Summary - Kim Taehyung, an idol and your bestfriend. What will happen when loneliness and jealousy comes in the way and maybe little more than that?
Request- Hi! Love your blog! Could you please do a Taehyung scenario where you were his friend from before he was an idol and have always had feelings for him and now that he’s getting more and more famous you’re getting sad and a little jealous? With a happy ending? Thank you so much, I hope this all make sense!
I really enjoyed writing this. I hope you will like it too and I’m so sorry if this wasn’t what you were expecting and I’m sorry that it’s short but thank you so much for requesting it! :) <3
You and Taehyung have been friends for a while now. You know everything about each other. But ever since he became an idol and started living his dream, you seemed to be drifting further and further away from him. The worst part is that he is oblivious to your feelings and to everything that is going on between you two. Something is missing.
Before Taehyung became an idol, you were always together doing stuff. You watched movies togehter, playing games, studied and even had sleepovers. Basically, you were inseparably. To others, you looked and acted like a couple even tho you denied it many times. Taehyung dosen’t react to the comments and the same goes with you but in your heart, you do react… you do care and honestly… you want it to be true, that you and Taehyung are together. You always try to neglect those feelings, whatever “those” feelings are. Why? Because you’re afraid. Taehyung is the only good in your life and you don’t want to lose him because of your feelings. He’s way too important.
Now, Taehyung is an idol and because of that, it can go week’s before you see him again. It’s weird. Taehyung used to be happy and he always joked around alot with you. It’s still that same but the different thing now is that he is not happy with you. He has six other boys now that takes good care of him and that he’s playing around with. Your happy for him but it’s not you he’s happy with. That’s what it feels like and it hurts alot to feel this sort of jealousy whitin you just beacuse his happiness isn’t with you. You talk less and you never get to see him, if you do, it’s always you that contacts first.
You were lying on your couch in your livingroom and scrolling through your SNS when you see some overly nice comments on Taehyung’s pictures from their tour that he have been uploading on Twitter and Instagram.
“OPPA! Your so cool and sexy!!!”
“I love you so much Taehyung<3″
“Taehyung, why are you destroying me like that :(”
You know it’s just his fans and of course you shoudn’t be jealous of it. You have no reason or right to be but his your friend, bestfriend. You can’t help to be affected by that. You just want to protect him and be the only one he laying his focus and attension on. If you were acted like a couple before you were definitely acting like akward friends now. You can’t help to feel sad about this whole situation. You know that Taehyung came home from their tour yesterday so you decied to send him a text. You don’t want to feel jealousy anymore. You and Taehyung are friends and you love him (maybe a little more than he do) but you can’t give your jealousy and loneliness the power because then your insecurities will only be shown and you may lose him.
“I belive in myself” you say while typing your message
[you]:Hi, are u busy?
[Tae tae]:No, is something wrong?
[you]:Not really, it’s just that I haven’t heard from you.
[Tae tae]:Oh, I’m sorry. The flight was late and I was so tired.
[you]:Okay. But can we meet? Like today?
[you]:I miss u Tae
[Tae tae]:Yeah, we can meet.
[Tae tae]:I miss u too y/n, you know that I do.
[you]:Good, you can come here if you want?
[Tae tae]:Alright. See u soon then.
You feel a little nervous. Last time you saw Taehyung was nearly five week’s ago. You haven’t even heard his voice.But this needs to be done. He needs to know your feelings. You can’t just stop and accept that your friendship is in a “danger zone.”
You can hear knocks on your door and you are certain it’s him, Taehyung, your belovde friend.
“Hi, it’s good to see you Tae.” you say when you see his face
Last time you saw him, he had brown hair but now it’s a bright blonde. You like love it. Suddenly he hugs you in the hallway and he dosen’t let go. He feels warm tho and you can smell his perfume and him. God, you missed him so much.
“y/n, I’m sorry… for everything. I know I’ve been a jerk and I should have contacted you more.”
“It’s okay Tae. We can talk inside, come on in.”
You both take a seat on your cough. It’s silence before you start to talk at the same time.
“You can start” you say with a smile
“No y/n, you start.”
Your heart starts to speed up
“Well, I… need to talk to you. I have to talk to you. It may be late but you need to know how I feel. Your my friend Tae and you know that I love you. But… I don’t if it’s only me that feels this way… anyway… something is off. We don’t see each other that often anymore which I totally understand and respect but you could have contact me more often. I have always supported you Tae and I miss you… so much. I hate to say this but I want my friend back. I always contact you first and asks how your doing. It would be nice to be asked that of you too sometimes.”
“I know y/n. You have no idèa how sorry I am.”
“Wait Tae, I’m not done. You have every right in this world to be happy and living your dream but please… don’t forget me. I’m your happiness too right?”
“Of course you are y/n. And I do understand what you are feeling. I feel the same way. Trust me. Everything, well almost everything, is working perfectly fine. That we have been drifting apart from each other, I’ve been feeling that too. That is going to chance tho.”
“I’m glad you’ve been feeling this way too Tae. What do you mean by not everything is working perfectly fine?”
“I mean us y/n. When your not okay or when we aren’t okay, everything isn’t perfectly fine.”
“Tae… I keep wanting to see you…”
In a couple of seconds, you can feel something soft against your lips.
Is he really kissing you right now?
He grabs your face and you feel the kiss deepening to something more.
You slip out a sigh and you can feel your both are smiling. This… this moment is everything you ever wished and dreamed for.
“I’m so tired of this. To never get to see you, hear you or touch you. I’m so happy you want to keep seeing me beacuse I’ve been missing you so much. And y/n… I’m all your… forever. Girl, I fell in love with you at first sight.” he says while laughing his adorable laugh
You hug him and smile into his neck. You can’t belive how much he affects you.
“I really want to be with you y/n. I will do my best to make this work. I won’t break your heart and I won’t lose you. I promise. Why are you so surprised? You do want me baby?”
Oh my god, he called you baby!
“It’s just… to hear you say all these beautiful things… I feel like I’m dreaming. I was so afraid that you would leave me alone. You want me too…”
“Yes y/n. I want you. I never though I found feel this feeling. I’m so lucky even tho I’ve been a jerk to you.”
“Don’t worry Tae. Now I know how you feel and you know how I feel.”
He hugs you tighter and kisses your head.
“We gonna make this work, I promise y/n. I love you so much and you deserve everything.”
Tfw your bestfriend is constantly flirting with other people and you can help but get jealous bc you love them sm ,,and ever time you see them you can't help but think about FUCKING them into the bed sheets,,
I think everybody needs a bestfriend of the opposite sex. Not your “bestfriend” that you’re fucking on the low but actual friends that you talk too without any type of intimate relations. Y'all can put each other on game when your significant others got you fucked up etc etc
I like a lot of people, but my favorite are the ones who stay. The ones who you give a million reasons to leave and they find the one to stay. The ones who won’t leave you even if they know they should, because they care. They care so fucking much, and it kills them, but they won’t ever dare abandon you. They won’t ever, because they know better than anyone the feeling of being left when you need someone the most. So here’s to the ones that stay.