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10 Reasons why you should ship Obikin - a guide from your humble and trusty Star Wars fangirl

1. They’re hot.
2. They’ve become men together - spent about 13 years together, training, bonding, growing stronger. They trust each other with their lives and connect on a spiritual level and basically share the same mind: "knew each other better than brothers, more intimately than lovers…“. To make long story short - this kind of bond transcends ANY kind of friendship/romance you could ever imagine.
3. They’re amazingly skilled in combat and would never abandon one another on a battlefield.
4. They’re also highly appreciated by their clones, their fellow Jedi mates, comrades, senators, politicians and many others.  
5. They complete each other, two halves of the same coin: Anakin is the muscle and Obi-Wan is the brain.
6. They survived their Master/Padawan separation: after Anakin was knighted, they continued their friendship and always went on missions together because they’re so good together (see "THE TEAM”).
7. Whenever Obi-Wan’s grumpy, Anakin’s cheering him up, vice versa.
8. They’re real bros who support each other, even if they don’t always agree on certain points or beliefs (I’m pretty convinced that Obi-Wan knew about Anidala all along but decided to keep his mouth shut because he loved Anakin so much).
9. They have their own fucking star fleet: The Open Circle Fleet. THEIR OWN FRICKING A R M A D A. LITERALLY A SHIP.
10. THEY’RE HOT.

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Ok so, even if you don’t read this all the way through I just want to make things a little better in my head about this:
I have never posted anything that showed more than a mostly covered version of the 32A’s I have never been particularly proud of. Even If they’re barley in the picture it’s still a huge step for me other than sending them to my super close friends that I’d trust with my life. I’m teeny tiny in every way and I am absolutely ready to accept every inch of my body as my own. I’m proud of myself and how hard I’ve worked to even gain a pound in muscle even if it falls off in an hour just because that’s how my body works and that’s totally fine with me, even though I absolutely HATED it a few weeks ago. Anyway, this is me coming out as my own woman who owns her body and is proud that she has one rather than pitying herself about the things she can’t change. I am me and I really wouldn’t want to be anyone else. I love my life and I can’t tell you how happy I am to say that and mean it. My motivation is my friends and my fuel is my goals and I couldn’t ask for anything better. I am still going to work on getting to where I want to be in every aspect of my life. I’m not giving up because that’s not how my chosen family raised me. If you are close to me and you took the time to read this, you’re the reason I’m here and you’re the reason I’m happy and if you are super close then you know that’s a lot for me to admit that I’m actually in a good place and I accept that. Thank you for your time and please love yourself like I do because I promise you it is nothing like you imagined and I can’t describe it in the least. Sorry about how cheesy this is I’m not usually this gushy. I love my friends and I am so happy thank you for reading💘✨

Signs as lines from I'm Not Okay (I Promise)
  • Aries:"But you really need to listen to me because I'm telling you the truth!"
  • Taurus:"I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way."
  • Gemini:"I mean this, I'm okay! (Trust Me) I'm not okay!"
  • Cancer:"I'm not o-f*cking-kay."
  • Leo:"Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?"
  • Virgo:"You wear me out."
  • Libra:"What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?"
  • Scorpio:"To be a joke and look, another line without a hook!"
  • Sagittarius:"Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say."
  • Capricorn:"I held you close as we both shook for the last time - take a good hard look!"
  • Aquarius:"You said you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed."
  • Pisces:"I've told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means."

The only person I would write about
except you
ran away and never came back.

Please don’t do the same
don’t leave me with my words 
because they turn into thorns 
once they realize that I only have them

You came unexpectedly
I am terrified 
that you will leave the same way 

I opened up my soul,
my body
my whole existence to you
from the first time I looked into your eyes
and you promised me that I could trust you

Never did it cross my mind that
promises are meant to be broken

You grabbed my hand and 
we walked to that cheap hotel
where people fuck 
in between dirty sheets and
spilled alcohol
when I wanted to make love
and sit there 
in the middle of the busy street
and kiss until our lips felt as numb
as my cold hands 
and your frozen heart

You grabbed my hand and I followed
–drunk
not because of the glass of wine we shared
a few hours ago
because of the sound of your voice 
telling me that you will be there
because of the power of your lips pressed 
on mine and the warmth of your hands on my waist

You grabbed my hand and I couldn’t resist
“I will be here, I promise.”
you reassured me and I closed my eyes
pretending that you meant those words.

I have no sense of belonging.
My therapist tells me it’s because all I knew was toxic
and everyone that loved me either died or stopped.
I don’t trust people anymore.
I don’t like living in one place or knowing someone for very long
because I start to feel like I’m too heavy.
I’ve never had a place to name home, I’ve always been constantly moving, changing, remembering people’s names when they quickly forget mine.

I wonder if I’ll always be this way,
treading water everywhere I go.

—  Uprooted || Scarlette La Vaillante