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Lily’s Ten Songs I Listen To On A Daily Basis Tag

We were tagged by the precious @kpopyourcherryy so here are my songs!

  1. Bone + Tissue/Cave Me In by Gallant (ft. Tablo & Eric Nam): The weather has been beautiful lately here so these songs are just perfect to vibe to while enjoying the loveliness.
  2. Automatic by Red Velvet: I will never be over this song. Ever.
  3. Emptiness/Get Out by MadTown: Y’all shoulda already known. But seriously; these are my two favorite songs off Emotion and if you haven’t listened to either of them yet, don’t ever talk to me again.
  4. Love by Lana Del Rey: THE QUEEN IS BAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK!!!!!!!!! FLOWER CROWNS AND WHITE BABY DOLL DRESSES FOR EVERYONE!!!
  5. Daisy’s Theme/Can’t Repeat the Past: I love listening to movie soundtracks okay. And both versions of The Great Gatsby soundtrack are incredible and I could actually listen to them on repeat for days on end.
  6. I’m Serious by MadTown: Desire and I are obsessed with this song and you should be too.
  7. Phone Call/No Shadow by Jun.K: This whole fucking album is gold but I just…God these songs kill me. He really disrespected me with these but I ain’t even mad at him for it.
  8. Don’t Make Me Cry by Jessi: Y’ALL. HER FUCKING VOICE. I GET CHILLS EVERY TIME I LISTEN TO IT. EVERY SINGLE TIME. SHE’S SO GOOD. I LOVE HER. SHE’S MY SSEUNUNNI FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER.
  9. Juice by Kris Wu: *ahem* Y’ALL NOWADAYS IMITATIONS WHETHER CLONED OR THE REAL KNOW IT AIN’T NO REPLACIN’
  10. Don’t Recall by K.A.R.D: IF YOU AIN’T BOPPING TO THIS AT LEAST ONCE AN HOUR THEN WTFYD FAM???!???!!!!???? 

Honorable Mention: Pro-C’s Eung Freestyle Remix ‘cause holy shit They Did That™.

–Lily🎧, who is about to go bop to these songs yet again

Originally posted by elmundodealex

Miraculous Ladybug’s kinda addictive (and the theme song melody has been on repeat frequently in my head since I started watching the show).

It’s a little too formula of the week for me because of how long it’s taking for the plot to kick in (are the eps on Netflix out of order?), but at least there’s a little bit of character development going on here to make up for it.

I watch the English dub, which is kinda cheesy IMO, but in a good/fun way. It kinda reminds me a little bit of the Dic dub of Sailor Moon with some of the dialogue (which may be part of the reason why I’m addicted to it, haha!).

Animation is super pretty!

I ADORE Cat Noir! I love his interactions with Ladybug, they’re really cute together.

It’s a shame Marinette’s antics when it comes to Adrien aren’t so cute (she’s kinda a stalker with him, and I hate how much she prioritizes spending time being physically near him over her responsibilities).

Overall, I think the show’s cute. I hope the plot kicks into play soon, but this is still the first season so I’m sure I’ve got some waiting to do.

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                                                        Rise up!

  • What I Say: I've been listening to In The Heights on repeat for a while now.
  • What I Mean: You know the song 'Blackout'? I've been listening to only that for three days.
liebesleid (m) · one

ongoing miniseries |  request: reincarnation au with yoongi.
(—or a story of perpetual unrequited love.)

pairing: yoongi | reader
genre: a lot of angst and drama with a sprinkle of smut.
word count: 7.313
warnings: alcohol mention.
author’s note: a thousand thanks to @lthyl for helping me with the outline, you have the patience of a saint :’D ILY 

⇢ chapters: one | two


Chapter one: dolente.

The same melody repeats itself every dawn.

It is one of those casualties of life you want to deem insignificant, even if it has been going on for years now. Every time you find yourself in that narrow space between dormant and conscious, you can hear the sound of a piano with a clearness that’s almost eerie — as if someone’s caressing the black and white keys right next to your ear, producing a song that resonates in your chest and makes your throat constrict in ways you cannot understand.

It’s a melody you’ve loved ever since day one. It stays deep in your heart even if it keeps repeating itself to the point of annoyance, echoes against the corners of your mind and makes the hairs on the back of your neck stand. It is as familiar as the voice of your mother, as the cool sheets of your bed and the warmth of the shower that prickles at your skin.

Keep reading

I have listened to Just Hold On approximately a billion times (that’s a safe estimate, I’ve been continuously streaming on two devices for days, and a good portion of that time has been actively listening to the song on repeat) and I’ve only just noticed that over the first time we hear the line “the sun goes down and it comes back up, the world it turns, no matter what”, there’s a ticking clock in the background.

And it feels rushed, like time is running out faster than it should, like it’s slipping by, aaaaand now I’m getting a little teary again.

Just a reminder that as of today, no other Yuri on Ice music has been released. I don’t know when the next set of performance songs will be released. I’m honestly a little tired of repeating this over and over.

I plan on uploading every single piece of performance music that comes out even if it kills me. I will not answer ANY more asks concerning Yuri on Ice. If you don’t take the time to read this before asking, that’s on you. I’m sorry, but it is very draining to repeat myself. Thank you for your time.

Watch on mitsukimahou.tumblr.com

As a stand in while I still see if it is possible to re-watch the whole thing I am going to release some videos of my favourite songs.

First up is Utakata no komoriuta (where the musical version has been on repeat for the past two weeks haha)

Sound is quiet only as I have my volume low (as people in my house don’t appreciate Toumyu so I can’t have it loud) so turn your volume up!

Enjoy ^.^

Hope everyone is having a nice day! :)

(Have a Hinata enjoying some cool tunes)

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The host looks to you and Tom, smiling cheekily at your clasped hands. “So, Tom and Y/N, how long’s this been going on?” The audience whoops and cheers as you both blush and chuckle.

“Uh, about eight months,” you answer, “This is our first interview together since we announced it.”

“And any speed bumps along the way?” The host teases playfully.

“A few,” Tom smiles.

You smile back and add, “Yeah, Tom snores sometimes.”

“Y/N listens to songs on repeat.”

“And I hate Shakespeare.” 

The whole studio gasps in shock, as Tom had just been talking about his love for the writer and his works. The host’s jaw has dropped and is staring at you. You just sit there with an awkward smile on your face.

“Yeah, I know, right?” Tom jokes.

Why Can’t We be Like That?

Part I // Part II // Part III

Taehyung x Reader

Genre: Angst

Word count: 3553

Summary:

Your love was a secret. A love shadowed by his fake relationship with a fellow idol in order to protect his career and fame. You thought that loving him was enough, but when insecurities finally find its way out, you couldn’t endure the pain any longer. Maybe, it was better for both of you to be apart after all.

//Hi guys! This one’s based on Little Mix’s Secret Love Song, like seriously the song has been on repeat for 3 days now, so I suggest you listen to it and get your feels ready ^^ I’m planning to have another part in Taehyung’s POV so tell me your thoughts about part I //


When you hold me in the street

And you kiss me on the dance floor

It was the same as any other day. You watched as the man you loved hold hands with another girl through the screen of your TV. BTS was being awarded as one of the most legendary groups in the Kpop industry, and you wanted to be happy for them, you swore to heavens that you absolutely wanted to and was, but that was before the emcee had asked if they had special people whom they wanted to give special thanks to, the question specifically directed to Taehyung who was known for dating a fellow idol. Your heart had ached as you grip your shirt—his shirt that you were wearing as he gave a tight lipped smile, calling up his ‘girlfriend’ on stage, making the crowd go wild.

You watched bitterly as Irene walked up the stage with a warm smile on her goddess like face.

She was absolutely beautiful, compared to you. She was petite and had the right proportions, and she was the exact opposite of you.  

You hated it. Especially when you could never come to hate her, when she was one of the sweetest people you’ve ever encountered.

You bit your lip as you watched Taehyung drape an arm over Irene’s waist, smiling at the emcee as he complimented the two. They were a picture perfect couple, and even you couldn’t deny that. You couldn’t help but hold your breath as Taehyung started his short speech, gaze shifting between the cameras and Irene.

“…I’d also like to thank my ever loving girlfriend, Irene, who has been with me through everything, especially when I was having a hard time with composing…”

Lies.  

“…she comforted me all the way, she held me to sleep when I was tired because of all the stress…”

That was you.

“…she drowned me with endless compliments whenever I felt insecure, and I absolutely don’t know what I’d be without her…” He trailed off, smiling widely, words unstoppable. You knew that he was talking about you, you knew that those words were meant for you, and during the first few months you thought that that was enough, but you were only filled with a mix of bitter emotions as time went by. Everybody believed that Taehyung was in love with Irene, and everyone thinks that they would definitely end up together for the rest of their lives, and not you. To them, you were never part of their love story, you were just a fan, you were nobody, and even if you told them you were dating him, your words will only be laughed upon.


I wish that it could be like that

Why can’t we be like that? Cause I’m yours


You longed for everyone to know. You longed for all of them to know that you two were in love. You wanted to be able to kiss him in public, for him to wrap his arms around you without the fear of paparazzis, for you to be able to answer truthfully when somebody asks about your relationship with him. You longed for the freedom of loving him without limits. You longed to be more than Taehyung’s friend in the eyes of every single person in this world. You wanted to scream out your love for him to the world.

And so tears prickled on the corners of your eyes, because you knew that you couldn’t.

“…she’s honestly everything I longed for. She’s perfect for me, and I couldn’t ask for more. Irene, I–”  

You shut off the TV. You couldn’t listen anymore. It hurts too much. No matter how much you convince yourself that Taehyung loves you, you just couldn’t bear seeing him with someone else. It killed you inside, him having to kiss you ever so passionately during the night, holding you as close to him as possible as if afraid you were going to let go, only for him to leave the next morning and be in another woman’s arms. You weren’t jealous, it was way more painful than that.

You felt pathetic, used, and worst of all cheated on. However, no matter what you thought, the moment he walks through the door and pulls you into his embrace, all your worries dissolve in mid air only for it to come back the following day.

You reach for your phone and stared at your lockscreen. It was a picture of him smiling widely at the camera as you stared at him lovingly, too entranced by him to notice the camera. You two were lying in bed that night, simply talking about everything and anything, when he suddenly pulled out a camera and took the picture. You had tried to talk to him on deleting the picture but he insisted on keeping it because he said you were too beautiful.

You choked out a sob at the memory. You two planned on going on a date that day, but since Taehyung just recently announced his fake relationship with Irene recently, you couldn’t risk it. Taehyung was always vocal about his feelings and was very disappointed, but you didn’t want to make him feel sorry, so you gave him a wide smile, hiding your sadness, and suggested on a cuddle night to which he cheerfully agreed to.

You heard the door open and close with a thud and you quickly wiped away stray tears that fell on your face.

“Jagiya? Are you still awake?” You heard Taehyung call out, entering the living room and finding you sprawled out on the couch. You immediately stood up and gave him a wide smile, running into his open arms and inhaling his scent as he wrapped his arms around you tightly. You closed your eyes tightly, fighting back the pain as the memory of the award ceremony replayed in your mind.

“I missed you so much jagi” He whispered, making warmth surge through your body. You tightened your hold on him and looked up to his beautiful face.

“I’m so proud of you… Don’t you have a victory party to attend?” You asked him, giving him a peck on his lips. He hummed.

“Yea but I asked manager-hyung if I could skip it, since I felt sick” He said. You looked at him worriedly, raising your hand up to feel his forehead, only for you to be held back by his large hand. He chuckled.

“I lied. I just wanted to get home to my lovely girlfriend as soon as possible” he said, pinching your nose playfully as he flashed you his rectangular smile. Your heart fluttered at how sweet he was being, but you couldn’t push away the feeling of uneasiness. After all, it wasn’t guaranteed that he’d be with you till the end, no matter how much you want for it to be that way.

You ruffled his hair and gave him a sad smile that he failed to notice.

“You should wash up, I’ll be waiting in the bedroom” you told him, you two walking into the bedroom. He nodded at the idea and placed his things on the night stand. He pecked your cheeks, making you smile at him before he entered the bathroom. Sighing, you grabbed your phone and laid in bed. You decided to scroll down your Twitter feed when you heard Taehyung’s phone ring, indicating a text message.  

Not wanting to stick your head into someone else’s business, you decided to ignore it. Although a nagging feeling made you want to take a peak, you weren’t that kind of person. One of the many reasons why Taehyung fell in love with you.  

After a while Taehyung had got out of the bathroom with the freshest face he had, no makeup and all. He was wearing an oversized shirt and loose pajamas. He looked adorable.

He plopped on the bed and lazily crawled to you who was hunched up on the headboard, carefully wrapping his arms around your torso and nuzzling his face on your stomach. You giggled at him and grabbed his phone from the nightstand, holding it out to him.

“Your phone rang just now” You said, poking him when you noticed he wasn’t looking at the phone. He grunted and took it from you, quickly unlocking it and reading the message. He flashed one of his million dollar worth smile, and you couldn’t stop from biting your lip, wondering who made him flash the smile he only reserved for you.


We keep behind closed doors
Every time I see you, I die a little more
Stolen moments that we steal as the curtain falls
It’ll never be enough


Unable to hold in your curiosity, you ran a hand through his hair and decided to ask him.

“Who is it?”

He looked up to you, his smile never faltering.

“Irene”

Your heart felt like it was ripped from your chest. Your head was pounding, and jealousy started to creep up to your spine. You’ve never felt this way before, and it scared you. You were being obsessive, and jealous knowing that Irene was able to make him smile like that. You felt threatened, and not to mention angry, and it scared the shit out of you. It was true that Taehyung loved you for your kindness and reserved nature, but you weren’t a saint. You had your demons, and you tried so hard to hide them away, but you never thought that something like this was how they would break free again.

You cleared your throat, and put on a fake smile.

“Oh really? What did she say?” He pursed his lips and let out a chuckle.

“She said the first thing she’ll do to me tomorrow is kill me for leaving her all alone in front of the aggressive paparazzis” Your heart tightened, your lips pressed into a tight line, as the green monster started clawing on your chest.

“I wonder if we could ever be like that” you whispered so silently, Taehyung almost didn’t hear you. You hung your head, as he sat up and looked at you with confused eyes.

“Jagiya? What’s wrong?” He asked, placing both his hands on your cheeks, pulling you up so you would meet his eyes, but you only looked away.  

“I’m just wondering… if there would ever be a day when we could finally go public? I don’t know… I just.. Irene isn’t even your real girlfriend and yet she gets more freedom than me..” You stuttered out. You felt horrible. Your selfish side was starting to show, and you were starting to drive Taehyung into a corner. You didn’t want this. You wanted to stop, but your mind told you otherwise. Taehyung stared at you with wide eyes, mouth unable to form a right answer.

“Jagi, listen, we talked about this—”  

“I know Taehyung, it’s just that… I’m your girlfriend right? It’s absolutely hard for me to bear with people saying how cute you two are, when in fact she isn’t your girlfriend… You do know right? She gets the luxury of being your girlfriend in public and I couldn’t even touch you or even see you when people are around!” You huffed. You were getting frustrated, all the mixed emotions were starting to go down on you, and you just felt utterly helpless. You watched as Taehyung furrowed his brows at your rant.  

“Listen, Y/N, I completely understand how you feel you know? You’re not the only one in this relationship… but, you do know what would happen if I meet you or touch you in public right?”  

He would lose his whole career. You thought. That was exactly why, this secret relationship happened in the first place. You never wanted for his dreams to crash because of you, so you beared with it. But wasn’t announcing a fake relationship too much?

He paused for a while before sighing. His next words were the last thing you thought he’d ever say to you, and it killed you.

“Y/N, don’t you think you’re being inconsiderate?”

Something in you snapped at his words, and your blood boiled in rage.

You sprung up and glared at him.

Inconsiderate? Me? Are you fucking sure it’s me Kim Taehyung?” You growled, gritting your teeth as his words replayed in your head like an undying mantra. Taehyung’s eyes widened at your sudden change of tone, instantly regretting everything he just said. He held his arm out for you, but you jumped away from him, disbelief written all over your face. Hurt flashed in his eyes, but you were too blinded by fury to notice it.

“Jagi, I-I didn’t mean it—”

“Every night I wait for you in this apartment when you have late night schedules no matter how tired I am. I was the one who comforted you when you were too stressed. Promises you made to me were always broken but I forgave you every single time. I was the one who waited for more than five hours in a restaurant for a date that you have forgotten. I was the one who bore watching you flirt with another girl right in front of my eyes for the sake of the media.  

I was the girlfriend who was hidden from the world, I was the girlfriend who had less importance than your career, I was the fucking girlfriend whose rights to show affection to my boyfriend in public were snatched away just because of a fucking fake relationship that doesn’t really matter, and you dare say I’m inconsiderate?!” You screamed at him, hot tears falling endlessly down your cheeks. Something in Taehyung snapped, and in a blink of an eye, he was looking down to you with wide eyes filled with irritation. You’ve ever seen him this mad, but for the record, he’s never seen you snap like this either.

“Are you fucking serious right now Y/N? You know that you are goddamn important to me, but I can’t just fucking skip practice just to meet you! And okay I admit, there were a shitload of promises that I didn’t fulfill but I did my fucking best to make it up to you! And for the love of god in no way is my career more important than you! And Irene—goddamned Irene! I don’t even like her that way for fuck’s sake, you’re just being too jealous!” He yelled back, waving his hand around harshly to prove his point. You were beyond furious at this point, and you had to control yourself from punching the living daylights out of him.

“Jealous? That’s not even close Taehyung! I’m not some kind of perfect soft hearted saint who’s able to tolerate anything and everything! I get fucking insecure whenever you call her beautiful, I feel fucking worthless when you tell everyone she’s your girlfriend instead of me, I feel fucking lonely when you leave me here in the house as you go to victory parties with her disguised as the perfect girlfriend, and worst of all I feel betrayed because you were supposed to be only fucking mine and no other girl should be able to get the luxury that was supposed to be mine!” You screamed. Selfishness was starting to claw out. You must’ve sounded like a crazy, obsessive fangirl to him, but you didn’t have enough energy to care. You were blinded by the pain, you were blinded by the endless nights filled with loneliness and tears. You have past way beyond your limit, and it finally gave you the courage to speak up.

Taehyung gaped at you in disbelief. He never expected such words to come out from your mouth, and you knew that. He probably feels very disappointed in you right now, but it was about time. It was about time you snapped, you couldn’t go on this way, he had to decide.  

He has to decide between you and Irene—no, his career.

You felt your whole world crumble at his next words.

“I understand okay? But… Y/N, I can’t give up my career for something as petty as this”

Your heart shattered. This was it. You two were over. Your one year worth of suffering went to vain, but at the same time, it ended. You weren’t going to get hurt anymore. You weren’t going to be led on anymore. You should be happy, hell you should be celebrating, but it just agonized you even more, because that also meant that you were never seeing Taehyung again. Ever.

You took a deep breath, wiping tears that was falling freely down your face and looked at him, pain etched onto your features. Taehyung’s breath hitched at the image of you, you looked so broken. He didn’t know what to do, he loved you, for god’s sake he loved you so fucking much it hurts, but he loved his job as well, and he couldn’t let go of it so easily.  

“Okay, I understand. I guess this was inevitable. Maybe, we really weren’t meant to be–”  


It’s obvious you’re meant for me
Every piece of you, it just fits perfectly
Every second, every thought, I’m in so deep
But I’ll never show it on my face

But we know this, we got a love that is homeless

“–and plus, you deserve—we deserve much better than this. You deserve someone who’s able to support you through everything, whom you’d be proud to show off to everyone, someone who won’t complain at every petty thing, who’s pretty and kind enough for your fans to love her as well, and I… I deserve someone who’s able to show me off to everyone, I deserve a free relationship, and I deserve someone who’d clear up their schedule for me” You were sobbing now. Your tears were unstoppable. Every word that left your mouth felt like poison that slowly killed you inside.

It hurts.

It fucking hurts so much.

You were too caught up in the pain, that you didn’t notice that Taehyung had his fists clenched. Tears were falling down his cheeks as well, as he listened to every word that only felt like stabs to his chest. However, he couldn’t dare say anything, because he knew that what you said was true.

Maybe it was really time to let go.

Taehyung wiped his cheeks furiously, trying so hard to not just pull you up to his embrace. He knew this was for the best. Both of you were better off without each other, your love was toxic, and being with each other only meant suffering.

And so Taehyung picked up his things.

“I should go.” He said, voice cracking ever so slightly. You didn’t answer him and instead, listened to him as he sighed, and walked out of the apartment that was supposed to be for the two of you. The air became heavy and you felt yourself getting swallowed by grief and loneliness.


Why can’t you hold me in the street?

Why can’t I kiss you on the dance floor?

I wish that it could be like that

Why can’t we be like that? Cause I’m yours


You fell to your knees and wrapped your arms around yourself, imagining it was his arms that was wrapped around you, but Taehyung’s arms was way much warmer and stronger. Memories of him flooded your head, suffocating you. You remembered how easy it was for him to make you fall for him without even trying, you remembered how he did everything he could to make you happy, you remembered how he wrapped his arms around you, you remembered how passionately he kissed you and held your hand, you remembered his scent, the feeling of his skin on yours, his breathtaking smile, his teasing, and most of all you remembered how he would make you feel like the most beautiful person on the planet.  

And now, another girl would be able to have those, will feel those, and you just pray to the heavens that whoever that girl is, she’d hold Taehyung’s hand tightly and never let go no matter what.

Something you should have done, but didn’t.

Ok so it always annoys me when people think Jon hates Sansa or is written that way. Jon thinks of Sansa rarely but when he does he moons about how radiant she is. Uses her advise to talk to a girl. Thinks about how she would find the Wall pretty. And remembers her singing with fondness. He’s the only character that comes to mind that likes her singing.

I’m not saying that they were close or anything but his tone has always been respectful and he has thought of her with fondness. He didn’t think ‘stupid Sansa with her stupid songs’. He thought Sansa my sis has some pretty rad musical skills. One of his favourite memories of her is her singing and brushing Lady’s fur.

Please stop doing this thing where Jon repeats or thinks the same rhetoric as Sansa’s abusers. I’ve seen this thing where people apply other characters thoughts of Sansa onto Jon and it needs to stop. There is literally no canon basis that Jon ever hated or found Sansa annoying or stupid. There is nothing to support the claim that Jon hated Sansa’s songs. The same could be said for Sansa. Neither of them hated each other.

Not only does it cause us to fall into the same trap in thinking that Sansa’s is a stupid little girl. Its just not something Jon would do.

Were they distant? Yes.

Was Sansa haughty at times? Yes?

Would they be awkward af around each other when they next meet? Hell yeah.

However, just because these statements are true does not mean that they ever hated the other. They didn’t.

me: i don’t like listening to the radio nowadays because the songs are always so repetitive
me: *listens to the same song i’ve been listening to on repeat for the 7284874th time*