and when he finally says it for real - some day far far away in the future

DOCTOR DREAMY | PT.2 [M]

pt1 | pt2 | (ongoing)

pairing: jimin x reader

genre: smut, fluff, slight angst + expecting parents au

word count: 11,035

request: sperm donor ex-boyfriend jimin

description: Okay, maybe in hindsight asking your ex-boyfriend, who you never really got over, to be your sperm-donor wasn’t the brightest of ideas.

cr. 


six years prior.

“Do you wanna have kids one day?”

Jimin tilted his head as if to ponder the idea before tugging you across the bed until you were leaning against his chest, curious eyes catching your own.  

“Sure, I mean one day. One day, far, far away,” He said, pointing his finger off into the distance jokingly.

You laughed, hand skimming along the back of his neck. “Yeah, me too.”

“Any particular reason why you’re asking?” He said as he began playing with the strands of your hair.

“I dunno,” You shrugged. “We’ve been dating for a long time, just thought that it’s something we should know about each other.”

Jimin nodded, “No, you’re right. It’s kind of something you should figure out before things get too far in the relationship… Guess we waited a bit too long, but we’re on the same page, so that’s good,” He smiled, leaning down to place a short peck against your lips.

“So that means you think that information will be put to good use one day?” You asked, quirking your brow to insinuate.

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Yet another from this long list of prompts, completely unprompted.

Number Twelve: “I’m pregnant.”


The text came in at 7:17am, and in the mean time, Stiles had made his way through four and a half breakdowns, all of them for different reasons.

Number One: Male werewolves could get pregnant, and tying into that:

Number Two: Derek had never found it relevant to their two year relationship to share this fun fact. That didn’t say much as to his thoughts on their future together, which stung.

Number Three: Stiles was going to be a father at twenty-four.

Number Four: Just the night before, with Derek in Argentina visiting Cora, Stiles ate a dinner of Cheetos, plain microwaved hotdogs wrapped in bread, and four beers before passing out on the couch with the tv remote in his hand. He was not ready to be a father.

Number Five (still ongoing, more or less halfway through): They were going to have to move because no amount of corner guards or stupid little outlet plugs could childproof the loft. The door to the kitchen was literally a jagged hole in a brick wall. Stiles caught his shins on it regularly, they were always a mess of scabs and bruises.

Actually his entire body was a mess of scabs and bruises, because that was his life now, had been since sophomore year: fighting off the forces of supernatural evil.

Too bad he couldn’t childproof his life.

Oh god, they were going to have to move out of Beacon Hills. Away from the pack.

Nothing was stable in Beacon Hills, it had been eight years of panic and anxiety and near deaths and actual deaths. They couldn’t bring a baby into their current lives, Stiles wouldn’t even bring an adult into this hellhole. Who was trained in firearms. With combat experience.

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anonymous asked:

What about Damien comforting Lucien after a panic attack?

this is an old req thats been sitting in here for the right mood. sorry for the wait, bud.

[warnings for all your panic attacks, anxiety, and all that good good]

He didn’t want to let the tears fall for fear of the situation becoming real once they did. As long as they stay back, as long as he keeps himself together, he’s still fine. But Lucien knows himself better than anyone, and in the back of his mind, he knows from the first sign of tightness in his throat that he’s already in it.

Lucien’s leg jumps up and down to anchor himself back in the room, and he looks for something to do with his hands. God, as stupid as they are, he can’t help but feel slightly guilty for making fun of Ernest’s fucking fidget spinners now–all he has is his own rubber bracelets to twist and turn around his wrists for lack of anything else to do.

A knock on his door makes him jump, and the pent up energy running rampant in his body is quickly converted into anger to be unleashed. “What, dad?!” he shouts before Damien can even get a word in. There’s no way he knows how Lucien’s doing right now–why the hell is he bothering him? “If I wanted to talk to an old person about my fucking feelings I’d go back to therapy!”

“I…” his father’s voice is quiet on the other side of the door. “There’s no more room in the laundry room to hang up clothes, I’ll leave yours on the handle…?”

Fuck.

Lucien immediately feels guilty; he’s an asshole.

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Devotion: 1950s!Bucky AU

                                                 Summary:
A summer stuck in the south was not what you expected, nonetheless you spend your time along the porch of your Aunt’s home - placed in a summertime sadness. You were devoted to your image of good girl ways, your family expects nothing less than the perfect little girl to be married off by the age of 19 - that is until you met the boy next door.

Notes: 50s!Bucky AU, teasing, Naked Bucky, smoking

If you’d like to be tagged, send me an ask :) Let me know what you think too! 


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Be with me (a fluffy one shot)

(Steve Rogers x Bucky Barnes)

So, this is new… I didn’t think I’d ever write anything even remotely close to M/M fanfic, ever. But here we are!

I know this will not be everyone’s cup of tea, a lot of you are here for the female Oc’s/Reader stories that I’ve always written these past years. And I totally understand that.
But I’ve always written what inspires me, and right now that’s Stucky.

Story: The idea came to me when I heard the song Dancing on my own by Callum Scott, and it made me think of Bucky watching Steve dance with a girl and feeling all sad/jealous about it.

Word count: 3349

No warnings, this is just Angst and Fluff. 

But I guess Stucky is a warning in itself, if M/M is not your thing don’t read this one. If you want to try it, like I did (very hesitantly) a few months ago then I thank you.

I want to explore the best of both world and write Steve/Bucky/Reader too in the future, but for now these two are all that’s in my head.

Leave me feedback, be gentle, this is my first time, in a way ;)

*****

Be with me

“Somebody said you got a new friend
Does she love you better than I can?
And there’s a big black sky over my town
I know where you’re at, I bet she’s around”

Her hair was long and curly, dancing on her shoulders as she moved gracefully to the music. Her smile was warm and loving, perfect teeth and sparkly blue eyes that lit up with her smile. Her arms hung loosely around his neck, fingers playing with his hair as they danced. 

Bucky hid behind a small group while he watched them.

They were dancing, slow and close. Too close. She leaned her forehead against his, blocking his face from Bucky’s view but he knew it was him. He’d recognize him in any crowd anywhere.
He swayed along with her to the music, Bucky watched as his strong arms wrapped around her waist and his fingers gently caressed her lower back. When they turned Bucky could see the happy smile on his face and the way he kept his eyes locked with hers. 

He looked happy, as if nothing else on this earth mattered to him except her and this moment they shared. Bucky felt like someone had just punched him in the gut.

“And yeah, I know it’s stupid
But I just gotta see it for myself
I’m in the corner, watching you kiss her,
I’m right over here, why can’t you see me?”

Bucky took another long sip from his bottle, he wasn’t sure how many drinks he’d had but the alcohol was finally starting to numb his senses.
About damn time.

They were kissing now, Bucky’s stomach was turning and he was starting to feel physically sick. He couldn’t stand to be in this place one second longer. The loud base of the music and the other people dancing way too close to him suddenly put him on edge. When one of the girls started dancing up against him he shoved her aside a little too roughly.

‘Hey, watch it asshole!’ she gave him an angry push back.

’I’m sorry,’ Bucky muttered but she had already turned away from him and didn’t hear his apology.

He needed to get out. Now.


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Run away - part 2 of Forbidden

think i promised to tag @kiwikriis for this update. hope you like it! 

Originally posted by solo-harry

lawd, my precious little bean. 

warning: contains sexual content 


The wedding date is close. In less than a week. With each passing day, Y/N felt more and more nervous. Her father wanted to rush this marriage for many reasons. Some that are unknown to everyone. The reasons only Y/N knows about when she overheard him talking to the kingdom’s council. 

Their plan was set. Harry and her were going to run away three days before the wedding. They would leave at dawn. This was because the castle won’t be guarded as much as it will be on the night before the wedding.  

The only people who knew about their plan to run away was the kitchen boy, Niall and the other guard, Louis. When Y/N and Harry told them about their plan, Louis and Niall thought they were absolutely crazy; that it was going to be an extremely risky plan considering how guarded the palace was. But they were still going to help them escape nonetheless because they know how much the two love each other and that it would tear them apart inside and out if they have to separate.

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The Legend of Heroes: Trails Series - Localization Blog #2

Hi, kids!

This is Brittany, Localization Producer at XSEED, editor/graphic text monkey/what-have-you for Trails in the Sky the 3rd, and current head for the Trails series in general. I’m very eager to write this blog, because it’ll be full of updates for FC, SC, and the 3rd.

Let’s get the 3rd’s status out of the way: schedule-wise, we’re currently doing great! When we announced this game last year, I was dead set on getting it out by spring 2017, so I’m very proud to say that goal is being met. Trails in the Sky the 3rd is coming to PC in English on…a date you’ll find out very, very soon.

Barring typos or odd QA hiccups (which can happen when “smashing” PSP and PC code together to get the best of both worlds), the game is in pretty good shape and we’re right where we need to be. It’s cleaning up very well.

               | QA is a sexy time and I won’t let you take it away from me.

I’d like to start by properly warning Trails newbies first: please play Trails in the Sky’s first and second chapters before playing the 3rd. Heck, please play them before even reading this blog! Although the 3rd is not a “third chapter” since the Estelle and Liberl’s story wrapped up with SC, this story still relies on knowledge gained by playing those two games. Internally, I’ve said before that the 3rd has only one target audience: people who’ve played both Trails FC and SC. Cold Steel fans will understand some of the lore dumping, but other details will be quite lost on lost you. Though, hey, if you want to purchase it anyway and help support my coffee fund, I ain’t gonna stop you. (Please buy it and play it later. I’m desperate, here.)

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Weekly Voltron Fic Recs #28

Rules: You can find past weekly rec lists here, and non-list recs in my general fic rec tag. This is stuff I like, and I have a huge bias toward Lance, hurt/comfort, and general fluff, in that order. Gen unless otherwise noted. Please comment on the fics if you read and enjoy them!

Secret of the Blood by exclamation
Words: 30,685 (WIP 13/?)
Author’s Summary: AU version of season 2. When Keith and Shiro were thrown from the wormhole, they crashed by the Blade of Marmora headquarters and were captured. When the Blade reveal the secret of Keith’s heritage, Keith must decide if he can trust these people… and if he can trust himself.
My Comments: Really well-written canon-divergence AU. I love all the things that change because Keith meets the Blade of Marmora before he and Shiro can warm up to the idea of there being good Galra out there through Ulaz. It makes a HUGE difference, for them and for everyone else as well, and I love the way the idea is being explored.

The Color Of Our Planet From Far Far Away by LonelyGirlInSpace
Words: 13,942 (WIP 3/?)
Author’s Summary: A story in which Lance and the team has a lot of difficulties, because they don’t sleep and sometimes make poor choices as a result and others are forced to suffer more than they deserve due to those poor choices. Or Lance gets hurt because the team didn’t listen and everyone desperately wants to fix it.
My Comments: Lance is a little too perfect and the rest of the team is a little too mean for my tastes, at least in the first chapter, but this is a well-written and poignant hurt/comfort fic, and it’s gen, and the third chapter almost made me cry, and I’m very, very hooked. Can’t wait for more.

with quiet words I’ll lead you in by strikinglight for goukyorin (sashimisusie)
Words: 5,216
Author’s Summary: “You were screaming,” Keith tells him. “I heard you through the wall. ”That wall, Lance wants to point out, is supposed to be soundproof. It shouldn’t let you hear anything, no matter how hard you listen. What he says instead is “I can’t breathe.” “Take it slow.” Keith’s voice is steady, but as Lance’s eyes struggle to focus his face is a blur. The image goes shaky and then comes clear, shaky then clear, like looking into water. “Pretend it’s low tide. Tell me about the ocean again.”
My Comments: Klance, but reads platonic to me. Really lovely hurt/comfort fic about kids caught in a war far, far away from home.

Disappear Completely by Bandity
Words: 7,053
Author’s Summary: Lance knew something was wrong with him. He thought it would pass on its own eventually, but as time went on, and the pain continued, he realized that something inside of him must be very broken.
My Comments: Possibly my favorite fic this week. So far I’ve read it three times. Lance’s trauma is so awful and visceral, and the aftermath is realistic and carefully handled. There are no easy solutions, but things do get better, and everyone is doing their best to help.

Space Mall Take 2 by CondensationOnGlass
Words: 3,618
Author’s Summary: Shiro won’t stand for the Paladins looking like no-good troublemakers. And with the Galra Empire so spread out and with such a gripping hold, they may need more than what they have. And for some reason the mall seems like the place to get it. And it seems like a great place to have more trouble pop up. Aka: Where Shiro has to play the big brother and apologize for the others making a great big damn mess, and nearly has another one on his hands for picking today of all days to do it.
My Comments: Equal parts comedy and hurt/comfort, and a joy to read throughout. Poor Lance.

Nomenclature by Awkwardly_social
Words: 7,885
Author’s Summary: It took almost five months to find Lance after the wormhole. And when they finally do, they’re stuck on the planet until the castle can come get them. Lance takes the opportunity to teach the team a little about the planet and a little bit about himself along the way.
My Comments: Lance has had a rough time, and the gradual way the others find out is really well-handled. Plus the worldbuilding is just really neat. Also read the sequel for some great aftermath and Lance with PTSD.

It Is Enough by nadagio 
Words: 1,020
Author’s Summary: Nowhere near close to finding Shiro and uncertain what he should do now, Lance spends some quiet time with the Blue Lion.
My Comments: Really sweet fic with Blue helping Lance deal with his grief and figure out what to do next.

mostly void, partially stars by dakhtar
Words: 9,403 (WIP 3/?)
Author’s Summary: Werewolves can’t be astronauts,” Derek’s annoying voice had grumped. “Werewolves can’t be pilots. Werewolves can’t be fighter jet pilots, Lance, for God’s sake, Werewolves can’t pilot giant space robot cats that join together to become a giant space robot man and fight an evil purple bat-cat empire!” Well, he hadn’t said that last part, but Derek totally would’ve. (Alt title: seawolf)
My Comments: Teen Wolf crossover, but I haven’t seen a single episode of that show and I’m enjoying this fic very much. The worldbuilding is really cool, and I love this take on Lance and the relationships he wants and needs and is trying to build.

Going Up! by Olive_theCat
Words: 2,373 (WIP 1/?)
Author’s Summary: When Sendak is chosen over Shiro to pilot the main engine test of the new Kerberos shuttle, he’s got to take up an offer that Matt gives him: To be a camp counselor at the Galaxy Garrison summer program!Of course, herding five super-smart teenagers through some simulated astronaut training can’t be all that bad, right? What could go wrong? Well, with the help of a malfunctioning little robot named Beezer towards the end of the summer…It turns out a lot can.SpaceCamp AU (movie and real life), constructive critisism is welcome!
My Comments: Space Camp was one of those movies I watched over and over as a kid, and I can’t wait to see what my favorite space kids do in that setting. The author is having a lot of fun with it, and I am too.

Trust Fall by Pidgeon_Online
Words: 2,869
Author’s Summary: Pidge usually dealt with her issues on her own. No one needed to be bothered with her problems when she could easily deal with them herself. Especially when it came to this. There was no way she would ask anyone for help with this. Because she was fine. She didn’t need help.or
Pidge definitely needs help before her body turns completely against her.
My Comments: Poor Pidge, but I wish I had a whole team of adorable boys trying to help when I felt like this, so also not poor Pidge at all, I am jealous.

Uninvited Guest by YukiSkyes
Words: 3,375
Author’s Summary: The most interesting stories about Glasycus Mountain, said to be the gateway between Earth and the Abyss, were the ones about the black dragon that guards it. There was no end to the people stupid enough to try to find Shiro and Keith would do anything to protect him and help hide his existence. One evening, Keith comes home to someone already inside.
My Comments: This is the first of a series of nine stories so far, with the paladins in a fantasy AU, some of them not human anymore. It’s really fun, a lot of great worldbuilding, and some great character interactions. I’m really enjoying it, and I subscribed to the series.

The Once and Future Snore by hufflepirate
Words: 980
Author’s Summary: Allura and Coran think about the past. Coran can’t figure out how to tell Shiro he’s as welcome to affection as all the younger paladins. Everybody ends up in the same nap pile anyway. (Note: Everybody (on the main team) is in this, but I only individually tagged the people who do something besides trap Coran in the middle of a nap pile while he’s too asleep to know how they got there.)
My Comments: Absolutely ADORABLE cuddle puddle fic focused around Coran. And can I note how wonderful it is that cuddle puddle fic is practically a genre in this fandom? Because it is.

The Home You Make by rednight16 for psyraah
Words: 1,304
Author’s Summary: Sometimes the ones that end up close to you are the people that you least expect.
My Comments: It’s so wonderful for Shiro to have friends who he is not responsible for, who can just talk to him as adults and have conversations that don’t have anything to do with saving the world. Yet another reason I would have been happy to have Thace and Ulaz stick around on the show.

shades of blue by behestha
Words: 1,104
Author’s Summary: Eventually, Shiro’s scales reach a tipping point. OR the one where Shiro has a panic attack and Lance gently helps him.
My Comments: I love these two supporting each other in any situation, and this is lovely. Hinted Shance at the end, but reads as gen to me.

Trap by macShitFuck
Words: 1,272
Author’s Summary: Alt title: Hell or High Water You don’t consider the amount of pain and panic an animal must go through when they’re caught in a leghold trap until you’re in one yourself.
My Comments: Oh man, Hunk whump. This is brutal, but I love how he tries to calm Lance down even while he’s in horrible pain.

Turnabout is Fair Play by CondensationOnGlass for taylor_tut
Words: 7,623 (WIP 2/?)
Author’s Summary: Iconic pranks, blistering fevers, and fair play.Or, where some of the Paladins pull a joke and then get slammed with guilt about 8 hours later, and for others it is much more immediate.Based off a tumblr post by @taylor-tut. Might change the title. Multichapter, and in progress. I’m slow to update.
My Comments: Probably my second favorite fic on this list, and yes, I read what’s available twice already. It’s a very indulgent kind of hurt/comfort that I adore, and I can’t wait for more. The prank the others pull on Lance really was harmless and cute more than anything, but he just happened to be in the middle of developing a terrifying and dangerous fever, so yeah. There’s some guilt there, poor babies.

Swallow the Sun by valkyriered
Words: 1,934
Author’s Summary: Shiro has a panic attack. Kolivan tells him a story. Very background Shiro/Ulaz.
My Comments: The worldbuilding here is freaking GORGEOUS, holy smokes. Just read it.

Defying the Odds by Mists
Words: 13,562 (4/?)
Author’s Summary: *Voltron Season 3 AU* Also known as: The Continuing Adventures of Space Dad Cat! Let’s just say, a certain cockpit is not quite as empty as the paladins believe… “Highly improbable. Especially for this reality,” he haughtily said with a self important air. “The odds of which being: one trillion, seven billion, eight hundred thousand, point three, two, eight, five-” SLAV! New chapter now up! The Voltron Paladins play “Dungeons and Dragons!” Poor Hunk tries to save his campaign from Lance and Pidge. While Keith and Shiro are helplessly along for the ride. Let the craziness begin! Deep character exploration. Friendship, Humor, Team as family!
My Comments: Crack alert! This story is super fun, and I’m not just saying that because the most recent chapter has the kids playing DnD with Lance as a bard and Pidge as a rogue, nope, not at all.

The Pizza One by taylor_tut
Words: 1,268
Author’s Summary: Like four people requested an AU where Lance is a pizza delivery man and delivers a pizza to the other paladins (modern, college AU) while running a very high fever. They make sure he gets taken care of.
My Comments: This author just uploaded a whole CATALOGUE of Lance sickfics, so yeah, definitely check the author profile if you’re in the mood for a whole bunch of short fics featuring Lance injured, sick, feverish, or otherwise in need of care. I certainly enjoyed reading through the whole bunch. Picking this one out as my favorite for the way the others take in lonely, sick Lance who is just working way too hard and needs someone to look out for him. I love it.

Senmō by TheOtakuWithHazelEyes
Words: 4,399
Author’s Summary: While under the effects of an alien fever, Shiro dreams of another time when he was sick. Confused and ill, he cries out for the only person he thinks can aid him- his mother. (A moment of Shiro bonding with the paladins stemming from him being sick, and a look into his thoughts.)
My Comments: Really sweet hurt/comfort for Shiro, and some backstory that is poignant and lovely.

Day at the Beach by JackieNeedsMoreSleep
Words: 1,804
Author’s Summary: The team takes the day off to go to the beach but Pidge has to deal with Lance and some other asshole’s shit.
My Comments: Really cute, fun teamfic.

Intrinsic by buttered_onions
Words: 1,219
Author’s Summary: The first time Shiro felt the Force.
My Comments: Miss Onions just writes the BEST AUs, gah. This is full of powerful moments. I’m so proud of wee Padawan Shiro.

Lost in the Fog by oldmythologies for melonbug
Words: 2,395
Author’s Summary: Each one of them gives him something on his way back to them.
My Comments: Great take on what happened to Shiro in the S2 finale and how the others get him back.

Allura’s Twelve by windscryer
Words: 2,217
Author’s Summary: The Paladins learn that while there are a great many differences between Earth and Altean culture, movie genres are not one of them. Some things are just universal.
My Comments: Cute, fluffy teamy goodness. Just a pleasure to read.

Part of the Team by wingedflower
Words: 3,785
Author’s Summary: After a training session gone terribly wrong, Lance finally reaches his breaking point. Luckily, Coran knows exactly what to say.
My Comments: I just really really really love downhearted Lance and supportive Coran, gah, just give me all of it, just pour it over me, it’s SO GOOD.

Sweets at 7am by JackieNeedsMoreSleep
Words: 1,223
Author’s Summary: Keith walks into the kitchen to find his friends baking.
My Comments: Really cute, fluffy teamfic.

Emergency Lessons by Kalira
Words: 3,210
Author’s Summary: Pidge, Lance, and Keith land in several ‘emergencies’ and pull each other through them.
My Comments: Really lovely teamfic with a trio you don’t usually see put together. The second chapter was my favorite, but it’s all absolutely delightful.

Five Times: Keith and the Dads of Marmora by EdgarAllenPoet
Words: 4,816
Author’s Summary: [Bonus, one time it literally saved his life and he really didn’t have a choice but to roll with it]. So actually, this is a 'seven times’ fic, but that doesn’t quite have the same ring to it.“ 'If you want to rest more, I will stay. You are safe.’ Keith wondered quietly how the person talking to him now was possibly the same leader he’d met at the Blade of Marmora.”
My Comments: I LOVE THIS SO MUCH. Parts are funny and parts are poignant, but it’s all good start to finish. Favorite line: “Antok, listen. Listen, Antok. They are toddlers.”

and yet by achieving elysium (Ogygia)
Words: 1,194
Author’s Summary: After the Castle of Lions is reclaimed from Sendak, Coran finds himself left alone to his thoughts— guilt and sorrow for children who do not belong in a war. written for voltron angst week on tumblr | day one: smile
My Comments: Oh man, Coran angst always gets me in the throat. Really good stuff.

7 Times They Noticed by the_unoriginal_fox
Words: 5,549 (WIP 5/7)
Author’s Summary: Lance was alright. He was happy. He was fine. Except when he wasn’t.“Listen. Are you alright?”
“Uh…are you alright?”
“Are you okay buddy?”
“Are…are you in good health, paladin?“
Are…are you okay, paladin?”
“Hey. You okay?"His team mates, his second family - they noticed.
My Comments: It’s a genfic with Lance being supported by his entire team. I love it.

The Great Escape by Eastofthemoon
Words: 2,619
Author’s Summary: Keith did not like being cold, but he hated being chased by the Galra even more.
My Comments: The latest installment in one of my favorite Voltron fanfic series. Read it all if you haven’t before.

Previously Recced Fics That Updated:

Love and Other Questions by squirenonny
familiar by achieving elysium (Ogygia)
When You Reach Me by writterings
Shifting Sands by Cardigan_Quincy
A Dream Away by BossToaster (ChaoticReactions)
Here Stands a Man by awkwardCerberus
A Song of Storm and Ice by BreakTheDawn
Gate Keeper by MoonlitPaladin (MoonlitStardust) for cupcakelevi
Masks by TiedyedTrickster
As Color Fades Away by IcyPanther
Must Surely Be Learning by BossToaster (ChaoticReactions)
Someplace Like Home by squirenonny
The Meadows of Asphodel by Genesister (papirini) (now complete)
Taking One For The Team by ShiningRegalia
Little Lions by MidnightCreator (now complete)
Truce by kyanve
This Is New by TheHomestuckWhovian
The Garden of Heaven by Genesister (papirini)
It’s Getting Darker But I’ll Carry On by CamsthiSky
A Million Stars Apart by SerenePhenix
Coming Undone by Emerald_Ashes

RIDE ME  [ BTS JUNGKOOK ]pt.1

bts member : jungkook x reader 

Genre: angst /smut 

rated mature :  but not in all the chapters

summary : if you want to and if you don’t want to, things are bound to happen and you broke the rules and run away only to find your self in a lion’s Den , jungkook a man who has every thing; power wealth and fame all together to burn your heart and existence if you moved away, in a land full of horses what could happen between both of you ,two young persons who meant to share the same dream  !


Originally posted by mintsugakookies


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“excuse me miss “ the train supervisor said gently 

yeah how can i help you ‘ you said lifting your head up from the magazine you were reading it was your first time taking a train to somewhere out of Seoul and you felt exciting finally able to experience many things you dreamt since you were a kid 

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You And I (M)

Summary: In which you and Jungkook fall in love and he remembers you throughout every lifetime he’s had to live without you but now, three lifetimes later you’re here—only there’s a problem. You don’t recognize him, and you’re in love with someone else.
Pairing: Jungkook | Reader + a side of Jimin | Reader
Genre: Angst/Fluff/Smut, Reincarnation AU
Word Count: 11,566
Author’s Note: I FINALLY DECIDED TO WRITE SOME SMUT; major kudos to @kimvtae for reading some of it and reassuring me it wasn’t as trashy as I kept thinking it out to be.

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Jungkook still remembers the very first day he ever laid eyes on you, as long ago as that memory may seem, those experiences and emotions like a fresh spring breeze brushing through his hair, always reminding him of good times—better times, those simple snapshots in time where he saw you and believed almost immediately that you were the one he was searching for. That you, in all your kind intentions and gracious smiles and adorable disposition, were the being he was destined to search for in every generation, every extension and breadth of lifetimes.

Every past lifetime leading up to the very first time had been spent searching, wandering, dreaming of your features, your smile, every little piece of this strange other. It was very rare that someone be reborn with the same consistent thoughts of another person brewing in one’s mind, settling themselves into deep corners of the consciousness where they could never be ripped away. It was said that individual beings were always renewed with the same features, same name, same passions, same hopes and dreams, same soul; memories, however, could not so easily be recovered. And yet Jungkook remained, knowing in his heart that he would wait forever for you.

He searched each lifetime, traveled far and wide, explored and uncovered and wandered, only to turn up empty-handed—he never knew what he was looking for, but it was just the kind of thing in which he would know when he saw you.

And know he certainly did.

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Richonne “Say Yes” Review by Lauren Avila

WARNING: THE FOLLOWING POST CONTAINS SPOILERS TO TWD’S 7.12 “SAY YES”….. AND IT’S ALSO YVETTE NICOLE BROWN’S NOTEBOOK LONG!

I’m the queen of the world! Woo-hoo! I feel like I’m flying at the front of the most magnificent ship on television. Rick and Michonne Grimes are honestly one of the strongest, healthiest, and inspiring couples I’ve ever seen in any media form. I know it sounds cliche, and they are anything but cliche, but they complete each other. It’s remarkable really because independently they are already capable warriors who don’t NEED anyone but that’s essentially what makes this pair so amazing. Rick and Michonne on their own are survivors, but together they are an unstoppable force. This episode really was a beautiful tribute to each character but a undeniable display of their impressive teamwork. I loved this episode so much I can hardly express why. It was the little things that made me the happiest. I truly appreciate the hardwork that goes into The Walking Dead. The whole cast, crew, writers, and producers are in a caliber quite different from any other tv show out there. It’s such a gift to be able to pick up on new things each time you see an episode. As some fans might have noticed. There was a lot more to the episode than just what was at the surface, as often there is in any episode. Okay, so let’s dive in. There were parts of the episode that I was swooning over as a fangirl but other parts that I found I was completely fascinated by as a regular viewer. I found there was a lot of symbolism and signs going on especially regarding callbacks to other episodes and possible foreshadowing to the future. Let’s first discuss all the callbacks. As a whole, I feel like this episode sort of embodied their journey so far, individually and together. If you look enough into it (as a fangirl), you might even say this was like going down an AISLE of memory lane. ;)

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This is Our Song | Min Yoongi

Genre : fluff, little angst, Soulmate!AU

Description : a soulmate system which a song will suddenly played in your mind whenever your soulmate listens or sings to it from far away.

Pairing : Yoongi x Reader x Jimin

Word Count : 4,2K

Plot : a story about a girl and a boy who have always been there for each other behind every songs they shared. One time, a love song was played and stuck in their minds for a very long time until they sang a long with it at the same time, with a same song, but at different places.

Originally posted by nevermindmyg

   Your POV

Stressed. Depressed. Dying. Those are three things that represent your feelings because of the math exam you’re facing right at this miserable moment. You don’t even know what you don’t know, but yeah, you need to pass. You’ve never been this focus before and you’re trying so hard to remember things you had studied yesterday night.

But life hates you so much because suddenly a song was played inside your fraught mind, made you stopped writing your answers and just stared blankly at your test paper. The piano in the beginning, the melodies, each harmonies were soothingly beautiful that made you wanted to fall asleep right away because it sounded like a sweet lullaby.

      W-whose song is this?? I haven’t heard of it, not even once…

Thoughts started running through your mind, distracting you from the exam which your attention should be on right now. But you didn’t care anymore because you’ve realized something. You realized that your mom was right. She has been right all along.


“Mom, you’re right..” you said that to your mother who was sitting in front of you. “Right about what sweetie?” She asked with a confused face, at first she didn’t realize until her face started to light up and from that you knew she got the point, she got one point from being right this whole time.

“What is it? Whose song did he give to you? Was it good?” you’ve never seen her this excited and curios before, questions kept coming out from her mouth.

“Mom I can’t believe it’s real, I never believed this kind of soulmate system which you share songs using your mind with your soulmate from far away like, it sounded so ridiculous to me…” you said which more like mumbling and waited for your mom’s reply, but she said nothing and just smile playfully at you, teasing you because she wanted to hear your final words.

“and yeah, I didn’t believe it until today, until a strange song which I’ve never listened to suddenly was played inside my mind, it was really beautiful and it made me forgot all the surroundings.. it was just.. really calming,” you said while still putting a disbelieve expression in your face.

“Honey, now you know. Be patient, let the fate brings you to him.”

Him.. Him who I just noticed that actually exists.

Him whose hands are where my future belongs to.


    Yoongi POV

Yoongi was glad that he was sick so he didn’t have to go to school today. He was now lying in his bed, thoughts filling his mind. It’s been 18 years but he hasn’t gotten any signals from his soulmate, unless she really exists.

      What if she doesn’t exist? What if this whole soulmate system thing was a lie?

He let out a small groan, holding his head with his small hands. He was too worried, he was way too worried about his future. One scary though came into his mind, made his heart stopped from beating for a split second.

      W-what if.. She.. Died..?

He started biting his nails, anxiety wrapped him like a blanket. After several minutes of silence, he stood up and walked towards a draw next to his bed. He pulled it out and took out his white earphones. He plugged them in his phone and he scrolled through his music libraries until his finger stopped on a song.

He put on the earphones and throw himself on the bed. He closed his eyes, enjoying every strain of it, each harmonies filling his eardrums, it’s soothingly beautiful that made him forgot his anxiety for a while.

And I told you to be patient,
And I told you to be fine,
And I told you to be balanced,
And I told you to be kind,
And in the morning I’ll be with you,

Skinny Love by Birdy blast out from the speakers, filling his eardrums, beautiful enough to calm all the devils inside him. He hopes that somewhere in the part of this world his soulmate is listening to this song too. He hopes one day she realized that he actually exists and that he spent his years of existence waiting for her.


   Your POV

You were sitting on your bed side, the thoughts of him kept lingering in your mind. You won’t forget this day, the day when your soulmate from far away gave you a very beautiful song. It made you happy how it came just right in time. Right where you were feeling anxiety and hopeless. It felt like he was holding the light that you needed the most, whilst he walked into your life for the very first time.

You decided to do something. Something you thought you would never do because you didn’t believe it at first. But all these things make sense to you now.

You put on your earphones and clicked played on your phone screen.


    Yoongi POV

Yoongi felt sick being at home all day so he went out to get some fresh air for a while. Yoongi was walking alone at the park in the middle of the night, he wasn’t sure of what he was doing or what he was thinking. But one thing he was sure of was that no matter how hard he tried, how busy his day was, how tired his body was, the thoughts of his soulmate never left his mind, not even once. “I think about someone who I haven’t met too much, I care about her too much, more than I should,”

Suddenly he stopped from moving towards, he was just standing there, his eyes got bigger and he didn’t move for a minute.

And if you say you’re okay
I’m gonna heal you anyway
Promise I’ll always be there
Promise I’ll be the cure

His mouth dropped open, he felt like the world stopped spinning, the clock stopped ticking, he could not believe what just happened.

He closed his eyes, trying to absorb every lyrics of the song that was played in his mind, the first song his soulmate has given to him.

A big smile was painted on his glowing face, he could not resist the excitement he felt in his chest. Today was the day, the day when his soulmate decided to show up in his life for the very first time and he couldn’t be more grateful of it.

    She is alive and she promised that she would heal me.. From far away…


That day was the day which changed both of your lives. Both of you have been sharing lots of songs together through minds for the past several months, both of you felt so happy, you both were always be there for each other behind every songs. But you did not take this seriously, it still felt like a fantasy to you, meanwhile Yoongi kept wishing upon a star for this fantasy to be real. He wanted no one else but you.

       Your POV

Two years has passed, you got a new class and a new boyfriend.

“(Y/N)-ah, let me help you with that bag, it seems so heavy!”

“It’s okay, Jimin, I can hand-”

You were about to stop him but his hands already took your bag away from you and he put it on his back. “Let’s go, we’re gonna be late!” he smiled at you sweetly and grabbed your hand.

You know this isn’t right. You should’ve not let his arms wrapped around your waist at the first place, you should’ve not let him whispered I love you’s into your ears under the moonlight and telling you that everything was gonna be okay, you should’ve not let him love you, but you did because you love him too.

The idea that he wasn’t your soulmate who has saved your life for so many times with the songs he shared with you, kept haunting you every single night. You want no one else but Jimin. But you know the truth cannot be buried forever. If he’s not your soulmate then it doesn’t worth the fight, because in the end it will always be you and your soulmate. You’d give up the whole universe and all the stars in it if that is what it takes for Jimin to be your soulmate, but you know that’s not possible, everyone knows it is not.


      Yoongi POV

Min Yoongi was 20 when he entered a new school that majoring in Music. He has always loved music, it what keeps him living. That’s why he was really happy when his soulmate shared her song for the first time, it made him love music even more because he realized that music isn’t just a blessing to his ears but also to his heart.

There was a day when both of you didn’t share a single song and after that day, everything changed. His soulmate showed up randomly with so many love songs which clearly tell that she is in love with someone and that she’d do anything for her boyfriend to be happy. Min Yoongi noticed it, so he decided to share songs with himself because he was afraid that he would annoy her.

He may not know her yet his heart ache a little when a love song was played in his mind.

He may not know her yet he wished nothing but only for her happiness.


      Your POV

You were walking towards your locker and you twist its knob based on the digits you set and you opened it. You were busy putting the books you’ll need that day inside your bag while someone gave you a small peck on your left cheek. “Good morning, beautiful !” your handsome boyfriend is standing next to you right now, smiling beautifully at you. “Good morning, chim!” you smiled back at him. When you finished putting all the books inside your bag, he grabbed your hand and both of you were walking together to the class. Jimin is your senior, his class is downstairs but he always comes to you first every morning and walk you to your class. He is just as sweet as that.

”(Y/N), I have an English test tomorrow, I was wondering if you’d like to come to my house after school and teach me some grammars, you know I really suck at it, babe,” he said to you as his lips turned into a pout.

Oh god, can he stop being so goddamn adorable ??

“Yeah, sure, anything for you baby,” you said that to him. “Thanks, babe, see you later!” he waved at you after he gave you a small peck on your forehead. You are on your own now and you let out a deep sigh then entered the class.


“(Y/N)-ah I didn’t know you were this smart in English,” your boyfriend complimented you as his mouth dropped open, made you blushed. “Jimin-ah, stop it !” you shouted at him while you jokingly hit his back with a pillow and chuckled. He really loves seeing you getting blush when he showered you with compliments.

“Now, focus on your study or I’m leaving,” you tried so hard to sound angry but he knew you were just playing around so he gave a small peck on your lips all of sudden and said, “okay, my beautiful English tutor.” he smirks at you and started writing again.

You stood up to grab your earphones from your bag. You know this is a stupid idea but you have to do this before it’s late. You know this is going to hurt both of you but you need to find an answer to the question which had been haunting you every single night.

You sit back next to Jimin who was still focusing on answering the questions. You smiled at how cute he looked when he was concentrate doing something.

You cursed at yourself to remind yourself that it’s not the right time to admire your cute boyfriend. You immediately plugged in your earphones to your phone and put them on. You ‘clicked’ play at a song, as the intro started to blast out from the speakers, you put all your attention on Jimin.

Your eyes kept observing his face expression, the way he frowned his forehead as he think for an answer, the way he put his pencil at the tip of his soft lips as he read the questions written on the paper.

The song has reached to an end yet his face expression stayed like that, nothing changed. He seemed really easy to answer all the questions, not bothering about a song was played in his mind, because there was none. There was no song was played in his mind. Your heart sank as the truth has spoken by itself.

My boyfriend isn’t my soulmate.

Your tried so hard to hold the tears from falling down, it hurts, the truth hurts a lot. You let out a deep groan, deep enough that made Jimin turned his head facing you and asked you if you were okay. You faked a smile.

“I’m okay, have you finished it ? Let me check your answers.”


You know you’re not ready for this and you never will be, but you have to because you cannot expect the world to forgive you for being selfish and give you exactly what you wanted. The stars seem like they were too far away to hear every wishes that came out from your mouth every single night for Jimin to be your soulmate. It’s over now, you need to stop lying to yourself and him.

“Jimin, I need to talk,” those words came out from your mouth sending a confused expression on his face because you never sounded nor looked this serious before.

“What is it baby? Is there anything that bothers you?” he stares right into your soul as he hold both of your hands. “I.. I need to tell you something, follow me.”

You grabbed his hand and lead him to a small room next to the canteen. As both of you arrived, you closed the door and turned your body to face him.

“Jimin, do you love me?” a stupid question came out from your mouth, stupid enough to make him stare at you for awhile.

“Is that even a question? You know that I love you so much, (Y/N)..” his genuine answer made you hesitate to continue what you’re doing right now but you know you can’t so you threw your last question, “even if we are not soulmates?”

“(Y/N) I never believed in that soulmate system thing, it’s full of lies besides I believe we are soulmates since we love each other, right?”

“I do love you Jimin, I really do. But we can’t do this, we can’t fight against the world..” you could see Jimin got hurt by every words you threw at him, seeing him like this made you want to jump off a cliff.

You took out your earphones, plugged them in, and put them on. You clicked play on a song, a heartbreak song.

“Are you listening what I’m listening to right now?”

“No..”

“I’m sorry, Jimin. This is all my fault, I’ve been so selfish. You can hate me as much as you wan-”

You didn’t have the chance to finish your words when Jimin’s plump lips suddenly pressed against yours. You closed your eyes, the only think you wanted to do in that moment was to stop the time. You wanted to stay like that forever, be in his arms forever. But once again, the world didn’t offer you what you wished for. He pulled his face away from yours and that was how both of your last kiss ended.

“(Y/N), I love you so much, I would never hate you besides it’s not your fault.” Tears came streaming down your face, he is too sweet to be real, he doesn’t deserve this. “Sshh, don’t cry, I hate seeing you cry like this,” he said that to you as he wiped your tears away with his hand.

“(Y/N), can we hug for the last time?” you nodded and his strong arms wrapped around your waist. You felt so sad because you knew the world that you were holding between your arms right now, was the world you were about to let go.

Park Jimin has always been your world, but now it’s time for you to find your real world.


       Yoongi POV

Yoongi was in his room, sipping a cup of coffee when a song all of sudden played in his mind. He was surprised because he didn’t expect a sad love song from his soulmate, it was sad enough that made Yoongi wonder if his soulmate was okay.

If I could change the world overnight
There’d be no such thing as goodbye
You’d be standing right where you were
And we’d get the chance we deserve, oh

Yoongi may not know his soulmate but he could feel the sound of heart being shattered behind this song, every lyrics of it represent two people who had no chance to be together because the world was against them.

Yoongi felt really sorry for his soulmate, he hoped that he could do anything to make her feel better. His fingers made a slow tapping sound on the desk as he was thinking so hard.

His face lighten up when a brilliant idea came up. He quickly stood up to grab a piece of paper and a pen, then he walked towards his piano.


    Your POV

Ever since that day, you feel like you lost all your hopes. You feel like the world is falling apart. You miss Park Jimin so much and suddenly all the sad love songs were about him. You feel bad for your soulmate because you know somewhere in the world, he listened to every sad songs you have been listening to for these past few days.

You kept telling yourself to stop being sad and get your shits together, still it’s not as simple as that. You were still mad at the fact that the universe has brought up you and Jimin together but at the same time not letting both of you to grow old together and to be a true soulmate for each other.

You let out a deep sigh and tossed your body to the bed. You were lost in your own thoughts as you were staring at the ceiling above you.

As always, your soulmate came just right in time behind a song he decided to share with you. But this time was different. You weren’t sure if it was just you who have been living under the rock or this song was never popular.

The harmonies, every strain of the piano blessed your whole existence, you weren’t sure if this song was never popular because it was too beautiful for people not to love this song. The deep voice of a man who sang it sounded so unfamiliar for you, but you enjoyed every minute of it. You tried to memorize all the lyrics as you typed them on your phone.             

                                                                                     

Darling, hang in there, we’re almost there                                                 

Promise me you’ll stay behind every songs that we share                     

Because eventually fate will bring us side by side                                           

And from that day I will always remain by your side                                 

Holding you tight and whisper “everything is gonna be okay.”


The song has come to an end and you realized that the lyrics were more like a poem than a song. You immediately went to the browser and typed the lyrics to look up for the song title, but the result was null. You felt sad for a moment because you needed the song title, you never knew you needed it so bad in your life. But then you realized something.

Did he write this.. For me..?

You smiled at the though of it, you weren’t even sure why you came up with this assumption but one thing you were sure of was that you love lifting your hopes up with your own expectation.

But if your assumption was true, and if your soulmate was the one who wrote this sweet love song for you, then the only thing you wanted to do was to find his location and asked him to sing it again in front of you.

You may not know him but you felt really thankful for everything he has done to you. He has filled the darkness in you with the colors he decided to use to paint you through every lyrics.

You may not know him but his existence himself has already given you a new hope.


     Yoongi POV

Yoongi hoped that his soulmate loved the song that he wrote for her. He wished that he could do more than this, he’d sell his soul just to be where his soulmate is right now. He cares about her, a lot. He wondered if she’s gotten better now and has finally moved on from her past boyfriend, he hoped she did because he could not help but feeling jealous.

He smiled at himself because of how dumb he was for feeling jealous over a girl he hasn’t even met. A phone call from his best friend broke the silence.

“Yeah, I’ll be there in 15 minutes, see you!” he hung up as he stood up and grab his car key, ready to heading off.


      Your POV

“HAPPY BIRTHDAAAYY!!!” you shouted at your best friend and gave her the biggest hug ever. “Ah, (Y/N), thank you for coming, I’ve missed you so much!” said your best friend with a glowing face that made you smile really big because you’ve missed her too.

You are now sitting in the front row, gathering your guts until it’s finally your turn to perform something on stage. Your best friend has this all set up, she has always excited to see you sing. Last week she asked you to sing one song for her on her birthday party, you couldn’t protest and agree to it.

There was no music to accompany your voice, but you tried so hard to stay calm so that every lyrics that came out from your mouth can be heard clearly.


       Yoongi POV

“Yoongi why are you always late??”

“Geez, at least I came. By the way, happy birthday stop being so annoying.” he said that as he handed a present to his best friend. “Yeah, whatever, Min Yoongi, and what’s this??” her face lightened up as he received the gift from him. “You’ll find out later, anyway where should I sit?” he was looking around to observe the situation. “Hurry up, take a seat wherever you want, the show is going to start soon.” her best friend lightly pushed him to move signalling him to take a seat. “Show? What show?”

“Min Yoongi, will you just shut up and enjoy the show?”

“Okay, I’ll try.” he answered sarcastically making her best friend rolled her eyes. Don’t get him wrong, he loves his best friend so much, it’s just that this is him, he was born with a natural talent of being sarcastic every time he opens his mouth.

The show has about to started when a girl entered the small stage in front of him. Her beauty caught Yoongi’s attention, he has never seen a girl this beautiful. He has never put a glanced for a girl this long because he usually just doesn’t care about his surroundings but not this time, all his attention was on her.

He was staring at her as she raised the microphone and started to sing.

He gasped. He knew this song, no one knew, but he did and he knew it so well because he was the one who wrote it.

He stood up and heading towards without thinking twice. He could feel all the eyes were on him as he made every steps towards the piano at the corner of the stage. He put both of his hands on the piano tiles and started to play.


      Your POV

You were about to reach the first bridge when suddenly a piano strain started to play from behind made you gasped a little. You took a peek and saw a good-looking man with a shining black hair was pressing every piano tiles as he closed his eyes, seemed like he has done it for million times.

W-wait, how did he know? How can he know the keys to this song?

The euphoria of the thoughts of your soulmate made your body shivered a little. The broken pieces of your heart just got brought back together. Everything seemed has gotten clearer and brighter.

He is real and he is here right now.


The song has finally come to an end, sending around of applause from the audiences. You can’t help but smile really big and proud of yourself that you could make it without passing out because feeling nervous.

The party has ended but your new life has just begun when your soulmate decided to walk towards you and smiled beautifully at you,


“Thank you for keeping your promise.”

Nine ~ An EXO Series

An EXO murder mystery AU feat. ot9

Not requested

Genre: Suspense // Smut 

Member(s): ot9

Summary: (of this series) Fourteen deaths and counting. Nine suspects. One killer. Can you find the killer before he finds you?

A/N: Yeesh. Okay. Every chapter will feature different members, so you’ll eventually get to see your fave :)

WARNINGS: Stalking, violence against women, killing, violence in general. Also, smut.

{Chapter one} {Chapter two} {Chapter three} {Chapter four} {Chapter five} {Chapter six} {Chapter seven} {Epilogue}



As he slowly and painfully removes the large and bloody knife from his ninth victim’s arm, he smirks down at the woman writhing in pain below him on the bed. 

“So pretty,” he says sadistically, pulling her fish net stockings down. Exposing the rest of her body, he pulls the next item from behind him.

A box cutter.

“It’s alright love, you’ll feel really good soon, okay?” when she doesn’t respond, he scoffs. “You’re lucky I’m in a good mood today, or else I would’ve killed you right then and there.” cutting a deep line down her thigh, the prostitute screams, but is quickly muffled by his hands. “Shhh baby, shhh. The other girls can’t hear you, okay? Can you keep quiet for me?” he says as he draws more blood from her body. Satisfied with the amount of pain she’s in, he unbuckles his jeans and reveals his hard and angry length, before he forces it into her. Without good lubrication, he sighs in frustration. “Bad girl…not wet enough for me.” pulling out, he pulls his pants back up as his anger starts to build. “Get a little wetter for me, hm?” when she shakes her head in whimpers in pain, pleads leaving her mouth, he rolls his eyes.

“Bad girl.” is all he says before he slits her throat, drawing deep red blood from her throat. Getting on the white clean sheets, he clicks his tongue. 

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viridian-sunset-deactivated2017  asked:

i've been writing a lot about shiro (but a comic sorta thing) and i keep getting this feeling... about shiro having identity issues. i feel bad bc i project a lot but i always wonder if he would struggle with that (i mean.. looking at Crystal Venom just before he ejects sendak into space, and also in rebirth, but where shiro gains what seems like a more stable confidence about being the pilot of the black lion). just a random ask i guess. wondered if you have any thoughts?

I’ll preface this by saying that I am not an expert, especially on the kind of trauma that Shiro went through. I’m pretty comfortable writing certain forms of PTSD because I’ve had experience with it myself, but what happened to Shiro is on a whole ‘nother level, so much so that I’m hesitant to tackle it in my writing and so far have mostly just picked around the edges. I could be totally, totally wrong in what I’m about to say.

That said, yes. I think Crystal Venom made it clear that Shiro is experiencing a lot of trouble with his identity and his role both on the team and in the universe as a whole. Season 2 expanded on it, as well. I’m not sure how much of what Sendak said to Shiro in that episode was Sendak’s consciousness projecting through the castle and how much Shiro was hallucinating, but the entire episode pulled up some very deep trauma for him. Even at the beginning, when everyone wandered away and Shiro was stuck standing there, just staring at Sendak, he already seemed to be lowkey dissociating. And it just got worse. The part where he yelled at Sendak, “You’re a BROKEN soldier,” the way he said it (and all praise to Josh Keaton’s voice acting, for real) seemed dragged from his gut. He was either saying something he’d heard someone else to say him, or something he’d thought about himself. 

Shiro feels broken. He hides it, and he does everything he can to present only the pieces of himself that he thinks are useful to his team and to his mission, but he gets tired. He lets it slip, with Keith, with the black lion, even sometimes, just glimpses, with Allura. Throughout the second season, he kept looking ahead to a future beyond this fight, and he didn’t see himself there. That was why he set up Keith to be the leader after him, and I think it also fed into his recklessness when he was fighting Zarkon on the astral plane. I sort of expected him to falter when suddenly presented with the emperor of the universe, the being personally responsible for all the suffering and pain Shiro had gone through, but he didn’t hesitate. And I really think it was because he wasn’t fighting for himself, not at that moment. He was fighting for the black lion’s autonomy, and for his teammates’ freedom from Zarkon’s constant pursuit. His own needs fell to far, far lower priority, practically non-existent. And while it was awesome and badass and I cheered out loud at that massive punch, I was also terrified for Shiro. Black HAD to come and save him. He was completely incapable of saving himself, not just because his skills weren’t up to it, but also because emotionally, he’d already thrown himself away. I need to rewatch the finale again, but I think it also affected him there.

Shiro tries SO HARD. He was chosen by destiny or whatever to be the leader of the only force in the universe that has a chance of saving it, and he does everything he can to live up to that. He does a great job, most of the time. But he’s also a kid by any objective measure who has suffered massively and been given zero time to heal, and it shows. It would be strange if he WASN’T suffering identity issues, honestly. It’s a wonder if he’s managing to hold onto any shred of himself outside of his role as the head of Voltron, the black paladin, with a billion tons of pressure on his shoulders. And, I mean. Pressure makes diamonds. But it also makes you hard. Sometimes that means brittle, not impermeable. And brittle things can shatter.

Again, just my opinon. But thanks for asking! I spent a couple days thinking about it.

Scarier Things

Summary: Dan’s worst fear is being outed, and his boggart knows that. After being outed to his class, Phil shows him that there are scarier things than being gay (and maybe that wasn’t the smartest idea, but he’s a Hufflepuff, not a Ravenclaw).

TW: uhh, being outed prematurely i think, internalized homophobia

Word Count: 5.3k

Genre: Fluff and Smut whoop!

edit: CHECK OUT THIS ART THAT @vegapancakes MADE!!!

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Words for a Weekend - Quantico Chapter 8

Dear everyone who asked - this has been a really loong time coming and I’m sorry for that! I debated for an age whether to do one long ending post or to subdivide into the end of Saturday and Sunday as the finale. In the end it divides best here. I have Sunday mostly written and am very excited and hopeful you will enjoy the ending and will try to get it up by the end of the week. This is a shorter chapter. But I like how it came out… I hope you will too.

Monday Night is Laundry Night || Tuesday Night is Taco Night || Washout Wednesday || Three Acts on a Thursday || First Thing Friday || Friday Night by Headlight || Sunrise Saturday || Words for a Weekend || So Long Sunday


Saturday Afternoon

Scully wakes, confused but comfortable, in a room with white curtains, afternoon sun and a sea-scented breeze. She can hear the nearby ocean roaring, and while her current prone position hides it from her gaze, she’s not complaining about the view.

Through an open french window she can see Mulder, bare to the waist, with his skinny ankles poking out from plaid flannel pants that look childhood soft and are at least four inches too short. He’s looking seawards, his shoulders sloping and relaxed and the sun is catching gold flecks in his hair that glimmer like his eyes did when he pulled her and the blanket close at 6am and kissed her to sleep. Scully stretches extravagantly in the crisp sheets and, slipping on his shirt, pads over. She is pleased when he doesn’t hear her, too lost in his own private world to expect her arrival until she announces it by running her hands over the warm relief of his abdomen and stepping in to press her lips to his shoulder blade. Wordlessly he invites her into his happy place, spinning her in front of him to look out over the water, and she melts into the space between his body and his arms, fitting and filling a vacuum that could have been created to her exact measurements. For a few moments there is silence, stillness in the face of the endless, immense battle between land and sea ahead of them, and neither of them thinks about how easily their battle ended, how giving into one another feels somehow like a victory rather than a concession.

Even on the edge of paradise though, reality has a habit of creeping in, and as Mulder’s fingers hover possessively in the grooves of her ribs, Scully can’t help but wonder what this means beyond the present. Downstairs in a still unopened bag, the weighty tomes of her future lie unread, the unpaid balance of the last gamble she took. Her training at the FBI is barely underway and yet here she is, leveraging a precious free weekend against another unknown, investing in another instinctive choice.

She’s not aware of her shoulders stiffening, or the way she is chewing her lip until Mulder softly says.

‘Don’t.’

Scully turns in towards him, her eyebrow already forming the question she hasn’t yet worked out how to verbalise and he doesn’t hesitate to caress her cheek, to reconnect them while he begs her,

‘Don’t think yet. Not today. You’re a brilliant scientist and I’m a conspiracy obsessed psychologist. We can both reason our way out of anything… but I don’t want to. Not yet. Be unreasonable with me. Just until tomorrow.’

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Remember Me | 2

Prompt: When 27 year old Riley Matthews receives a letter in the mail from her 17 year old self she’s reminded of a pact she made with her group of friends on Prom night. Curious to see if any of them will stick to the pact, she heads back home to New York City for the weekend. [Italic paragraphs ~ indicate flashbacks]
Rating: M [no smut but there will be cursing and adult themes, as they are in their late 20′s in this AU, so don’t read if that’s not your cup of tea.]
Pairings: Rucas, Smarkle (have yet to decide on Maya/Zay)
Previous Chapter: Prologue | One
Word Count: 2,890
Chapter: Two

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The elevator brings the 6 old friends to the penthouse floor, a chipper ‘ding’ noise ringing in their ears as the stainless-steel doors separate and reveal the extravagant complex Farkle is living in. A wide grin covers Maya’s face as she practically skips off the lift into the living room with Farkle and Zay hot on her trail. Lucas slowly steps off, looking around to take in his surroundings before Zay calls him over to see something. It was like they were teenagers again.

Riley and Isadora are the last ones to get off, tension thick between them as they come to a halt. The two brunettes lock eyes and it’s obvious that they’re both avoiding the elephant in the room. The bespectacled beauty speaks up first, keeping her voice low. “I’m not sure I can do this, Riley.”

“I’m going to be right here with you the whole time, Smackle.” The taller brunette smiles, giving her hand a reassuring squeeze. “But maybe you should just talk to him about it. You’re both in a better place now.”

Isadora nods softly, “What about you? Are you going to talk to Lucas?”

Riley allows her gaze to tick over to the tall man across the room, laughing with Zay. He seemed happy and that’s all she ever wanted for him, was to be happy. Even if that happiness was coming from another woman. She swallows hard, feeling a knot in her stomach as she looks away. “That’s ancient history.”

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Change of plans! (And title, too). I had started a piece for @mores2sl based around Katniss as a street musician and Peeta as a street artist. While I plan on finishing that at some point, the muse went on a picnic and got distracted by THIS. Take that with a grain of salt as I’ve already done some hefty edits to it, but that is basically the first draft of the first chapter for what I’m hoping to finish in time for the August submission deadline. So here we go, another preview:


Spiral & Collision

SUMMARY: With all the empty space between planets and stars, one would think that two galaxies colliding is a fairly peaceful process. What if it’s not? What if life complicates the process as once distant planets become neighbors? Populations of species vanish. Others colonize new worlds. And some pick up arms against fellow living organisms as resources shift and change, become scarce. And humans…we take war with us everywhere we go…

Meridia: A planet caught between strictly adhered to ancient rituals and customs, and the questions and progress that inevitably follow scientific advancements, the people of Meridia have been fighting a war to protect their sovereignty and that of their neighboring systems for over sixty years. Peeta Mellark, one of three Crown Princes and the future General of Meridia returns home after sustaining a severe injury in combat, but he’s not allowed to stay for long as his father sends him back across the galaxy on an errand that promises to be far more difficult than he initially thought and will test his loyalty to family, king, and home.

Arcadia: A colony of humans on a vibrant planet, intent on protecting their freedoms and their valuable resources from falling into the hands of Coriolanus Snow, self-proclaimed emperor of two still merging galaxies. In a desperate attempt to push back and end the fight once and for all, the Lady Katniss Everdeen reluctantly agrees to what she believes is a marriage of convenience in exchange for troops and allegiance from the military might of Meridia. But just because she agreed to the marriage doesn’t mean she’ll go quietly. After all, it’s more than just her life affected by this arrangement.

WARNINGS: RATED E, for explicit sexual content, sci-fi themes and elements, violence, character deaths, arranged marriages and associated dubious consent and general fuckery, also polyamory. Oh and Peeta’s bisexual and there will be a few scenes of him with someone who is not Katniss. M/M, M/F, and M/M/F scenes. Don’t like, don’t read. Inspired by a word prompt: Agelast - A person who never laughs.

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