and therew

tis a sad thing
to want to escape

running blind

freedom comes
in many forms
incarceration
many more

not knowing what
you hope to find
walking out the door

did u see
what u hoped to see
when you walked
away from me?

but I could not
ask you to stay
for your mind
was already miles away

adrift above
in thinning air
and I would hope to
meet u there

we could ride
a thermal column
’til we were no more

never understanding
loves affliction
has no cure

[LYRICS] (ENG TRANS) Awake (Jin Solo)

it’s not that I believe you
I’m just trying to withstand
because what I can do
is only this
I want to languish
I want to dream more
but even so
it seems it’s come time to leave
yeah it’s my truth
it’s my truth
it will only be cuts and bruises
but it’s my fate
it’s my fate
even so, I want to struggle
maybe I can never fly
like those flower petals there
wings, like other things, are impossible
maybe I can’t touch the sky
but even so, I want to stretch out my hand
I want to try to run, just a little more
I’m just walking and walking in this darkness
the happy times ask to me
if I’m really all right
oh no
I answered, no, I’m so afraid
even so, I clutch six flowers in my hands
I’ll only be walking
oh no
but it’s my fate
it’s my fate
even so, I want to struggle
maybe I can never fly
like those flower petals there
wings, like other things, are impossible
maybe I can’t touch the sky
but even so, I want to stretch out my hand
I want to try to run, just a little more
wide awake wide awake wide awake
don’t cry
wide awake wide awake wide awake
no lie
wide awake wide awake wide awake
don’t cry
wide awake wide awake wide awake
no lie
maybe I, I can never fly
like those flower petals there
wings, like other things, are impossible
maybe I, I can’t touch the sky
but even so, I want to reach out my hand
I want to try to run
just a little more

trans by papercrowns do not take out or repost without permission.

BTS - Awake (Jin solo)

it’s not that I believe you
I’m just trying to withstand
because what I can do
is only this
I want to languish
I want to dream more
but even so
it seems it’s come time to leave
yeah it’s my truth
it’s my truth
it will only be cuts and bruises
but it’s my fate
it’s my fate
even so, I want to struggle
maybe I can never fly
like those flower petals there
wings, like other things, are impossible
maybe I can’t touch the sky
but even so, I want to stretch out my hand
I want to try to run, just a little more
I’m just walking and walking in this darkness
the happy times ask to me
if I’m really all right
oh no
I answered, no, I’m so afraid
even so, I clutch six flowers in my hands
I’ll only be walking
oh no
but it’s my fate
it’s my fate
even so, I want to struggle
maybe I can never fly
like those flower petals there
wings, like other things, are impossible
maybe I can’t touch the sky
but even so, I want to stretch out my hand
I want to try to run, just a little more
wide awake wide awake wide awake
don’t cry
wide awake wide awake wide awake
no lie
wide awake wide awake wide awake
don’t cry
wide awake wide awake wide awake
no lie
maybe I, I can never fly
like those flower petals there
wings, like other things, are impossible
maybe I, I can’t touch the sky
but even so, I want to reach out my hand
I want to try to run
just a little more

please don’t repost

I Sing the Body Electric; Especially When My Power Is Out

by Andrea Gibson

This is my body
I have weather veins
They’re especially sensitive to dust storms and hurricanes
When I’m nervous my teeth chatter like a wheelbarrow collecting rain
I am rusty when I talk- it is the storm in me

The doctor said some day I might not be able to walk
It’s in my blood like the iron
My mother is as tough as nails, she held herself together
The day she could no longer hold my niece she said
“Our kneecaps are our prayer beds
Everyone can walk farther on their kneecaps than they can on their feet”

This is my heartbeat
Like yours, it is a hatchet
It can build a house, or tear one down
My mouth is a fire escape
The words coming out don’t care that they are naked
There is something burning in here
When it burns, I hold my own shell to my ear
Listen for the parade when I was seven
The man who played the bagpipes wore a skirt
He was from Scotland- I wanted to move there
Wanted my spine to be the spine of an unpublished book
My fate, the first and last page

The day my ribcage became monkey bars
For a girl hanging on my every word
They said “you are not allowed to love her”
Tried to take me by the throat
And teach me I was not a boy
I had to unlearn their prison speak
Refuse to make wishes on the star on the sheriff’s chest
I started wishes on the stars in the sky instead

I said to the the sun
“Tell me about the big bang”
The sun said
“it hurts to become”

I carry that hurt on the tip of my tongue
And whisper bless your heart every chance I get
So my family tree can be sure I have not left
You do not have to leave to arrive
I am learning this slowly

So sometimes when I look in the mirror
My eyes look like the holes in the shoe of the shoe shine man
My hands are busy on the wrong things
Some days, I call my arms wings
While my head is in the clouds

It will take me a few more years to learn
Flying is not pushing away the ground
Safety is not always safe
You can find one on every gun
I am aiming to do better

This is my body
My exhaustion pipe will never pass inspection
And still my lungs know how to breathe
Like a burning map
Everytime I get lost behind the curtain of her hair
You can find me by the window
Following my past to a trail of blood
In the snow

The night I opened my veins
The doctor who stitched me up asked me if I did it for attention
For the record, if you have ever done anything for attention,
This poem is attention
Title it with your name
It will scour the city bridge every night
You stand kicking at your shadow
Staring at the river
It does not want to find your body
Doing anything but loving what it loves
So love what you love

Say this is my body
It is no ones but mine
This is my nervous system
My wanting blood
My half tamed addictions
My tongue, tied up like a ball of Christmas lights
If you put a star on the top of my tree,
Make sure it’s a star that fell
Make sure it hit bottom like a tambourine
Cause all these words are stories

For the staircase to the top of my lungs
Where I sing what hurts
And the echo comes back
Bless your heart
Bless your body
Bless your holy kneecaps
They are so smart
You are so full of rain
There is so much growing
Hallelujah to your weather veins
Hallelujah to the ache
To the pull
To the fall
To the pain
Hallelujah To the grace
And the body
and every cell of us all

My reactions throughout this arc

when someone tells me

that Grisha came from beyond the walls

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we’re back in shiganshina

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reiner and bertolt are there

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beast titan is there

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we know how marco died

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we know the beast titan’s name is zeke

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annie’s dad is waiting for her

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reiner died

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reiner somehow didn’t die

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bertolt turned into a fucking nuclear explosion and turned into colossal titan

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erwin, marlo and everyone dies

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levi fights and almost kills zeke

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reiner comes back

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armin dies

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erwin dies for real

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zeke talks with eren

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armin comes back

We get to the motherfucking basement.

Honestly though, I enjoyed this arc a lot. I am really looking forward to seeing what happens next now that we have THIS HUGE FUCKING REVELATION AND HYPE OH MY GOD, but apart from that, I think it’s worth noting that Chapter 86 will be the final chapter of Volume 20 AND, if Isayama follows his usual pattern, the end of the Arc as well. Here’s to SnK!

husband!jimin au
  • would constantly be bugging you about having kids 
  • like in every single conversation you have with him the topic of having babies/kids will come up *both of you talking about vegetables* jimin:’jagi I think our kids would probably hate spinach too’
  • he would constantly bring you to the playground just so he could play and interact with the little kids there
  • wanting to cuddle 25/8
  • ‘my loverrrr’
  • constantly grabbing your butt
  • you’d be making breakfast and jimin would constantly be begging you to let him help
  • your house/apartment would be filled with jimin’s laughter and giggles
  • him showing you off to EVERYBODY YOU MEET
  • ‘Have you met my wife????’ ‘Yes you’ve introduced me to your wife like five times’
  • always remembering your anniversary 
  • like at night ya’ll would be cuddling and you’d be on the verge of falling asleep but jimin would be glancing at the time every five seconds waiting for it to be 12am
  • *12:00am* ‘WAKE UP WAKE UP JAGIYAAAAAA HAPPY ANNIVERSARY I LOVE YOU’
  • ‘NOW WE MAKE LOVE’
  • lots of you nagging at him to do his part of the housework
  • constantly taking selfies with you
  • ‘ahh seriously can the both of you save it for later????’ ‘ya’ll are so romantic i’m going to throw up’ hearing that 99.999999% of the time from the other boys
  • him trying to fix up the new shelf you bought for the house bc ‘manly’ and ‘masculine’ but he’d be struggling
  • ‘jiminah why don’t we get someone else to do it??’ ‘Jagiya i got this!! trust me’
  • *few hours later* ‘jagiya, what was the person’s number again?? the one that was supposed to assemble the shelf??’
  • blasting dance music and having dance parties
  • receiving noise complaints from the neighbours
  • kissing you all over your face ‘MY WIFE IS SO CUTE’
  • ‘what did I ever do so right to deserve you’
  • *talking about kids again* ‘our kids would be so good looking with our genes!!’
  • you feeling bad about not wanting to give him a kid yet so for his birthday you’d buy him a little puppy
  • like he’d come home from work and the puppy would run up to him and he’d be like ‘how cute???!!??? jagiya!! whose puppy is this???!!!? I want to keep it :(((’
  • you’d be like ‘HappY biRTHDAY!!!! IT’S OURS!!’
  • and he’d almost pass out from happiness
  • ‘WELCOME TO THE FAMILY PUPPY!!!!’
  • he would spend the entire day playing with it and he wouldn’t want to go to work the next day bc he’d still want to play with the puppy
  • cartoon marathons with you and the puppy
  • mini jimin in the near future oh my godddDDDDJFNJGHJK A MINI JIMIN
  • him watching you fall asleep and thinking ‘I’m so grateful I get to spend the rest of my life with you’

a/n; this was looongg. ahhhh husband jimin and the little puppy :-((((((((  hope this was ok!!! I think i’ll do jin or maybe yoongi tonight/tomorrow heheheeh

Requests [x] / Jungkook

The other thing with cetacean captivity (apart from the inability to replicate their natural environment) is the complete lack of enrichment they have in their tanks. 

If you think about other animals they all have basic needs for their enclosures that we’re expected to meet. Hamsters, for example, at the absolute minimum, have an exercise wheel. This is so they can get enough exercise in an environment they otherwise, perhaps, wouldn’t.

This

is not enrichment. This is a heap of rubbish. This is especially bad when you consider that most of the time they don’t even get any of these “toys” in their tanks.

In the wild orca and other cetaceans have many things that they enjoy doing. We know that orca often visit Vancouver Island because they like to rub themselves on the stones there

We know that dolphins enjoy swimming in the bow waves of boats. They have also been known to play “catch” where they toss and object to each other. There are many different aspects to cetaceans play and to keep them in a barren environment is beyond cruel.

What do they have here to do? Nothing. The ocean is not a barren concrete tank. This is wrong.

MISSIONARIES

WE CANNOT

HELP IN YOUR

LIFETIME

IN THE FOLD OF YOUR REALM THERE

WE REMAIN

NON SENTIENT

PLACID

DORMANT EVER DORMANT

WE CANNOT 

ASK YOU TO

UNDERSTAND

ONLY TO RETHINK

CONSIDER

IN ANOTHER PLACE SIMULTANEOUSLY

WE ARE EUPHORIC

Broken People

The regular preacher wasn’t there

We had a sub

A lady who moved from Germany

When she was 11

She still had a little German accent

mixed with her British accent


For a few years after arriving in England she had a wonderful social life

But then her friends stopped talking to her

~~~~~

I resisted the urge to cry

The lady in front of me was wiping tears from her face with her hands

And I was worried that we would be asked to hold hands later in the service

I didn’t want to catch a cold from her tear-and-snot-encrusted hands


Jake says JD doesn’t like to be touched either

– Handshakes or hugs–

I like that and I find it not surprising

It’s sensible really

“I like how the Japanese do it,” I told Jake

“Bowing and no physical contact”


She said she was bullied horrifically

But she didn’t give us many details

And now I wonder how she moved me so

the no note issue is a symbolic representation of us as a human whole

we are thought of as nothing in this universe

but we are there

we just cant see how important we really are

predictions for frozen 2
  • he’s frozen in there
  • we’re out here
  • he’s the sheriff
  • we’re frozen out here
  • we’re in there
  • and i just remembered
  • we’re out here
An older shipper’s take on the GMW Madness

The following is solely my opinion based on the various details found on different social media spoiler accounts.
I WILL NOT MENTION THE SPECIFICS OR WHERE THE INFORMATION WAS FOUND. IT’S OUT THERE

We don’t know what’s going on as far as a 4th season goes and quite honestly? It sounds like MJ & crew don’t know either.
If that’s the case, it makes sense that they would wrap up all existing storylines in the current season. It is the smartest thing to do. IF they mutually agree upon a 4th season? They can start with fresh storylines.  If not? He knows that the show ended with no loose strings.

There are a few things to consider….

1) Disney needs to order an additional season- It is a common myth that Disney has a hard & fast rule of 4 seasons. That is not the case. Disney orders their episodes in blocks and their seasons individually for a reason. When you are dealing with a target audience of “pre-teens” you are dealing with a niche crowd. Those are the formative years. Tastes can change wildly. Think back to what you liked 4 years ago…. Is it the same? Chances are it’s not.  By ordering their episodes and season in “blocks” it gives Disney the flexibility to make changes without having to commit to any long term expense.  If you look at the shows that had ratings as high as GMW that ended after 4 seasons? There were other mitigating circumstances that led to the show ending. Cast issues, salary demands, creative differences within the production team, etc. Season 3 did not get ordered until the fall.

2) MJ has to WANT to do another season- Disney approached MJ with the concept of GMW. He had no intentions of doing this show. Disney approached him and they debated back & forth until they agreed on concept and he signed.  He has said that if Disney did not approach him- GMW would not be a show at all. He has no issues with being on the Disney channel. IF MJ does NOT wish to do another season or Disney does NOT order one- he can rest easy knowing that he has not left his audience without closure

3) Cast/Crew changes- there have been rumors that some of the high profile adult characters wish to depart for whatever reasons.  Wrapping up storylines gives them the flexibility to accommodate these wishes without jeopardizing the story.

Things have changed dramatically since the BMW days. Some good, some not so good.
I’m sure MJ never imagined he would be dealing with death threats. These threats have been made against him, his creative team and his cast.


Parts of the fandom don’t like the direction HE takes HIS story? They post nasty comments, threats or try to start trending cancellation hashtags. Honestly? It’s gotten so bad that I have to wonder why he would want to do another season. Can you imagine if everything you did was subjected to intense scrutiny, nastiness and disrespect?
MJ has long been considered one of the best in the business. These characters and this story? Are his. They are his legacy and yet, we the fandom, think we know better than he does.
You can dislike the storyline, dislike a character all without being insane. I’ve been vocal in my dislike of the current storyline and my issues with Maya but my comments are hopefully made and taken with respect.
The only thing I can say with certainty at this point is that until MJ or Disney makes a comment? We are all just guessing.
I would suggest that we, the fandom, take a good long hard look at our actions and treatment of those affiliated with the show and change our behavior if needed.
It may not mean a damn thing in the end but I would like to think that the cast, crew and creative team were able to walk away without having to question the sanity of the fandom.