Recently I have been hearing God speak deeper and louder than ever before on my heart, that I have to talk about it. For the longest time I treated Christianity as a religion vs. a true and deep relationship with my Creator. I would say all the right things and put on a fake face and hide as if everything was ok. It took many years (over 20 to be exact) until this point where God allowed me to search and see different lovers of the world through fandoms, music, games etc. that did not satisfy, all the while I put on a fake face for Him. Recently my boyfriend and I were talking and he asked me a question if I truly knew the Lord. That small statement was the beginning of God really changing me in my broken heart which I had attempted to hide from Him, viewing God over the years as a tyrant or a genie that I occasionally say “sorry” to. God shook my heart (and even ongoing now) to move. He convicted me last night to move from the fakeness of infatuation, to a real and true and intimate relationship with Him, as intimate as as one as marriage. I replied yes, and it was what I needed to hear, not what I wanted to hear. God is so good and gracious, and He is tearing down over 20 years of misinterpretations of His astounding and AMAZING Word, The Bible. Jesus set me free through His death and resurrection, and I no longer have to try try try, which is what I thought I had to do for many many years. Jesus paid it all. My God my Savior is amazing. No more fakeness, no more living for myself or the world that gives nothing. I live for Christ Jesus. I live for the One True and Living God who loves me, created me, and paid it all for me. *drops mic*
Psalm 139:7-12New International Version (NIV)
7 Where can I go from your Spirit? Where can I flee from your presence? 8 If I go up to the heavens, you are there; if I make my bed in the depths, you are there. 9 If I rise on the wings of the dawn, if I settle on the far side of the sea, 10 even there your hand will guide me, your right hand will hold me fast. 11 If I say, “Surely the darkness will hide me and the light become night around me,” 12 even the darkness will not be dark to you; the night will shine like the day, for darkness is as light to you.
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“What a woman - oh, what a woman!” cried the King of Bohemia, when we had all three read this epistle. “Did I not tell you how quick and resolute she was? Would she bit have made an admirable queen? Is it not a pity that she was not on my level?”
“From what I have seen of the lady, she seems, indeed, to be on a very different level to your Majesty,” said Holmes coldly.
The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes by Sir Arthur Conan Doyle, “Adventure I: A Scandal in Bohemia”