and they cause so many emotions

I actually sat down and shut my mouth and actually just listened and you know, accepted every bit of information with no judgement… I knew that it was my job to show, you know, that people that are on the spectrum are just regular people, literally, just how we talk, how me and Becky [Becky G, Yellow Ranger] talk, they feel the same way, they have the same emotions, they wanna be loved, that want people to love, they want relationships they want, you know, connections, and it’s just like I was really excited to be able to play that ’cause I know it means so much to so many people, ’cause all of us are affected by it… and it’s something I feel like we needed to have in this movie to be honest.
—  RJ Cyler, who plays Billy Cranston (the blue power ranger) in Power Rangers (2017).
because everyone is doing it.

my thoughts on everything that transpired.

Ilian was already becoming a soft spot for her. Because of their own respective trauma, they both veer toward each other because of recognized pain and anguish. That isn’t a basis of love. But I feel like that’s just obvious? Octavia pressured him into sex and he gave her that because he took pity on her and understood her pain. That’s dubious consent. But he just pulled her from the lip of the cave, and literally from killing herself. So if it was going to make her stay and calm down, he was going to do it. (Headcanon drop: he was a virgin up until then.)

If you understand that he pushed her to face things that she’s been trying to force down, you’ll understand that the overwhelming surge of emotion caused her to want to run into the rain. As someone that knows almost too many people with bipolar, and have a mood disorder myself, I can assure that she’s not. Her grief is just manifesting as mania.

She runs into the rain BECAUSE SHE WANTS TO ESCAPE THE EMOTIONS ILIAN ROUSED. Not to feel, not to break out of her numbness. She wanted to STOP the influx of emotions. The sadness. The clawing agony that came with losing Lincoln. She wants to be with him, and if that means hurling herself to death, so be it. I still adamantly believe when Helios picked her up from the river that she was telling him to go to Lincoln’s Cave so she could die there.

This was an act of desperation. To pour out her depression onto someone that understood it and wasn’t going to crumble under the weight of it. It was selfish. It didn’t take Ilian’s needs into consideration. It was Not Healthy at all. But this happens. Life is messy and so are people. But it was a step towards healing. A step towards introspection for Octavia, who hardly self analyzes. Ilian challenges her, instead coddling her like Bellamy and Kane. She doesn’t want to be swaddled in love. There’s too much hate and anger at the injustice of Lincoln’s death in her to process that. She needs someone to meet her hatred and call her out on her horseshit. Even if she hates it.

Ilian offered a sense of security for her to act her age. WHICH IS SEVEN-FUCKING-TEEN. And in my mind, in many ways she’s emotionally/socially regressed a few years due to her upbringing. So she was allowed to be small. And let out the inner child that’s been severely wounded. She was able put down every protector wall, and not have to worry about something horrific happening. In that moment she was allowed to be safe.

MOVING FORWARD, I don’t think they’ll fall in love. But I do think that she will respect him greatly. I think he’ll appreciate her, as well. And he may develop more feelings than she’ll allow herself. But it will be a respectful friendship. And he’ll want her to be healthy and happy. Same for her with him. From the ashes we’ll rise.

anonymous asked:

Is it an autism thing to sometimes be so overwhelmed with conflicting thoughts and emotions that you zone out and freeze? I often have times where I want to get up and do something but I am stuck inside my head because I can't work out what I'm feeling and I feel like I can't move until I identify what I'm feeling. But other times I can't sit still or focus on any task because I can't get past a feeling or thought and my whole body is full of nervous energy and I don't know what to do with it.

From what you’ve described about zoning out and freezing, it sounds like you are experiencing shutdowns which are very much so an autism thing. Shutdowns can cause a person to become stuck and unable to move or speak until whatever caused it has resolved. Shutdowns can be caused by too strong emotions, emotional conflict, sensory overload, change, and many other factors. 

When you can’t stop moving and feel full of nervous energy, it’s likely that you are stimming to help yourself regulate what you’re feeling. To me, it sounds like emotional overload which can lead to a meltdown or shutdown or can pass without escalating. 


anonymous asked:

So when do you think Caryl will go canon and how do you think it will happen???!!!

oh why did you have to ask me this???


I don’t like to make predictions because i’m usually wrong so I try not to.

As far as the when I’ve given up on this season to be honest, if they even have a scene in the same location i’ll be surprised so if anything it’s next season .

My guess is they will do this when they need serious ratings cause that’s how this shit works.

As far as the how I would speculate its when they have a moment where nothing is really going on for them and they have an actual quiet moment. This time she’ll know what happened and there won’t be anything hidden between them. A completely unguarded emotional moment when they are both raw and open.

I know how NR’s said and many agree it would be her to make the move but I think his statements about Daryl ‘getting over that wall.’ with regards to that might indicate a possibility that he could be getting pushed in that direction. Meaning that he might ready sooner or later to actually do it himself, which for me would extraordinary and would mean a whole lot in terms or character growth and for the ship as well, because it would be him declaring it first and that’s important to me.

But even if she does it first he’s definitely not gonna fight it  and go with it, cause one he feels comfortable with that look out. There will be no stopping him.

I just want them to get off the snide and do it before I start collecting Social Security you know? Even though I will wait forever as I’ve said.

So to the showrunners… pretty please… let us have it..

yes I did just pull out the cute face cause yeah…

Haikyuu!! Main Ships by Fanfics
  • Kagehina: just because we fucked doesn't mean we're gay right like all good teammates have sex once in a while...right?
  • Daisuga: Fluffity Fluff McFluff even their smut is fluffy
  • Asanoya: many household accidents have happened when domestic fluff occurs, ex.: noya: oh an oven is there fire omg we haVE KNIVES ASAHI AHAHHAHAHAHA
  • Tsukiyama: they watch A LOT of movies and apparently yams can be pretty smooth also there will be emotional turmoil and angst
  • Iwaoi: Angst©
  • Even the fluff has angst
  • Bokuaka: bokuto has lots of cheesy pickup lines but akaashi thinks he is the smoothest person on the fucking planet
  • Kuroken: they both like each other and they know it and everyone thinks they're dating even if they're not cause they're so obviously in love

just so many rogue one emotions, spoilers ahead:

  • i thought being spoiled would mean i’d be prepared but NO. cried my way out the cinema. thanks disney.
  • ppl calling jyn unemotional and detached and like???!? she puts herself in very immediate danger to save a little girl and probably feels so much all the time she eventually shuts down cause SAME
  • cassian andor is every sexy girl love interest that’s been in the shit so much longer than the chosen one and is capable and dangerous and so emotionally closed off she should honestly not grow attached to one person so quickly but goddamn he didn’t even feel her steal his blaster 
  • welcome home JUST FUCKING DESTROY ME 
  • poe dameron always wanted a pet robot cause cassian andor had a pet robot
  • …what is saw’s deal i want a mini-series about him and the fact that the rebel alliance considers him an extremist though he was the one trying to protect a baby girl from being a pawn
  • baze no longer believed in the force but he sure as hell believed in chirrut and i want to cry
  • baze is actually 25 
  • living around chirrut ages a person
  • bodhi’s reaction when face to face with saw’s breathing apparatus makes me convinced he had a terrifying run-in with vader 
  • speaking of bodhi this man was a born leader and i’m so pissed he never got to do that
  • krennic’s crumpled-ass cape was a disgrace. no wonder no one likes you
  • so okay vader’s corridor fighting was awesome but what i most enjoyed about his return apart from his dramatic sauron tower was that they kept his fucking dorky finger-pointing hand gestures
  • the hugging at the end destroyed what was left of my shriveled husk of a heart
  • people knowing the odds and choosing to sacrifice themselves because someone has to fight, someone has to resist, someone has to draw that fucking line in the sand is the surest way to wreck me 
  • so fuck me this movie has left me void
So You Do Love Me (Jay Park x Reader)

Requested by anon. Enjoy!

Originally posted by korean-hip-hop

You were very successfull in USA, you were in the industry since you turned 18, you were loved by many people worldwide mostly cause you kept it real, you didn’t try to be the sweet girl or the sexy one or the goofy one, you were all of them. You showed different trypes of yourself, your latest album called ‘voices’ was a huge success, people loved how you played around with all different kinds of emotions, that’s why it was called 'voices’ because people have all kinds of voices in their head and you didn’t just stick to one. 

But you felt like you were getting comfortable. You wanted a challenge, yes you did get challenged cause being in the spotlight is a daily struggle, but you were getting used to it. A concert in Korea turned everything around, it was so different and you quickly noticed that not many foreigners made it big in this country. It took a full year for you to get realeased from your contract in USA and get signed in a company in Korea called YMC


You were very happy, but not many people were. Korea was a very competitive country and very strict with their bussiness, especially when you are a foreigner. Being called a “koreaboo” and stuff like that had become an everyday thing. You were very close to giving up and going back to USA, that was when you met Jay.

You could swear that you had never met such a positive person. He was very welcoming and helping, he knew how hard it could be for an artist that had nothing to do with this country and tried to find success. So he welcomed you with open arms, you collaborated on a song called “Still killing it” and it was great, you enjoyed his company and you decided that just because your song ended, that does not mean your friendship would


Jay had a very special place in your heart, like you had in his. You loved to talk to him, to get his opinion for everything and just be silly together, you understood each other and your bond started growing daily. Sometimes you questioned your motives, they were plenty of times that you caught yourself imagining stuff that were not what firends do, you felt that warm fuzzy feeling when he hugged you, you had a smile whenever he called you beautiful, you felt nice when he hid his face in your neck when he was tired and hugged you to find comfort.

You were extremely happy when he told you that you would appear together at a hiphop special that the variety show 'happy together’ was doing, with you it would also be Dok2, Bobby, Cheetah and Kittib. Of course you chose the dressing room that was next to his.“Come in"You said when you heard a knock on your door. He walked in with a smile and approached you and gave you a kiss on the cheek.

"You’re ready babygirl?”

“Yeah they are just finishing my hair”

“I like your lipstick, it brings out your eyes”

He complimented you. You smiled and winked at him. Recently the feelings that you usually brushed off were getting stronger and it was scaring you, you’ve seen how girls come and go and you did not want that to happen to you.


You walked in all togehter and because of your heels and your sore ankle made you trip, but Jay who was of course right next to you caught you and pushed you next to his body

“No, stay with me girly”

He said and posed, making it a bit comedic and acting like nothing happened. You posed next to him while others laughed, you giggled and went to your seat

“That was a quick save”

One of the MC’s spoke. You smiled and nodded

“Yeah, that’s why I hang out with him”


The interview kept going and it finally your turn came.

“So you have a second album coming up, what are we expecting from this one?”

“It’s more of a fluffy vibe to it. Since my last album was very bold and seductive, I wanted to show a different side of me”

“She has slippers with bunnies on them”

“Hey, you weren’t supposed to say that”

You said and covered Jay’s mouthed. He licked your palm- knowing that it will gross you out- and you yanked it away

“Ewww, disgusting" 

 You rubbed your hand on his shirt, making the saliva he left get rubbed on his shirt

"Aren’t they adorable?”

Dok2 pointed it out, and everyone nodded their heads

“I am adorable, he is gross”

“really? then why do you call me everytime you are sad? 'Jay I need to talk to you, I am upset, please Jay’ ”

He said in a high whiny voice, immitating you. You slapped his upper hand and desided to turn the tables on him

“Cause I feel bad for you and I want you to feel like you have friends”


“Yeah. Ah!”

He put you on a headlock, getting a wild reaction from not just you but from everyone, some of them even laughed at the silly view

“Take it back”


“Jay let her go, her managment will sue us”

The MC said. He let you got and you slapped him in the face this time.

“You idiot, that really hurt”

“I am sorry bunny”

He used the nickname he had for you and kissed your cheek. Everyone aww’d and you just pushed him awayDuring the rest of the interview you couldn’t help but question your feelings. Was this really just a friendly game? or did he also have some other feelings for you? was it worth the risk?

“So as you said, you are a very sexy and seductive artist? Does that scare guys away?”

“Sometimes. Some men was a very normal and cute girl, I like to wear tight clothes and show my curves, if a guy can talk about sex then why shouldn’t I do it?”

“That’s why I also approached her. She has that amazing and unapologetic attitude, she is also a straight boss, no artist would do what she did and go to a totally diferent country and start from scratch.”

Jay chimed in. You leaned your head to his shoulder and looked at him with puppy eyes

“Awww so you do love me”

“Sadly, yes”

Your smile dropped and you pulled away from him

“You just ruined a perfect moment”


You didn’t wait for him, you jsut went back to the dressing room as fast as you could. He noticed that, he had to admit that it bothered him, he wanted to talk to you. For a week now he was pep talking himself to talk to you, he couldn’t keep the act anymore, to him you were never a friend, he just never knew how to talk to you like a girlfriend, you made him nervous and protective. He was even overprotective towards you when it came to him, he knew his reputation and how he portrayed himself in the public, how could you trust a man that on it’s latest mv had a girl on his lap and on a bed? He thought he was protecting you, but in reality you jsut putted yourselfs in a torture

“hey, you weren’t really hurt by the headlock right?”

“No, I’m fine don’t worry about it”

You avoided eye contact as you took of your bracelets. The both of you could feel the tension growing, he had to put an end to this

“Let’s go out”

“I’m not hungry Jay

”“No, not like that. As a… date”

That got your attention. You turned to him completely stunned, you opened your mouth but nothing came out

“I…. um…. what?”

“I like you (y/n), I don’t want to be your friend, I never did. I want to be your man, I am sorry but I cannot stand on the side and just let other guys to touch you-specially after that Chul guy-  and…. I want to be that man”

You smiled at him. Seeing him so upset over your ex boyfriends, he never liked Chul, he thought that he was stuck up and arrogant. You ended with him on friendly terms but Jay never stopped complaining about how he treated you.

“You are so cute”


He raised his eyebrow, not expecting you to say that. You walked to him and wrapped your arms around his neck, he automatically wrapped his around your waist.

“Should I wear my bunny slippers on our date?”

“Ohhhh girl you trynna seduce me, with those sexy ass slippers”

“Maybe a hair bun too?”

“girl you sure know how to turn a guy on”

Moon Sign Observations Pt. 2

**my astro blog is basically all about moon signs cause I love ‘em and hey I’m a Moon dominant person!**

Aries moons like to go where the action is so they’ll often choose to live in cities and look for many late-night adventures.

Taurus moons are the best artists. They have a strong sensitivity to light, sound and other sensory details. Movies and music have a strong effect on them.

Gemini moons are often autodidacts, meaning they teach themselves or learn new information as a source of emotional comfort.

Cancer moons often cope with life’s difficulties through seclusion. They are naturally receptive to other people’s problems and listen easily. They nest in their bedrooms and may enjoy interior design or DIY projects.

Leo moons don’t like people to see them sad. They’re very prideful and cope with their sadness by actively trying to be more happy. 

Virgo moons are often one of the most closed-off emotionally. They may have a public personality that is very successful, hard-working and admired by their peers but internally, they are critical of their skills.

Libra moons hate to offend and they try to be inclusive to others. They tend to be very sympathetic to their friends and devote a lot of time and energy to them.

Scorpio moons have a secret internal life. They may be charismatic at work or with friends but alone, they can be brooding and have moods that people never would guess.

Sagittarius moons love silly things like cartoons and memes. Unlike Sag suns, they tend to seek out people who have similar interests as them and talk animatedly about those interests.

Aquarius moons like to indulge in their specialness sometimes. They may feel disconnected to the way people are expected to behave and so they might question ordinary or harmless things.

Capricorn moons are actually very funny and have a dry sense of humor. They might be cynical but sometimes it’s in a charming way.

Pisces moons feel deeply connected to humanity and they can get sad from reading the news. They like to take long baths and they will often take off their shoes and go into the ocean when visiting.


make me choosechancehouse asked: doctor who season 3, season 7 or season 9
When something goes missing, you can always recreate it by the hole it left. I know her name was Clara. I know we travelled together. I know that there was an Ice Warrior on a submarine and a mummy on the Orient Express. I know we sat together in the Cloisters and she told me something very important, but I have no idea what she said. Or what she looked like. Or how she talked. Or laughed. There’s nothing there. Just nothing. There’s one thing I know about her. Just one thing. If I met her again, I would absolutely know. 

I’m rewatching RWBY volume three and I just got to chapter eight, where Qrow says ‘sometimes bad things just happen’. How many times do you think he’s mumbled that to himself, alone in a bar over a shot of whiskey, to try and convince himself that not every bad thing that happens is his fault. That fate can be to blame, it’s not his fault, he didn’t cause it, he couldn’t have stopped it, it wasn’t his fault.

I have a lot of emotions about this man.

The truth is that I hate you for hurting me so many years ago. I hate you for causing damage that I don’t know how to repair, and you’re too much of a coward to try.
I hate you, because now I tear up in the middle of a laugh, and in my eyes there is deep hurting that I can’t smile away.
And I hate myself for still being here for you because you matter more to me than I do.
—  Journal, I Hate

i truly hope and wish that both tarjei and henrik know just how big on an impact they’ve caused in terms of portraying even and isak’s relationship so beautifully, yet realistically. and i hope that the people at Skam HQ know the importance and just how many lives they’ve touched with the telling, and might i add, the wonderful telling, of isak’s sexuality. and i hope the entire cast of skam know just how pivotal their character’s roles have been in aiding isak’s character to go on this entire journey through this series in his self discovery.

yeah, i hope they all know just how big of an impact they’ve made to our lives. because, boy oh boy, they deserve all the praise for doing such a remarkable job.

Fun Fact: Extreme low-frequency sounds, too low for the ear to hear but felt by the body, known as infrasounds, induce emotional responses ranging from anxiety to despair. Such sounds occur naturally before earthquakes and volcano eruptions so it is thought that this sense is a vestige of a threat detection sense much as dogs will react before earthquakes. 

Filmmakers are now using these infrasounds in theaters during emotionally tense, suspenseful or frightening parts of the film. The French film “Irreversible” used it to such great effect that people actually became nauseated and disoriented causing many to walk out of the theater.

Detecting And Dealing With Energy Parasites

Energy Parasites are spirits that nonconsensually feed off of your energy. It is almost always harmful. This is a guide for detecting and dealing with them, as they are often challenging to detect and deal with.

Why are they difficult to detect?

They are often difficult to detect as they are usually highly skilled in energy work, and can thus mimic your own energy signature to disguise their own. They also emit very little energy themselves, which adds to the difficulty in detection. The smarter ones are capable of sensing if you are searching for energy parasites, and will pause in their feeding so as to go undetected. Many of the parasitic spirits, especially those smaller that are able to slip inside of your energetic system, are capable of moving around in your system very quickly, making them difficult to catch yourself.

How do I know if I may have an energy parasite?

If you have no known or possible physical or mental issues that may cause these issues, Common signs include recurring negative emotions with seemingly no cause, constant fatigue, or fatigue that sets on really quickly, especially magical fatigue, recurring leaks in the energy points, energy that seems to “ disappear” when it reaches a certain point; energy reaches that point and vanishes. Recurring negative emotions happen because the parasite uses their magic to make events that cause negative emotions or make you more susceptible/sensitive to that emotion, giving them more energy to feed off of which creates a feedback loop. Again, please make sure you have no physical or mental issues that may cause these feelings first before jumping to magical conclusions.

How can I deal with them if they are so hard to detect?

In all honesty, it is best to get an outside spirit to help deal with and remove your parasitic spirit. This is because again, those that are inside you may have mimicked your energy signature, making it very challenging to detect yourself; you will have to know your energy signature down to the very minor details. Especially powerful parasites may become fully immune to your own energy no matter how you change it, thus rendering anything you do useless (definitely go for outside help in this case). For what you could do on your own: you can try to reach an astral hand into yourself and grab the parasite, make your own energy intolerable (usually by making your energy the opposite of what the parasite feeds off of), or flushing out a large amount of your energy at once (and thus flushing out the spirit with it). Note that these methods require decent energy work skills. 


Michael getting jealous would include:

- Him watching you from afar as you laugh at a joke some guy was telling you at one of Tommy’s and Grace’s fancy dinners, causing a surge of jealously to travel through him

- Him getting grumpy and barely talking to you, but he completely denies it whenever you confront him about it.

- Him avoiding you because he’s overwhelmed by so many different emotions in which he struggles to contain when he sees you with another man.

- Him sitting alone in front of the fire with a cigarette and a whiskey, analysing whether he is overacting or whether his feelings are justified.

- Him getting called out by Polly who insisted on knowing why he was being so miserable and agitated.

- Him eventually telling you that he can’t stand to see another man attempting to hit on you when you corner him in Tommy’s office.

- Having rough possessive make up sex over the office table, both of you determined to show one another who you belong to.

(Not my Gif, credit goes to its owners)