Q&A Disaster//Shawn Mendes
Touring with Shawn wasn’t what I expected, I’ve seen so many beautiful places, people and monuments but nothing compares to home.
Today is the last show of the illuminate world tour, it’s been a bumpy road but we got through it. I can tell Shawn is exhausted, wanting to give every show his all. He was a perfectionist, that’s the only thing I dislike about his personality.
Q&A has always been the Hardest part for Shawn, being so close and intimate with the people who’ve supported him since the very beginning, he is who he is because of them. He just wants to give them everything
I stand near the back beside Matt and Andrew, sometimes Brian if he join’s shows, jake and a venue security guard stand in close proximity to Shawn, making sure nobody tries anything.
I wasn’t really paying attention, I’ve heard the questions a million times already, as has Shawn. Yet he still manages to Answer with so much enthusiasm.
“You there, in the red crop top.” Shawn points to a girl near the back, she looked about 13 or 14.
“What’s your question honey?” He smiles making the girl blush.
“My question is actually about Y/N.” my head rises at mention of my name, Shawn smirks.
“Go on.” He told her, I listened carefully I’m not sure they knew I was even here; i was so kept to the back Even Shawn couldn’t see me at first
.“How is it being in a relationship with someone who isn’t as good as you?, no offence but Y/N seems like a bitch you deserve better.” My heart dropped, I always knew Shawn’s fans thought I was undeserving of his love and affection, I never thought they’d say it to his face. I was scared of his reaction, Shawn tends to get very annoyed easily at people who insult me or our relationship, whereas I’m used to it.
What he said next though shocked me. “Excuse me? Not as good as me? No honey you have it all wrong Y/N is TOO good for me, I’m the one who doesn’t deserve her. She’s amazing and beautiful and kind. Anyone in the world would be lucky enough to have her but She’s mine. I don’t mean any disrespect but you don’t know Y/N or our relationship. This is just plain disrespectful.” The girl turned Crimson red and apologised profusely, Shawn just shook it off and ignored her.
He was irritated for the rest of the Q&A, even ended it 10 minutes shorter than usual, I walked into view with Andrew and Matt beside me, the girl’s face drops, everyone whispers. I’ve grown accustomed to Shawn’s fans talking behind my back, some even dare to say it to my face. I don’t react, why should I? Those girls don’t matter To me, They never will. Before Leaving I utter a few words of advice to her, “before you talk smack about someone make sure they’re not around.“