and was probably hugely sappy

Seungcheol As a Boyfriend!

First post! Please enjoy~

•Okay so we all know how Coups is the father of seventeen right??
• Well guess what!! He’d still be very overprotective and father-like in some ways
•Like you’ll be eating and some like idk pasta sauce will get over your face and Coups just kinda,,,, *wipes your face with his thumb* And you’re like ?????? Wtf babe I’m not two years old???
•Also lots of feedback and opinions on your values/clothing/work
•Like he’ll probably suggest clothing he’d like to see you in while shopping and have deep conversations with you at any given time
•Like he’ll constantly be questioning your opinions and arguments not bc he’s trying to be rude!!!!! Just he’s like???? Woah why do you think this I’m so intrigued!!???!
•OK REAL TALK THO HE PROBABLY SLEEPS WITH A TEDDY BEAR SO LIKE YOULL HAVE TO FIGHT???? WITH A STUFFED BEAR???? JUST TO CUDDLE W YOUR BF???!!?
•Also gives the best hugs
•he just seems so cuddly oml
•Lots and loTS of forehead kisses/back hugs
•Probably looks so good in the morning except has p bad morning breath????
•And he tries to kiss you goodmorning and you’re like???? babe nO
•A M U S E M E N T P A R K D A T E S
•literally always so hype!!! To go the amusement park yet???? Is a smol bby??? Two yrs old??? Doesn’t get on any rides??
•Like literally not even the kiddy rides I’m talkin like a 5 mpr merry go round!!??!
•Loves feeding you!!!?
•LOVES THE AMUSEMENT PARK FOOD!!!
•Like literally you’ll get there and two minutes later you already have like four hotdogs, two orders of funnel cake, two things of cotton candy, and three bags of kettlecorn and you’re like???!!? Since when¿? am I dating seokmin??

• Constantly has you over at the dorms like no joke ya basically live with your 2 yr old bf and his sons
•The boys probably tease him on the daily but like he doesn’t get it??? he will just be sitting there doin nothing and just
•"Dad???? Where’s mom??¿"
•Coups: *points to jeonghan*
•NO OMG WE MEAN Y/N
•OOOOO wtH
•Also yeah ok prepare to be called mom by 12 lil munchkins
•L O T S OF SHY KISSES!!!
•Like Seungcheol probably gives the softest kisses and like holds your face gently with two hands and always ends up smiling into the kiss aND IM SO EMO RN

•Okay but honestly domestic shopping with coups is probably a wild ride!!??¿
•Like he’ll literally choose a dining ware set with like twelve different colours??? And then get like a couch with a bright neon version of a colour you don’t like
•But the thing is??? He’s so clumsy???
•Probably drops at least two plates per week tbh
•So you guys constaNTLY need to get more and onCE AGAIN!!!??? HE CHOOSES THE WEIRDEST COLOURS??? THAT DONT MATCH??!! AT ALL???¿
•Also probably have to take care of him when he gets hurt
•Lots of boo boo kissies
•And the first aid kit constantly needs to be restocked

•OKOK BUT DONT LIE AND SAY YOU CANT SEE COUPS AS THE TYPE TO BE ALL ABOUT COUPLE ITEMS
•HOODIES
•HATS
•NECKLACES
•JUST ABOUT ANYTHING TBH
•Also constantly getting to wear not only his clothes but the members two bc Seungcheol probably begs them bc of how cute you look!!
•He’s a huge sappy nerd ok
•probably constantly doodling your name on important paperwork and doesn’t notice until last minute and just wAIT,,
•ALWAYS RAPS THE CHEESIEST STUFF I SWEAR
•LIKE HE’LL EVEN HAVE JUN AND DINO DORKILY BEAT BOXING IN THE BACKGROUND
•HE DEF GETS FLUSTERED AND STARTS BLUSHING SO HARD YOURE LIKE!!?? OMG!!? HOW CUTE?!!!!!
•Basically Seungcheol is a huge nerd ok trust me on this
•BUT
•B U T
•DO NOT BE FOOLED!!!
•HE IS LITERALLY CAPABLE OF TURNING FROM A 2 YR OLD TO THE HOTTEST THING YOUVE EVER SEEN WITHIN .2 SECONDS OK
•also is very immature and probably laughs at dirty jokes
•gets flustered and proceeds to make dirty jokes whenever you’re around bc he’s a dumb poop
• But he’s your dumb poop so it’s ok!!!

Leave any feedback if you can guys! This was my first time doing this omg
Sorry if it’s bad, I’m always open to constructive criticism in the tags!
Xx

Gender Dysphoria: mild to severe unhappiness with one’s biological sex or its usual gender role, with the desire for the body and role of the opposite sex.

 

Body dysmorphic disorder: a mental illness that involves belief that one’s own appearance is unusually defective (worthy of hiding or fixing), while one’s thoughts about it are pervasive and intrusive (at least one hour per day), although the perceived flaw might be nonexistent.If the perceived flaw is actual, it is minor or perception of its significance is severely exaggerated

I have both of these.Pretty severe cases,actually,esspeically concerning the dysmorphia one.I hate my body.There is literally not one good thing i can find about it.I hate my legs,my stomach,my breasts,my vagina,the arms,everything.I hate it.

Because of this,taking showers are a very daunting and difficult task for me.I dread taking showers,dread seeing my body naked.When i first began experiencing symptoms of dysphoria and dysmorphia,showers were the hardest thing in the world for me.I had to take them In the dark,with my eyes shut just to keep from doing something drastic,and I often cried myself to sleep because of this.I would often skip taking showers for this reason.

I needed help. Desperately. I tried everything i could,everything I found online;nothing worked.Nothing,that is,until i was introduced to the Roosterteeth community.

I’d been a huge fan of Roosterteeth since i was 7,but I never really interacted with anyone in the community.Then,i started making fandom accounts on a few different sites,and my life was changed.I’ve met so many awesome people,laugh more,appreciate art and stories more.But more importantly,i can take showers again.

The community provided me with fanfictions and fanarts and headcanons and whatnot.When I took showers,I began to think about those.My body would go on autopoilot while I dreamed up fictional universes and situations for the RT Crew,or imagined them doing the things I saw in fanart,or in headcanons.Before I would know it,my shower had been completed.

I could take showers again.

This was a huge deal for me.While it didn’t completely cure my illnesses, I didnt have to fear the shower anymore.I could shower with the lights on again,without fear of doing something horrible once I saw my body.Again,the  community didn’t cure my illnesses,but this was still a huge,huge deal for me.

And It was all thanks to the RT community. I have a never ending list of people I’m so,so,so thankful for.That list includes,but is not limited to:

spiderjockey

glackedandmullered

jackinthatpattillo

padalickingood

freemyedgar

iamtheoneinthehole

And so many more people.

If you write fanfcitions or headcanons or draw dumb fanart for this fandom,and you are not on this list,i still owe you so,so much.Because your words or your art may have helped me through the night without crying.They may have helped me get to sleep.They may have prevented me from doing something horrible to myself.

This is a huge,long,sappy,embarrassing post that i’m probably going to regret making and that I’m super nervous about posting,and i’m sorry for it,but I just felt the need to make it,to show my gratitiude for everyone in the community.You’ve helped me through so much..And while I still have major problems with my body,you’ve fixed this thing for me.For that,i owe you guys so much.

Thank you.From the bottom of my heart,i thank every single content creator in the Roosterteeth fandom from the bottom of my heart.I love you all so,so much.

Thank you.