i had to tell my friend she should give up on the love her life tonight and it hurt my heart because i could see and feel the pain in her. it takes so much to give up on someone you really fucking love and care about but it’s not healthy if they don’t feel the same or don’t show you that you’re worth something to them. it took me so long to realize that if someone really loves and wants you, they will fight to be with you no matter what. seeing my friend in tears made me realize a lot of shit and how love shouldn’t be treated as game. it’s not something you can mess with when you’re bored and have nothing better to do, if you want to be with someone, work shit out. grow with them. if not, leave them the fuck alone. self love is more important anyway and we need to learn to love ourselves before falling in love with anyone else.
Not Voyager or DS9 relate but I really hope Discovery is dark and gritty and actually lives up to some potential something we didn't get from Previous Trek shows. If it does I just may give it a chance.