anniversary plan zeta

And that's the end of Anniversary Plan Zeta

After a long day of posts recalling different parts and pieces of characters that we’ve played, stories we’ve made, it’s time to end the queue right.

Before I met Fer, I thought love was always a sacrifice. That you had to sacrifice who you were to support and love someone else. That everything you did had to be for the benefit of your partner.

With Fer, I have blossomed into someone I never thought I would be. I am better with her, because I have more self love and self worth than I have ever felt. She doesn’t put me down for my physical and mental issues, she understands them and helps me work through my bad spots.

We had a few rough patches, but we worked through it like adults. We communicate, discuss, and have trust in each other. I’ve never had so much trust in someone else.

We collaborate, we plan, we laugh, and we enjoy.

We may live two states from each other but we are in near constant contact everyday through the internet or over the phone. Sometimes just having that IM window open is a comfort, even when conversations run dry.

I can’t wait to hug you, to kiss you, again. I can’t wait until we can finally cohabitate, and plan and live our dreams and our lives. 

3 years is a long time, here’s to many more, my love.

I love you <3

I’ve posted this before, and likely told the story as well.

I met Ferretgovroom on the Dragon Age RP board Warden’s Vigil, where I was a moderator at the time. We only had passing acquaintance in character, her guard Ferren having a drink or two with my Fergus because their girlfriends were friends. (I’m sure it was more than that.)

This is a little AU sketch I did of Fergus and Ferren, and my first attempt at flirting with her. That’s right, if I like you I draw you strange semi-smutty art. FerFer became a running gag in IRC, and things started rolling downhill from there.

And then SWTOR came out. And for a while, Fer and I got completely taken in with our Jedi, Dristan and Andriel (Dristanel and Fylandriel as Jedi). They were just as complex and quickly became different people entirely from who they were based on. Andriel to this day is probably in my top RP characters I’ve ever played.

I was going through a major art block, and I had ALWAYS wanted to commission Aimo. This is the first commission from another artist I had ever made, and it is still the wallpaper on my phone.

We may not play SWTOR anymore, but these two have a real special place in our heart.

And then, Fer convinced me to return to playing World of Warcraft. AND GO HORDE of all things, after I’d spent my entire WoW career in the Alliance. Oh the things I do for love.

I forgot the circumstances around drawing this one, only that she needed an avatar for our guilds forums. This is her hunter Sindharin, who woefully was already married. He’s a total hottie though, just like her.

And then we’re to this, a new version of Aldhric set in Dragon Age. This one is going to have a werewolf for a brother! (Some of you may know him as Aerion).

I am so proud of this, and she had commissioned me to just do a monochromatic Sketch Portrait. I decided he needed to be in color. Abrill will soon follow, with a little bit of a new design.

(And I keep telling her she doesn’t need to pay me to draw Aldhric, but she keeps doing it)



This song… like I never expected this song to ever be a song I associated with someone. But like, it is to me “our” song. 

You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience

You’re the best listener that I’ve ever met
You’re my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long

I’ve never felt this healthy before
I’ve never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now

You’ve already won me over in spite of me
And don’t be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don’t be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn’t help it
It’s all your fault