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Everyone on Team Arrow (except for Curtis so far) has some tragic past, typically a loved one meeting an untimely end and a valid reason for why they’re gone (Oliver and Thea’s parents/Tommy, Digg’s brother Andy, Felicity’s imprisoned ex boyfriend killing himself).

So can I just say I really appreciate the writers giving Rene the same Tragic Past everyone else gets with a loved one dying and it’s not bc of gang activity??? Like it would’ve been so easy for the writers to be like “Rene was in a gang, specifically Latino and smuggling drugs, and a rival gang kills his wife.” Throw him down a Mayans off of SOA route but they didn’t.

Rene gets to have his “I lost a loved one” past and it’s his addict wife being held by her dealer and he tries to save her and shit goes wrong and she dies. Rene doesn’t have to be an ex super hard cholo thug, he gets to be ex military like Digg, he gets to be from the Glades like Roy, he has a daughter like Quentin. In this house we love and appreciate Mayor Queen’s Chief of Staff, Rene Ramirez.

i see so much about american lgbtq history and it’s great and all but i wanna see more about lgbtq history in other countries ya feel? our community is worldwide, and every country has a different story. the aids crisis was (and still is) worldwide. different countries progressed at different speeds, some are still progressing. i know most of you are american but non-american lgbtq voices are important too, and non-american lgbtq people need a chance to learn THEIR history, and the people who fought for change in THEIR countries.

(Okay so a little warning first. This will probably get a bit long and cheesy but I might a bit drunk and full of delicious food and cake, so I’m sorry in advance.)

First of all, I’ve celebrated my 26th birthday yesterday and I have to admit birthdays are always a bit tricky for me. I usually have some kind of personal crisis ‘cause I just keep thinking about how my life is not where I wanted it to be and my head is just all over the place. This year thanks to a bunch of people here my birthday was actually really great. So I wanna thank once again to anyone who send me good wishes and even wrote me a fic and created a gifset and a moodboard for me. Every single word, every single thing meant the world to me, so thank you again. 

Also, I’ve been on this site for around 7 years (god, that makes me feel old) but this is the first time that I’ve actually been a part of a fandom and properly interacted with people in it. We have our moments but most of the time I’m having a great time here. I’m in awe with all you talented people (fics, gifs, videos, graphics, art, moodboards, anything really) and with all the funny and smart things you write. I wish I could speak individually with every single one of you but I’m a bit awkward when it comes to interacting with people, so mostly I’m just admiring from a far and expressing my excitement in my tags and posts. Those that I do talk with, you’re true sweetheart and I love you to bits <3 All the others, I’m looking forward to talking to you in the future.

Following this rambling is an alphabetical list of blogs I love seeing on my dash. I admire you and I love you and you make my days brighter. I probably forgot a few of them, so sorry for that. Also, I’m always looking forward to meeting new people/blogs, so this list might get longer in the future. Thanks for reading this mess and now go and follow these awesome people <3

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@2ladsinloohve @aarobron @amandaj718 @andyoumattertome @asugden @aviewfromtheclouds25 @bartsugsy @beautifulhigh @bisexualcharity @blondhairedking @bonnietoyourclyde @bubblebuttsugden @capseycartwright @charitydingle @dannymiller-irish-fan @dasoni @dingleautomotives @dinglehorton @dingleminyard @drawerswithouthandles @emmerdaleladies @escapingreality51 @evak-malec

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@finnross @flawswelove @imre-gr @inthedreamatorium @isaacdingle @isabellaofparma @itsbeaconhillsbaby @itswheremydemonshide10 @itwasjustmisplaced @iwillsendapostcard @justleavemebreathless @kayceecruz @lastgoldsun @lesfemmesdangereuses @letthebluerain @likethemtrashy @littlelooneyluna @lizzzzoo @longlivethefreakinme

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@memorieswarm @mesutsergio @misswhimsy @mmurdocks-law @moirabartons @nooneelsecomesclose17 @notforonesecond @rbertsugden @robertisbisexual @robertjacobsugdens @robertjacobsuggers @robertssofttouchxaaronssoftlad @robert-sugden-trash @robertsuggers @ryanhawleysthighs @sapphicsugden @scrapyardboyfriends @senselessthunderbolt @smittenwithsugden @smugbisexualtrash @sophilly @sorenkingsley @strongboyfriends @sugarmag78 @sugdenstyles @suggersdingle

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@theprincessed @thesnowyswan @thisdamndesire @thisissirius @thisproblematicblond @vckaarrob @veryveryverytemporarily @vicbartons @victoriasugden @wellyfullofale @wycombewanderer @xlozx @yasisworld

(I’m 5 followers from hitting a new milestone, so this list is to celebrate that too. Thanks to everyone for following me.)

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Max with fans in Paris.

anonymous asked:

If Josh were to do any biopic, which person would you want to see him portray?

TEDDY ROOSEVELT.

Listen I’m bi as Heck and as much as I love girls, I also love boys? Boys are amazing and pure and liking boys is a wonderful feeling? I never see a lot of posts talking about cute boys so

Some Boy Aesthetics™ I’m in love with include:

Their tired grins? Have you seen a cute boy grin when he’s tired? Life Changing

Sleeves rolled up to forearms is all good and Well but also when they have Sweater Paws in their hoodies or jumpers? Makes the tallest of them seem so smol? I’m lov?

When they run their hand through their hair and it sticks up in places and it looks So Good

Collar Bones

Soft pudgy stomachs they absolutely make me melt

When ya boy gets flustered A++ Bonus points if he giggles Boys giggling is Everything

Okay but does the line
“She’ll open the door for you. No matter what time.”
completely wreck anyone else or is it just me??
I feel like when Rosita says it it’s a simple line but it really makes you feel and then when you think deeper and about how much the line really embodies the way Nicole feels about waverly it just hits you on a whole new level. Like Rosita and everyone knows just how much Nicole really loves Waverly and you see that written all over Nicole’s face in the next scene when she opens the door expecting Waverly

So I’ll make a post about Mob.

So, I (maybe unsurprisingly) have a file dedicated to various instances when Mob’s thoughts or actions are rather dark. Which was started as evidence gathering mission to try and counterbalance the excessively saccharine treatment Mob tends to get and to recognise the interesting and multifaceted character he actually is…

Characters in the series often have difficulty recognising Mob’s opinions and emotions, and while we as an audience are well aware of his emotions, I’ve noticed people tend to overlook Mob’s actual thoughts on things if they don’t align with what people think he *should* think.  

Mob is someone who does the right thing, for as many people as possible, not because he can’t comprehend bad, or doesn’t realise it’s an option, but because he is someone who actively wants to be better. And that doesn’t mean he forces himself to like or forgive everyone who wrongs him (that’s unreasonable to expect of anyone - let alone a 14-year-old kid), sometimes it just means avoiding doing them actual harm out of that dislike.

and yes, sometimes someone has to step in before Mob is pushed over his limit - thank you Reigen and Dimple at various points in the series - sometimes Mob doing nothing in a situation is the best he can manage. Because it’s better than the alternative ie: 100% murderous intent vs Mob 0% and Reigen 1000%

Mob thinks his actions through a lot in the series (although he actually vocalises those thoughts much less). And he takes the time to think through actions and consequence thoroughly 

Which in the above instance freaks Reigen out, and also highlights a difference between them: Reigen says the right thing instantly because it’s the Right Thing to say, while Mob takes a… concerning amount of time to really take a look at what he would do first. And I love them both for different reasons as a result of this interaction.

Mob is conscientious and a good person. not because he lacks the ability to comprehend doing wrong, but because he thinks and works really hard to overcome those thoughts and be better. 

He thinks about doing the bad stuff, and then actively works really hard to avoid doing them.

And I love him for it.

  • Sherlock: *about to take the pill*
  • John: *shot the cabie*
  • Moriarty: *put John in a bomb suit*
  • John: *grabbed him and told Sherlock to run*
  • Sherlock: *was drugged by Irene*
  • John: *cancelled his date to stayed home taking care of Sherlock*
  • Sherlock: *about to shoot himself*
  • John: seen at 8:45✔️

i love how in stories about ancient times and ancient heros there’s always someone who says “you will be remembered for centuries, the glory of your name will never fade” because it’s true, we’re hearing about them right this moment, they lived thousands of years before us, yet we still idolise them and love their stories. it overwhelms me and fills with awe