“I felt attracted to other boys when I was four years old, but by the time I hit puberty, it felt like a tractor beam was pulling me toward another person. I didn’t know any other gay people. There was no Internet back then. I had no information about life beyond my neighborhood, church, family, and friends. So I thought I was sick. I considered suicide when I was thirteen. I had the pills measured out and everything. But I picked up a psychology textbook from the library, and it said that all teenage boys go through a phase of sexual exploration. So I thought: ‘It’s just a phase. I can handle a phase.’ I thought as soon as I had a heterosexual encounter, it would all go away. It was a lie, of course. But it got me through my teenage years. And by the time I realized it wasn’t a phase, I’d developed so many other parts of my identity. I’d become good at swimming, running, and playing the cello. I was making good grades. I was even smoking pot. So by the time I finally accepted being gay, my identity was based upon a lot more than my sexuality.”

For anyone telling me to “chill”.. The impact bullies have over the internet can lead people to suicide. I can handle the bullshit. But do NOT fuck with my baby sister. I’m all for peace and spreading love UNTIL you go after a 12 YEAR OLD who did NOTHING to you.. So disappointed that after all the conversation about cyber bullying in this world that people would continue to do this to others. @Maddielovesyou1 you are BEAUTIFUL and the most precious little angel in my life and I will always protect you. I LOVE YOU.
—  @ddlovato

Now that summer con season is revving up again, I wanted to make a post and a PSA about something that happened a few months back at Katsu:

My dear friend Em/bedsafely came with us to the midnight SMT/Persona gathering dressed as Noriko Kashiwagi, pictured above to the right.  We were standing off to the side while some other photos were being taken, when a Ryoji cosplayer, who I think was running the gathering, sauntered up to us. (I will not post his photo or handle because the internet dogpile mentality gets terrifyingly out of hand, and this specific instance is not the point of this post.)  He gestured to Em, and said, “I’d like to take a photo with you.”  No big deal, nothing out of the ordinary, but the way he said it caught the attention of the rest of us, and we all turned to him. 

“I’m going to wrap my scarf around our shoulders, and I want you to lean in with me like we’re whispering something to each other.”  The tone he used was extremely flirtatious, and it was clear he was attempting to be in-character for Ryoji, who is a ladies man.  But Em didn’t know him, this was his conversation starter, and so she laughed nervously, clearly uncomfortable with the whole idea. He then started trying to get Em to come with him, and wouldn’t drop the act.

“You are something,” he continued. Em replied with a sarcastic, “Haha, so are you” or something like that, and that’s when the last line was crossed.

“Well,” he said, “if there’s one thing they say about me, it’s that I have a nice cock.”

I heard the sound of car brakes screeching in my head.

Pulse was a little faster to recover from her shock.  "Wow,“ she said, sarcasm dripping from her tone. I reached out a second later, grasping Em’s arm and pulling her toward me, turning my back to him so he was closed out of our circle, telling him, "She won’t be taking that photo with you." 

He tried to protest for a few seconds, arguing that he was "just being facetious”, but we ignored him and began to talk loudly among ourselves about how gross that was, and that we “couldn’t believe some people”.  We moved away from the gathering after that to take our own photos, because there was no way we were sticking around when the whole thing was being run by this dude. 

So, the point of this post is this:

  • DO NOT SAY THINGS LIKE THIS TO PEOPLE YOU DON’T KNOW.  I feel like this shouldn’t need to be said, but I don’t understand how in the world he thought this was an acceptable comment to make to a stranger.  I don’t care if you’re joking, this is not okay.
  • “BUT I’M JUST BEING IN-CHARACTER!” IS NOT AN EXCUSE FOR SEXUAL (OR ANY OTHER KIND) OF HARASSMENT. I understand media is rife with characters who do shitty things, that does not make it okay for you to do said shitty thing just because you’re dressed as them. Find a way to do it without making other people uncomfortable.  A little bit of joking around is fine, but especially with strangers, it’s usually a good idea to introduce yourself out-of-character first. Not everyone’s going to appreciate your LARPing, even if they’re dressed from the same series as you.  Similarly: someone being dressed as a certain character does not give you the excuse to treat them in the same shitty ways their media treats them. Full stop.
  • LADIES: YOU ARE NOT EXEMPT FROM THIS JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE A LADY.  While an overwhelmingly large percentage of grossness came from dudes, Em also got several awful comments from women at this con, including a girl who ran up to her, pointed at her chest, and just said “BOOOOOOOBS” over and over, nothing else.  If you would not appreciate this comment from a dude, do not say it to someone else. It’s still sexual harassment coming from you!
  • Honestly, just use your head. Look, I understand it’s really easy to get swept up in the convention atmosphere. When you’re surrounded by thousands of people who are similar to you, it doesn’t take much to forget you’re still among strangers. But bearing that in mind, it’s also not difficult to just keep things classier than this. 

I’d like to repeat: this story is here as an example of some shitty behavior.  I nor Em have any interest in this guy’s head on a pike, so we’re asking that there not be any pitchfork internet mobs sent after him in the interest of defending her honor.

Thanks for listening.


Hi guys! So, I hit 3.000 followers in May, but I didn’t get the chance to make a follow forever because of school. But now, school’s out!! I want to thank each and every one of you for following me, and accepting weirdness. My blog basically consists of the things that I am not able to talk to other people about, and it really makes me happy that you guys like it too. Tumblr’s like a second home to me! If you guys also have summer break, I hope you have lots of fun, whether that’s partying all day everyday, or browing the Internet like me :) I love you all <3

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Thanks again guys!! 

Boring men keep messaging me
on the internet. Dating websites
are a bit of a joke.
No one can handle
the punchline. They want
my body, but you want me body,
mind and soul.

We still love each other
with our messy personas-
our emotional states
of too much and
not enough.

We were close immediately
as though we had taken hold
of each other in previous lifetimes
like this has all already happened
and will continue to happen

I tell you I will probably
spend my birthday alone.
Wandering some city nearby.

You tell me to get
a plane ticket, so I can
be happy. With you.
If even for a little while.

—  “Let Me Be In San Francisco” by Radha Kistler {}
Thank you!

Hi all, not a lot to report but I did want to say THANKS for coming out to the bookstore tour events and TCAF. It was great meeting and/or catching up with you guys! It’s nice to meet the mysterious “readers” we’re always talking about. And to put an IRL face to an Twitter handle!

SuperMutant Magic Academy is #10 on the NYT Bestsellers List this week! This is cool! My mom is impressed!

What’s next? CAKE (Chicago), ELCAF (London, England), ALA (SF), San Diego Comic-Con, and Autoptic. I post all the specifics on my website. And, like, all my other places online. I dunno. You know how to use the internet.

Photo by IG user leographs.

For those of you wondering why I closed my ask box and when I’ll open it again

Since I closed my ask box a little over a year ago I’ve been getting a lot of questions about when I’ll open it again. I just figured It would be easier to write it here instead of answering everyone individually.

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