and there are so many mistakes

-sigh-

Look, folks.  I do my absolute best to be friendly to people online, especially those who are friendly to me.  But I would like to make something clear.

Please do not mistake friendliness and openness for generosity.  I am a professional artist and quite frankly cannot afford to be generous with my art.  It is, after all, my trade.

The fact of the matter is that I cannot and will not take requests.  I have said so countless times.  I know some of you ask very nicely, but while I do appreciate the politeness, the answer is unfortunately still “no.”  Repeated requests will only have the effect of making me more staunch (and probably annoyed) in that response.

I sincerely, sincerely appreciate that folks enjoy my art.  Nothing brings me more happiness than that.  But I ask that you please respect my boundaries here.  “No” means “no.”

I just wanted him to watch tonight.
He was working and ultimately told me he wasn’t going to.
I sent the kid home because I lost interest.
Now he wants me to leave because I make so many mistakes
I feel like I’m dying inside

anonymous asked:

Boiii!!! I've been following you guys for a while now and I love all your stuff oml and I was wondering if you had any blog recommendations? It can be mysme or not mysme or both or like a mysme writing blog IDK MAN JUST ARE THERE ANY BLOGS THAT YOU GUYS LIKE?? 💓💓💓 stay awesome peeps ~

BBOOOIIII LISTEN HERE

I love so many blogs omg okay so I’ll name a few mysme writing ones then I’ll let 626 name some, SO, I SAY:

@sevensity SHE IS MY WIFE THAT IS ENOUGH SAID
@rika-but-better I have no idea where they are but I still love them and I want others to as well???
@tallmysticboys Because Admin Elizabeth is my beautiful equal <3
@mysme-fics They! Are! So! Good! And I love them so much!
@mistake-messenger-trash listen??? My child??? May only have one AU writing?? But it’s amazing?? And I love it?
@mysmekitten which idk why it’s not letting me tAG BUT I LOVE LORA AND HER WRITING IS AMAZING I’VE FALLEN IN LOVE QUICKER THAN THE SPEED OF LIGHT

THEN I HAVE SO MANY BLOGS I WOULD CONSIDER FRIENDS AND THAT I LOVE TO TALK TO AND THEY ALL KNOW WHO THEY ARE ~Admin 404

4 NAMED SOME OF MY FAVORITES TOO BUT HERE SOME MORE: 

@rfaimagining i honestly read their stuff so much, i usually go back and go through their masterlist once in awhile 
@anyway-i-love-vanderwood let’s not even get into how much I love their writing, jfc it’s amazing 
@littleluciel this is actually the first blog i read mysme imagines from! They’ve always been a favorite of mine <3 


THERE’S MORE BUT THESE ARE PROBABLY MY TOP FAVES ~ Admin 626

It was born from a mistake of mine, the penalty kick I missed against Milan, during the Supercoppa final in Doha. It wasn’t a nice moment, I was disappointed, especially by myself, I couldn’t resume myself, I couldn’t look at the others [teammates], I felt guilty. So I posted Michael Jordan’s quote: I failed many and many times in my life, and that’s why I succeeded. The mask is the Gladiator’s one, a movie that I’ve watched thirty times now, in life you have to get up and fight. But you also have to understand that some fights are pointless. They compare me to Messi, but I don’t have to dribble him, he did what he had to do, I’m doing what I have to do, I want to win with Messi, not in Messi’s place. Football is staying together, without losing anyone.
—  Paulo Dybala about his “Dybala Mask”

It was a mistake to read the last chapter of berserk, so many feelings and I’m dying to know who chibi casca wants to see even tho I already know the answer. Is it griffith or guts?! farnese and schierke think it’s guts but casca being casca, I really think she’s talking about griffith. The man betrayed and broke her but somewhere in her shattered mind she still remember him, it’s unfair and cruel to guts. It’s all conjecture of course, we’ll find out on the next chapter. Why I did get myself into berserk, the wait and suspense will kill me!

Someone once showed me this when I was suicidal, at first, I thought they were showing me one of those stupid cringy “life gets better” quotes but then I realised, I said that.

One thing I remember Andy telling me before he left was “you’re a strong leader” and tbh that was the birth of Hope’s voice

I share this quote to anyone who feels shit for the mistakes they’ve made. Hell, I’ve made so many and tbh if you self harm bc of your mistakes…you’re only making more. It’s okay to cry, get angry and rage over mistakes but the thing is, we all do it. We all make stupid decisions we regret

But that’s the whole reason of life!! Don’t think you’re pathetic, stupid, worthless etc just because of one small mistake! Forgive yourself and carry on.

Mistakes are life’s obstacles, so beat the living shit outta them!!

“Far out in the uncharted backwaters of the unfashionable end of the Western spiral arm of the galaxy lies a small unregarded yellow sun. Orbiting this, at a distance of roughly ninety million miles is an utterly insignificant little blue-green planet, whose ape descended life forms are so amazingly primitive that they still think digital watches are a pretty neat idea.

This planet has, or had, a problem, which was this. Most of the people living on it were unhappy for pretty much of the time. Many solutions were suggested for this problem, but most of these were largely concerned with the movements of small, green pieces of paper, which is odd, because on the whole, it wasn’t the small, green pieces of paper which were unhappy.

And so the problem remained, and lots of the people were mean, and most of them were miserable, even the ones with digital watches. Many were increasingly of the opinion that they’d all made a big mistake coming down from the trees in the first place, and some said that even the trees had been a bad move, and that no-one should ever have left the oceans.

And then one day, nearly two thousand years after one man had been nailed to a tree for saying how great it would be to be nice to people for a change, a girl, sitting on her own in a small cafe in Rickmansworth suddenly realised what it was that had been going wrong all this time and she finally knew how the world could be made a good and happy place. This time it was right, it would work, and no-one would have to get nalied to anything.

Sadly, however, before she could get to a phone to tell anyone, the Earth was unexpectedly demolished to make way for a new hyperspace bypass and so the idea was lost forever.”

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Douglas Adams, The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy

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Graphic - Erik Otto

anonymous asked:

I'm going a bit literal here, but I always think back to Homer's description of the sea as Odysseus comes home from Troy. The wine dark sea. But they are crystal blue, green, every beautiful and serene color you can think of. And that's you when you are having a good time. But I think about during the war, so much blood spilt. So many fathers, husbands, sons dripping into that sea. So much anger. And I picture that you are that when anyone makes the mistake of sincerely pissing you off.

Ahhhh I love this so much and it’s super accurate. Thank you!!!

anonymous asked:

v. give me angst or whump!!

V. An abandoned or empty place.


The blunt blow strikes on his already aching side and Illya is too tired to fight back anymore. Too many hits from too many people. Now the hits only come from one man, but it’s all too much. The sharp kick knocks the feet from under him, and he collapses on the dusty concrete floor. Illya hits his head, temple scrapes on the coarse floor, his blood stains it. The next kick hits his torso, makes him slump onto his broken ribs. Every panting breath of the dusty air is like inhaling fire. He can taste the blood and his tongue can feel the split lip. Vision blurs when he still tries to get up. A new kick makes his body scream in panic when the pain rushes through his bruised flesh. The pain is sharp, cuts him, feels more like knives than kicks.

The sound of the gunshot is relieving. Soon it’ll be over and the pain will stop. Illya lets himself slump back to the dust and dirt and rocks on the floor. He can’t see the man anymore but he can hear footsteps. His eyes try to focus when someone comes closer. He only recognizes Gaby when he already moves his sore arm to cover himself. Her small hands touch him, softly guides his arm back down, when there is no reason to cover from her.

The pale light from the windows of the abandoned warehouse building makes the dust in the air glow around Gaby, and for a moment she looks like an angel who is there to collect him. Her voice trembles when she asks is he okay, when she tells that help is coming and he is going to be fine. It takes a moment for Illya to realize that Gaby’s bullet hit the other man instead of him. Her hand wipes blood from his chin and it’s so soft when everything surrounding him is hard.

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Progress Note: Step 2, Day 7

Subjective: THE END IF THE FIRST WEEK. 25% done. Wut. I feel like I’m getting better and faster and could def ramp up the number of questions I do….. if I could just not be distracted. While OME is “barebones” to build upon it’s definitely helping refresh my memory of all the medicine I forgot/ ?learned.

Objective: Pulm and some GI OME done. 90 Uworld questions done. Stopped because since I was too distracted earlier 🙄 my study session ran late 🙄 and so by 10 pm I was making so many dumb mistakes I felt like I was just wasting the question 🙄

Assessment: Three things I did well today: (1) Read Pulm and Endo chapters of step 2 secrets 😃 (2) Picked up prescription for skin infection 😅 yay self care (3) ate bomb salad for lunch

Three things I could’ve done better: (1) for the love of god don’t get distracted on social media… now accessing from laptop ☹️ (2) READ THE QUESTION PMH OF COPD CHANGES EVERYTHING IT WAS A GIMME OMG 😫 (3) Front load UWorld questions, since I can do OME towards the end of the day fine

Plan: 1) Instal site blocker -> were stopping this NOW

2) Read don’t skim

3) maybe divide my UWorld into 40/30/30/9?

Highlight of the day: One of my favorite attendings sent me a night encouraging message after my poster presentation was mentioned on NPR. Girl crushing so hard.

Cat gif of the day:

Originally posted by totinos

anonymous asked:

Don't beat yourself up please. You still have just as lovely a voice so once you're comfortable writing again you should do so. I don't think you ever had malicious intent and I shall continue to support you.

i want to thank you for this, anon. i haven’t been too active on the blog, which is a strange feeling for me at the moment as it had become such a big part of my life recently. i have gotten nothing but kind messages since my first apology post, and for that i could not be more grateful.

i want to apologize again for the whole situation. i don’t know if i can properly express how sorry i am. i let a lot of people down, and no matter how innocent my intentions, my mistake caused grief for many people in this fandom. part of me thinks i don’t deserve to be here, so i’m taking the time away from the blog to figure myself out. i’m sorry. i know there are requests in this ask box, and i’m sorry to keep you waiting if your request is in here.

my main goal, writing-wise, is to finish the last two pieces in my SitS coffeeshop!AU series, mostly because it’s my baby and if there is one thing i want to finish, it is that. after that, i think i would like to finish the requests sitting in this ask box, because i feel bad leaving those of you hanging as it is. (as a side note, my ask box is closed as of now. i’m sorry. i feel it’s for the best for everyone involved.)

this is probably more than anyone wanted to hear from me right now, but this blog isn’t something i’m ready to leave behind. i’m still grateful for all the community has given me. i’m grateful for the lesson i have learned here, despite all the trouble and pain it has caused. and i am so grateful to everyone who has encouraged me to find my muse again, and stood by me. i love you all dearly.

–madi

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Many of you love the Sanders Sides videos and also many of you have requested seeing some of the takes that DON’T make it into the final video, so here’s my first attempt at putting together a blooper reel out of some of the Sanders Sides vlogs!! Please enjoy just SOME of the countless mistakes we’ve made!!

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*drops off doodles of the kiddos*