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Some more of the rarer dialogue I’ve heard, ft. Tracer and Mercy. 

Tracer: “Alright, Lena. You can do this.”

Reinhardt: “We all have faith in you, Tracer!”

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Mercy: “We have to believe there’s still something to be saved.”

Tracer: “You’re right, Dr Ziegler. I know there’s still hope for the future, but it’s up to us.”

ALL RIGHT WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT THE HEARTBREAKING "SOMETHINGS MISSING"

REANT INBOUND.
ALRIGHT YALL. I DONT KNOW ABOUT YALL, BUT MY FAVORITE FUCKING SONG IN COME FROM AWAY BESIDES STOP THE WORLD IS “SOMETHINGS MISSING”. NOW A FUCK TON OF YOU ARE GOING LIKE “HAYLEY WHAT THE FUCKITY FUCK??????” AND LET ME EXPLAIN WHY. IT IS THE MOST PERFECT SONG TO DESCRIBE EVERYONE. LETS LOOK AT THE LYRICS. “Something’s gone Out the airplane window, I can see Manhattan And there’s still smoke And suddenly I’m afraid all over again And there are others afraid too.” THIS IS ALMOST THE EXACT SAME STRUCTURE FOR THE ENTIRE SONG. SOMETHINGS _____________. THEN AN EXPLANATION. THEY LOST THEIR SENSE OF SECURITY IN THE ATTACKS. NEXT EXAMPLE. “Something’s changed My flat is the same as I left it But emptier Quieter I start to unpack And I find the camera.” LIKE I SAID. SAME FUCKING STRUCTURE BUT DIFFERENT WORD. NOW THE MUSIC. AT FIRST IT STARTS OFF ALL RAINDROPPY (it’s now a word) AND THEN IT GOES INTO WHAT I LIKE TO CALL REALIZATION MODE. MINOR KEY. SLOWER AND THE MUSIC KINDA FADES INTO THE BACK GROUND AS THEY REALIZE WHAT HAPPENED AND TRY TO DEAL^tm. IT THEN COMES BACK FULL FORCE AS PEOPLE ARE STARTING TO BREAK DOWN. THE STAGING IN THIS IS FUCKING PERFECT. ITS BASICALLY EVERYONE MOVES ON THE SOMETHINGS ___________ AND THEN FREEZE. BUT THE BEST PART IS THAT THE TURNTABLE IS GOING FROM THE FIRST SOMETHINGS ______ TO “YOU HAVE REACHED GANDER ACADEMY” AND HOLY FUCK OKAY ITS HELLA HEARTBREAKING. AND IF YOU SEE IT LIVE/ SEE THE BOOTLEG EVERYONES FACE IS SO HEARTBROKEN AND HURT AND WORRIED. THEN WHEN YOU REACH “YOU ARE HERE AT THE END OF A MOMENT” ITS LIGHTS ON JUST BEULAH AND HANNAH AND EVERYONE IS STILL, BUT THEY START MOVING ON THE NEXT SOMETHINGS BLANK. LISTEN CLOSE BECAUSE YOU GET A HELLA COOL THING BECAUSE NICK SAYS “ACROSS THE ATLANTIC” AND ITS SO HEARTBREAKING AND HES JUST ASTONISHED?? AND EVERYONE IS JUST REALLY FUCKING HEARTBROKEN. AND THEN THE HARMONIES REALLY HIT IT TF HOME. IM CRYING NOW BUT IT NEEDED TO BE SAID.

(Spoilers for GotG 2)

The thing that makes me so upset and sad about Peter going to Yondu’s room to grieve and listen to his new music, above all, is the fact that it hints that this is not the first time Peter seeks comfort in there.

Let me explain here:

It’s very common that someone who is grieving over a loved one actually seeks out places that both help remembering the lost loved one and who offer comfort because there are memories tied to that place. Memories of better times, mostly such that were shared with that person who was lost.

So Peter going to Yondu’s room could hint that Peter, for one, is looking for a place that is so much Yondu’s that he can remember his daddy well enough, and two, it’s a place where he has good memories of Yondu.

The point I’m trying to make here is that despite the bad things between them, this actually hints that Peter was in Yondu’s room before, and he somehow remembers happy, warm, comforting things from those times. Either because, in that safe and private place, Yondu could be softer and more himself with Peter, or because Yondu at one point actually tried to comfort Peter in that room – perhaps when he was still a child and had nightmares? Perhaps something else? We just don’t know.

But either way, Peter actually associates Yondu’s personal room with a safe and comforting place, and that actually tells a whole lot about the good parts of their relationship.

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I miss Sana Bakkoush. I miss Yousef Acar. 

My heart aches knowing that this show is ending and there will only be short clips of them in this last episode. :( I am so emo about SKAM ending. I legit started crying whenever I would see something that reminds me of YOUSANA. 

I am still hoping that there’ll be more of them in the Eid - clip. I can’t give up on YOUSANA now. I still feel it coming. :( 

My pure babies, oh how much I love you. 

Long rant alert

It’s currently 5 am. I’m lying on my own bed after a night of partying. I wouldn’t call it partying tho. Don’t get me wrong I had fun, but it was more like a saying goodbye to my past life than a regular party. My past friends are spreading all over the country and the world and I have to stay at my hometown. I haven’t thought about this yet but missing these people hurt more than my past breakup and that one almost caused me to cut my veins. These people actually cared about me there. They were worried when I had a breakdown and broke out crying. They listened to me when I thought noone was listening. We even had some fun together tonight. Only one of them is following me though. If you’re reading this I wanna thank you for all the memories you guys gave me. You kept me alive when I wanted to kill myself the most. Like last night. If you guys didn’t invite me I would’ve spent another night alone in my room thinking nobody would care about me. I’m actually crying while writing these lines holy shit. I spent 10 minutes writing this letter to you and I’d spend even more just for you to know that I’m gonna miss all of you. Even the ones I just got to know. I know I’m not the most important friend of yours. It’s pretty clear to me that you don’t want to care about me as much as I want you to care. But I still appreciate what you did to me and I’ll always gonna love you for getting me through high school and probably my most depressive episode of my life so far. But life goes on and everyone’s changing. I suppose I just can’t get over it because I’m an emotional piece of shit. You’re gonna go to college, get a job, get married while I’m probably still suffering with depression. It’s okay tho, I’m not blaming you, it’s your life, have fun with it. But you still should now that you made someone’s life at least a couple of years longer than it should’ve been.