BTS reaction to seeing you (idol!ex-girlfriend) crying after performing a song that reminds you of him
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Ever since the breakup, he’d only thought about his own feelings in the matter, and how much he hurt. After seeing you performing the song you two would always play as you cooked dinner, he would realize that he wasn’t the only one hurting, and would probably try to work up the guts to talk to you.
The both of you were tired of having to keep your relationship a secret, due to you being from to of the biggest groups in the k-pop industry. You had agreed mutually to break things off before they got more serious than they already were. He kept himself holed up in his studio during all of his free time in the aftermath, writing out his feelings, obviously not being able to confide in his members. He knew your group had a comeback, but he stayed away from the internet, not wanting to feel his heart break from watching your face on his computer screen. Your group’s first comeback stage was scheduled when they had a performance, making it inevitable for him to have to see you. The second he heard the first few notes, he was reminded of late nights in his studio, where you two would write music for fun, not planning on anyone ever hearing the lyrics created. He found himself right on the side of the stage, hanging onto every note, not missing the tears falling down your face at the end, no matter how much you tried to hide them. When your group moved to leave the stage, he quickly disappeared, not wanting you to see his own tears that were slipping out.
At the height of your passionate relationship, late nights were spent in the studio where you two would practice couple dances, ending the night in each other’s arms. During one of the end of year festivals, it was told that you would be performing one of those very dances with another male idol. Hoseok spent the time leading up to the festival trying to fight down his jealous feelings of how that was your song, your dance, it should be him performing it with you. During the actual festival, he couldn’t keep his eyes off of you for the duration of the performance. He was so mesmerized by you that he almost missed the tears rolling down your face as the lights went down. Out of habit, he immediately went in your direction, wanting to comfort you, feeling wetness on his own face as he moved.
The two of you had met when he agreed to produce a song for BigHit’s new girl group. The two of you had short fling during the production of the song, up until it was time for your group to debut. The two of you had agreed from the beginning that your relationship couldn’t develop with both of you in the spotlight, so you parted ways shortly before your debut showcase. BTS had decided to go to the showcase to show their support for their sister group, despite all the excuses Namjoon had tried to give to get out of going. When it came time to perform the song Namjoon had produced, he couldn’t believe how amazing your group sounded, especially you. As that song was the last performed, the boys all congratulated the girls as they came down. He stayed in the back, trying to avoid you, but immediately looked up when he heard someone telling you not to cry. Everyone assumed that you were overwhelmed by your debut, but he knew the real reason.
For months, Jimin would lie awake in bed, memories of the two of you holding each other, slowly swaying back and forth in the middle of your living room playing through his head. He had just begun to get over the hump right after the breakup, where he was able to sleep at night without the memories, when you had a special performance of the very song playing in the background of all the memories. He sat on his bed, holding his iPad, and stared at your face, replaying the video for the 10th time in a row, once again feeling his tears fall right when yours did.
Unlike the others, Taehyung focused on being happy over the memories he had of your relationship. While the others have nights of tears and sadness, he has nights of giggles and smiles as he thought back on all the good times you had, his favorites being when you would go on long drives, trot blasting out of the radio as the two of you sang along at the top of your lungs. During a special stage at a music show, you performed one of your favorite songs during those times. He had the time of his life, singing and dancing along like he always did, but he stopped short when he realized you were crying. At that moment, he realized that you might not have taken the breakup as easily as he had.
The other members were confused as to why Jungkook would turn off the radio anytime that song came on. It got even worse when he deleted the song from his library, and never even hummed it like he used to. Little did they know that was the song he would sing to you when you were stressed or upset to help calm you down. While surfing the web one night, he came across a video of you singing a little bit of the song during a variety show. The video was someone trying to figure out why you had broken down crying, and based on the comments, no one knew, except for him, as the tears were the exact reason why he had cut the song out of his life completely.