and worries to much

Today is gross and too long but at least I’ve made my weekend plans!

…which is to see Dunkirk on like, as big a screen as possible so I can really feel surrounded by the pretty boys and their suffering and just sit with my feelings and openly weep at Cillian Murphy’s cheekbones. I’m even heading to a different state to get those extra few feet of screen size. So, if you a see a lady weeping into her twizzlers at Dunkirk in Vancouver, WA in the middle of the day on Saturday it’s definitely me.


Dear my sugarcubs 💕

You might have noticed my absence, I’m sorry, I’m so busy I didn’t even have the time to inform you cutie pies 🙈

I’m moving back to Germany on the 15th of August, therefore I’ve been busy with packing up my stuff, managing some madness of bureaucracy and finishing my reports/ exams (the last one is on Friday, I really can’t see university anymore 😂) 

I will leave my apartment at 31.08. and I actually won’t have any internet from the 1st until the 5th of August. Then I’ll stay in Tokyo with Shithead until she leaves to France on the 12th. I might reblog some stuff, but I hope you sweethearts understand that I want to spend as much time as possible with my friends here those last days. Since we’re all scattered around the world I won’t be able to see them for a while. 

Things are going back to normal on this blog once I’m back in Germany. I’ll take the plane on the 15th and will arrive on the 16th. I hope my family/friends won’t run me over, so I think I’ll have time from the 17th on 😉 

University starts in the middle of October, so until then I’ll have plenty of time to entertain you loving souls again 💖 Just know I really miss you all so much! Thank you so much for your understanding! 💫

Lots of love ❤

In Istanbul, I had a set of silk bedsheets sheets made up in a green to match my eyes,” Courtenay said, as if needed to comment on the depressing state of his current bed linens.
“Impossible,” Julian said promptly.
“Extravagant, ill advised, and slightly vulgar. But not impossible,” Courtenay said.
“I meant the color.” Courtenay’s eyes were the color of the darkest jade—the exact color of Eleanor’s missing figurine—with flecks of the green of a warm, foreign sea. “There’s no dye that could match your eyes.”
Courtenay stared at him, and Julian realized he perhaps ought not to have admitted such an interest in Courtenay’s eyes.
—  The Ruin of a Rake by Cat Sebastian

Listen I’m bi as Heck and as much as I love girls, I also love boys? Boys are amazing and pure and liking boys is a wonderful feeling? I never see a lot of posts talking about cute boys so

Some Boy Aesthetics™ I’m in love with include:

Their tired grins? Have you seen a cute boy grin when he’s tired? Life Changing

Sleeves rolled up to forearms is all good and Well but also when they have Sweater Paws in their hoodies or jumpers? Makes the tallest of them seem so smol? I’m lov?

When they run their hand through their hair and it sticks up in places and it looks So Good

Collar Bones

Soft pudgy stomachs they absolutely make me melt

When ya boy gets flustered A++ Bonus points if he giggles Boys giggling is Everything


“i don’t have the tears to cry anymore. but…i at least have to keep yu safe” // “i promise you, mika. even if i have to sell out the whole world to do it, i’ll make sure you’re turned back into a human.”


Magnus being very much not okay after what happened to him.

A long while back, I started this piece while having Geronimo on loop. Only just now decided to finish it up! I honestly thought there would be more of a re-haul on this but I guess my coloring process wasn’t as complicated as I thought

Please do not repost

Water signs: I want to spend hours together talking about nothing

Air signs: I want to spend hours together talking about everything