When you spend the day, speaking and writing in a foreign language, then switch back to your native language and start spelling things wrong, forgetting the English word and screwing up sentence structures...
I had to search ‘A word for fixing things’ because I couldn’t remember the word ‘correctly’, then proceeded to spell it ‘currectlee’. I can’t tell if this means I’m progressing in language learning, or not. I am a sleep deprived mess, okay.
Why is there discourse about Captive Prince? From what I've seen, it looks lovely. :(
It… gets lovely. The thing is it deals with effects of sensitive issues (bc I’m tired of people calling them ‘problematic’ in this context) like non-con, slavery and pedophilia and Tumblr lives with the mentality that everything that isn’t pure fluff completely detached from real life issues and problems is ‘problematic’ (and other less ethical descriptions).
I like a coffee shop or soulmate AU as much as the next person, but corruption and degeneracy are an interesting read, no need to be pretentious and purist.
love love love.. what kind of love do i want ?? what kind of love do i Need ?? i’m surrounded by love every day.. surrounded by fondness and affection and familiarity and connection in different ways. love love love… it’s found in easy laughter and in shared jokes and banter that i experience with my friend. it’s found in offered mango popsicles and my boss’s funny way of trying to connect with me through suggested mixed drink recipes and easy support of my sexuality. and it’s found in my mother’s consistent want to discuss current events with me and her constant encouragement for me to pursue my passions. and it’s found in the energy of a crowd at a concert and the quiet serenity of a field of wildflowers. my week’s been full of love love love and it makes me wonder how much i need that sort of romantic love and maybe it isn’t even that i Need it as much as i know how good other kinds of love feel and i want to experience this new kind too. it will come when it comes, i suppose it’s not something that can be rushed. but i kind of wish i could have it ? and but kind of i mean really ? i don’t feel empty without it but i’m just getting antsy and i just. want that sort of connection with someone.