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The Zodiac Signs as The Perks of Being a Wallflower Quotes

Aries: “But even if we don’t have the power to choose where we come from we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things.”

Taurus: “We didn’t talk about anything heavy or light. We were just there together. And that was enough.” 

Gemini: “There’s nothing like deep breaths after laughing that hard. Nothing in the world like a sore stomach for the right reasons.”  

Cancer: “Maybe it’s sad that these are now memories. And maybe it’s not sad.”

Leo: “And in that moment, I swear we were infinite.“

Virgo: “It’s just that I don’t want to be somebody’s crush. If somebody likes me, I want them to like the real me, not what they think I am. And I don’t want them to carry it around inside. I want them to show me, so I can feel it too.”

Libra:We accept the love we think we deserve.”

Scorpio: “People who try to control situations all the time are afraid that if they don’t, nothing will work out the way they want.”

Sagittarius: “Please believe that things are good with me, and even when they’re not, they will be soon enough. And I will believe the same about you.”

Capricorn: “She wasn’t bitter. She was sad, though. But it was a hopeful kind of sad. The kind of sad that just takes time.” 

Aquarius: “Standing on the fringes of life… offers a unique perspective. But there comes a time to see what it looks like from the dance floor.”  

Pisces: “I really think that everyone should have watercolors, magnetic poetry, and a harmonica.”  

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That Would Be Enough, I’ll tell you another very personal story. I wrote that song, probably the fastest song I wrote for the show. I wrote it in 45 minutes. It just… Eliza needed to say it. I had another song I was trying to write and then I was like, “Oh Eliza needs to say this now.”

Model/Photographer! Lee Daehwi

Masterlist can be found (here)

Summary: (Requested)
When Model! Daehwi meets with Photographer! Reader 
Warning: mentions of alcohol??
A/N: Dedicating this to @hwinkinghwi and also @porkjeojang pls appreciate my use of David here lmao & also this is my second more mature-ish writing?? after Soulmate! Jeong Sewoon

“And in that moment, I swear we were infinite.”

  • You are a rising photographer in the fashion world
  • With an Instagram following of over 200,000 people and several fashion campaigns under your belt, you are easily one of the most sought after photographers
  • You had always been in love with the shutter sound and the poses the subject did make
  • Whether big or small, each movement could always be captured by the lenses of the camera
  • Your parents were both also high profile photographers in the industry you worked in
  • You used to follow them around as you did peek at how each picture used to came out on the computer screen
  • Your dad and mum had then given you one of their older camera for you to play around with when you turned 8
  • Since then, you fell in love with photography and just the mere thought of portraying people in the way you want them to looked
  • You started being an assistant photographer for a few magazine pictorial until you turned 17 when the fashion industry decided that you were more than ready to shoot your first solo pictorial
  • In a short amount of time, you had build up a thoroughly impressive portfolio
  • Every month, you did travel to a new country to shoot a new campaign or a pictorial with Vogue
  • While you were constantly kept on your toes, you never felt tired nor having the urge to stop
  • You knew how hard it was received any jobs in such a cut-throat environment and that each job could always be your last one
  • While people liked to call you on the new generation photographers, many from the older generations didn’t like your style or how you didn’t like to use photoshop to make the models look taller, skinnier etc
  • You preferred shooting younger, inexperienced rookie models even if the pay wasn’t as well off
  • It was because the newbies were a lot more natural unlike older models who usually have a fixed pose or a particular posture to stand which made the photoshoot a lot less exciting
  • But this wasn’t the case for one of your favourite models of all time, Lee Daehwi
  • He had been the model of a children clothing brand your parents had previously worked for
  • It was one of the first few photo shoots you had attended growing up
  • You could never get over it as Daehwi had blown you away with how professional he had been at the age of 10
  • He was the same age as you yet while you shyly tugged at your mum’s shirt to get away from the flash of the camera
  • Daehwi was under the bright lights while flashing a radiant smile to your dad who was the camera man
  • Despite how mature he had seen on camera, he immediately came to you after the shoot and offered you a candy
  • 10 years old you had been absolutely smitten with him at that time and you develop a mini-crush on him 
  • The shoot which went on for the next 7 hours made you and Daehwi best friends
  • Both of you realized how you two shared a lot of interest like playing the piano and dancing
  • Your parents had a took a photo of you two playing together and printed out two copies as a memory
  • He laughed and told you that he did kept it forever with him
  • It was as if his smile was painted by a ray of sunshine as you giggled at his grin and told him that you did do the same
  • By the end of the day, when you guys had departed, you realized you had no means of contacting him
  • At the age of 10, you didn’t have a cellphone nor email and the only way of contacting another person was through letters
  • But you didn’t have his address so you were absolutely bumped out
  • Your parents encouraged you to still write letters so they could pass it to him if they ever encountered him
  • Unfortunately, after a decade, you never had the opportunity to speak to him
  • While Daehwi did blew up as an extremely popular model, you assumed he had forgotten about you
  • You two never interacted for the last 10 years so why would he remember a child?
  • After all, if he was at the top of the food chain, you were only in the middle
  • He was surrounded by so many charming models that you felt embarrassed whenever you reminiscent and remembered how he was your first love
  • Two months later, you received a job offer from Chanel Korea to be the photographer for the upcoming campaign featuring none other than Lee Daehwi
  • You immediately said yes as firstly, it was Chanel which was a huge deal to you
  • Secondly, you knew being able to shoot such a high profile model like Daehwi was an incredible honour and could potentially bring you more jobs
  • In your heart, there was a lingering hope that maybe Daehwi could recognize you
  • You flew to Jeju Island the very next week and met Daehwi the very second stepped into the outdoor studio
  • You introduced yourself and as tempted as you were to said you knew him, you decided to not embarrass yourself and put on your professional facade
  • You greeted him and his manager with a smile and he did the same
  • “My name is Daehwi but I usually go by David. I look forward to working with you.” (@summer are you dead yet))))
  • You couldn’t help but be a bit disappointed as he seemed to not remembered you but you proceeded to have the stylist to usher him to change and have his makeup done
  • He stood tall against the ocean, his distinctive brows and glimmering pair of eyes framed his equally refined features
  • He was like a prized artwork and each angle he turned only accentuated the photo
  • You didn’t need to give him any cues as he was so incredibly natural and the little changes he made brought so much depth to the photos
  • That arrogant yet elegance aura that was somehow emitting ‘i am the best’ couldn’t be pulled off by anyone else
  • You instantly wanted to take back your word on preferring to shoot rookie models as Daehwi seemed to prove you wrong, photo after photo
  • As you watched how he had grown up from that young boy you had fallen for, you couldn’t help yourself falling for him once again as you gazed through the lens
  • After the shoot, it was if you two were both just 20-year-olds having a good conversation and that neither of you was being pressured to be what society confines you to
  • Rather than speaking to you as his photographer, he spoke to you like a friend
  • He was telling you about his day and insisted that you should really checkout the store that fashion designer! Park Jihoon (I died adding this OKAY) opened in Jeju Island
  • The last day of the photoshoot was like a nightmare dressed like a daydream (lol that T-swift reference lmao)
  • With a tailored white suit that hugged his silhouette perfectly and black oxfords along with a pair of thick-rimmed framed glasses, he was the true definition of stunning
  • Your job had never been easier as the clothes looked as if they were designed for on him and the environment was absolutely enchanting
  • As you wrapped up the shoot, you gave him a bittersweet smile as you thanked him for working with you
  • When you were leaving to the airport, his manager passed you an envelope and told you to open it up when you were at the aeroplane
  • In it was a Polaroid photo of the two of you where Daehwi was gazing at you with a subtle smile on his lips as you checked his photos on the camera

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Infinite

I imagine what it would be like to hold your hand,
I picture it,
Slowly grasping your hand..
It’s cold,
You look at me and smile,
And suddenly everything is warm,
I look at you,
As I gaze into your beautiful eyes,
Time is frozen,
Our eyes are locked,
Our fingers are intwined,
In that moment we are infinite,
Things go cold again,
Your face changes,
Time starts to move again,
You are fading away before my eyes,
You’re letting go of my hand,
I frantically try to grab you and pull you close…
But you’re gone,
No words said,
A feeling of uncertainty,
Foolish,
This was my imagination,
Day dreaming of what will never be,
Always remembering what was,
Time is precious,
Especially the time I had with you,
Because in those moments,
We were infinite.

Silent Pleasure (Gally Smut)

Prompt: Gally and Y/N have sex, but they have to stay quiet or risk being discovered by the other Gladers.

AN: Sorry this came out late. I got really busy and then I got really distracted and yeah. Hopefully this lives up to what you wanted, hun. (And I accidentally included a few references that I didn’t even realize I had included at first. Oops?)

All day, Gally had been staring at me from across the Glade. Whenever he got the chance to walk over to the kitchens, he did – just to “get something to drink” as he stared intently at me, his eyes looking my body up and down. It wasn’t the first time Gally had stared at me – and I already knew it wouldn’t be the last.

“He’s coming back again,” Frypan groaned, catching my attention. “Y/N, tell that shank to leave.”

I laughed, but shook my head. “He’s just getting water.”

“He’s just undressing you with his eyes,” Frypan retorted, chopping some onions. “Tell him to leave. I don’t want that near my food or my kitchen.”

I laughed again. “Yeah, okay, Fry.”

I grabbed a jar and filled it with water, quickly exiting the kitchen and meeting Gally half way. I held the jar out to him. “Fry says you can’t come into the kitchen anymore.”

“Why can’t I?” Gally asked. He didn’t look the least bit concerned that he was banned from the kitchens.

“Because you won’t stop staring at me and keeping me from doing my job,” I responded. “Frypan says you’re undressing me with your eyes.”

Gally’s eyes widened, clearly shocked. “I, uh –“

“Like what you see, Gally?” I teased, flashing a bright smile.

“What make you think I go to see you? I’m just thirsty.”

“If you’re so thirsty, then why haven’t you taken the water yet?” He stared at me blankly for several seconds before looking down and seeing I was still holding the jar out for him. He quickly took it, his fingers brushing against mine.

“You never gave me an answer, Gally.” I bit my bottom lip, trying to fight back the smirk that was trying to spread across my face. I didn’t miss how his eyes flashed down to my lips. “Do you like what you see?”

“I –“

“Y/N!” Frypan shouted. I jumped, turning around to face him.

“What?”

“Get back in here! We got food to cook, girl.”

I turned back to Gally, who was glaring daggers at Frypan. “Talk to you later, Gal.”

Gally only nodded and quickly turned and began to walk away. I smiled at him, even though he couldn’t see it. Gally was very attractive. I stared at him for another second before turning and walking back to the kitchens where Frypan was waiting. Still, my thoughts never left Gally.

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That night, as the Gladers drifted off into sleep, I found myself wide awake. It was not the first time I had had problems sleeping – my mind refused to turn off, constantly racing to try and grasp who I was and why I was here in the Glade. But tonight, my thoughts were far away from why I was in the Glade. Tonight, my thoughts were focused on someone else who was in the Glade. Tonight, Gally was the captain of my thoughts.

Deciding that I couldn’t sleep, I got up and silently made my way past each and every Glader. Finally, when I was sure the Gladers would not wake up to the noise, I ran. Not for any real reason, and not with a single destination in mind. I just ran, loving the feeling and the freedom that came with it. I had wanted to be a Runner, but Minho had yet to decide if that was a good idea. When I stopped running, I had ran in a circle around the Glade, having stopped just by the Deadheads not too far from the boys.

“What were you doing?”

I spun around, tripping over myself and falling to the ground. I glared as Gally began to laugh.

“Slinthead,” I mumbled, still glaring up at the Builder.

He wasn’t laughing at me anymore. He was staring down at me, his eyes softer than usual. A tiny smile was on his face.

“Gally?” I asked, cocking my head to the side. “Are you okay?”

He snapped out of it. “Uh, yeah. Yeah. I’m good. Are you okay? You landed pretty hard, Y/N.”

I held out my hand in response. “Help?”

Gally rolled his eyes and stuck his hand out, grabbing my own. Before he could pull me up, however, I pulled roughly. He wasn’t expecting it. His body came forward, landing partially on me; he had managed to catch himself, mostly supporting himself with his arms on either side of my torso.

“What the hell was that?” Gally grunted out as I laughed. He looked me in the eyes and then seemed to realize just how close the two of us were. His face was inches from mine, his breath washing over my face.

“You never answered me. Do you like what you see?”

Gally’s eyes moved away from my own, moving down to my lips.

“You can kiss me if you wan –“

I didn’t get to finish, because Gally placed his lips on mine, silencing my words with kiss after kiss. At first, it was slow yet passionate. It did not take long for it to become a heated kiss, for it to become slightly rougher. I don’t know when or how it happened, but somehow I had managed to wrap both of my arms around his neck, while one of his arms propped him up and the other hand held firmly to my hip.

As the heated kiss continued, I could feel something moving against my thigh. At first, I thought nothing of it – my mind was a clouded haze of all things Gally. The feeling of his body against mine, of his lips moving again mine in sync. I didn’t think anything of the thing against my thigh until I moved my leg, accidentally brushing against it and earning a groan from Gally.

I pulled away from the kiss. Gally’s lips were redder than usual and his eyes were dark with lust.

“You’re turned on.” It wasn’t a question and we both knew it. I could feel the answer, still against my thigh.

“How about you help with that?” His voice was deeper than usual, sending shivers down my spine.

I glanced back to where the Gladers were all asleep, less than thirty feet away. I couldn’t see them, so I hoped that meant they couldn’t see us if they woke up.

“What if they hear us?” I said to Gally, my voice louder than a whisper but quieter than usual.

“Then you should stay quiet.”

Before I could say anything, Gally lowered his head to my neck and started to bite and kiss the flesh there. I bit back a moan, just barely managing to remember to stay quiet. His hand moved up my shirt, forcing itself under my bra and grabbing one of my boobs. As he played with the nipple and continued to bite and kiss my neck, I had to bite down roughly on my bottom lip to keep from making noise. And that stupid shank knew it, too.

Together, we undressed. His hands sneaking my shirt over my head, my hands tugging his pants down – it was all a pleasure filled blur that I could not completely process. Within minutes, we were both naked and his lips had been all over my neck and torso. My own lips had kissed a trail from his lips, down his jaw, neck and torso, moving down to a place that I knew he was desperate to be touched.

“Y/N,” Gally said, his voice deep with lust. There was an unspoken request and I easily knew what he wanted. I smiled sweetly up at him before taking his penis in my hand. He closed his eyes and I took the chance to surprise him by placing it in my mouth. Gally moaned, his eyes flying open and his hand going to the back of my head, his fingers going through my hair. I bobbed my head up and down, taking his length into my mouth. His grip on my hair tightened, but it didn’t hurt.

Suddenly, he pulled me away from his erection. He quickly explained, “I won’t last.”

He kissed me, pushing me onto my back and positioning himself between my legs. My heart was hammering in my chest as he lowered his hand between our bodies, coming into contact with my wetness. I hid my face in the crook of his neck, desperately trying to stay quiet as he slid his finger up and down my slit. Without warning, his finger plunged into me and I couldn’t stop the loud moan that escaped my lips. He stilled above me, listening. He mustn’t have heard anything, because he relaxed and kissed just beneath my ear.

“You have to be silent.”

“Your shucking fault,” I responded, giving a tiny gasp as he moved his finger out of me before putting it all the way back in. He did it several more times, pumping one finger and then two inside of me.

“G-Gally,” I whimpered. “P-please.”

He pulled his fingers out of me and, after a second of positioning himself, he gently entered me, groaning at the pleasure. It was uncomfortable for a moment as I got used to his size, but after a few minutes of Gally moving in and out, I could only feel the intense pleasure that was building in me. Gally was constantly having to cover my mouth with either his hand or his lips to try and keep me quiet. As the pleasure grew and Gally’s thrusting became faster and more wild, my toes began to curl and I could feel a pressure growing in my body.

Gally moaned into my ear, “I’m cumming.”

That did it.

My body tensed and then released, my orgasm flowing through my body. Gally finished inside of me, filling me with warmth as he groaned. Neither of us bothered to stop the moan that tore from my throat. In that moment, it was just us and it didn’t matter that we could be discovered. In that moment, we were infinite.

sentence prompts ➝ the perks of being a wallflower
  • ❛ We accept the love we think we deserve. ❜
  • ❛ So, this is my life. ❜
  • ❛ I am both happy and sad and I’m still trying to figure out how that could be. ❜
  • ❛ Things change. And friends leave. ❜
  • ❛ Life doesn’t stop for anybody. ❜
  • ❛ And in that moment, I swear we were infinite. ❜
  • ❛ I would die for you. But I won’t live for you. ❜
  • ❛ I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we’ll never know most of them. ❜
  • ❛ Even if we don’t have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there. ❜
  • ❛ And even if somebody else has it much worse, that doesn’t really change the fact that you have what you have. ❜
  • ❛ I am very interested and fascinated how everyone loves each other, but no one really likes each other. ❜
  • ❛ It’s strange because sometimes, I read a book, and I think I am the people in the book. ❜
  • ❛ I don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. ❜
  • ❛ That’s why I’m trying not to think. ❜
  • ❛ I just want it all to stop spinning. ❜
  • ❛ This moment will just be another story someday. ❜
  • ❛ Enjoy it. Because it’s happening. ❜
  • ❛ And I guess I realized at that moment that I really did love her. ❜
  • ❛ Maybe it’s sad that these are now memories. ❜
  • ❛ And even if somebody else has it much worse, that doesn’t really change the fact that you have what you have. Good and bad. ❜
  • ❛ It’s just hard to see a friend hurt this much. Especially when you can’t do anything except ‘be there.’ ❜
  • ❛ Standing on the fringes of life… offers a unique perspective. ❜
  • ❛ If you care about somebody, you should want them to be happy. ❜
  • ❛ I was looking at the photographs and I started thinking that there was a time when these weren’t memories. ❜
  • ❛ People who try to control situations all the time are afraid that if they don’t, nothing will work out the way they want. ❜