During a hunt the unthinkable happens, and your brothers console you. Later on, when you realize the repercussions, Sam and Dean are there for you.
WARNINGS: Might not be for everyone!! Angst, mentions of rape (not too graphic)
All it took was one wrong move. One decision, one slim chance of fate to irrevocably change your life forever. Like when you had decided to take a hunt by yourself, proving to your brothers that you were more than capable of handling the big, bad monsters by yourself. You quickly found out it’s not always the monsters you have to worry about.
BY ROBBE we grew up together: postcards for parents and cigarettes for fireplaces we were best friends.
september “welcome back, boys and girls.” knees together. shoulders back. chins up. time for eight am target practice courtesy of the handbook: dolly first “immaculate as always, dolores. how’s your father?” then hermia “i see you failed to purchase new stockings over the summer.” i hold my breath “mary dear, my how you’ve grown.” and let it out over “good heavens, alice, put on some clothes.” she rolls her eyes.
after, i tie my shoes to a soundtrack of gagging and spray perfume down the toilet when she’s finished.
she locks our pinkies don’t tell dolly
october she brews us coffee in her contraband pot – dolly won’t smoke with us, but coffee is worth breaking rules for – and tucks us into bed to tell us her fairytale
she talks about him like prince charming like he doesn’t have a face of zits and a weird haircut like she can see a future in him
alice pretends to gag under the covers and dolly laughs like a grown up you’ll understand one day.
when she’s out of earshot alice whispers “if she weren’t dolly i’d swear she was on the hard stuff” as if we remember what it’s like to be so happy we could pass a drug test.
november we’re smoking with some sad boys hermia seduced for cigarettes – she smokes the prettiest, [she doesn’t swallow, but a cigarette is a cigarette] alice always smokes like its her last, and i don’t smoke cigarettes but a boy from alice’s algebra class – math for future ivy dropouts, she calls it– lights one for me anyway and tells me his name but both are forgotten as a security guard rounds the corner
algebra snuffs our cigs but hermia’s at the end of the peer and isn’t so lucky after an incident last year she’s been convinced they’re out to get her and i guess she was right.
we offer her the coffee pot as a goodbye present but she pierces our ears instead – what she promised to do for christmas – and tells us where she hid her lighter.
december it’s just alice and i over break [dolly has family that actually comes home for holidays]
i get a card from my parents and alice doesn’t get anything but we walk into town and she treats herself to some hair dye – it’s a five-fingered sale
my heart doesn’t beat in my chest when we pass the security cameras but i find myself wishing it did
an hour later alice rinses the dye out and emerges from the shower
the stretch marks on her legs remind me why i let myself go numb
january it’s new years and we’re in somebody’s dorm room watching fireworks on tv
everyone’s paired up; dolly with her prince alice with her weekly and me with the sad boy from the pier laying in the dark
he smells like the boy i lost it to and i want to be sick but when he kisses me at 12 i let him
then some dumbass pulls out a sparkler the fire alarm goes off and suddenly we’re drenched and screaming, wet rats in the street
they call roll, no dolly & co.
we wait in her room until she greets us sobbing it was perfect until the fire alarm went off and they’re shipping me out tomorrow and, the quietest he says there’s no point in long distance.
february there’s snow up to the windowpanes and everyone’s depressed
they let alice stay in my room knowing she has a ‘history’ when it comes to february’s [i.e. if they make her get out of bed she’ll call her father]
nobody has to know that she lost her phone in the snow last week or that even if she hadn’t, he hasn’t picked up in months.
when she’s lucid she talks to boys: brushes her hair, opens the window, and hollers back at them when they whistle
nobody has to know she’s wearing her pajamas.
march the sun’s finally up and so is she “i’m going for a walk” she says and borrows my phone to make a call
but that’s the morning and soon it’s noon
how long can one phone call possibly take?
when she isn’t back by dark the school’s 911 call only takes a second.
april they find her body at the bottom of the lake.
may “what legacy will you leave behind?” they ask and i wonder if the cigarettes, the sparklers, and the vomit aren’t quite enough.
NO,BUT WAIT,WHAT ABOUT THIS: Saitama and Genos lived in the same neighborhood when they were young but they never met each other or never really cared about the other's presence,and suddenly,one day,Genos is being bullied by some random kids and Saitama sees them and decides to defend Genos (They hurt him a lot but he still manages to scare them off.) Since that day,he promised himself that someday he would become as strong as that older boy who helped him.
I THINK ABOUT THIS SHIT A LOT OKAY like what if HWAT IFFFF
Saitama and Genos HAVE MET BEFORE like what if when Saitama was younger and working as a clerk, Genos came in with his family and bought something, or maybe they just came across eachother somewhere in the world, at a fair, on the bus, anywhere. had a short conversation or something???
I think about how Saitama had met King before and didnt realize it like what if he had done the same with Genos?? what if when Genos was really young, he met his cool older kid on the playground who saved him from some bullies and so he vowed to always do his best and like that made him who he essentially is??
Gah I have a total Love Hina thing in my mind where maybe they met and Saitama made Genos promise him that when they were older they would meet somewhere and Sai never really meant it BUT GENOS TOOK IT TO HEART and Saitama forgot lmao, and now of course Genos has put it out of mind but when he was younger and dealing with bullies and trying to get through school he always did his best cause he thought one day he would have to prove himself to that guy again and
Like I said earlier, I started compiling a list of vultures and their locations based off the reblogs on this post and it became a whole crazy undertaking. Here is the list, let me know if your name is listed with the wrong location, and if you don’t see yourself and you want to be on the vulture list, reblog and add your location. If you feel you’ve been added to this list by mistake, let me know. I’ll make an updated list some time in the future based off any additions or corrections I get. Without further ado, here it is!
Alabama Birmingham, skeletal-princette Huntsville, serkets-in-the-impala Phenix City, biohouse
Alaska Juneau, darthaislin
Arizona Northern AZ, scrapophilia Tucson, balancedwithshadow Tucson, fuckinwolf Tucson, sicwitch
Mississippi South MS, phos-phen-es Ridgeland, lunging-andscreaming
Missouri Kansas City, oldtombsdustybones Kansas City, scumbagdreamboat Kansas City, whenitalkpeoplelisten Lake Ozark, wolfpetal5 Linn Creek, karkitty Perryville, csokachild St. Joe, matryoshkaroderich
Nevada Carson City, coyotecomforts Elko, reptile-prince
New Hampshire queen-miasma Southern NH, staub-zu-staub
New Jersey carrioncoyote jerseywolf Cookstown, littlestkaiju Oak Ridge, knuxtiger4 Oak Ridge, thecommercialkid Sparta, imlosingground Toms River, fatspacegoddess Woodstown, sammiwolfe
New Mexico Southwestern NM, sacred-death Albuquerque, carrieblah Albuquerque, skelelegs
New York flavorymule mermaidmagicart Binghamton, tut-mir-nicht-leid Binghamton and Westchester, letterstomyoffspring Brooklyn, blynnuncensored Buffalo, the-ruffian Buffalo, wolfchylde Commack, faresheequeen Fishkill, losttoall Hamlin, akarah-sommah Horseheads, bleachedbonesandoldskins Ithaca, wildfirebones New Paltz and Long Island, sludgeberry New Paltz and Queens, marissaisnttall Postdam, intergalactic-funk Rochester, acornwitch Syracuse, corvidheart Syracuse, leave-skeleton-footsteps