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Title: Sway With Me (Part 8.)

Character(s): Ike Evans and Sisi (original female character)
Summary: Ben decides to intervene in Ike’s relationship with Sisi in order to get what he wants.
Word Count: 2,762
Warning: SMUT!!!
Author’s Note: Man, oh man. Ben is a greedy sonofabitch. Gotta add some smut to contrast with the upcoming angst ;-). Hehe, enjoy! 

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“Til The End of The Line - Part A” - Digital Oil Painting

“Please don’t do this, Buck. Please. Don’t go.”

Version one of this scene, with Bucky trying to run away to keep Steve safe. Beautiful angst in the rain!

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→ Pairing: Jungkook x Reader / Namjoon x Reader
→ Genre: fluff, smut, angst, humor
→ Words: 2,517
→ Rated: NC-17
→ Warnings: alcohol, language
→ Summary: A text message sent to the wrong number turns into a long lasting affair between two people completely opposite one another.
→ Note: This is an old thing and actually the first thing I wrote after the accident, and I decided to post it again because I kind of hold it close to my heart ? It’s not all going to be texts between the characters, but quite a lot of backstory and stuff the more we get into it. It’ll be told from both Y/N’s POV and Jungkook’s. Please enjoy! :)

Parts: 01 : interim : 02 : coming soon


The first time you receive one it’s in the middle of the night.

At first you simply stir in your sleep, turning around as if that will somehow stop the annoying buzzing resounding from under your pillow. When it doesn’t, you grab the cursed device and flip it over in your hands, wondering whom of your stupid friends decided to be an excruciating pain in the ass this late.

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anonymous asked:

18&19 because I think it can be mixed but it is okay if you can't. Black reaper Kaneki X Fluffy haired Touka

18. “I shouldn’t be in love with you.”
19. “I could kill you right now!”

Sigh :’) This was a whole period of angst. I tried my best to mix them! I hope you like it. 

Furuta’s rambling away about something. Walking a step in front of him, Kaneki can’t care less about whatever he’s saying. It’s been a long day, it’s late and he just wants to return home to sleep.

They continue walking a little while longer and he senses it. It’s a weird sensation that turns his blood cold, a chill that runs through and even freezes his bones. It confuses him for a moment, until he sniffs and he smells it— a ghoul. He quickens his pace, ignoring Furuta’s gasp of protest at the sudden acceleration. But it’s only for merely five steps before he slows down again. The scent’s still there, only stronger and more recognisable.

Smells like coffee… 

True enough, when he turns at the bend, he sees her. Standing in the middle of a pavement, in front of a store in the midst of closing, she’s staring at her phone with an unsightly grimace on her face.

Don’t… he thinks. Touka-chan, when you make that kind of face, you’re not as beautiful as you always are.

He slaps himself for that thought, or maybe he’s slapping Sasaki Haise, who’s still in there, lurking somewhere deep within his conscience, now begging him to approach the blue-haired barista.

He doesn’t need to approach her though. With a sigh, Touka looks up and she catches the figures from the corner of her eyes. She turn to him and instantly, there’s a flash of despair in her eyes— the same look she always makes when she first locks eye with Sasaki Haise— but it’s immediately concealed with her feigned joy… as always. 

“Ah… If it isn’t Sasaki-san!” she exclaims, with a slight laugh. “It’s been awhile. Are you well?”

“Yeah…” he says hesitantly, walking forward towards her. Furuta follows after behind him and Kaneki realises the situation they’re in right now. He prays so hard that Furuta doesn’t notice that the girl before them is a ghoul. What is he supposed to do if he does something to attack her? He can’t break his cover right now, not when he’s merely weeks away from being able to save Hinami.

I want to keep all of you safe…

“You changed your look,” she comments, studying him with a wry smile. “What’s with all the black?”

“No… reason… I guess,” he sighs.

He realises it makes no sense. Why is Touka so friendly with him, a ghoul investigator? There’s no way she would have found out about him getting his memories back. Right before her stands someone who works for the enemy, the very people that slaughters her kind and might anytime stab a blade right through her.

“Ahhh… it’s been so long since you’ve last visited, I might have forgotten how you originally looked like,” she laughs. Her eyes twinkle as her smile reaches them and cheesy as it might seem, Kaneki’s almost blinded. Had Touka always been so dazzling?

Stop it, he begs silently. Stop looking at me like that, stop talking to me. Be more careful. Take care of yourself. I could kill you right now! Touka-chan, please. I—

“What are you doing out here?” Furuta asks, cutting into Kaneki’s thoughts. There’s a chill to his tone and Kaneki stiffens immediately. “It’s late. For such a beautiful girl to be standing out here all alone at such a time… It’s dangerous… There are bad people… a lot of monsters…”

Kaneki imagines his eyes twinkling at he speaks and he’s overwhelmed for a moment with the thought of taking Touka’s hand and dashing away from him. He clicks his tongue and pushes the fantasies to the back of his mind. Touka’s staring at him still, though she seems to be genuinely considering Furuta’s words. 

“Ohh… I’m waiting for my older brother… I got some coffee beans but I think I bought too much and I can’t carry all of them back since there’s too many bags… He’s about five minutes away so I’ll be fine,” she says– a little to relaxed for his liking.

“Tou— Kirishima-san,” Kaneki says, stumbling a little and catching himself. He sees Touka raise her eyebrows at his words and he slaps himself internally again. “It’s really dangerous now so please do be careful.”

“Did you just almost call me by my name?” Ever the direct person she is, Touka doesn’t feign ignorance and Kaneki hadn’t expected her to. “It’s alright, you can call me that if you want.”

His heart swells at her words. Truth to be told, he longs to call her that again, to be more honest about his words and feelings around her— for things to return as they were. He wants to be by her side, or to have her by his side— either way it doesn’t really matter. But there are bigger things at stake, things more crucial and important than both of them.

Honestly, Kaneki can’t see a future where he’s with her, even though he longs to be by her side. But what’s the use? Touka’s living a happy, carefree life now— one which has no place for a dead man like him.

Even though he wants to hold her, to pull her close and to caress her face, he can’t. Even if he wants to run his hair through her light, wavy locks, to push it away from her face and stare into both her shimmering eyes, he can’t. Even if all he wants is to lock fingers with her, he can’t.

No matter how simple his desires are, they are completely unattainable and it’s useless to even consider attaining them, not when he merely has such a short time to live.

“I’m sorry,“ he says, and he pushes himself to walk away despite Touka’s confused expression. He feels her eyes on him as he walks away and he notes how different their parting this time is. He senses no anger or betrayal from her— just despair. He’s a terrible person, he notes, to put someone like her through all this torment and pain.

“I’m sorry,” he whispers again, “I shouldn’t be in love with you.”

Six Sentence Sunday- 8/6/17

“You, Molly, deserve…everything,” Sherlock said sadly. 

His tone, that infuriating tone of resigned acceptance and surrender, did nothing but stir a fire in her belly which almost instantly climbed to the height of an inferno. 

Molly slammed her hand down, making him jump a bit as she rounded the table to face him while raising her voice in passionate reply. 

“Yes that’s right, and all you have to do is stop this bloody infuriating game of restraint and just let go, Sherlock, because that everything you say I deserve is already standing right here in front of me, so close that I can almost taste it!“ 

Aside from the sound of her own pounding heart and unsteady breathing, she watched him in silent suspense, wondering whether he was about to retreat in terror at her sudden and impatient demand. 

But one more heartbeat later…and he stepped forward.

icypearls-deactivated20170719  asked:

For your prompt request, how about Pearl jumps in front of Amethyst to protect her, and while she doesn't poof, Amethyst gets angry/scared bc of how Pearl endangered her self or something

but im not rose


“…and now you’re gone.”

The Inheritance or Ang Pamana is a Tagalog poem written by Jose Corazon De Jesus, from which I’ve inspired this Fates AU comic from. Ang Pamana is a poem about a mother who is saying her final reminders to her child, telling him/her of all the things they will have once she’s gone. but in the end her child refuses because they will have no use for any of these riches when she is the one thing they treasure the most.

I have no idea why, but I’m in the mood for angsty family feels for Fates.

choose what u wanna read!!


i’m back with the writing juice if you could tell from one of my reblogs. So i’ll take some time tomorrow to write a few drabbles that were requested 100 years ago. i’ ll most likely complete 1 tomorrow and i’ll be the weekend away BUT i’ll try to write them since they are supposed to be small. (yeah right) i’ll let u choose what should i write first: 

1- best friends/siblings au + two miserable people at a wedding. [JUNGKOOK X READER + TAEGI MARRIAGE]

Originally posted by yoongichii

2- pretending to hate each other au. [YOONGI X READER]

Originally posted by leojuseyo

3- brand new neighbors au. [SEOKJIN x READER]

Originally posted by jiyoongis


Onsra | Part VI

(v.) – to love for the last time; a bittersweet feeling of knowing a love won’t last

Words: 10.6K

Genre: Demon au, smut, angst

Read: Part 1 | Part II | Part III Part IV | Part V | Part VI

A/N: Thanks for your patience everyone! There is some smut in this chapter (and angst of course hehe). So please read at your own discretion! Nonetheless, enjoy :)

“H-How did you find me?”

“You always liked coming here. Well, we all did actually at some point. But, it’s been a while, hasn’t it?” She twirled a strand of her dark brown hair and smiled softly. It took all his strength not to drop the coffee in his hands upon just stepping out of the cafe and coming face to face with her.

“What are you doing here? You’re not supposed to-” He stumbled over his words.

“To what?” She raised an eyebrow before crossing her arms and letting out a quiet laugh. “You look pretty much the same minus that bleached hair. It looks nice on you though.” She tilted her head to examine him and he turns away, refusing to acknowledge her compliment.

“Why are you here? Why did you come back all of a sudden?” Jimin raised his voice and she tutted immediately after in disappointment.

“Why so angry? That’s so unlike you. You weren’t like this before-” She pouted.

“People change. You of all people should know.” Jimin fired back at her, his fist tightening around the coffee cup. She simply brushed her brown hair behind her shoulder and scoffed.

“I moved and transferred schools, not disappeared from the face of the planet.”

“Wouldn’t that have been a better alternative?” He muttered quietly under his breath but loud enough for her to hear. “And I wasn’t referring to you transferring. You know exactly what I mean…”

“I want to see Jungkook.”

“Don’t fucking go near him…” Jimin said through clenched teeth.

“You think he’s not going to come to me? Wait until he finds out I’m here. I won’t even have to look for him.” She shot him an innocent smile.

Jimin didn’t know what to say. Part of him desperately wanted her to stay the hell away from Jungkook, but deep inside he had a sinking feeling that she was right. Either way, there was a very high chance Jungkook would come find her himself. Who knows what he’d do in the fit of rage?

“You shouldn’t be here.” He tore his gaze away from her. Hadn’t she hurt him enough?

“I want him. I didn’t come here to argue with you. I just want to know where he is, and well I figured I’d be able to find you here at least.”

“As if I’d tell you fucking anything.” She shot him one last smile before turning to walk away, knowing fully well Jimin wasn’t about to guide her straight to Jungkook. At this point, he was most likely going to warn him about her return, hopefully. And Jungkook? He was going to come running once he found out she was here. She was sure of it.

Whether Jimin was going to tell her of Jungkook’s whereabouts, she was sure she’d be able to find him if not vice versa.

“You’ll tell him I’m here, won’t you?”

“He’s not going to come running back to you, Yoojung.”

“Well, we’ll have to see, won’t we?”

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someone pls do a 1x1 with me in which there’s this small town girl who lives in a small ass town by the sea and who has basically never set foot outside the town but who loves it there bc she loves the sea more than anything else and she honestly doesn’t know a lot about the outside world but she really doesn’t seem to care and then comes in the big city boy who has spent his entire life downtown and who absolutely hates nature and who spends most of his time listening to underground music and thinking that he’s cool bc he reads obscure books but then his parents catch him partying too much and doing drugs a couple of times so they ship him off to his “crazy” aunt’s house which happens to be in the small town that the girl lives in. and at first he kind of tries himself with the girl bc he’s bored and he plans on getting out of that hole as soon as possible but  she rejects him and that’s the first time that it happens to him and he gets rlly insulted so the two of them start bickering and arguing and fighting all the time and maybe at one point that turns into some kind of romance/friendship in which the girl shows the boy to appreciate the sea and the boy shows the girl a bit of the outside world and wow ok yes