds.  And then one day he walked up to Levi and tugged on his sleeve and said, in his whispery scratchy unused little voice, “They’re calling me your son.”

It was the first thing Levi ever heard him say.