antilover

Falling in love was never a problem. It was never my problem. I fell totally and completely everytime. The problem was them not loving me back. I just hung in there like a trooper too. Making excuses for them, not yelling and screaming like I wanted too. I just sat there, alone, everyday, waiting for a text that usually didn’t come. Isn’t that sad?
—  S.E.T

In the spring, I met a boy
Who kissed like a prince,
But laughed like a villain.
He deprived me of oxygen
And happiness.
He tried to change me
Like the seasons,
And when I found out,
He ripped my heart out,
And walked away.

In the summer, I met a boy
Who smiled like the sun,
But cried like rainfall.
He hugged me and picked up
My broken pieces.
He told me he loved me,
But couldn’t do anything about it.
My heart, bandaged and bruised,
Couldn’t handle that.
So he walked away.

In the autumn, I met a boy
Who listened to my music,
But didn’t listen to me.
He laughed and loved,
Just never upon me.
He claims it was all out of pity,
And that he felt bad for me.
My adoration turned to apathy,
So I said I’d never love again,
After he walked away.

But in the winter, I met a boy.
Oh, God, he cared more than anyone.
He came in by total chance,
And stayed by total love.
His blushes warm my cold heart,
Which is his, over hundreds
Of vast miles and miles.
He loves every part of me,
But the best part is,
He hasn’t walked away.

—  Julia Rose.

This isn’t love.
It’s stress.

Those butterflies in my stomach are an ulcer.

My heart didn’t skip a beat,
it was a fucking palpitation.

—  ‘this isn’t love' by A.J. Brodie (originally posted 13th September 2014)

anonymous asked:

I have a crush on a friend, but I am already in a committed monogamous relationship. How do I get rid of the crush? I love my partner...

Many people believe that if you truly love someone you can not fall in love with someone else. Check the ‘antilove’ tag. Most of the spells in that tag are directed at someone else to get their love away from you, but you can edit them to focus on yourself.

One day, one rhyme- Day 513

You think that I’m easy-going.
I compete with you well knowing
You’ll keep winning, and keep crowing
But there is no way I’m showing
My internal tantrum throwing.
On the outside we’re both glowing
As we both continue rowing
And the river keeps on flowing
But inside the cracks are growing.
Where love once burnt, it is snowing,
And we’ve both done our outgrowing
We both know it’s not just slowing
It’s over.