im legit always in my feelings i’ll be in class. everyones taking notes. im just sitting there like “we’re all going to die someday. im just a small spec in the infinite spectrum that is humanity. time isn’t real. do i have a deep sense of self hatred because of my lack of a strong male figure in my life?”
The exercise thing!! I'm iron deficient and I currently don't have any supplements to take so I'm usually tired anyway, but when I exercise it gets so much worse. Like, I have fallen asleep in between sets before and not even realized it. I used to always yawn in my martial arts class after workout because I just go so darn tired. Aaand it takes me forever to decide to exercise because I feel super awkward in the gym/in public. So now if I feel an urge to work out, I do it in my room instead.