anything but mediocre

yo whats up i need MONEY for some cute cats i love

i just got two kittens recently from a friend who couldn’t take them with her and i’m giving them they best i can for now. here’s a pic of my babies !! ( smokey is on the left and gizmo is on the right. )

but i feel like what i can give on my very small budget is not enough!! they have lots of fleas and my grandparents won’t let them stay inside so they live out in our shed. ( where i live it gets VERY cold during the fall and winter. on good days we only hit maybe -10 outside. ) i need things to keep them warm and healthy.

so im gonna do some emergency rapid fire commissions. 

anything from 10-20 dollars can get you anything my mediocre talents offer.

from my super lazy stuff like this:

to things that take me more time like:

and if you’d like to see more check out this blog!!! i post all my art here :) !!

if you can’t help out because of your own tight budget, that’s okay!! if you can reblog to spread this around that would be good enough for me !!!!

my email is aegistower@gmail.com for my paypal !!!

riverdale on tumblr

betty: positivity posts, pink mobile theme, has soft somewhere in her description, animal pictures and videos, speaks on lgbt+ matters as an Ally, “reblog if you love gay rights !”, veronica reblogs all her posts with ok lesbian, 

veronica: selfies get over 500 notes, actually gets asks, only answers two and deletes the rest, Woke posts on racism, has her instagram and twitter linked in every other post, only moderately pretentious aesthetic, reblogs naked girls a lot but no homo just aesthetic, mobile theme is always perfect 

archie: reblogs pictures of asses and tits, Hetero Agenda, never replies to anything, mediocrely funny memes that blow up, header is of some random landscape and title is a pinterest quote 

jughead: Edgy///, “welcome to my twisted mind”, has anti-sjw in his bio, anime girl as icon, ace discourse central, reblogs anime/hentai, ugly mobile theme most likely with the colour red, unironically uses “op is an aphobe”, Properly capitalizes everything and speaks with perfect grammar when discoursing, uses grainy supernatural gifs as reactions, all lives matter

Find balance in your life. Work hard but don’t let work take over your life, you will lose yourself. Love, but love for the right reasons. Life is too short for anything mediocre. Know who you are and know that you are worthy of reaching your dreams and that it is never too late to start creating that life you have always dreamed of. Do not compare yourself to others, that’s just deadly. No two souls are the same. You are your own person, you are beautiful and you are unique. Put your trust in the universe. Some things are just meant to happen, and some are not. Let go of whatever is stealing your happiness, it’s hard but it is worth it. Embrace change. Embrace life. Everything happens for a reason, sometimes you just need to breathe, trust and let go.

Day 7: Cataclysm
My favorite battle pet from wow is Lil Deathwing, the pet from the Cataclysm collector’s edition. It has nothing to do with him being any good, if anything he’s a relatively mediocre pet, but he just happened to be one of the first I leveled and has since held a permanent spot in my default team ever since.
It doesn’t help that looks totally dorky and adorable
#artaday

stop settling for less. stop investing in imaginary potential. start rejecting anything mediocre that comes your way. that goes for friends, significant others, and associates. you should only have room for people who hold you to a high standard, and expect you to do the same for them. no empire was built with half of a team putting in the footwork. demand more. be more. cut out everyone who sits around and watches when you’re feeling lazy and unmotivated. distance yourself from those who allow you to take temporary shortcuts. embrace those who value hard work and encourage you to unleash your full potential. surround yourself with encouraging and inspirational energy that makes you feel enthusiastic to wake up and tackle what each day has to offer. that’s how you begin to change the world.

honestly why do i always half ass everything in my life. like i have a lot of things i’ve spent so much time on and yet i’m still not really that great at. like i write every day, and practice french, and make music, and yet i’m still so mediocre at everything i do. i just want to be talented why is that so hard

i just watched i’m not ashamed, which was yep, as predicted, a christian propaganda film, but i still lowkey cried like a little bitch at the end. i think anyone who is not a “columbiner” can see that it really is a nice movie with a beautiful message if jesus is your thing. another nice thing is that the movie had more poc (that weren’t just in the background) than a regular hollywood movie so kudos.

i think the way eric and dylan were portrayed absolutely ridiculous though, they were causally wearing their natural selection/wrath shirts??? and every other line dylan had was “yeah” or “me too” or “BOOM” and eric just wanted to be hitler 2.0 but the movie wasn’t about them + they were not “eric harris and dylan klebold” they were characterizations of themselves.

OVERALL, the people who obsessively hate the movie are the same people who call d + e daddy, want to suck their dicks and never mention other victims. just call me a rj scott stan now.

Find balance in your life. Work hard but don’t let work take over your life, you will lose yourself. Love, but love for the right reasons. Life is too short for anything mediocre. Know who you are and know that you are worthy of reaching your dreams and that it is never too late to start creating that life you have always dreamed of. Do not compare yourself to others, that’s just deadly. No two souls are the same. You are your own person, you are beautiful and you are unique. Put your trust in the universe. Some things are just meant to happen, and some are not. Let go of whatever is stealing your happiness, it’s hard but it is worth it. Embrace change. Embrace life. Everything happens for a reason, sometimes you just need to breathe, trust and let go.
—  Charlotte Freeman

Dear you,

This is to thank you for the memories, for the time we spent together and for being a part of my life, no matter how brief it may have been. Thank you for helping me grow into the woman I am today for I truly do believe if I had not met you, I would not be the person I am today. You helped me shape my character and for that I am ever thankful.

Thank you for showing me what a real man ought to look like for without your presence I have have settled for someone who never deserved me. I will admit that you left some big shoes to fill but it’s okay. There was never anything mediocre about you. You will forever be a part of my memory and you will forever be dear to my heart.

The one thing that shocks me the most is that you had the audacity to love me when I thought I was unlovable. You had the audacity to live me at a time when I thought nobody would ever love me and when I thought I did not deserve love. It was brief, but that was the first time in my life I felt as if someone loved me and I’m not sure if I’ll ever feel it again so I wanted to thank you for this. You have no idea how much it means to me; someone who always gives love… it changed my life to feel it for once in my life.

The biggest change that came about in my life because of you is my self confidence. I can not find the words to thank you. Before you, I looked in the mirror and saw nothing special. Then you came around and I learnt to see myself through your eyes and quite honestly, I always secretly feared that if we did not last and I lost you… that I would go back to seeing myself the way I did before. But even now that you’re gone.. I still see myself the way you saw me.

For this I will forever be thankful. I see attractive women all the time who are horrible! They have horrible personalities and they treat everyone else as if they are inferior because of the way they look. I am thankful that you ensured I never turned into one of those women. I am thankful that you kept me kind and loving and humble.

Thank you for showing me what it was like to respect someone. You’re probably the only person who knows how hard it is to earn my respect and to keep it even. You are one of the rare few who has both earned my respect and kept it all along. 

I think you taught me how to unselfishly love someone. How to love without expecting anything in return and I think that’s the way I love now. You’ve changed my life in so many ways. You’re the only man I’ve ever liked that my friends liked too and when we broke up they were all so disappointed but I must admit I am thankful that we did.

Honestly, I was settling for you. From the beginning I willed myself into loving you because you needed me and I was settling for you because you needed me. I think you realized that and finally set me free. We’re too different. You taught me what I wanted though and that is someone who I can connect with. Someone similar to me, someone who would rather stay in on a friday night rather than go partying.

Someone who enjoys a calm life.. someone patient.. someone who knows when to let me have my way and when to take control. Someone I can spend my life with.. and that was never you. You are the total opposite of all these things. Even tonight, when we spoke I was reminded of this. We are good as friends, great even and you will always hold a piece of my heart.

I guess this is me.. saying thank you.. thank you for giving me love when I needed it.. for being partially responsible for the woman I am today and for setting me free when I needed it. The world needs more men like you, Mr. You were the one I loved when I needed someone to love and now you’re a friend.. when I need a friend. I do hope and pray that some day you will find your happiness…Thank you for being the man you are. Thank you for teaching me about love and loss and friendship and about life in general. You’re an amazing man and I will forever stand by this statement.

— 

~Excerpts from the book I’ll never write #208

04/23/2015

1:39 am

How can you sit there and watch an awards show intended for black excellence and think a white man who had some uninspiring tunes deserve to win an award over black acts who’ve gotten more hype and play by black demographics than the former?  Tinashe, Rae Sremmurd, Bobby Schmurda, and Fetty Wap all had more hype than this random unfair nominee. Either one of them could’ve won, and I would have been fine. Some black people will literally justify white mediocrity knowing damn well they didn’t deserve an award over black excellence. Sam Smith is not “black entertainment.” I knew he would win just as soon as I saw his name pop up.