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// The Basics .

Full Name: Natalya Atsuko Polik
Nickname: Nat
Sex: Female
Age: 17
D.O.B: December, 23rd
Nationality: American
Race: Multiracial (Japanese, Caucasian, Afro-American)
Height: 5’11
Weight: 117 lbs
Eye Color: Dark Brown
Hair: Ginger
Sexuality: Panromantic Asexual
Relationship Status: Single
Siblings: 3
Social Class: Upper
Zodiac: Capricorn
Tattoos/Scars: Yes/Yes
Favorite Color: Blue-Black
Clothing Style: Genderfluid
Abilities: Telekenesis, Superhuman Speed and Strength 
Hobbies/Skills: Ballet, Marksmanship, Martial Arts, Badminton, Ice Skating, Horseback Riding, Mountain Climbing, Scuba Diving, Computer Hacking, Street Drift Racing, Collecting (Comics and Stickers), Gaming, Piano, Guitar, Dancing, Reading
Favorite Food: Meat
Bad Habits: Potty Mouth, Chewing Gum, Burping
Role Model: Granger Polik

I’ve been having a lot of #Emotions about trans Ladybug and Chat Noir lately so take some head canons.

  • Miraculous transformations take the wielder’s wants into consideration, and change to best reflect the ideal vision that person has of themselves.
  • Marinette’s Ladybug suit is equipped with clever bits of padding in the chest and hips, giving her a more shapely appearance. It also comes with a magical self-tucking mechanism that she tries not to think too hard about but definitely appreciates once that skintight suit conforms to every inch of her body. Additionally, her hair is glossier, her eyelashes are longer, and her voice sounds just a bit higher than usual when she’s transformed.
  • Like Ladybug, Adrien’s Chat Noir suit is also padded, only his is in the shoulders and (later on, after seriously bribing Plagg) a bit below the belt. Beyond that he’s got hidden wedges in his boots to give him a height boost and a god-tier binder. His hair and voice also undergo a slight change, becoming shaggier and deeper respectively.
  • I think for about the first year of their partnership Ladybug and Chat Noir aren’t out as trans to each other- either because they are nervous about how the other might react or because for the first time in their lives  they are in a position where they don’t have to be out. They can just do their thing and save the day without an extra label floating over their heads.
  • Of course after they spend more time together, growing closer as partners and friends, they start to pick up little hints that maybe just maybe they arent alone in this whole trans superhero thing. Those clues pile up until one day Chat accidentally lets slip one of his many trans-related puns, effectively letting the cat out of the bag. Panicked, he tries to play it off as nothing, but Ladybug has already put two and two together and is already BEAMING. “Thank goodness,” she laughs, clapping Chat on the shoulder. “For a minute there I thought I was the only one!” 
  • Ladybug then proceeds to gush about how great their suits are and how glad she is to hear they’ve got one more thing in common and Chat is just hit over the head with this massive wave of relief, because he has never ever had someone react so well to his coming out and he can literally feel himself fall more in love with his Lady by the minute.
  • Cue them both being supportive af, helping each other through the unique challenges they have to face. Chat is there to lift Ladybug’s spirits when her HRT causes mood drops; Ladybug makes sure Chat doesn’t overexert himself in the weeks after his top surgery; They both joke and laugh and bond over their shared identity in a way that they just cant with their cis friends and everything is good and happy.
  • Eventually the reveal happens, and eventually Adrien and Marinette start dating, and eventually Ladybug and Chat Noir publicly come out as trans, becoming role models for non-cis kids all over the world. Then they grow up, get married, and adopt 3 cats 7 hamsters and 4 children and live happily ever after the end <3

There are four (4) types of Lisanna popular in fanfiction!

*Note, I typically only read nalu fics, so this is what I’VE seen.

1) Evil Lisanna! Comes back from Edolas. Only purpose is to be evil. Probably brain washed the guild because reasons. Loves Natsu a lot. Wants Lucy dead/gone. Evil incarnate. Jealousy is a bitch. In AU fics she’s the bitch cheerleader that was dating quarterback Natsu before new girl Lucy showed up. Just not a nice girl. Retains none of her canon personality. Is probably banished from the guild at the end.

2) Pre-Edolas Lisanna. She’s not there. That’s it. She just doesn’t exist. Probably dead.

3) Post-Edolas, but might as well be Pre-Edolas Lisanna. Also not there. Banished to the back of the plot. Just becomes the “younger Strauss.” Occasionally pops up with Elfman and Mira, though usually has no lines. In AUs she might actually just be dead for the purpose of giving Natsu a tragic backstory and lost love. 

4) Lisanna we deserved! May not be super important to the plot, but serves as a good friend. May or may not be romantically linked to Bixlow. Overall a very nice girl, can be the sassy/mischievous friend. Actually has a personality besides “younger sibling” and “present but not really.” Has her own agency and doesn’t serve to prop up a male character as a romantic interest.

sana and yousef have the most banterful relationship and you can’t convince me they don’t

like he teases her so much (fondly, never ever hurtful, never pushing boundaries). and she just narrows her eyes at him and makes some sassy response and literally roasts yousef and it makes yousef’s head fall back with laughter because sana is just so funny and clever and where does this girl get her wit from

sana lowkey loves making yousef laugh. she loves making all her friends laugh

there is one time where yousef runs over and nudges sana’s hand while she’s applying some of her Dark Lipstick™ and that’s the only time she hasn’t said anything and instead runs over to him and swats him over the head (he ducks and tries to avoid it but you can’t avoid sana when she’s on a mission). and everyone around them is ????? what is happening???? but yousef is laughing so everyone guesses that it’s all good (sana is totally not laughing either she’s completely annoyed what do you mean the corners of her mouth are twitching upwards)

anyway they’re at this party one time and yousef is just chilling with his arm around mikael (mikael is playing with the fingers yousef has on mikael’s shoulder, trailing up and down them lazily). sana is there too, and it’s the first time yousef has introduced her to mikael properly. like, they’ve met in passing before, but this is the first time sana has met mikael as yousef’s boyfriend. and yousef is aware that sana has been eyeing mikael the whole night, been asking him pressing questions. and she’s been kind of tough on mikael, actually. 

(when she leaves to check vilde isn’t throwing up, mikael turns to yousef and says, “she hates me!” and yousef just rolls his eyes and shakes his head and says “no, baby, she doesn’t hate you” but he kind of wishes sana would chill just a little bit)

but yousef knows she won’t, really. because as much as sana and yousef joke around, they are like brother and sister, and sana would never keep quiet if yousef was with someone that she didn’t think was worthy of him

but she comes back and sits next to them and they start talking again and yousef tries to change the atmosphere to something more relaxed. it’s all chill, everything is chill, the vibe is good, even if yousef can tell that mikael is still a little nervous.

then someone accidentally spills a drink over sana and oh my god yousef tries really hard not to laugh - like he tries, tries so hard, but sana KNOWS he finds this funny so she turns to him and glares at him and that’s when he loses it, laughter bubbling out of him, he can’t help it

and he chokes out an, “are you okay?” even though he knows she’s fine, and sana just glares at him more and says, “is something funny?” and oh god yousef just laughs more and more until suddenly sana is throwing a drink over him too

and he scoffs, shakes his hair like a dog (splattering it all over mikael, thank you very much), and then he asks, “what was that for?!” 

sana just scowls and says “you know what that was for, yousef acar”

and mikael snorts and yousef turns to him, mocking offence, saying, “what, you’re taking her side now, baby?!”

and mikael just shrugs and says “you deserved it”, grinning like an idiot before moving some of yousef’s wet hair away from his eyes and asking, a little more softly, “are you okay?”

and something in sana’s expression softens because she registers the tone in mikael’s voice, the softness, the way he looks at yousef with so much warmth and admiration. and even though yousef is literally the biggest idiot on the planet, sana knows he deserves to have someone speak to him and look at him the way mikael speaks and looks at him. with care, with gentleness, with teasing grins and soft touches.

okay. okay. maybe she’ll give mikael a chance after all.

anonymous asked:

Confession; I'm a bi agender person who's mostly into girls, and I've developed a crush on a girl I know. Her name is Sophie, and I've known her since I was 6 (our parents are good friends too). And i've been thinking about her a lot in a romantic and sexual way, but it all just seems gross and wrong. For all I know, she's probably straight and/or unachievable. What can I do to get rid of these thoughts about her or come to terms that I can never be with her?

ALRIGHT YOU LIL PIECE OF HEAVEN, TAKE A SIT BECAUSE WE HAVE A TON TO TALK ABOUT!

Fruity goo, my dear strawberry cheesecake, my lovely child… you are NOT disgusting, gross or wrong for wanting to be with someone. 

You wanna be smooched and snuggled by a pretty girl? GREAT! thats lovely! you wanna be banged till you forget your name by a pretty girl? GREAT! thats lovely! I know is hard to believe when people constantly pushes non-heterosexual couples as disgusting or fetishes, but you are NOT wrong for wanting any of that! much less gross! I am not like… yelling at you or anything, its not my intention! I am not blaming it on you! that would be rude, i know society pushes things into our brains that are.. just.. bad things! 

Please dear, is ok wanting to get laid with a girl and wanting to smooch her and sing her junk and all that cheesy stuff! 

Now that we got rid of that… I think the best is asking her what her view on that is, love is about understanding each other and communication, of course is a lil hard, so first try to know what’s her view on LGBTQ themes! try to start a conversation and slowly develop it to that junk, and if she is ok with that, you can always try to give her a shot and say “hey, I LOVE YOU TONS!”

Now now, please don’t lower yourself! you are amazing, incredibly stunning and super duper lovely! sweet and nice and pretty chilly vanilla! Self-confidence is hard I know, but i feel like reminding you that!! <3 

Hey my girlfriend makes me feel so safe and warm and at peace and just….happy
Like since moving to the other side of the world at 10 my life just turned upside down so much and I developed all this anxiety and depression bullshit and I just haven’t felt at home and safe and like I belong or wanted to be alive since age 10 and it’s fucked me so much but
For the first time I feel
Like I am truly content and happy and grateful to be here and alive
Like it’s not like I’m cured and never feel anxious or depressed or suicidal anymore but
All that does temporarily melt away when I’m with her and it makes every day life so much more bearable
It just feels so fucking amazing to feel happy, and to feel happy to be alive, and like I have something worth being alive for
And it’s weird and all feels fake and like it’ll stop being real any moment because I’m not used to actually feeling good but
I think my life is finally good
I just feel ok for once

anonymous asked:

I am trying to find out a masterpost of crimes but I don't know where to look i can't find a masterpost of crimes for my character

Hello there! I like to recommend clevergirlhelps for research-related asks, since she has so many wonderful resources organized on her blog.

Here are some of the ones I found on her “crime” tag page:

Hope this helps!

–E

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A thought, or rather, this parallel occurred to me as I was doing my last gifset (from 4x25) and I’m abt to do some meta so bear w me. Angela was goign through a lot in season 4, from getting divorced, breaking up with her fiance, falling in love with an ex girlfriend, and then breaking up with that same ex 9 episodes later (sad I know), but here’s the thing. This parallel means so much to me. You see on the left (from 4x08) how Angela is realizing how much she’s been scared of the world and has closed herself off to so many commitments because of it, and then on the right (from 4x25) you see her passionately giving Brennan the same advice Sweets instilled in her earlier that season. The passion in the second half is what really gets me. You can tell, just tell how eager she is to share this life-changing advice she learned and recieved. This I believe to be the best and clearest character development in the entire series. And this wouldn’t have been possible without Sweets, who, for the entire season, did nothing but love and comfort and give Angela every second of his free time to help her when she needed it. She even took risks she never would with Hodgins with Roxie like asking her to move in and getting an animal together, because of that advice. She did things she never thought she could do. This relationship is incredibly important. And so is how Angela learned that living protecting yourself is toxic. Angela learned and grew because of Sweets. And Brennan grew because Angela learned from Sweets.

Watching Riverdale has motivated me to finally get started with the new Jughead and OMG THEY’RE DOING THE TIME POLICE I LOVED THE TIME POLICE.

I actually have a VERY SPECIFIC CHILDHOOD MEMORY involving it. The only time I ever got surgery (it was for a cyst in my chin that turned out not to really be dangerous i can’t remember) I was really nervous about going under and all that so i specifically remember that I was reading Archie to calm down while they administered the anathesia and it was a Time Police story and it kept me distracted.

Basically it’s pretty much what you see here, Jughead would randomly team up with this lady who was Archie’s time traveling descendant from the whatever century and they’d SAVE THE TIMELINE.

The only other really specific thing I remembered was they sort of set her up as potential love interest for Jughead. And she was basically a girl Archie. So you know. that implied a lot of things like him and Archie I’m pretty sure they didn’t mean to imply. OR DID THEY.

anyway, they actually homaged that in this version. Of course, Jughead’s officially aro-ace now so he was Not Interested.

All is as it should be.

Anyway, the fact they decided Jughead’s Time Police Adventures were so important they needed to be present in the SECOND ISSUE means the writer of the Jughead comic have my official Seal of Approval.

Hi I love your blog and I’m sure you probobly get a lot of questions like this so no pressure to answer if you don’t want to/don’t have time but I wanted your advice on whether or not I should look into changing vets or getting a second opinion.
I have a 6 year old chihuahua/cairn terrier/cocker spaniel/poodle mix who frequently coughs and has her whole life. My vet has told me that there is nothing wrong with her but the breeds she is mixed with tend to have heart issues and I’m scared there might be something more to it.
The vet I use is very well respected in the community so I feel like I should trust him but she coughs so much and she already has medical issues (she was diagnosed with epilepsy about two years ago) so I worry.

There’s nothing wrong with getting a second opinion if you’re worried, and you shouldn’t feel intimidated about doing so. Three of the breeds in this mix also are known for collapsing trachea. If your vet isn’t willing to do an Xray to at least put your mind at ease, you should be welcome to seek an extra opinion elsewhere.

You don’t even have to tell your original vet that you’re getting a second opinion. There’s no obligation to do so.

Dogs will collapsing trachea are more likely to cough with excitement or when pulling on the lead. They usually breathe quite well when calm. If you have the opportunity to count how many breaths per minute your dog takes when she is sound asleep, you want the lowest possible number, that will give you useful information.

Adult cats and dogs should take less than 30 breaths per minute when at rest. If she is breathing quicker than this, something is definitely amiss with either her heart or lungs.

If this is worrying you enough to engage a stranger on the internet then it’s worth getting your second opinion

anonymous asked:

maybe D-va (ask thing kept thinking it was a link so I had to type it like that) having an autistic s/o who is just as a game geek as her? (I have Autism/Asperger's Syndrome and I love to play games a lot, sorry if this is too much!)

  • She supports everyone who wants to play video games
    • All you need is passion
  • She’ll give you tips if you ask for it
    • But she’ll still encourage you to figure it out on your own.
  • She’ll get a little enthusiastic
    • Getting you whatever console you want
    • Your computer is upgraded to the maximum
  • She’ll get you whatever game that catches your eye
    • No matter how it costs
  • She just wants to pamper you
    • She just loves you so much

When the band played Richfield (and nearby areas), they loved to stay at a place called Swingos.  It was a hotel with a bar (naturally) in Cleveland that was famous for big celebrities (Zep, Elvis, Sinatra etc.).  LOTS of stuff went down there (think of it as the Midwestern Riot House).  It was a crazy, divey kind of place with themed rooms and basically anything the boys in the band wanted.  

A common visitor was Christine Boris, who was very well known in the area for befriending the musicians.  A little nugget from her regarding Robert Plant:  “It was at Swingos that I saw him in the full nude.  He was an amazing specimen!”  Specimen.  A part of me just died (totally stealing that line, btw.)  Man, I was born in the wrong freaking decade.  

Anyway, apparently after this particular show, the boys decided to have a little fun in the room before they left.  Another nugget from the owner of the hotel, Jim Swingos - talk about making lemonade out of lemons (sorry, couldn’t help myself):   “I loved Led Zeppelin, because they always traveled with their accountant.  Whatever damage they did to their rooms, the accountant always took out his checkbook and paid for everything down to the penny. I didn’t mind because I always got new stuff for whatever rooms they stayed in after they left.”

There’s more to come from 1977 at Swingos.  I just discovered it, and the tales are endless!

cozmicbutthole  asked:

Why do cancers feel they don't deserve a good life? I know many cancers who let themselves wallow in misery because they feel like they don't deserve success? My mother in law was a hoarder until recently & she shared her reasoning behind it like she didn't deserve to have a clean & happy home which is saying a lot since cancers LOVE being home. I've seen other cancers speak this way for themselves. I have cancer intercepted & I don't understand?

What…. Why!!! Gosh, now that you mention it, I know a Cancer friend just like that.

I think it’s because it’s the sign before Leo. I feel like Leo is definitely a sign that would try their best to get the best of everything because they feel like they’re good enough to get it. Cancer may not like to go out for success because true success is uncomfortable. Cancer is a sign that prefers to go for comfort than to get what they deserve. Capricorn is also the sister sign of Cancer, and they’re very, very ambitious… Cancer can struggle to be ambitious because their feelings constantly fluctuate, which can frequently change their goals - which can lead to difficulty achieving things. Capricorn as an Earth sign does not face fluctuations like Cancer does. Capricorn is also exalted in Mars… It’s a sign willing to go through conflict to get what it wants. Cancer? Maybe not. If they’re gonna have any conflict, it’s to be comfortable at the end of the day.

anonymous asked:

Bubblegum, do you have any Cindy headcanons?

i dooooooo (these are for flash!cindy, if you want my comics!cindy headcanons too pls let me know)

  • she picks up coffee from every world she visits. her kitchen is full of it. there’s coffee in almost literally every square inch of her kitchen. she has A Problem.
  • she unironically loves nickelback and will kick your ass if you try to give her shit for it
  • she’s been to a lot of different universes, but earth-1 is her favorite by far GEE I WONDER WHYYYYY
  • she’s met other versions of cisco, including his doppelganger on her world. she hasn’t told cisco-1 because she’s worried he’ll find it creepy
  • she tracks down her own doppelgangers on each earth she visits. officially, it’s to ensure she doesn’t run into herself, but actually it’s because she just likes seeing all the ways her life could have been different. 
  • her earth-1 counterpart is a kindergarten teacher in detroit. cindy finds it kind of adorable.
  • cisco isn’t the first person from another universe that she’s been romantically involved with; there was a woman on earth-33 that she dated for a few months. it ended badly. she doesn’t like to talk about it.
  • her favorite color is blue, her favorite ice cream flavor is rocky road, and her favorite animal is the cat

anonymous asked:

I read a fic that had Jon saving sansa from the vale but I can't find it anymore. Basically he was looking for arya and sansa was super disappointed cause she thought he didn't care about her. It was only on tumblr I think. It had about 10 chapters. Thanks! Love your blog btw

Hi Anon, 

I think you are looking for Broken and Breaking by @sulkykate! You can also check our Alayne Stone Au tag for lots of fics where Jon finds Sansa in the Vale. 

Enjoy :) ~Alys

anonymous asked:

Aelin helped me so much! I'm very anxious and don't like being around a lot of people, but I study (big Uni) and have to be around a hell of a lot of people. Whenever I have to I turn to Aelin for support. That might sound weird, but her being so strong and everything. I just channel my inner Aelin (and somet even Kaltain (I don't care attitude)) and somehow survive the day w/o having a nervous breakdown or not going out of bed all day. I love how these books helped me and so many other people!

Me too babe!!! I have really bad anxiety too and I can’t make myself be on a campus during school. So I take all my classes online you are really strong for being able to have anxiety and be able to be around so many people at once

I’m hella proud of you 💜

anonymous asked:

What do you think about this boycott thing? Are you going to take part in it? I was thinking it wasn't a bad idea because that hug /was/ a huge slap to our faces but now so many people are saying that we shouldn't do it on a Regina-centric episode and that we're not real ERs if we do it. I'm conflicted tbh? I love Lana and would always support her but the way the show runners are treating their LGBT audience is more important than a fictional character imo? (1)

And the point of the boycott is not to affect the ratings because everyone is aware it doesn’t work like that, but to give the media a hint that the show is fucking up, since that’s what the fandom is for – to create media buzz. This whole saying we’re not real ERs and calling us ‘angry shippers’ sounds a lot like guilt-tripping to me? I mean, if we were to follow that logic, we could never really raise our voices anyway, since the show is Regina heavy and Lana is a big part of it, (2)

so we would be accused of wanting to destroy her career anyway. But it just makes me so angry because it’s basically silencing us. If we want to fight, we will have to start somewhere, right? I’m sorry for the rant but I feel like your inbox is the only safe space to do that atm. What are your thoughts about this? (3)             

To be completely candid, I’ll start by saying that unfortunately we have no way of taking part in this boycott, simply because we have been watching in ways that don’t count for a while now–and because we’re not Twitter active. But if we were, we would definitely go silent. Because that would deliver the message, given that it’s ‘loud’ enough. But while I absolutely appreciate your concerns, I must add that this is not about Lana Parrilla, the actress who has been (well, mostly anyway–a few painful blunders that some people chose to conveniently forget, aside) supportive. Because at the end of the day, she’s been doing what she did to build her fanbase, and she did it quite well–so a SINGLE episode of silence can’t hurt her. Not at this point, when the show is tethering dangerously on the precipice of… a very deep abyss. And not when that single hour of boycott can’t hurt the show either, but what it CAN do–is communicate the message, you know?

So anyone calling you a bad ‘ER’ (which by the by, we haven’t been considering ourselves as ERs here for quite a while, because that term has been appropriated by multishippers and other dimwits who “ship Regina with happiness”, the same people who seem to be biggest ‘authorities’ on all things Regina Mills these days, anyway?) is totally guilt-tripping you. All based on their own creepy projections–towards actress? So, no. When the main premise becomes about promotion of bad media then the task of deconstruction and, more importantly, renewal (through creating more diverse and critical media) falls to the rest of us. So, whoever is trying to silence you? Tell them to fuck right off. You have every right to your own opinion, and to express it however you feel like to.

Alright?

Because ultimately, representation is inherently political. It is not just about personal taste, or projected desire. Many straight people are actually happy with the idea of a fairytale happy ending for two women and their son because the story is a good one, but many realize that it’s not currently (currently) ‘happening’ (subtextually it might be, we won’t write that off completely) because of the politics of heteronormativity. And depoliticizing the inherently politicized nature of media is a big, big mistake. Depoliticization can happen either when ‘fans’ become overly fixated on one thing (or person) or when outcome is mistaken for process. And then if the ONLY way for you to express your politicized view, your stance, or hell-retaliate for the slap in the face that that hug IS at this point–is that… then boycott away. Because no one, NO ONE has the right to guilt-trip or silence you. Okay?