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Okay, I’m going to address a serious issue you here; usually I don’t post anything serious and about another band. But the picture above is a member of BTS(Bangtan Boys), Park Jimin, the reason why I’m talking about him is because of how skinny he’s got(photo on the left), it’s one thing to weight and gain muscle to be healthy, but he lost weight obviously not gaining any muscle. Jimin has always had some chub on him, he’s known for his cute chubby cheeks and thick thighs. But recently from the latest pictures posted from the airport and award shows there is a huge difference of his physical appearance in two comebacks. The picture on the right was two years ago and that was healthy, he was skinny but almost all of it was muscle. It’s alarming if you ask me, he’s really small now and he doesn’t even have muscle on him any more. Jimin is known for in the past to starve himself because of “fans” telling him he’s too chubby or he’s fat or that he felt like he was too big when he isn’t. He shouldn’t feel like he is too fat or needs to lose weight, and fans that tell him he does and doesn’t appreciate his body aren’t real fans. It’s his body he can have chub, it’s normal to have chub on your body. And saying that he can lose weight, IN A HEALTHY WAY NOT STARVING HIMSELF!!!! But he should be comfortable in his body!!! And not feel like he has to change for us!!! Or for anyone!!! It bothers me he does stave himself because it’s dangerous and unhealthy and I want him to be healthy and happy, and starving yourself doesn’t do that for you. His arms, neck, and face are smaller than before. It kills me to see idols, not just him to starve themselves to please fans, that shouldn’t be the case no matter what. It’s not about Jimin who has a history of starving to lose weight, many exo members, Seventeen members and Girl Groups have a history to starve themselves as well, in general I think it should all just stop together because there will be at one point an idol that will take starving too far and have a serious accident. It doesn’t matter what we think, we should be glad they are alive and healthy and their bodies are none of our business because they aren’t ours to own or claim. I want Park Jimin to know that he was perfect the way he was and still his but he shouldn’t have to change his body for anything. I, and not just me love his cute personality and himself in general which is why it hurts me to see him starve himself again. You aren’t a real fan if you think that he should lose weight or any idol, let them be happy and healthy and I pray he eats well soon and gain some of bodyweight again because that boy shouldn’t have to feel like he’s fat. As long as he doesn’t lose anymore weight from this he looks healthy but still he is a lot more thinner. I posted this to make everyone aware of the fact that he has lost weight, I really hope it isn’t he’s back to bad habits and to bring light to a serious issue of idols starving themselves, not just him.

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Summary:

Peter gets bullied in school and they all say that he could never get a girlfriend, so Y/N who’s rather popular at school just kisses him in front of every one.

Words: ~ 1500

No spoilers!

A/N: This took me way too long to write… so sorry! Tell me what you think! :)

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Walking through the overcrowded hallway, I felt myself being to tired to move and bumped against several people. Not that I cared.

Normally I didn’t care about much going on in school, referring to the people. I did care about my grades and my career and all- but the people in school? I didn’t care at all about them apart from my friends.

It’s not that I didn’t like them. I mean, I was quite popular in school and I talked to a lot of students over the day. But honestly, I didn’t really listen when they told me about the last party or a concert they went to.

But there was one person that I cared about who wasn’t part of my friends even though I hoped I would have more contact with him. Body contact, too.

It was Peter Parker, the nobody of our school. No one seemed to notice him apart from me. His gorgeous face with the sweet hazel eyes and the fluffy auburn hair…
Yes, he was my secret crush that nobody knew about and nobody ever would.

I kept my little secret a long time, talking to him occasionally or having school projects together which lead to me falling in love with him.

He was so clever and his shy side was so cute that I just couldn’t handle it. I loved how kind he was and he always had something interesting to ramble about.

Nothing caught my attention while walking through the hall way, apart from him. I saw him standing at his locker, opening it to put a book inside. Me and my friends stopped at my best friend’s locker and I occasionally let my gaze slip to Peter for a few seconds.

I jumped when Flash and his friends appeared out of nowhere and pushed Peter against his locker after he had closed it. “What a looser you are!”, Flash exclaimed after Peter groaned loadly, getting everyone’s attention.

“Sorry to ruin your face but with these looks you won’t get a girlfriend, anyway.”, Flash claimed and his friends laughed at this comment before he pushed Peter again.
And Peter only stood there, head down, shoulders stiff while Flash threw several mean words at him.

But when Flash grabbed Peter’s backpack from his hands Peter looked up, his face filled with anger as Flash started throwing all of his stuff on the ground.
“Oh, what’s this?”, Flash exclaimed when he took a piece of paper from the ground. “DEAR Y/N, I wish i had the courage to tell you that I’d walk through fire just to see you smile…”, he started to read and I saw everyone’s eyes stare at me, making my face heat up.

I unconsciously made eye contact with Peter who seemed to be internally screaming. And while I was glued to the spot, not able to speak or think, Flash continued bullying him.

“But you do know”, he laughed, “You do know that someone like Y/N Y/L/N would never love you, right?” Oh, boy, how wrong you were…
I saw Peter’s head lowering again, his fingers brushing over his face before they ran through his hair.
Flash laughed triumphantly and suddenly I felt the strong urge to prove a point.

Someone like Y/N Y/L/N would definitely love Peter Parker.

My legs brought myself over to them, even though my friend’s arm grabbed me slightly. But I ignored it and shoved Flash ’s friends aside so that I could get to Peter.

“Peter, you told me you wouldn’t drag this old thing with you.”, I laughed, rolling my eyes and earning a very confused and very cute look from Peter.
“See? I told you that someone would think that you’re single.”

In the corner of my eye I saw Flash looking at me as confused as Peter and I smiled to myself.
And then I laid my hands on his shoulders and leaned in quickly, pressing my lips on his.

Ignoring the electricity coming from him and the urge to kiss him forever, I pulled back after a few seconds of giving in.

Peter’s face stated pure shock and he stared at me nervously before I smirked at him. “Bye, Peter, see you later.”, I smiled proudly, wandering off to my next class and ignoring everyone’s dazzled looks.

I let out a shaky breath I didn’t know I was holding. This had been life changing.

“Wait, Y/N, what the hell was that?”, my friend wanted to know, a strange look on her face.
“Spontaneous.”, I only answered, shrugging. “Yeah, I know. But what were you thinking?”, she asked and now there was a worried look that made me angry somehow. It seemed like she thinks something is wrong with me just because I kissed my crush. Okay, secrete crush. She couldn’t know this part.

“Nothing really. I just thought that Flash is a dick and Peter doesn’t deserve this.”, I simply said and only got a confused “Okay…” as an answer.

Later that day I sat down at a bench outside, my eyes roaming over the campus. I enjoyed being alone at lunch. Not because of my friends! I simply enjoyed the time to think without talking slash gossiping.

I thought about the kiss, obviously.

Was it right? Apart from the fact that probably the whole school knew it by now, Peter knew too.

But still, I was proud of myself: Helping someone by proving his bully wrong. Somehow it made me feel strong.

And there was another positive aspect, as well. I had kissed my crush Peter Parker!

Thinking of the devil… Peter suddenly stood next to me, a nervous grin on his face.
“Can… uh… Can I join you?”, he chuckled, nodding his head towards the empty seat in front of me. “Sure.”, I nodded, a smile on my face which was maybe a bit too wide.

He let out a relieved sigh as he sat down, letting his bag fall on to the ground.
“Rough day?”, I asked and he only nodded before he leaned forward slightly, his arms supporting his weight.

“Uhm, yeah.”, he replied before biting his lip, my eyes not being able to look at something else but him.
“Actually, it wasn’t that bad.”, he chuckled softly, his brown eyes meeting mine.

“Yeah?”, I grinned and he just nodded with a cute smile on his lips. Oh, how soft those lips had felt on mine…

A few moments of comfortable silence passed before my mind brought back the letter that Flash found in Peter’s backpack.
“Uhm, Peter…”, I started but paused briefly when his beautiful eyes stared at me, “I was wondering… I mean… would you… Would you really walk through fire to see me smile?”
He nodded instantly without a word, nervously fiddling with his fingers before my hands grabbed his. I couldn’t help but smile, my heart beat running in my chest.
“You know, you don’t need to do this. I start smiling as soon as you smile at me.”, I clarified, earning a grin from him and I returned it instinctively.

“Uh, I… um, I wanted to thank you for… you know.”, he began and I only shrugged, playing it cool,“No problem.”
“But the whole school thinks were a couple now.”
“Is that bad?”, I wanted to know, a flirty tone in my voice.

Peter shook his head, causing his brown strands to dance on his fore head. “No, it’s not bad at all.” He clearly gained some confidence when I grinned at his answer. “I liked kissing you.”, he confessed, tilting his head. “No, that’s an understatement. I loved kissing you.”

“That’s good.”, I laughed before grabbed the collar of his shirt and nearly pulled him over the table to feel his soft lips on mine again.

He was able to place his fore arms on the table to support his weight before our eyes closed and our lips met. He hummed softly when I started moving my lips and my grib on his collar loosened since I had him where I wanted. My cheeks blushed due to all to blood that my heart pumped through my veins and I felt the excitement rushing through my whole body.
My fingers wandered up to the back of his neck, playing with some of his strands after Peter tilted his head to deepen the kiss, causing my mind to go mushy.

He pulled himself back slightly, a huge grin on his face when I ran my fingers through his hair. “You like me.”, he breathed out and I nodded before I pecked his lips briefly.

He leaned back again, giving me a charming smile. I had to bite my lip to hid that huge smile on my face which Peter saw anyway and I felt my heart skipping a beat.

This one question wether I wanted to be Peter’s girlfriend was definitely in his head but there was no need to voice it.

He knew that I was in love with him.

Part 2

The way he twirls the knife as he fights, it’s so obvious he’s had years of training. Years of killing. It’s natural to him while something as easy as human emotion is foreign to him. It shows how Hydra treated him like a war machine rather than a human and every time he gained some form of important memory, thought or feeling, they erased it and took it away from him.

EXO Reaction when they have to share a bed with their crush but she's too shy to lay next to him

PRobably me XD Xo, Admin A~

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Chanyeol:

*He’s probably going to pull you and hold you tightly until you feel less awkward* “Don’t complain, my arms are still my arms, nothing different here… we are just laying instead of standing”

Kris:

“Not gonna lie… this is a little bit awkward for me too… but I want to do this.. I want to hold my girl close… maybe we can chat until we fall asleep? Try not to think too much about it?”

Sehun:

*Being a dork* “Are you scared? You think I’m going to bite you? Oh oh maybe I will! Nah, just come here already!”

Tao:

“Baobei, I promise you I won’t do anything that makes you feel uncomfortable. It’s all okay, we can take step by step. IF you want I can sleep on the couch tonight.. but I would really love to hold you tonight”

Kai:

*Honestly, just seeing how profoundly he sleeps, you’d gain some confidence and lay by his side and watch him sleep until you fall asleep too*

Xiumin:

“This is something I didn’t think would happen that soon… but it’s nice isn’t it? Seeing how close we are growing? I feel nervous too jagi.. but I can’t deny I’m happy too” *His heart is beating so fast*

Baekhyun:

“You adorable human being stop being so shy and come give Baekhunnie a kiss!” *Trying to make things less awkward but probably failing xD*

Luhan:

*He’d go straight to the couch and won’t move unless you ask him to lay with you* “I won’t go there unless you are ready, I understand if you don’t want to go that fast. Your wishes are orders”

Chen:

“Please jagi… lay next to me… Let’s make nice memories… you don’t have to be shy or worry.. I’m your boyfriend and I love you and I just want to be with you”

Kyungsoo:

*He’s probably more shy than you* “I kinda feel this was set up by the boys… anyways… I’m a little bit shy about it too… I didn’t prepare a cute pajamas… you don’t mind right?” *Starting to overthink*

Lay:

*Probably going to make cute poses and smiles and won’t stop staring at you making everything very tempting* “Come here, yes? The bed might be warm but it can’t compare to my arms”

Suho:

“I’m… I don’t… I.. it’s okay.. it’s just a bed… we’ll be okay right? I’m so nervous too jagi… but I’m tired… you must be too… maybe that will help… come… you lay first” *The most nervous boyfriend in the world*

[Masterlist] [Guideline]

WANNA ONE ❃ MAKING OUT WITH YOU

A/N: I got requests for 5 of the members and from what I know, you guys would have requested for the others as well. So I decided to go ahead and make one full post for all of them.


YOON JISUNG 

❃ He would be a sweetheart even when making out. His kisses will be gentle and delicate. His lips would feel soft when they touch yours and his hands would cup your face. His thumb will caress your cheek and you can always feel him smiling throughout the whole kiss. He would stop from time to time to look in your eyes and smile. Making out with Jisung would feel more like passionate kissing. 

HA SUNGWOON

❃ He knows what to do and more importantly, Sungwoon knows you the best; so he will know how to kiss you to make you feel like melting under his fingertips. Depending on what his mood is, he can be either incredibly sweet like Jisung or turn a bit rough. He would bite your lower lip and enjoy french kissing a lot. One of the guys that would rather have his hands in your hair or on your hips. 

HWANG MINHYUN

❃ He has his fair share of knowledge and also had his fair share of making out with girls. He will know what he is doing and be surprinsingly good at it, but he is a little bit reluctant sometimes. You will be kissing passionately and he will stop for a moment to ask you if you like that and if you want him to continue. When you start kissing him back without answering he would feel a little proud of himself (like you just boosted his ego) and probably pull you closer and cup your face as he deepens the kiss slowly. 

ONG SEONGWOO

❃ I feel like he is the most experienced out of them all and depending on his mood, just like Sungwoon he will either be a little playful or full on needy. When he feels a little giddy, he will tackle you down on the bed and place butterfly kisses all over your face as you both laugh. However, when he will be in the mood for something more serious, Seongwoo will know how to make good use of that tongue and his lips. A big fan of lip biting and having his hands placed on your lower back or either creeping up your shirt slowly.

KIM JAEHWAN

❃ He would be similar to Minhyun, but a bit more dominant. Unlike his usual self when you two are intimate, when kissing you Jaehwan likes to feel in control and see you squirm underneath him. His kisses however won’t be harsh, just a little bit needy; and he will know exactly how much pressure to apply on your lips to make you crave more. Depending on his mood, it may lead to something else as well. 

KANG DANIEL

❃ He would pull you into his lap when he is too tired to do anything else. He would have his head placed in the crook of your neck and your faint vanilla scent would make him smile and he would graze his lips lazily along the side of your neck. He would kiss your jaw and then move to your lips. He would like teasing you so expect soft kisses at first with lots of lip biting. In the middle his kisses will get more harsh and needy and he would pull you closer and place one hand on the back of your head as he deepens the kiss.

PARK JIHOON

❃ He would definitely be a little worried as you start kissing him and I feel that he would be submissive even during a make out session. Not in the sexual way, but would be unsure where to place his hands, so they will just travel confusingly between your waist and arms. The kisses won’t be rough and after he gets the hold of it, Jihoon would like to take charge, so he will press his lips a little bit harder on yours and if he is feeling bold, you may even get your lip bitten. 

PARK WOOJIN

❃ He is not experienced, but quite eager to do it. Although Woojin is an awkward cookie, the boy loves the taste of your cherry lipstick and can’t get enough of it. His kisses will be a bit messy, but overall they will have a very loving and warm feeling. He likes intertwining his fingers with yours during make out sessions because it makes him feel even closer to you. I feel that he will sometimes open his eyes in the middle of a kiss so he can look at you and just plainly admire your beautiful face. 

BAE JINYOUNG

❃ The shyest of the bunch; this baby will be a blushing mess and most likely have the least experience. He may have heard about it from his friends and their experiences, but never put it into action himself. He will start off by placing light kisses on your lips and anticipate your reaction. If you continue kissing him, he may gain some confidence and pull you into a deep kiss. 

LEE DAEHWI

❃ Very similar to Jinyoung, the boy will be very shy, but equally as playful. Honestly, you guys won’t ever be able to fully make out without one of you bursting out laughing. He loves kissing you all over your face, but would spend more time on your lips than anywhere else. Probably smiling throughout the kiss and would stop to tell you how pretty you look with your eyes closed when he is kissing you. Would turn into a blushing mess afterwards. 

LAI GUAN LIN

❃ Even though Guan Lin is fairly young and pretty inexperienced, he just has this aura about him that has me thinking he is an amazing kisser. And most likely, he will enjoy kissing you lazily at first while you are both watching tv and he just scoots closer and holds the side of your face with one hand. His kisses won’t be rough, but rather more passionate and have this provocative feeling lingering around. 

Hope this makes sense LOL

RFA + Saeran with a MC who bites her bottom lip

Zen

  • Oh Lord… give him strength
  •  He just sees you sitting on the couch, reading a book and… biting your lip.
  • What are you reading? Must be something naughty for you to make this face… ahh, what could it be? He’s so curious.
  •  “Babe, you know you don’t have to be reading these things, when you have me to do whatever you want, right?” he whispers in your ears, making you shiver.
  • But you look at him confused, because what does he mean? You were reading the manual of the fridge to see how to fix it. Will he fix it for you?
  •  Turns out you bite your lip when you’re really focused. And it’s so hard to pay attention to what he’s doing on the fridge when you’re reading the instructions for him and biting your lip.
  •  But he will fix it! He must so he can gain some kisses later.

Yoosung

  • Why… why can’t he stop staring?
  • He’s supposed to be studying, but it’s so cold and you’re right beside him in the library… wetting your lips and biting the bottom one.
  • He gazes at you… and quickly looks away when you look at him.
  •  “Are you okay, honey?” you ask him. “Ahh, it’s nothing, MC… are you… are you okay?”
  • “Me? Yeah, my lips are just a little chapped due to the cold, see?” Oh… he’s so glad he asked before jumping to conclusions…
  • “Oh no, MC… it’s just so cold, right? Ahh, I think I should study at home, then I can make you some cocoa and we can be blanket burritos, what do you think?”
  •  Well, you could just use some chapstick, but he looks so excited and concerned it’s impossible for you to say no… and who are you kidding? You love his cocoa.

Jaehee

  • Her lips are a little chapped too.
  • So she knows that’s why you’ve been biting and licking your lips like this, but…
  • Why… why is it that cute when you do it? Why is she staring when you must be in pain?
  •  “Here” she offers you her chapstick.
  • “Thaaaaank you! You’re such an angel!” you answer in such a dramatic way, but it’s hard not to blush.
  • And the way you keep smiling so sweetly at her, ahhh… you’re just too cute…
  • “You saved my life. I owe you one!” you hug her quickly, and ahhh… it’s so nice to feel your warmth in this cold day…

 

Jumin

  • You were having dinner at a restaurant
  • Both he and the waiter are looking at you, waiting for you to make your order.
  • You bite your bottom lip, not sure on what you want.
  • His eyes are glued on you, gosh… you’re so adorable… but do you have to do that here? What is the waiter thinking of this? Should he do something to remind him that you’re his?
  •  You finally order, and the waiter bows politely. Hum… he’s not fazed as Jumin at all.
  •  “What? Something wrong?” you ask, noticing how he’s staring at you.
  • He just chuckles, placing his hand on top of yours and then bringing it to his lips. “Nothing, I just realized I can’t wait to kiss you when we’re alone, my love.” Well, okay… you have no idea on what you did, but it’s not like you’re complaining.

Saeyoung

  • It’s a cold night and you are getting ready to sleep.
  • Both of you are messing with your phones in bed.
  • Then he notices how you keep biting your bottom lip and finds particularly hard to look away from you.
  • “What are you looking at?” “Me? Oh nothing… just you tempting me like this, that’s all.” He mimics the way you bite your lip.
  • “You’re so full o yourself! My lips are chapped, it hurts, you know?”
  • You pout, and though it looks like you’re annoyed, he knows you’re just making fun of him.
  • So he pins you under him and plants soft kisses in your lips. “Saeyoung…” “What? I’m just kissing it better!”

V

  • You two decided it was time to change the color of the leaving room at his place
  • He suggested you and him should paint instead of hiring someone
  • So you took an afternoon to come over and help him painting
  • As you plan how and where to start, he notices you biting your bottom lip as he explains his idea.
  • And he catches himself stuttering a little as his eyes focus on your lips.
  • “Something wrong, Jihyun?” “Oh, not at all… I’m just wondering… is everything okay? Your lips look a little chapped, my love…” “They do? I don’t feel anything…I…”
  • You blush as he leans closer, grabbing your chin. “Hmmm…I think I need to check closer to be sure…” and h presses his lips on yours.

Saeran

  • Stupid cold days, he can’t even get ice cream with you!
  • Well, you guys can at least go on a date to get some cocoa.
  • But arrrhgh, stupid cold days, his lips are chapped and he can feel the taste of blood in his tongue
  • And you’re not making any easier by licking your lips like this, are you… teasing him?
  • “What’s wrong, Saeran?” “Don’t play with me like this, MC! My mouth hurts and…”
  • “Ugh, mine too! Ah, I think I brought a chapstick!” you fumble in your purse, oh… so you weren’t tempting him… “You want some too?” you ask, offering him the chapstick.
  • “No, I’ll pass…” you notice how he keep looking at you, so you lean towards him and presses your lips on his, leaving some of the chapstick there. He’s blushing so hard, but… at least they aren’t that bruised anymore, he’s actually… feeling much better… cold days aren’t that stupid…
Boyfriend Jimin

Originally posted by itschiminie

  • chimchim is an asshole, let’s just get this straight
  • he KNOWS he’s cute and sexy and squishy and uses that to his advantage >:(
  • you’re usually late to work/school and if he eats your food or something, you don’t even get the joy of being mad at him because he smiles that beautiful asshole smile of his and giggles and cuddles you until you forget what you’re supposed to be mad at
  • hobi is the one who set you both up btw
  • he invited you to a party when they first debuted and you didn’t notice, but apparently jimin was checking you out all night and was too shy to approach you. as you both got closer and he gained some muscle, his confidence grew and one day he just randomly asked you out
  • hobi claims that’s only bc he was pushing for it
  • but jimin disagrees so who knows?? what the truth is??
  • jungkook always tell you what to get jimin for christmas/his bday so you never need to worry about that. even no presents is enough for him, all he really wants is love
  • this boy has such a big heart and wants to make everyone happy and smile, to the point where sometimes it impacts his health
  • he could spend all day at taehyung’s, trying to cheer him up if he’s having a bad day then go to practice and work hard for hours on end before coming home to devote all his attention on you
  • his stomach is growling, he’s stinky and he hasn’t slept in hours but he swears he’s fine, asks you how your day was, if you want him to cook dinner or order it in
  • so you need to look out for him!!! cherish this precious man with all your heart!! don’t let him overwork himself!! show him the care he shows others!! and don’t let his thoughts get to him!!
  • bc while he knows he can sing/rap/dance and looks good on top of it all … sometimes it’s easy to forget
  • when he’s down and the anti’s get to him or when his past insecurities come to the surface, he just feels so small and sad :(
  • SO MAKE SURE YOU LOOK OUT FOR HIM
  • PROTECT HIM
  • LOVE HIM
  • and that’s all he wants in life
  • makes cheesy comments like “I’m hungry for your love” :) or “I’m hungry for you” ;)
  • hardcore cuddler
  • never looses his grip on you, no matter how much you both twist and turn at night
  • likes having you in the studio to sit on his lap while he works or just hangs out with company friends
  • brags that “yes, this is the person I’m in love with, I bet you’re all jealous” when you show up at BigHit or social gatherings
  • aesthetic couple pics
  • leaves his cool clothes at yours so naturally they’re yours now >:) and they smell like him too so, yeah, he’s never seeing those again
  • I bet he smells so good tho fuukk
  • his family gets concerned, knowing how selfless and hardworking jimin is, so they text you often to see how he’s really doing
  • sometimes he gets annoyed by this, like if he’s hiding a dance injury to not make them worry and you tell them
  • so he’s pouty and sulking and might even blow you off for a few hours
  • but as his parents concerned phone calls pierce his heart, he realises that not telling them was worse, even if he was just trying to protect them
  • and now he regrets being annoyed and doesn’t understand how he was so dumb
  • sometimes worries that these stupid little things will make you leave him so if you even just fight about the toilet seat being left up, he’ll come home with chocolate, offering kisses and hugs and puppy dog eyes
  • “you won’t leave me, right?”
  • “jimin, you literally just left the seat up - I’m not going to leave just bc of that”
  • but he just treasures you so much and doesn’t want you to ever think he doesn’t care. he does. he makes a point to always check up on you, or get his cousin that lives nearby to visit and keep you company, as way of always showing his love. you’re number one in his life, tied with his family and career and ARMY’s bc he could never class or prioritize such important things to him
  • “I’ll always love you, no matter how many years pass or how many miles away I am, you will always be my first and last thought of every day”

anonymous asked:

Is it selfish and stupid to be jealous/insecure about your strength when you compare it jungkooks? I’m not even being funny.... I’m sorry it always bugs me I don’t know why.

This ask is about this post HERE

Oh My … WHEN DID I END UP WRITING A LONG ESSAY …

Dear, I understand how you feel. It’s not selfish or stupid, it’s just human. As a girl that is fed on a daily with images of slim and beautiful women everywhere. I see how you can be jealous and insecure. So how about you follow the path I choose and turn your jealousy into inspiration to take better care of your body? To do so you need to realize first that media people and celebrities are also human but that’s their job to look a certain way because they are their own brand. Only a veeeery few are blessed with that perfect DNA yet most of them work hard and have a whole team behind them. When we eat pizzas whenever we want most of them signed contracts that allow their company to decide what they can consume (Jin had to only eat chicken for a year). Jungkook went through a diet and months of hard work to show those muscles.

Originally posted by kimtaemybae

Jungkook seems just so “naturally” strong. But he said it himself, most of the times it’s just an exaggerated concept. Jungkook may have been blessed with a great body but he also works out a lot. He even lifts chairs in his hotel room … He has this passion to workout to the point if he wasn’t an idol he would probably be an athlete (he said it himself). 

Originally posted by sugutie

He may seem like a boy with no insecurities but I can assure you he does. He is the one who calls himself ugly the most in the group, always worries about his eyelids, went into a harsh diet right before the recent comeback after he saw the footage from Hawaii. He loves eating but goes into dieting because whenever he gains some kgs he starts calling himself fat. He always works out when others are resting:

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Or while filming (basically everywhere)

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Also, not only all humans are different but so are our circumstances. So rather than wasting time comparing ourselves and looking at others. What about we look at our own body and mind. With some willpower, we all can turn into an upgraded version of ourselves and most of the times people are already an ‘upgraded perfect version’ all they need is some self-love to see it.  As for jungkook what about you turn him into your role model? Those words I told you may seem like some Instagram quote but believe me, they come from experience. Hence, don’t be sad by yourself dear, good luck dear and I am cheering for you ^^

like, here’s the thing with justin and his recent weight loss. it’s fine to congratulate him on his life changes, it’s fine to be happy for him and to support him for being healthy. those are really good things.

but that’s not what i’ve been seeing from fans. what i have been seeing are comments about how good he looks now, about how much weight he’s lost, how much better off he is for it, how good the beans have been to him. not a single comment about the simple fact that he’s eating healthier in general. nothing about how he’s doing tae kwon do and clearly enjoying it. eating healthy and sticking to an exercise routine aren’t easy things when you’re not used to them, and the fact that he’s been enjoying himself and becoming healthier in the process is great.

but that’s not what anyone cares about. what people care about are the numbers on the scale, the fact that he looks slimmer now. not his overall health and well being, which are the really important factors here. would people even be commenting on his lifestyle changes if he weren’t losing weight? would people still be as vocally supportive if he gained some of his weight back but stuck to eating healthy and exercising? my guess is, from lots of experience, probably not.

and that really drives in the message that we see so often and in so many places that for a fat person, the ultimate goal is always to lose weight. that no health related victory is really a victory unless we have the numbers to back it up. that really, the most valuable thing we can do is lose weight. that, undeniably, fat people are always more attractive when they’re skinnier. and i’m so, so tired of it.

kaysno  asked:

ot6 where Jeremy goes back to art college know that he has the funds but everybody thinks that the hot men picking Jeremy up from school are actually his sugar daddies?

now for something a little more lighthearted.

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“Seriously,” Jeremy insisted. “You don’t have to do this.” He was clutching his art bag close to his chest, dreading the moment when Geoff would pull up alongside the curb and let Jeremy out.

It was one thing to be twenty-five and going back to fulfill his dream of earning his fine arts degree, but it was an entirely other thing for your more or less partners to drop you off personally like they were taking their kid to school.

“Nonsense,” said Geoff, waving off his concern. “Besides, we want to share this experience with you! Now you go out there and show these people what an artist you are.” He parked the car. They were right in front of the main building.

Jeremy slipped out of the car, slamming it quickly but not before Geoff said, “Have a good day!”

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I had little idea of what to draw so I used the “Izuru/Izuku” I had (Yes, dangan ronpa reference)

He was created to only follow the rules and act like “a normal person” (Sometimes crossdress so people suspect less, mistaken for a girl) used to recognise territory, create a list of weak points/ potential ways to kill anyone, and spy on enemies and potential allies. 

Of course, even after the brainwash he can recall something of his past live, and suspect that some noumus used to be people he used to know, maybe old friends? he is not sure but didn’t care… util a battle where he got hit in the head, after that, he gain some personality and start to plot his own escape, maybe travel and helps heroes, he doesn’t know. 

He is heartbroken when the flying nomou die, he knew he was used to be a friend of Kacchan.

He doesn’t have a powerful quirk, it would be troublesome if this guy was smart and powerful, but he is smart enough to make the villains self-destruct creating distrust between gangs. 

because this post is relevant to my interests and I want in on it

Danny Fenton was well known for many things among his school peers.

His absurdly frequent bathroom breaks, his strange ghost hunting parents, all the pencils he owned having their ends chewed clean off, his habit of falling asleep in literally every class…

One thing he was never even remotely well known for was his talent in gym, namely because he had never shown any skill in the realm of sports in his entire teenage life, due mostly to his habit of kicking anything but the ball and his inability to even show up half the time.

Which is why Mrs. Tetslaff’s class stared in stunned confusion as they tried to process how the only person left facing down Dash the-dodgeball-champion Baxter could possibly be scrawny, little Danny can’t-catch-a-ball-to-save-his-life Fenton.

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Welcome to the Neighbourhood

Bucky Barnes x Steve Rogers (Stucky)

Notes: smut, just smut, really. Not much of a backstory, though maybe it could count as a porn scenario. Some name calling and just really. graphic. sex. It’s AU based, by the way. 

A.N: Inspiration hit me faster than I thought it would! I needed something fun and free and.. well. You’ll see why there’s no summary. And this gif is so cute! 

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It’s noon when Steve nearly stumbles over a pile of boxes trying to get to his -new- front door. He wasn’t expecting visitors, since he just moved in three days ago, and as he tries manoeuvre around the maze he’s created he thinks to himself that if he already gets a door-to-door salesman on his terribly quaint doormat after only three days in the suburbs, he might scream.  

It wasn’t his idea to move to Indiana; if anyone would’ve told him he would be here a year ago, he’d laugh in their face and maybe punch them a little too. But hell, this is the only damn place the gym actually had a good job offering that even remotely had something to do with boxing, and it’s not even that close.

But with an injury under his belt and his boss Fury ‘throwing him a bone’, here he is. In the suburbs of goddamn Indiana.

And he still hasn’t reached his fucking door.

“Dammit! Fuckin’ boxes” he mutters, kicking a few out of the way, cringing when something clatters, the sound of glass breaking. It makes him deflate enough to maybe not yell at who ever’s at the door.

The matte glass reveals only a shape of who stands at his front door, but he’s already pretty sure that it’s not a salesman. Broad shoulders and.. long hair?

When he opens the door, he cocks an eyebrow when all he sees is those broad shoulders in a wine-coloured shirt, incredibly stretched by good formed muscles.

“Um, hello?” Steve calls out and the man turns toward him, carrying a box with him.

The box is definitely the last thing Steve’s looking at, because this man is gorgeous.

“Oh hi, neighbour..” the man drawls, looking Steve up and down slowly. “Damn-..”

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Birthday Boy - hs

Originally posted by stylesinthewild

Pairing: harry styles x reader

Warnings: nightmare description 

Request:  Can you do one where she forgets his birthday? - anon

It’s past midnight and I just finished an assignment so this is not the best but oh well.


It was the fifth night in a row this had happened.

For the past month, your sleep schedule had been completely ruined, all because of a few nightmares. Today was the fifth day in a row you had woken up at two in the morning, covered in a cold sweat with tears in your eyes.

You thought you had been getting better. You had almost gone four nights without a single nightmare. But then it had all come rushing back. It was almost always the same. A girl who wasn’t you, luring Harry away from you in the dark of the night. You chasing after them, following until you reach a dead end in a dark alley. A single gunshot before Harry is lying dead on the floor, a bullet hole through his brain.

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post retirement jack eating whatever he wants and not worrying about how food has to contribute to getting enough carbs etc he gets to eat whatever he wants and maybe he gains some weight and a few more stretch marks which he loves and bitty loves kissing them and wow just jack being ok with having weight thats not all muscle and being happy bc he is living his best life

Chapter 8: I want us to be soulmates // Shawn Mendes

Chapter 1:https://welldamnshawn.tumblr.com/post/165861136790/chapter-1-youre-going-to-wish-wed-never-been

Chapter 2:https://welldamnshawn.tumblr.com/post/166035402061/chapter-2-why-did-you-come-here-shawn-mendes

Chapter 3:https://welldamnshawn.tumblr.com/post/166104883601/chapter-3-ill-take-my-chances-shawn-mendes

Chapter 4:https://welldamnshawn.tumblr.com/post/166172386006/chapter-4-i-want-you-to-want-me-because-im-me

Chapter 5: https://welldamnshawn.tumblr.com/post/166248497496/chapter-5-were-a-perfect-match-shawn-mendes

Chapter 6: https://welldamnshawn.tumblr.com/post/166317428186/chapter-6-how-could-i-have-done-this-to-my

Chapter 7: https://welldamnshawn.tumblr.com/post/166496245691/chapter-7-i-like-you-as-a-good-girl-shawn

Recap: “You’re much more suited to being a goody-two-shoes.” Shawn teases and I glance at him from under my lashes.

“I’m going to take that as a compliment.”

“You should. I like you as a good girl.”

I think my heart stopped beating.


He pulls up out front and I get out, using the opportunity to stretch my legs and check out the house. It’s a tiny, timber house just on the edge of a forest. The front porch has missing floorboards and as Shawn leads me up the steps I place my feet where his had once been to avoid falling through.

He shoves a key into the lock and the front door swings open to reveal a surprisingly clean hallway. I shut the door behind me, Shawn already disappearing further into the house.

“I guess looks can be deceiving.” I murmur, peeking my head into the room closest to me containing a small couch and books lining the walls.

“You hungry?” He’s right behind me again, stealthy as ever.

“Are you cooking?’

“If you want the house to burn down then yes.”

I laugh, the sound echoing down the hall and I feel Shawn’s eyes on me. Peeking at him, suddenly feeling self-conscious under his scrutinizing gaze, I offer to cook. Nodding, he takes off as if he knows the house better than the back of his hand. He probably does.

“Here’s some pasta and some tomato sauce.” Shawn tells grabbing the ingredients out of the cupboard. Mum and Dad have been doctors since I’ve been born and due to their late hours and Steph spending most of her time with her soulmate, I had to learn to cook for myself.

“How’d you even find this place?” Shawn takes a seat on the stools behind the large island bench made of smooth, cool marble.

“I used to live here; before everything that happened with my Dad and the Libertas.” My mouth drops open but after a second I regain my composure.

“You lived here?”

“Yeah, it’s legally under my name and everything now that I’m 21 but I-“

“Wait you’re 21?” I cut him off, opening the fettuccini box.

“Yeah, is that a problem?” he perks an eyebrow and I scowl.

“It’s all cool over here.”

“Good.”

“Great.” He laughs at my response and I involuntarily smile at the sound. Life like this was so easy. The memory of Shawn and I running away temporarily come racing back.

“Have you ever thought it would just be easier to run away?” I voice my thoughts and he leans his elbows on the countertop.

“Yes. I thought about it. The countdown on my arm definitely made me think about it.” I frown.

“You would have ran away before you met me?”

“I could have tried. The countdown doesn’t raise its numbers though just because I crossed a couple borders. Somehow we still would have met right as they flashed zero.” He rubs his forearm where the timer used to be.

“Would you ever run away with me?” I breathe, knowing I was now becoming completely irrational.

“Running away with my soulmate, hmm? How cliché.”

“It doesn’t have to be cliché.” I chuck the pasta into the pot of boiling water. “It could just be two young adults who like each other enough to run away together from life’s problems and start a new beginning.”

“You assumed that I like you?”

“That’s what you took from that sentence?” I groan.

“Answer the question Y/n.” He grins and I roll my eyes.

“No princess this time?”

“Y/n.”

“Shawn.”

“Y/n.”

“I thought that you liked me because you saved me from the Libertas and you… kissed me back… at the wedding.”

He doesn’t say anything and I focus on cooking the pasta.

“You don’t have to say anything Shawn, you don’t have to tell me how you feel.” I reassure him. Every step we took forward I felt like we took three back.

“How do you feel about me?” He asks me, meeting my eyes in the midday sun.

“I’m not going to lie Shawn, I’ve always liked you. Even when you pushed me away and told me to leave you alone.”

The water simmers and I stir it.

“So from the very first moment you met me, even after the awful things I did to you, you still like me?”

“I didn’t like everything you did,” I mumble, feeling my cheeks heat. “Some of the things you said to me made me want to slap you.” He chuckles. “But I like you a lot now, knowing that those words you told me were just a protective wall.”

“I wouldn’t say a wall-“

“They were a wall. You didn’t want to let me in or care for me.” I smirk knowingly. “You ended up letting me in and I like what I know now. Those other things were just minor flaws.”

“If you call hitting you a flaw.” Shawn grumbles and I rest the spoon on the counter that I was using to stir.

“You did it to protect the both of us from Jeremy finding out that you were my soulmate. We both know that he would hurt us if he found out.”

He nods, eyes downcast.

“I like how you make me feel less uptight- more relaxed and at ease. My whole life has been strict rules and following whatever the government wants us to do. But then I met you and in your own way you showed me that there’s another side to tings even if I don’t necessarily agree with that side.”

“Come here.”

“Why?”

“Just do it.”

“And I said why?” He rolls his eyes.

“Someone gained some confidence.” I don’t answer. Instead I walk around the counter until I’m in front of him. He reaches out to grip my hands. My cheeks heat at his touch and bite my lip to stop any sound coming out of my traitorous mouth.

“You know that I always believed that soulmate’s were bullshit so when you came into my life I was so terrified that it was going to be true and that I would fall in love with you.”

“Are you?”

“Don’t interrupt me.”

“Sorry.”

“You were right in saying I pushed you away but somehow you would always get closer, and then when you kissed me at the wedding all my feelings kind of just made an appearance, almost like it was awakening something in my body that was like ‘hey I really care for this girl’. Then I got scared again knowing what the libertas could do to you since you were my soulmate. So I pushed you away again.”

“Then I stuffed everything up by going straight to them and joining up.”

“Pretty much.” I shove his shoulder and he laughs. I’ve only heard him laugh a handful of times but when I do, it always makes a warm feeling grow in my stomach.

“To answer your question, no I don’t love you. It’s too soon for me to be feeling anything of that degree just yet.” I try and pull out of his grasp but he doesn’t let go.

“Can you let me go?”

“No because there is more.”

“Oh right, your girlfriend that you’re in love with.” I sniff, eyes focused on the wooden floor.

“What?” He genuinely sounds confused.

“You told me you had a girlfriend and that you loved her?” I ask, watching his eyebrows pinch in the middle. Then he smiles sheepishly.

“I may have told you that to push you away. I don’t really have a girlfriend and I’m not in love with someone else.

“You ass.” I huff, slapping his arm and he rubs it, pouting.

“So I may have deserved that but-“

“You can make your own pasta, I’m having it all.” I growl.

“I’m sorry. For everything, I’m so sorry you got stuck with someone like me.” The look in his eyes is so sincere and vulnerable that I feel myself lean into him as if the action would provide some comfort.

“I don’t regret being stuck with you, we’re perfect together. I told you I would prove it to you and I will. One of these days you’ll believe it to.”

He sighs. “You deserve someone better than me. Someone who doesn’t have fifty problems lined up.”

“If there’s one thing that my Dad ever told me about loving someone and having a relationship he told me this. Someone who truly loves you will accept you no matter what.” I chuck my arms over his shoulders and lean in so my nose is nearly brushing his, my chest pressed to his.

“You’re flaws are my flaws and your problems will be my problems. Soulmate’s are a team Shawn and I want to try if you want to try, no matter who’s trying to break us apart.”

His hands are now on my waist, the heat transferring to my own skin.

“I want to try.”

“Really?” I grin, my excitement shining through.

“I want us to be soulmates. I believe that we could be perfect together.”

I’m kissing him again.

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If Keith pilots the black lion in season 3

Just imagine Allura being all “I’m going to be a Paladin now” and everyone’s like “awesome !!” and then she’s like “yes , and I’ll be piloting the blue lion !!” So then of course Lance is gonna be like “wtf? Then what am I supposed to pilot ? Am I no longer a Paladin ? Rip ,y'all are kicking me out” and Allura’s like “don’t be dramatic ,you’ll pilot the red lion ofc?” And then she drops some knowledge about the purpose of the blue lion and gives some more back story about the previous Paladins and of course during all of this Keith is just ?? Freaking out ?? Because Lance ?? His Mortal Enemy , piloting Red ?? But he gains some secret satisfaction remembering how hard it was for him to get red to like him and he’s sure Lance is going to have it even harder. But then the next time they use the lions , Red immediately takes to Lance and they bond instantly. And Keith is like “WTF” but inside he’s super happy about the fact that his two loves are getting along.

First Kiss: Mark

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Anon: I love your first kiss series ❤ I hope marks will be up next!!

Anon: making out (or just kissing) with mark lee? ❤❤❤

Anon: First kiss with Mark pleaaaase

Anon: First kiss with Mark please!!!!!

Hi! I hope this is okay :-) I also hope Mark is getting enough rest! Tell me what ya think <3

(ALSO PUMPED FOR NCT DREAM)

Originally posted by markleetrashh


  • Mark is so sweet and nice
  • Why aren’t more teenage boys like him lol?
  • I think Mark would have his first kiss at a party
  • Wow typical right
  • In general, Mark wouldn’t be the type to approach people he didn’t know especially
  • Especially if they were a potential future partner
  • He’d have a crush on you for a very long time
  • Maybe about 10 months
  • But he never once spoke to you because he was “never given the opportunity”
  • At least that’s how he defined it himself 
  • You were in the same English set as him, and although you never spoke, you knew who he was
  • He was the idol everyone in the school knew about
  • Every girl was secretly in love with him and many guys attempted to befriend him in order to say they were friends with an idol
  • But Mark kept to himself and that’s what you liked about him the most
  • He had the perfect opportunity/life to show off and make life easier for himself 
  • But, he chose not to and for that you admired him
  • You already really liked his boy group anyway
  • Although you didn’t own a fan account like the rest of the school did for him or take photos of him or anything, you wholeheartedly supported him and admired him
  • Little did you know that he also liked you too
  • You were the quiet girl in English who sat at the back of the class and didn’t have many friends
  • Instead you had a few but close and sincere friends 
  • And he liked that - you didn’t need anyone else to make you happy and he admired you for that
  • Graduation was nearing and even though you were excited for your future
  • You knew you’d miss school and the routine and ofc seeing Mark 
  • It was as if you were friends but of course you weren’t, but seeing him in person had become daily and routine for you
  • Some guy in your year decided to throw a party to say farewell to everyone and just to make everyone relax a bit before being forced into adulthood
  • You went willingly, because although you didn’t speak much, that didn’t mean you didn’t like to go out often
  • Mark personally didn’t want to go but his hyungs had forced him to go, telling him to hang around with people his own age for once
  • So both of you went 
  • No one really spoke to you but you still enjoyed yourself and sipped a lot of Coca Cola that night lol
  • And he did too, but everyone spoke to him
  • It was starting to get late and you were starting to get bored so you decided to leave there crowded house and sit outside on the grass
  • Mark saw you leave from a far and decided to go with you
  • For some reason he had gained some confidence and decided it was finally time to speak to you
  • You felt an arm graze against yours as you looked up into the sky quietly
  • Mark sat beside you, smiling shyly at you before looking up too
  • He didn’t say anything and neither did you, for a few minutes
  • Then he introduced himself and started asking questions
  • At first you were a little apprehensive 
  • Mark had no reason to speak to you yet he was making you question what he wanted from you
  • But he seemed genuine enough and concverstion easily flowed
  • A couple hours passed and by then yo where starting to get tired
  • “You okay Y/N? Need something?” Mark touched your shoulder softly, concerned for you
  • “No no! I’m okay thanks. Just tired” you replied gratefully blushing at his touch
  • His eyebrows furrowed and he said “maybe it’s time for you to go home?”
  • You agreed, internally cursing yourself for yawning and making it sound like you were disinterested in him
  • He smiled at you, his eyes full of fondness for you
  • Even though you couldn’t tell or hear, his heart was beating like crazy
  • And his hands were damp with sweat
  • Neither of you said anything, just staring softly at one another
  • Then out of nowhere Mark kissed you
  • He reached down slightly, to press his lips against yours
  • Moving them a bit, he put his hand at the back of your neck
  • And smiled into the kiss when you moved your lips against his too
  • Your hand resting gently on his chest
  • It short but enough to make you turn beet red afterwards
  • Thankfully the darkness disguised it
  • He muttered a small apology
  • Quickly grabbing your phone that laid on your lap and adding his number, he stood up again
  • He was a little shy and shocked at his confidence and action and didn’t knew jay to do
  • “I will see you tomorrow then? Yes? Okay bye, sleep well!”
  • He basically ran off back into the house and immediately called for an older member to pick him up
  • Smiling at his awkwardness you looked down at your screen to see his number typed into your phone
  • Even though your first kiss was rushed, awkward and unexpected,
  • The first date that followed it made up for it
  • (SORRY THIS WAS SUPER RUSHED AND CRAP IK)

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Pride

In honor of LGBTQA+ Pride Month, I’ve written what was supposed to be a short snippet that quickly turned into a monster.

Quick shout out to my boo thang @catastrophicfawn. Here’s the H2OVanoss I promised you, even though its not the one I sent you initially. Lmao

And To my wonderful and amazing girlfriend, @heidipoo-xox, who reads everything I write to make sure it’s not garbage. I love you babe. Happy Pride. <3

Last note, there is a part where there is homophobic language that may be triggering to some. It’s quick and its short, but it helps with the message and I just want y’all to be aware.

That’s it! Love you guys and I hope ye enjoy! <3


In small towns, the likelihood of a person coming out as a member of the LGBTQ community was rare. More often than not, these individuals will remain deep in their own personal closets, afraid of the persecution that comes along with being themselves, until they can move away and pursue the life they’ve always wanted. There were other times however, where they would express themselves, come out with the thought that they could never live in a world where they were in a lie. These ones decided to deal with the dirty looks, the mean words, and the nasty rumors that circled about their own personal lives. It was hard, and trying on their mental and emotional states, but sometimes, they were able to find the support they craved.

For Jonathan Smith, it was all a reality.

He was thirteen when we understood that he wasn’t attracted to women.

At his best friend’s birthday party, he found himself ironically locked in a closet with a female classmate. When she leaned in to kiss him, as the game insisted, he hesitated. In the end, he did kiss the girl, but it left him asking questions about himself. He should have been happy, elated even, to have the opportunity to kiss one of the most popular girls in school. Instead, he found himself wondering what it would be like to kiss his best friend. It didn’t help when the intense feeling of jealousy bubbled up from his gut when Evan went into the closet with who would turn out to be his girlfriend for the next four years.

It took a year of soul searching, of crippling depression, of always thinking that there was something wrong with him. It wasn’t until his older brother, Luke, took him to a Pride parade in Washington DC and confided in him that he himself was bisexual, that Jonathan finally had what he was looking for.

He was gay, and he was proud.

Evan was the first person he told, and cried heavily when his best friend said that it didn’t change anything, and that he’d always love him.

So he started living a little more freely; within a month, the entire high school knew. And while he had earned some support, he had also gained some enemies.

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