Wait when did Eric cry in his car? I haven't read about that
It’s from the basement tape in late March, early April 1999..here it is!
The tape stops again and when it starts, Eric Harris is alone in a moving car. The camera seems to be mounted on the car’s dashboard. It’s dark out and there are raindrops on the window. At one point he passes a street sign that reads “Federal”. There’s music playing loudly, making it hard at times to understand what Eric is saying. At one point he mentions “The Black Jack Crew” [Eric and Dylan worked at Blackjack Pizza], specifically mentioning “Jason” and “Chris”.
Eric: “You guys are very cool. Sorry, dudes. I had to do what I had to do.”
Eric also makes mention of “Angel”, “Phil”, and “Bob”.
Eric: “Bob is one of the coolest guys I’ve ever met in my life, except for being an alcoholic.” Eric says he’s going to miss Bob. “It’s a weird feeling knowing you’re going to be dead in two and a half weeks.”
Eric says he can’t decide “if we should do it before or after prom”. At the end of this section of the tape Harris says he wishes he could have re-visited Michigan and “old friends”. He falls silent then and appears to start crying, wiping a tear from the left side of his face. He shuts the camera off.