i’m usually such a positive soul, i try to see the silver lining in everything but lately it’s been nothing but fuck ups and set backs. i don’t want to question my purpose anymore. i don’t want to be depressed. i don’t want to wonder when/if i’ll ever get my life together. i don’t want people to think i’m failure because i don’t know what i’m doing right now. it wouldn’t be so bad if i wasn’t trying but i am. i’m trying so fucking hard and nothing is working. i don’t want to quit, but i’m so tired.