anything but happy

anonymous asked:

Kat,,,,,,,keith Cries,,,,,,,,,fanon keith is dead,,,hes,,,,,emotiONAL,,,

Dude. Dude, I know. Here’s some great stuff about Keith that fandom can no longer deny:

  • when asked to describe himself he first comes up blank
  • no mentions of his talents whatsoever?? he’s not arrogant
  • in fact he has no trouble admitting that he’s bad at something
  • keeps saying that he pilots the black lion but refuses to say that he’s the black paladin
  • he thinks that being part Galra might be why he has always been bad at connecting with people 
  • automatically plays around with his knife when the Galra part gets mentioned
  • is very straightforward and wants to avoid complicated stuff as much as possible
  • apologized twice for blowing up; he’s self-conscious about his temper
  • [voice crack] “I don’t know why I’m that way”
  • is aware of his abandonment issues
  • is also aware that he puts some walls up
  • tries to compose himself by rubbing his fingers together
  • knows when he is about to cry and promised himself not to do it ((in front of the camera/a potential audience at least))

HE’S. SO GREAT. SO SO GREAT. He’s much more self-aware than fandom gives him credit for. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH ;A;

every time I listen to Sign of the Times I remember staying up until midnight and listening to bbc radio 1 just to hear it play for the first time and crying uncontrollably when it finally did. I don’t think I’ll ever find the right words to express what this man means to me, but I’m so glad he exists and that I got to hear one of my favorite albums sung live yesterday by someone I look up to with every ounce of my being 💌

ok not to sound like a sap but i was smiling like i was looking at my firstborn child or a newborn puppy or something while i was watching the dna stage aslfjas god i love bts so much…….they’re it for me yall

hi cheritz it’s me again and i want to say if you’re late with jihyun’s after ending because you’re writing a good plot where ray survives then it’s okay i’ll gladly wait… if not then i don’t want anything just leave how it already is.


straight ppl r so fucking weird dude

I knew I’d end up getting someone on my ass.

Okay, look, the issue with this fandom is that it’s never just a joke. 

I’ve been in this fandom for years upon years, and you can never assume anything along those lines is a joke unless it’s stated explicitly. People are fuckin’ serious about discourse when it comes to battle cats. I have never seen discourse over sexuality and such and even piddly shit the way that I have seen within the Warriors fandom. The Homestuck fandom on a bad day could never compete with the sheer level of discourse that this fandom churns out on a regular basis.

I feel like I have to immediately hop to the defensive because of what I’ve witnessed. Just take a scroll through Dullard’s “real talk” tag. The reason I reacted the way I did to that ask is because of how Dullard has been accosted about this exact issue.

The ask itself comes off as pretty blatantly suggestive, too. “You never said no” is a pretty bluntly presumptuous statement, and puts a lot on my shoulders. It would be different if the ask was worded more, “are you hinting that Firestar could be trans?” or something along those lines, but the ask itself comes off as making an assumption rather than ‘an innocent question’. 

I have stated before (and so has Dullard!) that sexuality and the like is simply not an important concept in this universe, and neither of us really are concerned about addressing it, and yet we both continually get these kinds of asks. It’s rude on their part to continue pressing a topic that has been breached more than enough times, and both of us are understandably quite tired of it. 

Even if the ask was meant to come off as innocent, it puts a lot of hope in other people were I to publish it with some vague comment. I shut it down because I’m quite sick and tired of getting asks like that. I’ve deleted quite a few more that breach topics like that, or ones that heavily suggest that I should do a thing.

Maybe my reply was harsh, but I feel like it was entirely necessary to be harsh with how much this topic has come up, and how tired I am of dealing with it and this combative fandom.

You can run but you can’t hide I’m gonna make you mine

Based off of  SIAMÉS - “The Wolf” and pose is from Keith’s 1st appearance in VLD S1. 

Thought I’d draw a tribute to the moment I really fell love with his character haha. Since it is almost a year now since I fell into this hell haha. Thank you for all those who stayed with me until this point!

Also I’m trying out Instagram again;; I’ll try to post some different stuff there if I can! :) Ty all! <3

hey no offense but can we stop getting mad at people for not knowing every musical? i’ve seen a lot of posts lately targeting people who are only into the newer musicals or only know a couple and that should be allowed? like yeah there are a lot of amazing musicals that are a little more obscure and it would be great if more people discovered and loved them but at the same time musical theatre is really inaccessible and it takes a lot of energy to get to know a show, whether you have to figure out how to see it live or how to get a bootleg or download the cast album, and it’s a big time investment no matter what. not to mention the fact that people might like one musical for a specific reason that doesn’t apply to other musicals (like people might enjoy hamilton, but its style is really different from most of musical theatre). so let people enjoy the musicals they know and don’t attack them for not learning more.