angst fanmix

Alright this is getting out of hand

I just binge-read @kazliin​‘s Until My Feet Bleed and My Heart Aches for the nth fucking time and just. I am so antsy for the next update i can’t even sit still i can’t get it out of my head because DAAAAAMN. The feels are so real, i can’t even explain it properly without crying like a lost child. I just had to make a music playlist for it.

You can check out the playlist here. Details under the cut! <3

If you haven’t read the fic yet, for the love of all that’s canon, pLEASE READ IT. It’s one of the bestest Yuri on Ice fics out there right now and i love it so much <3

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you ruined me

“If something were to happen to you, what would I do?”
Tsukiyama after kaneki dissappeared.

Cover Art (used with permission) by jyua!


i.- under your spell | desire 
ii.- your name | chelsea wolfe
iii.- islands | young the giant
iv.- my only friend | phantogram
v.- i’m not human at all | sleep party people
vi.- hair lockets | nicole dollanganger
vii.- the only thing | sufjan stevens
viii.- sweetest kill | broken social scene
ix.- new love grows on trees | pete doherty
x.- someday | mademoiselle k
xi.- spanish sahara | foals
xii.- over and over | chris garneau

For You I Will

Pairing: Erik Lehnsherr/Charles Xavier

Rating: Mature

Summary: Omega!Charles is more interested in working toward his career than finding a mate. He’s never even been on a date, let alone kissed. Raven has tried to set him up with a few of her alpha friends but it’s been all for nothing. Erik Lehnsherr is a mysterious loner alpha that has just transferred to the school and after an eventful first day, Charles is able to crack his stoic shell but will Erik become his mate or his undoing?

Complimentary fanmix:

Dusted bookshelves. a literati playlist. {listen}

tracklist: 01. RHODES - Your Soul // 02. Jasmine Thompson - Stay // 03. Ellie Goulding - Writer // 04. Sea Wolf - The Violet Hour // 04. Pink - Try // 05. Hozier - To be Alone // 06. Haux - Caves // 08. Fleurie - Hurts like Hell // 09. Lauren Aquilina - Fools // 10. Natalie Taylor - Surrender // 11. Coldplay - Swallowed in the Sea // 12. Dotan - It Gets Better // 13. Death Cab for Cutie - Translanticism

we used to give each other the world. [LISTEN]

you’ve got the blood on your hands, i know it’s my own // you came at me in the middle of the night to show me my soul
1. coldplay: viva la vida - 2. foals: blue blood - 3. troye sivan: the quiet - 4. little dume: dangerous man - 5. kaleo: way down we go - 6. lp: muddy waters - 7. elbow: the bones of you - 8. twenty one pilots: implicit demand for proof - 9. johnny cash: hurt - 10. jaymes young: come back for me - 11. panic! at the disco: the end of all things - 12. the antlers: thirteen

art © @mrgamblinman
Super Highschool Level Angst: good music for disillusioned angst ridden youth


1. Youth // Daughter
2. I JUST WANNA DIE // Fidlar
3. Dead Oaks // Now, Now
4. Piledriver Waltz // Arctic Monkeys
5. Cool Kids // Echosmith
6. Jamie All Over // Mayday Parade
7. Bitter and Sick // One Two (Best Friends)
8. Love is A Laserquest // Arctic Monkeys
9. I Would // Human Kitten
10. Buzzcut Season // Lorde
11. Twin Size Mattress // The Front Bottoms
12. The Curse of Curves // Cute Is What We Aim For
13. Heimdalsgate Like a Promethean Curse // Of Montreal
14. That Time // Regina Spektor
15. The Bends // Radiohead
16. Island of the Misfit Boy // Front Porch Step
17. Anthem For Doomed Youth // The Indelicates
18. Wasting My Young Years // London Grammer
19. Broadripple Is Burning // Marot and the Nuclear So and So’s
21. L.I.F.E.G.O.E.S.O.N // Noah and The Whale


graylu fanmix: LOVES ME, LOVES ME NOT...

Originally posted by moon-heartbeat

”How can I forget you if your shadow’s still hiding in my memories…”

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This is my late submission for @graylu-angstweek ‘17! Sorry I’m late because my original draft’s on my PC and something happened (。•́︿•̀。) So I’ve tried to create a new one with limited time and here’s the result! Well, enjoy this fanmix and happy listening! (´▽`)ノ♪            

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Aeternum vale | Farewell Forever | Listen

                                    A glorious death would be in my
                                      final breath to take before I die, to hear
                                              one final time on my belovèd’s mouth
                                                                  the sound of her eternal sigh

SHATTER ME |  “Don’t be afraid, I feel it too” | “You… you’re afraid”

Reylo fanmix.


i.until the ribbon breaks - one way or another | ii. evanescence - my immortal | iii. the phantoms - into the darkness | iv. hidden citizens - silent running | v. raign - don’t let me go | vi. coldplay - fix you | vii. gemma hayes -wicked game | viii. laurel - fire breather | ix. fall out boy - jet pack blues | x. kaleo - way we go down | xi. the chemical brothers ft. lorde - this is not a game | xii. lindsay stirling ft. lzzy hale - shatter me  | xiii. the spiritual machines - your enemy  | xiv. imagine dragons - friction | xv. ruelle - up in flames 


A T   M Y   F E E T   A N D   B O W   T O   ME
an angst mix for the Lady Morgana, the last High Priestess.

01. a demon’s fate - within temptation

“What have you done?
Is this what you wanted?
What have you become?
His soul’s not forsaken
You’re walking alone
From heaven into hell.”

02. chasing the dragon - epica

“Poison is slowly seeping through my veins
Stealing the only dignity in me
I pick them up and let them fall
To cause your pain and hit them all
One more life to live is all I want
I’ll take the joy away from them
See to it, they will all be damned.”

03. sweet sacrifice - evanescence

“One day I’m gonna forget your name
And one sweet day
You’re gonna drown in my lost pain
Fear is only in our minds
Taking over all the time
Fear is only in our minds
But it’s taking over all the time.”

04. opus relinque - tristania

“Challenge my own world to chaos
Thoughts to mind becomes my arch enemies
Skin to teeth, visions appears to me in red
Scouring my wounds with your spit (with your spit)
Down in apathy which is growing
Once dragged down within a mayhem of light
Skin to teeth, ripping my inwards apart.”

05. nemo - nightwish

“This is me for forever
One without a name
These lines the last endeavor
To find the missing lifeline
Oh, how I wish f
or soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
My loving heart, lost in the dark.”

06. brackish - kittie

“She is not scared to die
The best things in life drive her to cry
Crucify then learn
Take so much away from inside you
Makes no sense 
You know he can’t guide you
He’s your fucking shoulder to lean on
Be strong, sit and watch me burn.”

07. going to hell - the pretty reckless

“Father, did you miss me?
Don’t ask me where I’ve been
You know I know, yes I’ve been told
I redefine sin
And I don’t know what’s driving me
To put this in my head
Maybe I wish I could die, maybe I am dead.”

08. fixed at zero - versaemerge

“This doesn’t make much sense
Think far out but I’m still locked in
I’m still lost walking circles
The floor swallowed me up whole
There’s nowhere to go
There’s a vulture on my shoulder
And he’s telling me to give in.”

09. blacklisted me - blacklisted me

“This is gonna be the death
The execution that I swore
If you want to hate me more
So if you want to hate me more
You can do it like you did before
Start a war, we’ll settle the score
So this is all for you
I know you wanna break me
And take me down too
But I will refuse, 
‘Cause I make them scream.”

10. king of the world - porcelain and the tramps

“'Cause I’m the fucking king of the world
Get on you knees
I’m the fucking king of the world
Do as I please 
So get up and get out and I’ll show you
What it takes for me to control you
'Cause I’m the fucking king of the world
Keep your head down
Untill I tell you may speak.”

11. building a monster - skylar grey

“This human heart
How many times can it be torn
Before a superhero is born?
This angel has lost her wings
I’m building a monster
Beneath all the scars you will see
I’m building a monster.”



THREE WORDS THAT BECAME HARD TO SAY | [listen here] | (a mix for the two soldier boys from brooklyn who can never leave the war behind them; who can never get the chance to say I love you.)

i. rivers and roads - the head and the heart | ii. I and love and you - the avett brothers | iii. young blood - the naked and famous | iv. dream - imagine dragons | v. about today - the national | vi. haunt - bastille | vii. like I can - sam smith | viii. work song - hozier | ix. dreams - bastille | x. bleeding out - imagine dragons | xi. the weight of living, part I - bastille | xii. king and lionheart - of monsters and men 

It’s the holiday season, so I decided to bring back an updated fanfic listening mix! People seemed to like the last one, so I’m hoping this one will go over well too! Happy holidays and enjoy this new set of playlists! (^⊆^)

[fluff mix]   [angst mix]   [smut mix]

{ f l u f f }

1. Arctic Monkeys - I Wanna Be Yours
2. leeSA - Dream a Little Dream of Me
3. Death Cab for Cutie - You Remind Me of Home
4. The Decemberists - Of Angels and Angles
5. Neutral Milk Hotel - In the Aeroplane Over the Sea
6. Daniela Andrade - La Vie En Rose
7. Scarlett Johansson (Her) - The Moon Song
8. The Lumineers - Dead Sea
9. Fleet Foxes - Meadowlarks
10. Milo Greene - Perfectly Aligned
11. Coldplay - Lost
12. Frank Sinatra - You Make Me Feel So Young
13. Of Monsters and Men - Mountain Sound
14. Avett Brothers - Famous Flower of Manhattan
15. Bright Eyes - Easy, Lucky, Free
16. Owl City - The Saltwater Room

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{ a n g s t }

1. Arctic Monkeys - 505
2. Death Cab for Cutie - Bixby Canyon Bridge
3. Bring Me the Horizon - Can You Feel My Heart
4. The Decemberists - On the Bus Mall
5. Neutral Milk Hotel - Oh Comely
6. The Lumineers - Slow It Down
7. Coldplay - Warning Sign
8. Florence and the Machine - Seven Devils
9. Of Monsters and Men - Love Love Love
10. Brand New - Okay I Believe You, But My Tommy Gun Don't
11. Bright Eyes - Messenger Bird's Song

Listen to this mix on 8tracks

{ s m u t }

1. Arctic Monkeys - Temptation Greets You Like Your Naughty Friend
2. The Decemberists - Won't Want For Love (Margaret in the Taiga)
3. Neutral Milk Hotel - Song Against Sex
4. Lana Del Rey - Gods & Monsters
5. Frank Sinatra - Witchcraft
6. The Neighbourhood - Sweater Weather
7. Arctic Monkeys - Do I Wanna Know
8. Blue October - Sexual Powertrip (One Big Lie)
9. Fall Out Boy - XO
10. flatsound - old lumina
11. Panic at the Disco - Build God, Then We'll Talk

Listen to this mix on 8tracks

nobody wins versus love l i s t e n ]

01. The Phoenix - Fall Out Boy  
We Own The Night - Jessie And The Toy Boys  
The Great Escape - Boys Like Girls
Boys of Summer - The Ataris 
05. Old School - Hedley
I Caught Fire (In Your Eyes) - The Used
Losing Grip - Avril Lavigne
Everyday (Late November) - Social Code
I’m Not Alright - Sanctus Real
You’re Not Alone - Saosin
Nobody Wins - The Veronicas
This Could Be Love - Alkaline Trio
13. Another Heart Calls - All American Rejects ft. The Pierces
14. 4 Ever - The Veronicas
15. Beautiful Day - Sanctus Real
16. Dance Inside - The All American Rejects

You Said You’d Grow Old With Me

Dear Fellow Traveler - Sea Wolf // Almost Lover - A Fine Frenzy // You Said You’d Grow Old With Me - Michael Schulte // Never Gonna Love Again - Lykke Lin // In My Arms  - Plumb // To Build A Home - The Cinematic Orchestra // All I Want - Kodaline // Hello My Old Heart - The Oh Hello’s // Dust And Light - Howard Shore // In My Veins - Andrew Belle // East - Sleeping At Last // Leave Your Lover - Sam Smith // Follow You Down To The Red Oak Tree - James Vincent McMorrow // The After You - Miakoda // Echo - Jason Walker // Be Still - The Fray // Arms - The Paper Kites // One Last Goodbye - Anathema // Courage And Wisdom - Howard Shore // Tenerife Sea - Ed Sheeran // Letters From The Sky - Civil Twilight