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I know “you are valid” has basically become a tumblr meme, but I still promote it. Heck, I’m the “you are valid” queen. I will stand outside your window holding a poster board covered in glitter that reads “YOU ARE VALID!” while screaming loving affirmations through a megaphone. I still believe in the importance of expressing when other people are important to me, I want others to feel loved no matter what it takes. You deserve to be here, you deserve to be affirmed. So I don’t care if I’m a meme, because I just care too much about you.

I’m bad at articulating feelings so I’ll just keep this short, but:

I love all of you. even if we haven’t ever talked, even if you’ve just gotten here, I love you. you’re beautiful and amazing and bright, and you matter, and I love you.

Quick Rant

Spoiler for the latest video. Don’t continue reading if you care about that kind of thing.

Seriously. Spoiler.

Holy FRICK the other sides don’t know Anxiety’s name either? What? What? What?

I suffer from second hand embarrassment so bad and this video was full of it.

The name tease here was better than the car horn in the Q&A video. Fight me.

I’m sick and I laughed so hard at the Talin bit at the very end it sent me into a coughing fit.

I need to take a rest before I rewatch that. It was too much. Too much, I tell you!

Anxiety is finally acting like he’s part of the group. It’s cool.

Too many fourth wall breaks. I live for fourth wall breaks.

When morality hit his head on the camera. Oh my gods.

“You think you do? It totally makes your butt look big,”
“I know, thanks for noticing,”

Again, the Talin thing at the end. I’m dead. Beyond dead. I’ve projected into the next dimension.

timeisweird  asked:

8, connverse?

“Because I care about you!”

He didn’t go to see her at first. Not after what Pearl said of how she had handled his leaving. He wasn’t even sure she would want to see him.

It would make sense if she didn’t. After all, what he had done had gone against everything he had promised her. That they would work together. That they would be there for each other.

So he avoided her, once again.

He knew he shouldn’t have done it.

It made it all the more shocking when he saw her on the beach one day, a week after his return, underneath the cliff where they had first met. His heart caught in his chest as he saw her sitting, hunched over while staring at something in her hands. He wanted to turn around, to run back to the Temple and hide forever.

But would that be fair to his best friend?

To the one he …

He heard her whimper something and then he saw what she held.

A dead, pink glow bracelet.

She rose up and walked to the water, clutching the bracelet close. Steven was frozen in place. He tried to will himself to go over to her.

But fear kept him still.

“I … I need to let you go,” Connie finally said. “I haven’t slept. I haven’t gone to school … I keep hoping … But you’re gone. You’re really gone. I … I promise that I’ll still help protect the Earth … for you …”

His heart broke.

He needed to go to her.

“Connie?” Steven asked.

Connie froze, dropping the glow bracelet into the surf.

“N-no …” She whispered, turning around. “I … You can’t be …”

Steven held his breath and braced himself. She would have every right to be angry with him. She would have every right to hate him for not telling her.

For leaving in the first place.

He closed his eyes, preparing for her well deserved tirade.

Instead, he felt her thin arms wrap tightly around him. Her tears wet his cheek as she wept into his shoulder.

“Steven … I was so worried …” She sobbed. “I … I didn’t think I was ever going to see you again.”

“I …” Steven stammered.

“I kept hoping but when my bracelet stopped glowing I … It’s silly … I thought you were gone forever …” Connie wept. “I was certain … but you’re here. You’re actually here.”

“Connie … I’m …” Steven started, pulling away from her. He saw the confused look of worry on her face. “I’m … I’m so sorry. I knew how upset you would be because I turned myself in and I hadn’t listened to any of you or included you and I was so scared I … I’ve been here for week and I didn’t tell you,” Steven sobbed. “I understand if you can’t forgive me … It’s unforgivable and-”

Steven was cut off with a kiss. He flinched in surprise at first before relaxing for a moment. Connie pulled away and held her hands to either side of Steven’s face.

“Steven … I was upset yes but I realized that you were scared too … And they would have just kept fighting … And … I’m just so happy you’re back,” Connie cried.

“But I didn’t tell you! I was going to hide again, like when I …” The word hung in the air. Steven knew how much he had hurt Connie when he had avoided her before.

And he had done it again.

“I thought you would hate me because I didn’t tell you …”Steven finally whimpered.

“Of course I wouldn’t hate you! Why would you think that?” Connie asked, slightly hurt.

“Because I was too much of a coward to come to you when I arrived! Because I was so stubborn! Because I hurt you! Because I didn’t tell you that I …” He trailed off, tears stinging his cheeks. “Why wouldn’t you hate me?”

“Because I care about you!” Connie cried. “Sure, I was upset! I was so mad! But I still cared! I still wanted you to come back! I still held out hope! And sure, I’m mad that you didn’t come to let me know but … It’s ok … because you’re here now.”

Connie pulled Steven into a tight hug once again. Steven felt the dam burst as he wept into Connie’s shoulder. Connie gently rubbed circles into his back, soothing him.

“Th-thank you,” Steven whispered. “I thought …”

“I know …”

I meant what I said … on the ship …”

A tighter hug.

“I know …

A-Z NSFW: Chen

Originally posted by sooranghaes

Disclaimer: I couldn’t find the original poster this came from, but I got this from philanddanxreader, I didn’t come up with this.

why was this so hard to write

A = Aftercare 
This entire post is going to go in the complete opposite direction of this lmao but of course he’s going to take care of you well afterwards. Lesson learned kids, if anyone you’re with brushes off aftercare, kick their ass to the curb, cuz they don’t care about you. Chen’s a shower and relax together, wash each other gently kind of aftercare guy. Plus he wants to cuddle afterwards and no one wants sticky, smelly, gross cuddles.

B = Body part (Their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s) 
I’m not gonna even try and pretend I don’t think Chen is the most perverted of the bunch lmao he always has his hands on your chest. Just…fun to touch tbh. Chen’s abs are coming in pretty nicely, I sure he’s pretty proud of them, his muscles in general are his favorite thing about himself although we all knows its his forehead

C = Cum 
Nana: oh he’s a nasty little shit. He’s that fucker than jizzes in your goddamn hair and you have to wash it as quick as you can before it dries and it looks like your entire scalp is just shedding…

D = Dirty Secret (a dirty secret of theirs) 
Chen really wants to bring it up, because sex is pretty open between you two and all, so he’s not really ashamed, just doesn’t know how to throw it out there, especially since he’s normally the pretty dom one in the bedroom. He likes the idea of being blindfolded and handing the reigns over to you so he has no idea what you’re up to or will do next. But he will tell you…soon…maybe….

E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)
Man I don’t trust his hoe ass….I feel like he’s done stuff already but idk, either way, he knows too fucking much and it makes me nervous. He’s a grown man, I doubt he’s never heard of porn, and the fucking dick popping EXO does, he knows what he’s up to.

F = Favorite position
While he’s kinky, he’s a pretty simple man, plain missionary with your legs tossed over his shoulders is a good go-to for him. Easy position for him to have fun, and you’re kind of tramped a bit, seeing as you’re literally folded in half under his body. You’ll probably need to stretch before hand….I tried putting my leg behind my head the other day cuz I could when I was a kid and I was sure I was going to have to amputate my leg…

G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)
Chen’s kind of a clown, but I think he gets pretty serious and into his ‘character’ in the bedroom. He’s not the soft and floofy Jongdae he usually is, he’s full blown Chen behind closed doors.

H = Hair (How well groomed are they)
His pits are wild smh I weirdly don’t think he trims or anything down there, I don’t know why, but he just gives me the vibes that he just lets it run free and have a life of its own….

I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect…)
Chen’s another member that makes up for his lack of romance in the bedroom in your non-sexual relationship. Of course there’s times he tones it back and really shows you his love; makes love to you rather than fucking. But on the norm, he’s a pretty wild man in the sack.

J = Jack Off (Masturbation)
Pfff who are we playing, Chen jerks off like mad. But lord knows he can’t make a mess in the dorm room with Xiu being his roomie or the older would literally kill him. He takes shelter in the bathroom and handles business like anyone else.

K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)
His secret is he wants to be blindfolded, mainly because you look and react so well when he blindfolds you. He loves seeing your body relaxed and tense all at the same time, never knowing where he is or what he’ll do next; never knowing what he’ll touch next. Watching your skin prickle and your body flinch and you squirm when he brushes a feather against your skin is just art to him.

L = Location (Favorite places to do the do)
[See Risk] Bedroom/Bathroom are really the only two options in his mind, but being that he’s very adventurous with positions, the bathroom isn’t really safe so the bed is pretty much where most of the magic happens.

M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)
Chen’s usually pretty blunt with his advances, there’s no sly looks or catching on that you touching his arms means you want to fuck, he just straight out says, “I want to fuck”, and life goes on. But he likes how subtle you try to be, especially when the boys are around, your light touch on his thigh until he turns his attention to you and he can see your eyes clouded with lust. The idea of what will happen later in his mind while you wear that innocent face, it really gets his boner party going.

N = NO (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
[Plays into Risk] Chen’s a kink freak and we all know this, but he doesn’t like anyone else but you knowing it, so he’s not here for leaving the safety and privacy of the locked bedroom. Under no circumstances will he leave the bathroom or bedroom, don’t even try.

O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)

Do I….do I have to say anything else?

P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)
I feel like Chen’s a…humper if that makes sense, he’s pretty fast and hard, but he’s not full blown thrusting into you, more like quick pumps because he likes having your body close to his and doesn’t really want to pull away and lose that contact, even for a second.

Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)
While he’s a horny pup, he’s ready and willing to go, unless you want a quickie I don’t see him doing them much. He likes to please you and stretch out the foreplay and tease you for as long as humanly possible. It’s arguably his favorite part of sex, having you all hot and squirming for him, so if that’s cut out of the equation for a quickie, he’s not that thrilled. Quickies do happen frequently though, back stage at concerts or before he has to leave for his schedule, but he’s not too impressed with them. 

R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)
I feel like he’s a guy that lives by the kamasutra book, he wants to try a lot of stuff, almost anything just once to see what the point is. He’s not very risky with places, like he doesn’t like leaving the bedroom, but doing things with you, he’s all ears….or dick…whatever you wanna say.

S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…)
Nana says he’s fuck happy. So basically she says that he’s a quick fuck, dick in a hole only lasts a few minutes, 10 minutes tops, but he’s up and ready for another round so quick you don’t know what’s going on. So Chen’s stamina is pretty high…almost unusually high….

T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)
I don’t trust him….he gives me the vibe of he’s so nasty that you don’t need toys, but he’s such a little shit that I feel like he collects the shit like pokemon? He’s definitely has handcuffs, vibrators, specific silk ties he likes the cool feel on, a few feathers…..

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
He’s….a little fucking shit…..I can see him teasing you to the point you’re literally crying. Like he ain’t stopping unless you use the safe word to tell him to fuck you or fuck off.

V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)
Umm high note master Kim Jongdae? It sounds like a fucking opera in that bedroom tf ?? Chen’s a very loud moaner…The whole damn town, let alone the members will hear you and him, I’d invest into some ear plugs if I was you….

W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)
Chen’s a pretty kinky fucker in my mind…and we all know for a fact he’s going to want to try some weird ass position. The first time a legit cramp set in from the stretch, he went into a full state of panic, you had to literally pry the phone from his hands to stop him from calling an ambulance. For someone that dances and works out, he really didn’t grasp the concept of mid-sex cramps. God help him.

X = X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants, picture or words)
Lmao I hate my grandma…..okay here we fckin go. I asked my 60 year old Nana and she said “he’s like the package of hot dogs you get on sale because one’s kinda fucked up. He’s the fucked up one.” aka in her mind, means that he’s slightly below average in length, and more narrow/slender than typical, but he’s just a horn dog that he’ll “hump you into next week” bye

Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)
Nana says, and I quote, Chen is a “horny dog that needs his nutters snipped so he calms the fck down”. And Nana’s word is law. Chen’s sex drive is out of this world, he needs to see a doctor and get some pills to mellow his ass out tbh.

Z = ZZZ (… how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
I think Chen is kind of a lazy guy, after sex he’s pretty fckin beat, and ready to just shower and hit the hay. So he falls asleep pretty fast, but tbh he’s just eager to wake up and jump your bones again.

Everyone: you have too many emotions you bring us down!!!! You’re a horrible selfish person!!!
Me: *goes on antidepressants*
Everyone: why don’t you care about us or anything anymore!!!! You’re an emotionless robot!!! You’re a horrible selfish person!!!
Me: 

A Message to the Supergirl Fandom and just about ship wars in general

First off, Ship whoever you want. I don’t care. Say whatever you want about whatever characters you want if it makes you feel validated.

But please please remember that when you send hate messages to people and spam their tags and essentially force them to see how much your pretentious ass hates their favorite character, you’re putting a real human being beneath a fictional effing character, played by an actor, made up by a whole bunch of writers who don’t care about you at all. Lena Luthor, Mon-El, Kara Danvers, insert character name here… They aren’t real. They. Are. Fake. The person you just told to kill themselves because they prefer X over Y? They’re real. And you’re putting it in their tags and their inboxes. You clearly put it there to either get a reaction or to make them feel like crap, so don’t deny it, and don’t say (as some anti-karamels that I’ve seen have been) ‘it’s because they’re homophobes/racists/ so intolerant of XYZ!’

When you try to make someone feel like crap for having opinions opposing to yours, you’re the intolerant one.

They have an opinion. So do you. The end.

Friends and Tumblr Family! Please, lend a Smol Panda your Big Hearts!

I would like to make a request, a very important one!

Many of you know @wolfoftonight Right? An awesome artist with a huge roster of OC’s and an even bigger heart?

Well, Wolf is a dear friend of mine, and I have a request for you if you do not mind…Let’s Give them an awesome gift to come back to!

Currently, Wolf is on a small break, for reasons unknown, maybe it is serious, maybe it is not too bad… But whatever it is, Wolf stated that their inspiration might be affected by this…

Please hear me out: I know what it is like to lose your inspiration, I know what it is like to lose something you care about, I know what it is like to lose SomeOne you truly care about… And whatever is happening, I want the best for my dear friend.

So! I have an Idea!   vvv Look Below vvv

Let’s inspire Wolf! 

My request is this: If you are an artist, show Wolf some love, They have many, many awesome characters, I suggest SUBMIT a piece of fanart, or even, like above, some cosplay!!! 

Wolf has: A soulkey necklace, dark wings, and is mostly Cyan, for ideas.

Maybe along with a short message: “You inspire us, so let us inspire you!”

If not art, maybe a message from the heart, Just to remind wolf that they really do inspire us, as friends, and Tumblr Family. Art Family.

PLEASE: If you are not comfortable doing these things, or don’t know what to do, ~~~Please REBLOG~~~ Or maybe even, draw and reblog! We don’t always see what’s going on, we don’t know if things will be okay… but that shouldn’t stop us from caring about those who are special to us ^w^

Thank you!!!

(p.s. It doesn’t have to be great, or amazing, it could even be a sketch, I know that they will love whatever you make!)

Can we just take a second to appreciate that one friend who calls you just to talk and tell you she’s going to call again another time to check in on you? That one who knows that “let me know how I can help” isn’t enough because you aren’t sure what or how to ask so she just does it? The one who invents stupid reasons she “needs your help” so you’ll pick up the phone and she gets you talking about other things? And, god, you even laugh for a minute?

Cheers to that friend. Cheers to that friend that, as a hopeless introvert, you sometimes get a little snippy with when she’s too loud but she cares enough about you to understand. You’re a gem and I love you and I’m sorry it’s hard to be my friend sometimes, and thank you for doing it anyway.

man though i really hate this idea tumblr has that if someone isn’t talking to you at every waking moment they aren’t your friend or they hate you or they aren’t putting enough communication into the friendship or w/e. like fam do u know how often my closest irl friends and i speak on a weekly basis??? maybe once or twice, and we see each other even less. know why?? cuz we’re fucking adults with jobs and school and homework and social and family obligations. my closest friends on this site and i certainly don’t always speak every day. and guess what!! that’s okay!! you don’t gotta be up someone’s ass 24/7 for them to be your friend!! just cuz i’m not talking to you every second of the day doesn’t mean i don’t care about you or don’t consider you a friend. it means i’m otherwise occupied, or i’m tired, or maybe i just don’t feel like talking at that very moment. give people some space, fam.

(What’s in pencil is black. I didn’t want to risk messing it up. Sorry it had to be traditional.)

Name: Shula Kentnur (Shula means fire/peace) (Kent means Born of fire, Nur means fire)

Gender: Female

Fire colour: Purple (inside) and Blue (outside)

Personality: Very sweet and caring. Sort of a hothead (pun intended~) with mischievous customs and will most likely burn them if they start causing trouble but most times, she a sweetheart to everyone, even to those that caused her trouble in the past. (So don’t start trashing the place or hurting people she cares about and you wouldn’t get burn!)

You can use and change her to your liking! Have Fun and Good Luck! ^^

multicolouredfairylights  asked:

i'm kinda scared my ex is gonna move on and leave me forever like... i don't now, it's so stupid, but i still want to be her friend yet she never replies to me and i feel like no girl is ever gonna want me again?? it's just really hard, i think i'm going to relapse into my stupid depression again but i'm trying really hard to be happy and i just... i'm so sorry to annoy you, gopher. i just feel like i'm worthless right now. sorry

Sweetpea you are far from worthless. Your ex might be moving for reasons beyond her control and that’s entirely not your fault at all. She might just be moving because her family is and I know it’s tough but it sounds like she’s just isolating herself further and further.. I don’t know what it is she’s going through but it isn’t fair to you that she’s just leaving you hanging like this.. You care about her so much and I’m sorry she has other things going on rn. I love you and things will get better. Girls will love you again silly, tons of girls love you as we speak. Heck, if I wasn’t a boy, I’d probably love the shit outta you as a girl too ahahha. I mean I still love the shit outta you but you know.. I know you’re into girls so ye. Anyways, you know my inbox is ALWAYS open for you honey, please don’t feel bad! xo