and we kissed so nothing could fall not even us my love

C'est la vie

Honestly.. There’s only one person I truly wanna be with but she doesn’t even notice me. I had her once and then I lost her, I wish things woulda been different .. And maybe we hurt each other in the end, Maybe there are a few reasons why we didn’t belong together but there’s a hundred other reasons why we do.. But I rather have her in my life as a friend than not at all. It just sucks knowing that things will never be the same again. I gotta go to her house and sit there and act Like I feel nothing. Watch her fall for the wrong guys. Act like I don’t just wanna hold her, kiss her, make her feel safe and loved like she deserves to because she’s so selfless just like me.. Because people like us, we deserve love. I wish I could just tell her I’d do anything to try and make it work again But that’s life.. And sometimes there’s just nothing I can do about it.