and there's no stream of this yet

.bad habits. a stream of consciousness?

its like when you take the first sip of tea, it painfully sizzles on your tongue
theres nothing you can do besides wait out the pain
you know the tea is still hot, yet you take another sip
this time the pain is more bearable
but now, you have two burnt patches on your tongue
these are going to take a few days to heal
each time you go to eat or drink something, you will be reminded of the two little burns
.an unpleasant sting.

this doesn’t stop you from sipping the tea
it tastes good therefore it must be finished, no matter how hot or cold it gets
determination to succeed such an insignificant task in the hope that the ego feels warm and accomplished
to prove a point?
i dont know

people seem to have a habit of going back to things that hurt them in the hope that the second,
third or forth time round
they will be stronger.
or possibly just more prepared.

the devil never sleeps when he is fuelled with the flames that ignite his fire.

—  Cartia Mallan

anonymous asked:

holy cow you truly are a Tinkerbell, I was sadly unable to watch any of the stream and I'm greatly appreciative of your text post about it! ^^

ahh it’s nothing, theres no such thing as a true tinkerbell anyway, as long as you always give your support to knk it’s the best thing any fan could do!! i watched the entire thing because it’ll probably take ages (or better yet gone forever lmao) for the reupload to be up so yeah;; the boys were really happy with the 5 million hearts achievement which allows them to have a mini concert was really worthwhile!! 

some chire tips for “closeted” chires or chires who can’t buy their own things yet

-vintage toy collection. a lot of non-chires do it, and it’s fun to talk about!

-lollipops, chewing necklaces, and your thumb are some alternatives for pacis

-there are blogs on tumblr run by carers to help you when youre regressed! a few of my favorites are @chiredaycare and @carersuggestion

-there are tons of online websites that let you stream cartoons for free! my favorite is kisscartoon!

-disney junior and nick junior both have websites full of really fun games!!

-undertale is super popular and widely accepted (theres a lot of nsfw in the fandom, though, so stay safe!!), and the game is super cutesy and has a very nice soundtrack!

HEAR ME OUT HERe

POPULAR STREAMERS/YOUTUBE VIDEO GAMERS LADYBUG AND CHAT NOIR!!!!!!!!

NO ONE KNOWS THEIR IDENTITIES!!!

THEY KNOW THEIR VOICES BUT PEOPLE SUCK AT PUTTING VOICES TO FACES. (No face cam just the game and voice.)

AND LIKE, idk how they meet.

But when they do “face reveals” they’re wearing masks and stuff. Just to piss people off LOL.

And Tikki and Plagg are literally like their pets (idk what yet) and they literally fuck up everything in every video/stream. (Can you hear the amount of swearing that’s about to come.)

ALYA (LADY WIFI) IS A POPULAR BLOGGER/JOURNALIST IN THE WORLD OF GAMING AND SHE HAS CONNECTIONS AND SHIT AND HELPS MARRINETTE GET HER HANDS ON GAMES AND ATUFF AND THERES THUS ONE GAME but in order to get it, Marinette needs a partner and Alya says no bc she sucks and ends up hooking up Marineete or rather, LADYBUG with Chat Noir!!!

NINO IS A MIXER OF MUSIC (makes nice tunes dude) AND ENDS UP MAKING A LOT OF THE MUSIC FOR ADRIENS AND MARINETTES VIDEOS LOL. HES DJ BUBBLER!!!!

AND LIKE OH MY GOD

AH

AHHHHHH. Help me here guys; @wintermoth / @panda013 / @ladybugandblackchat / @miraculousturtle