and they couldn't think of anything but getting him back

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john reese + his friend harold

exspiravitlibertus asked:

"I never wanted you to get hurt."

Sebastian looked back at his friend with cold eyes. He felt numb from rage. His anger was petty. This whole situation was petty, but Maker preserve him he could not calm himself. He should keep walking. Go back to the Chantry and stay there until he could feel again.

“Fenris, you are one of the few people I call friend. I confided in you about her. I trusted you, and how do you pay back this trust? You took her from me!”

He knew those words weren’t true. He had no claim on Hawke. He had no right to say who should be with her. The archer had reluctantly spilled his problems to the warrior when his feelings had started affecting his fighting abilities. Fenris had been calm and quiet like always, being a supportive friend and Sebastian had felt better about the whole thing.

Walking into the Hanged Man to find Isabella interrogating Hawke about her night with the elf had crushed him.

                        “If you’re smart..you’ll stay far away from me for a while.”