V - 3 OTPs from 3 different fandoms
Z - Just ramble about something fan-related, go go go (prompts optional but encouraged)
but i’m not good at rambling
you know that feeling when you’re in the middle of fandoms? when ones just starting to wane and you just don’t know where you want to plant your obsession next? like srsly. thats the worst. because you start getting this nagging feeling that you’re not going to be an obsessive Fan again. like you’re not going to have that feverish new fandom thrill again. that you’re just an Adult now and you’re going to have just mild normal interests from now on. THAT scares the shit out of me. like…i understand that that might not be the worst thing ever…i’m sure i’ll replace it with other things and grow and change as a person and whatever. but i consider reading to be a necessity for me, it’s the only form of escapism and relaxation and emotional processing that works on me. that’s always been true. since i could read. but if i have no fandom…then i have no fanfiction. and then what? what?? am i supposed to go back to reading regular books?? ? ?? i mean…how? how on earth do you read normal books after fanfiction? i can’t go back to just letting go of characters after i finish reading about them for a whole book. i can’t. i can’t find fanfiction for every book i read. i might be able to fathom not being a FanGirl one day, but i can’t imagine being able to consume a story without the help of fanfiction to help comfort me over the fact the story has an ending.