I know July seems far away but I think we can wait a little longer. It’s not like we didn’t wait a long time for a new season of our beloved series to air? Quite frankly, I’d also like to read the comics with its full-page glory when it comes out so that I can fully have the experience of savoring the story.
omg there was a street performer downtown today and she was one of those performers that dress up like statues and stand really still which i think is Neat as hell and she was really pretty so i went up and put a few dollars in her jar and she blew a kiss at me and good lord she might as well have set me on fire i got flustered as hell
This Week On: Jamie Can’t Even Look At Pretty Girls Without Fucking Dying
This is good, she says to herself for the millionth time that night as she stares up at her ceiling, feeling herself grow cold under the touch of the last words she read.
this is good she repeats because she was losing track of what was important. For a second she forgot to have control of her mind and she let herself-
it doesn’t matter
but it does because for a moment she thought about the possibilities. thought that maybe just maybe he liked her back…
she thought he could.
and that thought made her lose track of everything she had spent years building up in her mind. it made her forget what was truly important, which was having focus.
knowing how things were going to turn out.
and even though she knew, she knew how this would go. That chances were he would never actually see her as anything other than his best friends little sister. that someone as beautiful as him could want someone like her. even though she knew this was impossible.
she had let herself dream.
that maybe impossible things could happen to her for once.
Sana is very rarely wrong
but this time she had been incredibly wrong. her judgement was hindered because of a boy.
and that is why, she thinks as she stares at the paralysing words for the thousandth time, this is good.
because now she remembers why she doesn’t let herself feel.