things are so good but so bad at the same time. i just met with my academic advisor and shes kinda crazy but also really really nice and after that i hung out with my house governor and she like took an hour to help me figure out how to arrange my class schedule. everyone here is nice but im just having so much trouble making friends. im really different from most of the other freshmen and so many of them already have friend groups. i made 2 friends in my hall but its really hard being in a group of 3 and i feel like theyre kinda annoyed by me and lately theyve been like ignoring me. like i just went into garrisons room and kat was sitting in there and as soon as i got there they seemed really annoyed so i left. and my roommates really like each other but not me and they always hang out and come in really late drunk and im already like half asleep in bed. i just feel really really alone here some of the time, but then i know that theres so much support and that im not alone at all. i just want to make some good friends who are also first years and not just hang out with my floor gov all the time. i dont know. my counseling session is at 1 and im really hoping that that helps because i feel so overwhelmed right now and its really scary. i havent eaten yet today and that scares me so so much. i dont know.
what would happen if you walk into one of your classes senior year and hansol is talking to your teacher bc he's a new student :o