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I’m taking a lil hiatus to hopefully un-fuck my wrist, but have this old doodle because it’s the most effortlessly on point pre-bbq Josh I’ve ever or will ever draw

can you believe even was only in 2 scenes where he had more than 1 line while one of them being in the background but still his past is brought up in almost every episode by either hints or directly by people talking about him just for the sake of drama :)

I’ve been an FNC stan for a while and I’ve gotten so use to their terrible management at this point but with their debut of Honeyst, I’ve finally blown up.

If you’ve been following FNC groups for more than a month you know management is terrible.

They’ve debuted Honeyst, and for what? No promotions have been made and they expect the band to do well?

SF9 has been going at promotions as if they’re a car going downhill with no brakes. A debut with Fanfare in October, promotions for K.O in November, they went to Mama in December, had a “break” in January, came back with Roar in February, had a Japanese debut in March, came back AGAIN in April with Easy Love, went to open for CNBLUE at their Japan concert and performed at KCON Japan for 2 days, and now they’re promoting Watch Out.

N.Flying hasn’t made a comeback since November of 2015. And every time we hear or see from them, there’s no talk of another comeback.

AOA Choa’s on a “break” but that’s just making me even more nervous because that could also mean something else. (Yes, we are all thinking it.)

CNBLUE didn’t have proper promotions for Between Us and the company seems to be pushing them more towards individual activities than band activities.

And don’t even get me started on FTISLAND. There’s a reason why our front man Hongki wants to put a bomb in their own company’s building. They want to make their own label but their company sucks at supporting their own artists so much, FT is sure the company wouldn’t support them.

So I understand all these fansites closing down. They’re tired and angry, as they should be because the group they like are only being used as puppets for money.

Ty was silent, and in that silence, Kit thought of Ty’s headphones, the music in his ears, the whispered words, the way he touched things with such total concentration: smooth stones, rough glass, silk and leather and textured linen. There were people in the world, he knew, who thought human beings like Ty did those things for no reason—because they were inexplicable. Broken.
Kit felt a wash of rage go through him. How could they not understand everything Ty did had a reason? If an ambulance siren blared in your ears, you covered them. If something hit you, you doubled up to protect yourself from hurt.
But not everyone felt and heard exactly the same way. Ty heard everything twice as loud and fast as everyone else. The headphones and the music, Kit sensed, were a buffer: They deadened not just other noises, but also feelings that would otherwise be too intense. They protected him from hurt.
He couldn’t help but wonder what it would be like to live so intensely, to feel things so much, to have the world sway into and out of too-bright colors and too-bright noises. When every sound and feeling was jacked up to eleven, it only made sense to calm yourself by concentrating all your energy on something small that you could master—a mass of pipe cleaners to unravel, the pebbled surface of a glass between your fingers.
“I don’t want to tell you not to go to the Scholomance if it’s what you want,” said Kit. “But I would just say that it isn’t always about people trying to protect you, or knowing what’s best for you, or thinking they do. Sometimes they just know they’d miss you.”
“Livvy would miss me—”
“Your whole family would miss you,” said Kit, “and I would miss you.”
It was a bit like stepping off a cliff, far scarier than any con Kit had ever run for his dad, any Downworlder or demon he’d ever met. Ty looked up in surprise, forgetting the glass in his hands.
He was blushing. It was very visible against his pale skin. “You would?”
“Yeah,” said Kit, “but like I said, I don’t want to stop you from going if you want to—”
“I don’t,” Ty said. “I changed my mind.” He set the glass down. “Not because of you. Because the Scholomance appears to be full of assholes.”
Kit burst out laughing. Ty looked even more astonished than he had when Kit had said he’d miss him. But after a second, he started to laugh too. They were both laughing, Kit doubled up over the blankets, when Magnus came into the room.
—  so, let me know if there’s any heterosexual explanation for this por favor
Some thoughts...

Alright, I’ve given this a couple of days, mostly because I’ve been upset and angry over the whole thing (and still am) but am more reasonable in moving to talk about it.

This contains Supernatural spoilers, so, just be aware.  It is also quite long (I’m a writer okay?  It’s expected).

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Hmmmm. I guess posting only for one fandom for almost a year means that many people think you will only ever post and like that one fandom.

So I got a few messages now, asking me if I will come back to BNHA, or if I have abandoned my planned BNHA projects, or if there will be no more headcanons for BNHA - all of it because I was so into GotG the last few days. Since there were quite a few, I would like to address this here, for everyone.

Sorry to disappoint you, guys, but I actually like more than one thing at the same time, so I won’t always post about BNHA. Be it Guardians of the Galaxy, Boku no Hero or others… just because I’m posting a lot about one of those things and less about the others doesn’t mean that I don’t love the “neglected” stuff anymore! It’s just that I used my (limited) free time to reblog stuff that was right on my dash or that I just saw and liked - and if that’s GotG stuff, then it is that. If that is BNHA stuff, then that is that.

I won’t just disappear from the BNHA fandom, so you can stop worrying about it, if you were doing that. But I won’t just blog about one thing just because that’s what you guys are used to. Sorry, but that’s just not possible - I have many things that I love and want to ramble about, after all. I’m very sorry if that shouldn’t meet your likings, but I can’t really influence that. I can’t make everyone happy, as much as I would want to. In the end, I will just blogging like I did before - by having fun and just doing what makes me happy. And making other people happy is the nice bonus to that.

If this should come over as angry or annoyed, believe me, I’m not. I just wanted to make this clear, since a lot of people seem actually to be worried that I will abandon BNHA just like that. I won’t. I really won’t. I am still working on a few fanfics, a picture and other things are planned, but I am no machine, and if inspiration hits me for other things, then it’s best to pursue that, no?

Thank you very much for understanding, you all.

awkwardly-angry  asked:

so i've been thinking...have we ever discovered anti's motives? i know that sean wants us to come to our own personal conclusions about the matter (& that's why he's being cryptic as shit whenever anti's mentioned), but has there ever been a mass conclusion that we've decided? (like control or attention or autonomy, something of that sort?) [i'm working on something, but i wanted an outside opinion before working blindly]

All I’ve seen people 100% on is that he wants attention, and maaaaybe control of the channel? But other than that, there hasn’t been anything that EVERYONE has decided to be true :)

not to my knowledge, anyway