I still think u hurt over what happened with ur ex. Yea we get it you don't want love, not cause you want to be successful, prosper, etc, you can have both. You are just scared. Scared of being done dirty, scared of being let down, disappointed, hurt, saddled with even more trust issues. He really hurt you, u don't give a single fxck about him now, but you felt it deep u not try'na feel that again or at least not for a while.
Huh? He didnt hurt me i broke up with him because i started liking someone else. And i talked to Two guys after him that treated me amazing, and I have gone on plenty dates with great people. I just choose not to see anyone right now because my standards are significantly higher & I know what I want and I want to focus on myself.. Just because i dont want love at this moment doesnt mean ive been hurt lmao. Open your mind some
I know you've already been asked, but do you think Malachite would look different if Jasper and Lapis had a better relationship? I mean, from the begining. Not starting over at a later point in their relationship. Like they started with vague opinions of each other similarly to Ruby and Saphire where it was spur of the moment/ an accident? Or like the AU's where they switch the rolls of homeworld gems and crystal gems. I'm not sure if she would look any different that way though.
they would be different people so i think yea they would look different together. they could even be a different stone altogether
have you noticied your edits getting less notes recently?? i started making edits not that long ago and i used to get a good amount of notes and now i'm not and it's really discouraging :// i've seen some other creators talk about it too but i was just wondering??
yea i noticed :(( and i think it’s because tumblr have been really dead lately like everyone have been busy or moved on from the website so it’s not as busy as it was before. tagging system have also been buggy?? so some edits don’t show up in the tag at all and people use that to look for new edits
i’d say maybe post on the weekend, keep your edit in your draft and post it when you see more people online or maybe just take a break from editing. or just post it whenever aka yolo (don’t look at the note count repeatedly or notification to see if people reblog it; i know it’s hard and getting notes is part of the whole editing process but think of it as just doing it for fun and for yourself and even if it’s just one person noticing your work it’s still someone)
Hsve u ever done a social media cleanse and if so has it benefitted u? I've been thinking of doing it but I'm so addicted
Yea im doing it next month. If ure addicted thats not good its easy to fall into the habit of checking and using it! All next month im only using social media on Saturday/Fridays. Once i just stopped using them for a whole month
a concept: Victor usually wakes up first in the mornings. So when Yuuri wakes to find Victor cuddled against him, breathing slowly and steadily, it’s a pleasant surprise. He brushes his fingers through Victor’s hair and Victor instinctively moves closer to him, gravitating towards Yuuri’s touch whether conscious or unconscious.
They have to leave soon, so regretfully Yuuri whispers to him in Japanese, trying to wake him. Victor hums, still asleep, and tangles a leg in between both of Yuuri’s. Yuuri kisses his forehead and his chest aches with unconditional love that could reverse the turn of the Earth, that could part the ocean, that could put out the embers of the sun. Five more minutes won’t hurt anyone.