They’re filming the penultimate episode when Erasmus throws a huge, shining spanner into the neat mechanism of Laurent’s show.
This close to the end, the on-camera small talk is finally giving way to more serious discussions about compatibility. Damen is meant to spend this afternoon asking each suitor in turn where they see themselves in five years, and what they really want out of life.
Erasmus is first; he sits on the edge of the couch, set at an angle to the leather armchair where Damen is enthroned, and twists his hands together. He hasn’t looked this visibly nervous in a while. Damen has obviously noticed it too, because he bats a few sillier questions at Erasmus instead of plunging straight into the heavy topics. He has an instinct for people that makes Laurent wonder what kind of easily-swayed idiot Theomedes must be, not to see how wired Damen is for leadership.
When Damen poses the in-five-years question, Erasmus runs a tongue over his lips and colour fills his cheeks. He’s the only suitor who hasn’t yet kissed Damen at least once on camera, and Laurent approved of that on the basis that it maintained tension, but now would be a good time for a kiss if one is going to happen.
Laurent moves his eyes away from Damen’s mouth.
Erasmus says, still blushing, “This is hard to say. I think you’re incredible, Damen. Really. But–”
Anyone else in a desperate mood for an intense, heartbreaking, heart pounding, angsty Voltron story of death and tears where you can’t stop reading till the end and after you finish you just sit there staring at the screen for a few minutes and later get it confused with canon because it was so good? Cause I am. I’m tempted to write it myself.
took me long enough to get to this but pwetty please like / reblog this ( preferably the latter ! ) if you would enjoy interacting with a fandomless original character ! a quick explanation of this lil nasty ; issei is an occult club member with a curse upon him that means he’s doomed to die + return again / he searches intently for a way to break it ! oh, and his favourite food is tinned peaches !
give me threads of young alex being on nevis !!! give me him struggling with the idea of his HALF brother (whom ALL property of his mother’s was left to) !!! give me threads of him grieving for his MOTHER & FATHER !!! give me threads of him being completley isolated !!!! give me threads of pure pain.png.
Nicknames: I have one friend who is allowed to call me JenJen. Other than that, no nicknames…I’m not a nicknames person
Zodiac Sign: Pisces-Aquarius cusp
Height: 5′2. Maybe 5′3 on a good day.
Orientation: Asexual, agender, aromantic. Total “nope” on everything. Like there’s your spectrum, I’m sitting over here, playing with a cat.
Nationality: American. Ethnicity is half Mexican, a little Native American, and then Irish.
Favorite Fruit?: Strawberries (I actually hate most fruit)
Favorite Season?: Spring
Favorite Book?: I don’t have an all time favorite, but I do like The Outsiders and Goth Girl Rising. I come back to those ones regularly.
Favorite Flower?: I really don’t like flowers…but lilies are okay
Favorite Scent?: I’m not really sure…
Favorite Color?: This changes with my mood.
Favorite Animal?: Sea Turtle, White Bengal Tiger
Coffee, Tea, or Hot Cocoa?: Neither, by itself. I do like peppermint mochas.
Average Sleep Hours?: Somewhere from 6-12 hours. It depends on what I’m doing the next day, lol.
Cat or Dog Person?: Cat. I’m afraid of dogs, I don’t like dogs. I have the word “dog” blocked on here so I see less of them, too. They are not cute to me.
Favorite Fictional Character?: I’ve never thought about this before.
Blog Created: January 2013. My freshman year of college, my friends persuaded me to get one.
Number of Followers: 779
When Did Your Blog Reach Its Peak?: Maybe a year or two after I made it. Probably 2.
What Made You Decide to Get a Tumblr?: My friends persuaded me to get one.
Why Did You Pick Your URL?: I struggled with this so hard…it took me a long time to think of one. I don’t even love it, honestly. It just works. It is a reference to the fact that I never share all of myself with anyone, even on here. I’m split up between multiple side blogs. The secrets are the dark. Halfway into darkness.
Last Movie You Watched?: Eurotrip
Last Song You Listened To?: I’m not sure honestly. It would have been yesterday.
Last Book You Read?: I can’t read. College ruined my ADD. Can’t focus worth shit on any book. I used to really like reading but now I don’t have the attention span for it. I managed to get by in college in the last two years without picking up a single book.
Last Thing You Ate?: I haven’t eaten today yet. My guess would be the alcohol from last night.
If You Could Be Anywhere Right Now, Where Would You Be?: Somewhere warm, on a quiet beach. Because then it’s not a beach. It’s a coast. I’m tired of being cold.
What Time Would You Travel to If You Could?: I’d go way far in the future.