anyone else as tired with my shit as i am


I am a good Zenyatta. As Zen, I have more carry potential than a lot of healers, I can save my team in a teamfight, I can take care of myself, and I can strike fear into the hearts of lesser foes.

But I can only carry so much with my tiny robot arms. And when I break the Reinhardt shield, someone else needs to be hitting the called out discorded Mercy with me, or shit will hit the fan when y’all noodles waste your ults on a target only to have it come back to life again.

literally all of these screenshots came from losses ffs

It’s 5:46 am and I’m tired af, but SB and I are gonna go meet Kendrick Lamar today so I’m motherfuckin hyped 📢📢 we’re taking my little sister and in all honesty I’m more nervous about my sister meeting SB than me meeting Kdot. My sister is a Sagittarius also so they’re rather gonna hate each other or love each other. SB and I talked on the phone till 3 am last night and I told him something I never told anyone else. He’s so great, you guys. So much bad shit is going on in my life rn, like fuck I feel like I’m going crazy. He’s the only thing that’s keeping me sane in all honesty.

If I Never Knew You Part 3

Series Summary: Set 14 years after the events of “Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow”, Lucifer is roaming the earth again after being released from his cage.  Angels and Demons are ushering in the apocalypse. And the reader and Dean haven’t spoken in several years. What happened to push them apart, and what happens when they meet again at Bobby Singer’s place when all the world is about to end?

Part Summary: A few years ago Dean made a deal to save his brother and in the process ended up sacrificing everything he had with you. 

Characters: Dean Winchester x Reader, Sam Winchester, Bobby Singer

Content: Angst

Word Count: 2.4k

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Does anyone else get those moods where you’re not exactly tired but you have zero motivation and just want to curl up on someone you care about and watch whatever they’re doing? Like I would quite happily watch my friends do homework right now if it meant I get a hug and some company and somewhere to curl up

I am a literal cat

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“Cheese,” Chat mutters in his sleep, and turns over.

Marinette sighs and worms her way in closer to the warmth of his back rather than try to steal back her blanket again.

On the whole, having her boyfriend sleep with her is a positive.  It helps to stop the nightmares—well, at least she doesn’t remember them afterwards, which is effectively the same thing—he reliably warms her bed to a nice toasty temperature, and whenever she’s big spoon she gets a very nice teddy chat.

As a minus, the bastard is a blanket hog.

Marinette takes a moment to curse all selfish hoggers of blankets as a draft of chill night air sends a brief chill down her back.  She shivers and reaches up to latch her skylight more firmly shut.

Of course, given her luck—or his, for that matter—Chat chooses that exact moment to roll over again, pinning half of her body beneath his weight.  The breath is driven out of Marinette with a whuff, and for a moment, she considers employing an ever-dependable elbow to the gut to get him off of her.

But then his face relaxes into a look of absolute calm and peace, and she loses any will she had to disturb him.

She stares at him for a while, watching the shifting patterns of moonlight on his skin and suit as clouds skid by overhead.

“I’m terrified,” she tells him quietly.  He doesn’t respond, of course, and Marinette continues.

“I’m terrified of all of this.  I’m terrified that you’ll get tired of me, or that you’ll finally realize just how pathetic I am, or that you’ll find someone better.  I’m terrified that maybe one day you’ll take one bullet too many for me and I won’t be able to save you.”

She rants on, her voice gaining a keening edge.  “I’m terrified that I feel more comfortable around you than I have with anyone else in my life, and I don’t know why, and, and what if we lose that. I’m terrified about what you’ll think of me when you find out that I’m Ladybug, and everything about us just scares the shit out of me and I don’t know why.”

She buries her face into the crook of his neck and mumbles into him, “I’m terrified that maybe I’m just fooling both of us into thinking that I love you, ‘cause I think that I still love Adrien, too and I don’t know if I can give either of you what you deserve.”

She’s feeling lightheaded now, perhaps because of the rush of words, perhaps because of the unbearable lightness that’s come over her heart like the joy of prisoners freed of their shackles.

She falls asleep, dreamlessly, a few minutes later.

i donut know how i feel about this but i do want a donut

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anonymous asked:

I agree with martymartinloki: I watched all of the interviews and I had the clear feeling there has been a fall out between Mia and Tom. I instinctively empathise with Mia tho.

People are not gonna let this go, aren’t they?

I’ve just finished watching a few more interviews and there is nothing that indicates that things wouldn’t be okay between Tom and Mia.

Let me tell you, as an introvert girl myself I’ve heard it all too. She’s distant and cold, she looks sad something must have happened, she’s really stuck up and feels like she’s too good to talk to us, … I could go on and on.

None of those are true, I’m shy and quiet, I do good one on one when I know you well enough, put me in a huge group or god forbid in front of a crowd and I’ll act quiet and weird. 

There’s no need to empathize, I’m good, there’s no need to empathize with Mia either, she doesn’t have a problem, you do. Your sympathy is not needed.

Why is it that people always need to make up their stories? If a woman touches Tom in a certain way it’s all oh she’s so banging him, now we have a woman who keeps her distance, well she must hate his guts then!

There is no inbetween? God forbid they are just two adult colleagues working together in a professional manner and nothing else ever happened there.
No, that is never an option is it…

I need to throw this in the group cause I am tired of seeing shit like this on my dash.

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and anyone else that wants to take this

Confession: Some people don’t accept the gay lifestyle. That’s fine. Cool. Not everybody’s going to agree. As long as you’re not taunting anybody, I’m straight. But what I’m trying to figure out is, what the fuck is this shit with the gay “lifestyle” having to be “accepted” by people? Lifestyle? Accepted?

I’m straight. I like men. This isn’t a lifestyle. This is literally the way I am. My sexuality doesn’t need to be “accepted”. The shit just fucking is. So I don’t understand why people call being a homosexual a “lifestyle” and why people feel the need that they have to be able to “accept” it.  Accept what? Gays or anyone else who aren’t straight do not need your “acceptance.” I’m not kissing their asses. I’m just a bit tired of this now. It’s 2016. We are too far in the game to feel uncomfortable when someone’s life doesn’t equate to what other people wants it to be.

You’re not high power. You’re not important enough. Accept what? There’s nothing to accept!

And I don’t give a fuck about the Bible.  I love God, but I don’t care for the Bible. Who the fuck wrote that anyway? Some “high power?” Man get the fuck… You wanna come to me and tell me why homosexuals is the worst in the the world? Come to me with information without it including the Bible. How about that?

This is a really fucked up and insensitive post. I’m sorry. I know everyone has their opinion. This is in no way shape or form coming at anyone who believes in the bible or who disapproves of the LBGT community. I’m just tired of this shit, guys. I mean goddamn.

Tell Me Why

Requested: Can you do a calum imagine based on the song Tell Me Why by Taylor Swift?

a/n: this is my first song inspired imagine so I tried really hard to stick to the lyrics for the storyline..

(Part two)

requests are open btw

Originally posted by teasecalum

I took a chance, I took a shot
And you might think I’m bulletproof, but I’m not
You took a swing, I took it hard
And down here from the ground I see who you are

“Calum what the fuck? can you stop yelling at me? i told you it was an accident, i obviously didn’t spill the beer on your notebook on purpose, you’re overreacting.” Calum has spent most of the day in the music room trying to finish up some lyrics that their manager was nagging him about so you decided to check on him to see if he needed anythin. When you went in you saw him scribbling a few lyrics and chords on the desk, you walked towards him and leaned on the desk spilling his beer all over his lyric notebook and he has been going off on you for about 30 minutes now.

“Are you serious y/n, you ruined my fucking lyrics, how is that overreacting!? jesus christ you literally ruin everything!” those words vibrated through the walls hitting you like a ton of bricks. He got up to get another notebook to transfer the somewhat legible lyrics down slightly pushing you out of the way.

I’m sick and tired of your attitude
I’m feeling like I don’t know you
You tell me that you love me then you cut me down

“WOW, really Calum, sorry for ruining everything in your life, sorry for being fucking clumsy even though i can’t fucking control that!” “If i’m such a burden on you why don’t you just end it here instead of having to put up with me, you asshole!” “You know what, i’ll even save you the time Calum, we’re done” you have had thoughts about breaking things off with Calum a couple of times since he came back from tour, he had become a total cocky dick towards you, you didn’t think you’d actually do it because deep down you still loved that asshole.

“What, you’re not serious are you y/” you looked up to see those brown eyes staring back at you pleading for an answer but you felt that if you responded you’d burst into tears so you just nodded your head and looked away. You walked out of the music room and into your bedroom to pack some clothes, you didn’t know where you were going but you needed to get out before you gave in to him.

And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when you’re around
And here’s to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you’re doing to me
Tell me why

Baby girl where are you going?” his sad voice made my heart break every time he spoke.

“I don’t know Cal, that’s my problem, anywhere is better than here to be honest. This whole place is just toxic, I don’t deserve to be with someone like you, someone who doesn’t care about my feelings, all you do is bring me down and I’m so sick and tired of that!” tears were now running down your face but you didn’t even care, you wanted him to see how much he’s hurt you.

“You can’t leave me y/n, over one fight? Every couple fights but we can get through this baby”

“It’s not just this fight Calum, you think i don’t remember the other fights where you’ve called me useless, or a bitch? just because i forgive you doesn’t mean i’ve forgotten about it, it eats at me constantly and i’m done.”

You could write a book on how to ruin someone’s perfect day
Well I get so confused and frustrated
Forget what I’m trying to say, oh

I’m sick and tired of your reasons

I got no one to believe in
You tell me that you want me, then push me around

“You know what to say to make me melt but you also know what to say to get me upset Cal, snd i’m almost positive that people in healthy relationships don’t purposely do or say things to the one they love just to hurt them, that’s how i know you don’t truly love me..”

“Don’t say that i don’t love you y/n! I love you so fucking much, I..”

“Stop Calum! stop with the bullshit excuses, you always apologize and I always take you back but we always end up where we are now, it’s a never ending cycle, aren’t you tired of arguing?”

“No y/n I’ll never be tired, i want you and only you, i don’t care how much we fight, i don’t want anyone else!”

Why, do you have to make me feel small
So you can feel whole inside
Why, do you have to put down my dreams
So you’re the only thing on my mind

“Then why do you practically strive to make me feel like shit/ does it make you feel more powerful? You always laugh at anything i’ve told you i wanted to do in my future yet here i am going above and beyond to show you that i support you and your career, do you not see how unfair that is!?” Calum finally had nothing to say because he knew you were right. he’d always put you down for all the things you wanted to accomplish like opening your own store, saying that you couldn’t handle it or you were too dumb to understand anything about owning a business.

Well I’m sick and tired of your attitude
I’m feeling like I don’t know you
You tell me that you want me then cut me down
I’m sick and tired of your reasons
I’ve got no one to believe in

“ I..I didn’t know you felt that way about me.. i’m just not too good at expressing my feelings, but i want you to know i’m so proud of you baby, all that you’ve accomplished and will accomplish..”

“Cut the bs Calum, you don’t even believe what you’re saying, i would’ve loved to hear those words from you a few moths back when i strived to make you proud of me but now i don’t even care what you think of me, as long as i make myself proud that’s all that matters..”

You ask me for my love then you push me around
Here’s to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you’re doing to me
Tell me why
Why, tell me why

I had most of my clothes in my duffel, i had decided to come back for the rest of my things another day, I just wanted to leave as fast as possible and just get away from this place and him. i grabbed a few more things and made my way towards the kitchen to get my car keys, Calum following close behind.

“I’ll come back for the rest of my things another time, don’t worry.” i say making my way to the living room and to the front door as Calum grabs my arm to stop me from leaving.

“Let me go Calum!” i say trying to pull my arm away, then he let’s go”

“I can’t let you leave y/n i love you too much baby girl!”

“If you loved me as much as you claimed to then tell me why you treated me like complete and utter SHIT!? Because that is very strange way to treat someone you love don’t you think!” he looked at his feet with no explanation or excuse, just as you thought.

I take a step back, let you go
I told you I’m not bulletproof
Now you know

“Exactly Calum, you have no valid explanation, or have you ran out of excuses? I love you so much Calum don’t get me wrong, but if you don’t know why you treated me like shit then we can’t fix it. Come find me when you know why.” and with that you got in your car and started driving not knowing where you were going..

  • The Calum feeeeeels were real with this imagine! :(((( feel free to request anything you’d like me to write, stay rad!

I should have waited.
I said it.
the unpopular opinion
of someone who feels like
she shouldn’t have been created

I should have waited
so I wouldn’t have to watch your face crumble
when I struggled
no I stumbled to spit those sickening words
I am not a virgin
No one could want me 
especially you I knew for certain

I should have waited 
I am not pure
and for my sickness  there is no cure
No longer a delicate flower
I am crumpled and trampled and torn
perfect only for a pig to devour

I tell you because I tell myself
If I’d have known I’d meet you on a cramped bus no less
then I wouldn’t have let that creep
stain my dress
but that doesn’t matter now
because no matter how many times I tell you I’m sorry
I’m sorry
I am sorry
and you throw me a pity party
because you may accept it 
but I still have to live with it

I am a car you’re the driver and I am sick 
and I am tired of not being able to sleep
because I know you can’t see me the same way you see anyone else
and why?
because I lets some guy
do whatever he wanted to me
in the name of love
but let me tell you

It is not love
when push comes to shove
and you’re never
so you just go with it
pretend like you actually give a shit
cover my ears
I have not stopped thinking about it in years
until I met you
and you made my heart go askew

Because you told me I was beautiful
and I thought you were delusional
How could I be when all I knew was
that I was long overdo
for someone to put me in my place
so you kissed my face
and I believed you
and even though with you I’m elated
I still tell myself
I should’ve waited.

—  Should have waited//CER

anonymous asked:

have u noticed that a lot of Ziam shippers or supporters or believers or whatever they call themselves dong like Liam? a lot of them don't give a cuck a bout him and I just wonder why they are even Ziam supporters if they don't care for Liam? I saw a post where someone was saying how they only care about Zayn and well because of him is that they ship Ziam, and I'm over here thinking how stupid thy are because Ziam is not just Zayn so what is the point of supporting Ziam? and others never have

Anonymous said: good things to say about Liam, they never stand up for him, they even call him stupid and drag him for pointless things. its just sad that they are that way and there is some that don’t even have Liam as their number 3??? and some of them just ignored his birthday but they are all about Niall’s birthday? those people ruin Ziam for me sometimes, we don’t need fake ass bitches believing or supporting them specially Zayn girls cause it’s them who do this shit all the time, sorry for the rant but I’m just tired of seeing this all the time with the Ziam fandom :-( at least the larry shippers don’t do that. I am a Niall girl but I fully support Ziam and I see that there’s too people in the relationship not just one of them and if one of them is not my favorite is okay but I don’t act that way they do. ******************************************WITH THIS RESPONSE, I AM NOT TRYING TO OFFEND ANYONE. You know, I just had this conversation with someone else. Yeah, I have noticed that a lot of them don’t like Liam nor do they care for Liam and personally, it bothers me to no end. (this is a difficult thing to talk about on anon, but I’ll try) I understand how people can not care for someone, I don’t question that or their motives, but sometimes I just can’t wrap my head around this idea of “I only pay attention to Ziam because of Zayn.” Like, if you don’t believe in Z*rrie/Liard, fine don’t, but believing in Ziam just because of Zayn is kinda uh, I don’t even know what word to use. Like why Ziam, why not Zayn and any of the other boys for that matter?! I do understand the “But Zayn and Liam don’t look at anyone they way they look at each other” argument but there’s people who don’t see it, so? I have also noticed that a lot of them never stand up for Liam at all, and I guess it just goes back to the they give no fucks about him, and it makes upset and angry because like you said; what the fuck is the point then?! That, I think, is one of the things that upset me the most. If I believe in something where two people are involved, the least I can do is be supportive to both of them, one of them fucks up, fine, we all do, accept it, but when one of them is being attacked for no reason, I won’t turn my eye blind and pretend nothing’s happening, I will stand up for him, defend him regardless of him being my favorite person or not. It is not difficult. Yeah, I’ve seen the stuff with the birthday as well, but honestly I just try to ignore all of this cause like I said it makes me upset. Let’s not generalize or compare, I don’t want to do that but I guess is somewhat true. And it’s okay, I understand why you needed to rant, If you wanna talk about it more off anon I wouldn’t mind.