The moon in a natal chart represents how we nurture, how we want to be nurtured, our habits and our receptivity.
If you’re feeling tense, anxious or in need of self care and nurturing, look to your moon sign for some help as to how you can take better care of your emotional well being.
Moon in Aries/1st House/conjunct the AC from the 12th - Express your emotions to others upfront - Take care of your appearance - Do jobs for yourself, you’ll feel better being independent - Have that emotional blow up, don’t hold it in - Don’t sit around wallowing in your emotions. Get up, and go DO something, take initiative - You want to cry? Do it…. - Be in solitude sometimes (if your moons in the first house, you’re quite receptive to other people’s emotions. You need to get away from that from time to time)
Moon in Taurus/2nd House - Material comforts such as good food, a soft bed, and comfy clothes will greatly help nurture you - Having a well balanced bank account - Write down 5 things a day that you value (about yourself, and/or what you have - not what you want). A gratitude diary would be great! - Listening to music (or making music if you like to) will help you relax. Also painting and sculpting - Hugs! Physically holding another will help you relax - Nice smelling perfumes on your body or in your house - Using Body moisturiser and beauty products
Moon in Gemini/3rd House - Talk about your feelings - Get out of the house and go for short trips around your neighbourhood/local area. Being in your house for too long will make you agitated - Talk to others, In real life or online. Prolonged solitude can make you feel lonely very quickly (Facebook/Snapchat/Skype people when you can) - Hang out with your siblings (if you have any/if your moon isn’t afflicted). If you don’t have any siblings, cousins and neighbours you’re close to is also great! - Write things down, especially about how your feeling. You may enjoy journaling
Moon in Cancer/4th House/Conjunct the Ic (possibly from the 3rd House) - Hugs Hugs Hugs! - Cook/eat your favourite food - Spend time at home (if you’re a 3rd House moon conjunct the IC, go out for short trips then come home to relax - you kinda need both) - Be with your mother/family (if your mother is present/if your moon isn’t afflicted) - Nurture others - Be with children - Cry on someone’s shoulder, it’s ok! - Snuggle in bed
Moon in Leo/5th House - Be generous and spread happiness to others - Take the spotlight (but don’t be too greedy) - Let people know how you really feel (don’t be too pushy about it) - Express your creativity! - Dance if you want to! - Watch a comedy or joke around with friends - Play games with children/Release your inner child - Party 🎉 - Play games! - Express your love to your lover. Give and get kisses and cuddles you deserve
Moon in Virgo/6th House - Take care of your health. Take your medication, eat healthy and exercise - Do yoga - Make a ‘To-do’ list and calendars. You’re naturally emotionally stressed, make it easy for yourself by planning things - Keep your house and environment organised and clean - Pamper yourself by being well groomed and hygienic - Relax in a spa bath - Enjoy a healthy meal - Make goals for yourself and aim to achieve them - Help someone else out. Be of service - If you aren’t feeling great, ask someone to do some jobs for you. It’s only fair
Moon in Libra/7th House/Conjunct the DES from the 6th - Make art. Draw and paint - Make yourself look beautiful. Wear your favourite outfit, get your hair/makeup done - Listen to music - Talk to others and close friends - Spend time with a romantic lover - Do something nice for someone - Settle/balance an argument - Weigh the pros and cons to making a decision - Beautify your home and environment
Moon in Scorpio/8th House - You’re emotions are so intense, you may need to seclude yourself fairly often from people. Take time out with yourself to avoid emotional strain - Spend time 'going within’ yourself. You can do this through mediation or simply self contemplation. You have a need to know yourself. - You need to protect your vulnerability. Find someone you can trust 100% to tell your feelings to, for you need a channeled way of release - You can purge excess emotion and passion through sex and connecting with someone on a higher level - Share your feelings with those you truly trust
Moon in Sagittarius/9th House - Go for a long drive/bus/train trip. Explore your local area, or if you can, take a trip to a nearby town. Explore your sense of adventure - You probably generally don’t like to think/talk about your emotions, and your resilience allows you to support yourself - Enjoy the company of good friends. Laugh and have a good time - You may enjoy watching a comedy - Ask yourself the biggest questions of life and let your mind wander in the possibilities. It brings you ease knowing that everything happens for a reason, allowing you to maintain your optimism
Moon in Capricorn/10th House/Conjunct the MC from the 9th - You like Scorpio moon folk, tend to prefer to keep your emotions under wraps - You make like to literally 'work’ your problems out. Doing jobs and focusing on goals allows you to gain satisfaction of achievement - At times, you may feel lonely and cut off from others. This is often self imposed. Don’t be afraid to open to others who you feel comfortable with - Like Virgo moons, setting your self job lists can help give you direction, removing any feelings of being at a loss with life - Spend sometime away from people who try to pry you open all the time as this can really stress you out
Moon in Aquarius/11th House - You’re emotional wellbeing may not be the focus of your life, and you have great difficulty expressing your feelings to others - You have the ability to logically analyse your emotions and fix things in your external environment that’s causing you problems - Change things in your home/environment often to keep yourself stimulated - Perhaps spend time partaking in humanitarian causes - Talk to anyone and everyone. Being part of society can make you feel quite buzzed
Moon in Pisces/12th House - Your emotions are highly sensitive and you are greatly sensitive to the emotions of others. Surround yourself with loving and supportive people or if that’s not possible, find a secluded space - You react to emotional stimulus quite easy. Listen to happy music or watch a funny, lighthearted movie - Never blame yourself for something you know you didn’t do. Don’t give into pieces victim mentality. Tell yourself the truth always - Learn how to set yourself boundaries and don’t give into everyone all of the time. It’s great to be loving and generous, but you need to also take care of yourself - Watch movies or play games that really draws you in and allows your imagination to run freely in a channeled way
- Just because it starts off slow and pretty doesn’t mean it’s not going to get seriously intense later on. In fact, there’s probably more of a chance.
- Most pieces average about 8-15 minutes long. Entire symphonies can last roughly an hour, but you can always find separate movements. Be patient and wait. Even if you already know it and just want a specific part, just enjoy the build-ups, man.
- There’s all kinds. Anything from dark Russian waltzes to peppy English marches, to thousands of symphonies by various composers. Even if you don’t like a certain tone, there’s always more and if you find something you like, and if you listen on YouTube, the recommendations are pretty good at linking similar styles.
- Non-lyric stuff is great for studying, relaxing, or just spacing out.
- In the quiet parts, try to avoid turning up the volume too loud (but of course if you need to, then 2 clicks or so should do), unless you want to jump a foot out of your seat when the dynamics suddenly change.
- Cool stuff to get you started that you might recognize from cartoons or movies or something:
• I have more patience for things (from annoying people to video games)
• I’m more optimistic
• I get more done because I’m motivated
• I’m not depressed (actually since i started, my depression is less frequent even when I’m clean)
• I’m more organized
• I’m more social
• I work out better (longer amounts of time, more intensely, etc)
• I sleep better
• I’m more confident in myself
• I don’t eat as much
• Everything feels good
• No stress
• Music sounds better
• I notice minor details that would normally go unnoticed
• I fucking like to
I think my biggest “huh” moment with respect to gender roles is when it was pointed out to me that your typical “geek” is just as hypermasculine as your typical “jock” when you look at it from the right angle.
As male geeks, a great deal of our identity is built on the notion that male geeks are, in some sense, gender-nonconformant, insofar as we’re unwilling or unable to live up to certain physical ideals about what a man “should” be. Indeed, many of us take pride in how putatively unmanly we are.
Viewed from an historical perspective, however, the virtues of the ideal geek are essentially those of the ideal aristocrat: a cultured polymath with expertise in a vast array of subjects; rarefied or eccentric taste in food, clothing, music, etc.; identity politics that revolve around one’s hobbies or pastimes; open disdain for physical labour and those who perform it; a sense of natural entitlement to positions of authority (“you should be flipping my burgers!”); and so forth.
And the thing about that aristocratic ideal? It’s intensely masculine. It may seem more welcoming to women on the surface, but - as recent events will readily illustrate - this is a facade: we pretend to be egalitarian because it suits our refined self-image, but that affectation falls away in a heartbeat when challenged.
Basically, the whole “geeks versus jocks” thing that gets drilled into us by media and the educational system isn’t about degrees of masculinity at all. It’s just two different flavours of the same toxic bullshit: the ideal geek is the alpha-male-as-philosopher-king, as opposed to the ideal jock’s alpha-male-as-warrior-king. It’s still a big dick-measuring contest - we’re just using different rulers.
Robert: even more paranoid, gets really intensely into telling others his conspiracy theories. loses all concept of an indoor voice.
Mat: just wants to lay on the floor and listen to trippy music to, like, fully appreciate it man. always starts with sgt peppers lonely hearts club band
Damien: “did you know that in victorian times ppl would visit opium dens to socialize and relax? we should get out the velvet pillows and sit on the floor for authenticity sake”
Craig: one of the best ppl to get high with. it takes forever to find a day to make it happen bc he’s so busy, but he shows up with a huge bag of cheetos and a six pack and you smoke and play mario kart all afternoon
Brian: “when I was visiting a friend in colorado springs, he had the highest quality marijuana that you can get. it was like pharmacy grade and really strong, but since I had a contact it barely cost me anything”
Hugo: is v nervous about trying The Drugs but eventually caves and then gets really animated telling you about legendary wrestling matches from 20 yrs ago
Joseph: refuses to smoke with you for a long time, but when he finally does, it turns out he knows WAY more about it than you do, rolls expert-level blunts, likes to blow smoke rings and shotgun. when asked about it, he just grins and says “i wasn’t always a youth pastor, you know”
Mary: actually does have at least one blunt in her purse at all times, super fun to smoke with, very pro wake-and-bake
Request: ‘’What do you think Grayson and Ethan would be like in bed, like in detail??? xxx‘’
A/N: I think that the twins most of the time would be really gentle and passionate buttt also could be really rough and lowkey kinky when having sex. Because let’s face it: they’re sex gods and just from looking at them I get really turned on, lol. BUT I do think that Ethan is more into kinky stuff and Grayson into more romantic sex ;) Hope you enjoy xx
↪ Lots and looots of sex
↪ Sexting before as a warm up ;)
↪ He would be dominant af, but sometimes sub as well
↪ Lazy morning sex
↪ Rarely slow and passionate sex and most of the time really rough and maybe even kinky?
↪ You stripping down for him and he licking his lips when you do
↪ He would be the KING of foreplay (I mean looook at those fingers)
↪ Teasing the freaking fuck out of you until you’re almost begging him to fuck you
↪ Running his lips over your panties and pulling at the waist
↪ His lips on every centimeter of your body
↪ You pressing your mouth against his shoulder to keep yourself from crying out his name
↪ Lots of making out, and kisses everywhere!
↪ HICKIES and love bites on very visible places on your skin
↪ ‘’E, I can’t go out like this’’
↪ ‘‘Sure you can, everyone will know that you’re mine’’
↪ Him grabbing hungrily your ass and squeezing your boobs
↪ Sex in public bathrooms if he’s feeling very horny or jealous when he saw other guys staring at you
↪ Sooo much moaning and panting
↪ Him smirking when you moan SUPER loud (which is like all the time)
↪ Low and deep groans from him (just imagine this omg)
↪ Sweaty and hot skin
↪ THIGH RIDING
↪ Hair pulling !!
↪ Eye contact (SO sexy)
↪ Lots of dirty talk
↪ ‘‘Eyes on me’‘
↪ ‘‘Be quiet, babygirl’‘
↪ ‘’Yeah, you like that huh?’’
↪ Eating you out like 24/7
↪ Him biting his lips when he sees you reaching your orgasm
↪ Him begging you to give him a blowjob
↪ Taking turns in pleasing each other
↪ Letting you know that you’re the most beautiful girl in the world
↪ Really intense orgasms
↪ Experimenting with different positions
↪ Soft whimpers
↪ Him grabbing your waist when you climb on top of him
↪ Him getting even more stimulated and loving it when you scream his name
↪ Him breathing heavily and unsteady into your neck
↪ Holding your hand when you cum (when you have really passionate sex)
↪ Sex like ALL the time when you’re spending time just at home
↪ Usually it would be pretty spontaneous but sometimes he would prepare some things and put lots of effort into making it special, like:
↪ Your favorite music playing in the background, dimmed lights, scented candles
↪ Most of the time he would be really gentle and careful but sometimes it would be really fast and rough
↪ Again: FOREPLAYYY! Foreplay would for sure include fingering, teasing and touching you everywhere (because let’s face it: Gray is really touchy)
↪ I just know that Gray would be very good at foreplay (I mean LOOK at those fingers and big hands oh my)
↪ Shaky hands when you reach your orgasm and him holding them
↪ Tracing your skin with his soft fingertips
↪ Slow movements
↪ ‘’Just fuck me already’’
↪ ‘’Patience, baby’’
↪ Every little thing you would argue about would get heated and lead to sex
↪ Also A LOT OF make up sex
↪ Him admiring your body and smiling when you undress yourself
↪ Complimenting you on your cute lingerie
↪ And him taking forever to pull it off
↪ ‘’Need some help?’’
↪ ‘’I will treat you like the queen you are’’
↪ Lots of making out and sweet kisses
↪ Giggling all the time
↪ ALWAYS asking if you’re comfortable since he’s worried that he would hurt you
↪ ‘‘Are you sure you’re okay? Do I need to slow down?’’
↪ Sex in his new car, sex in the shower, sex at the beach, sex in the bath, sex against the wall… Literally everywhere as long as you’re okay with it
↪ You grabbing his muscular arms when you reach your climax
↪ Him grunting when he’s thrusting into you
↪ Offering blowjobs as favours
↪ Him saying ‘Babe, tonight is all about you’ but like, every night
↪ Neck kisses and leaving hickies there also
↪ He would get ten times more horny when he sees you getting an orgasm while closing your eyes
↪ Him whispering ‘come for daddy’ when holding your legs apart
↪ Multiple orgasms a night since he knows your body so well and the things you like
↪ Cuddling and more soft kisses afterwards and limbs tangled in the sheets
↪ Him calling you baby/babygirl/princess/love/darling
↪ So much intercourse
↪ Eating you out like everytime you guys have sex
↪ And when he does you stroke your hands through his fluffy hair
↪ Lots of ‘i love you’s
↪ Bruises on your hips from his tight grip
↪ You falling asleep on top of him after the sex
↪ Him being completely fine with that and whispering sweet nothings into your ear and stroking your back
aries: feeling strong and able to overcome a challenge. The adrenaline rush after doing something brave. Feeling unapologetically like yourself.
taurus: when someone hugs you or supports you and you just feel so comfy and safe and loved. Recieving a “simple” but meaningful gift and just wanting to keep it forever.
gemini: feeling energetic and upbeat, like you can’t stay in your seat. Thinking fast and having clever bantering with others.
cancer: feeling soft and delicate, being overcome by love and care for those around you. Genuinely wanting someone to be happy and being happy when they are.
leo: looking in the mirror and loving what you see, wanting everyone to see you because wow you feel so good. Enjoying being in your own skin and being complimented.
libra: feeling at peace with your life, having that inner calm that makes things better and life actually worth it. The weight lifted off your shoulders after forgiving and letting go.
virgo: feeling clean and smelling nice after a shower, being a little sleepy for it and going to sleep with that fresh sensation. Being patiently listened by someone and feeling understood.
scorpio: when someone sparks that inner fire in you, that intensity and passion you never thought you had. The glow after sex and the comfortability in being intimate with someone special.
sagittarius: when you’re doing something pretty simple like spending time with your friends or listening to some music while watching out of you car’s window and you suddenly know it: everything will be alright, you will be happy and things will be okay.
capricorn: the feeling after organizing your room, finding structure in small things and feeling productive. Succeeding in something you’ve worked hard for. Doing a good job and getting recognized for it.
aquarius: realizing all the random moments that led to this moment and how if any of it hadn’t happened you wouldn’t be here, being amazed by the coincidences in life that may actually not be coincidences at all. having, for a minuscule moment, a tiny understanding of the universe.
pisces: escaping to your own mind and enjoying it, feeling hopeful about the future and imagining how it’d be. Finding comfort in nice dreams. Waking up feeling happy about something you dreamt of.
sports: the star player and point guard for the uni’s basketball team
clubs: wanted to join the art club but it conflicted with practice so his coach said he should drop it
jaehyun is what you could call a campus celebrity, as in everyone always greets him and not only students ,,,,,,,but teachers too
all the faculty are always like jaehyun!!! you won us another trophy!!!! and jaehyun is like “well the whole te-” and they’re like cANT WaIT foR YOU TO TAKE US TO NATIONALS
and he’s just,,,,very humble about it because he doesn’t really know what to do with all the attention,,,,,and his friends (we are all looking at johnny) don’t let him live it down
and it’s /true/ his basketball scholarship is paying his full tuition and he loves the sport,,,,,,,,so he plays and practices with everything he’s got
but also,,,,,he’s got interests and hobbies
and everyone on the team thinks he chose his “art major” because it’s “easy” and wont cut into practice
because they’re all like jaehyun,,,,,you’re gonna get scouted and go pro right??????
but the reality is jaehyun,,,,,,jaehyun likes art. he likes looking at it, learning about it,,,,,,,,and making it
yuta once pointed out that jaehyun’s hands are perfect for playing basketball they’re strong and big and can hold the ball really well while,,,,,,,ahem taeyong here with his bony little - jkjk
but jaehyun had agreed,,,,,his hands are nice,,,,,but they’re strong not only for basketball but because he likes to sculpt
just being in the studio,,,working with clay,,,,it calms him down but it also takes a lot of physicality that people overlook
and out of everyone it feels like only some of his friends get that his future isn’t just basketball basketball basketball,,,,,,
like mark and ten think it’s really cool and taeil always seems to cut the conversation when doyoung and johnny go off on tangents about how ~cool~ pro basketball jaehyun will be
but,,,,,,,,jaehyun knows he has responsibilities to the team,,,the school,,,,,and to keeping his scholarship
also lets all take a moment to enjoy jaehyun in the basketball uniform,,,,sweaty,,,,towel around his neck
or even better,,,,,jaehyun after practice in a tank top,,,,,sweat pants,,,,,wet hair from the showers
ok ahem moving on
johnny does this thing where he yells JEFFREY at every game and jaehyun would flip him off if he wasnt such a sweet person LOL
keeps all the banners people make for him because he doesnt have the heart to throw them away or not accept them
and his roommate mark is like bro,,,,,,,,bro our closet is overflowing,,,brO
half the people in his art classes think he’s a joke and try to be high and mighty about how he’s just a jock,,,,,,,,,,but the other half are just heart eyes because wOW look at his muscles
does the thing where he carries everything during studio or shop classes like literally carried about fifteen peoples projects,,,,then held the door open for people getting their huge portfolios or canvases through the door,,,,,got the wood for one person,,,,the clay blocks for another
he really cannot say no,,,,,,,its a problem jfldsgifdjlkfs
he comes back from class completely SPENT and mark is like,,,,,,,i didn’t know art involved so much,,,,,heavy lifting
jaehyun with his face in the pillow: you dont even know mark,,,,,,you dont even know
wakes up super early to go running and do push ups on the field and everyone thinks he’s being super intense listening to some wild edm music getting pumped up but actually he’s listening to a podcast on alien abduction or something because hes always bringing it up like
catch him sitting in sculpture II talking to his seatmate about the existence of extraterrestrial beings
and the person is just like ???????? and jaehyun is like “im telling you,,,,,they exist!!!!”
and then after he’s sitting next to ten and johnny telling them what happened and how his seatmate looked kinda scared and ten is like oh sweetheart,,,,,,,,,,,,,you probably gave the kid a heartattack
johnny just laughs his ass off so much he chokes on his rice
he’s a silly boy,,,who is actually much more than his athleticism and he secretly wishes more people,,,,,,,would just accept him as a normal college student and not the ‘star player of the basketball team’
like he wants to join clubs!! meet people!! talk to teachers about upcoming exhibits,,,go to museums,,,,go on,,,,,,,,,,,,,,dates
but he also feels like he can’t let people down not when even winwin is asking him to sign his notebook because wow jaehyun is on a real winning roll for the team!!!!
sometimes when he gets super tired from practice and class he’ll start sleep talking to himself in english and he’ll do it like right in the library where he fell asleep on his books
doyoung even took a video of it and it became a meme on campus,,,,,,jaehyun was not happy and chased doyoung around the campus like ten times till taeil just took doyoungs phone and deleted it
doyoung: how did you get my password???
taeil: i knew your password was ilovetaeyong don’t play yourself
you know jaehyun because he’s in your sculpting studio class and unlike most of the people there you don’t care that he’s a jock but you also don’t care about his good looks
mostly because,,,,,,,you care about your sculpture LOL not some dude in class who seems to be involved in so much gossip
the one thing you do care about and know,,,,,is that he’s got talent. you’ve been seeing him diligently work on this very pretty marble replica of strazza’s the veiled virgin
and it’s hard to make marble look like cloth,,,,,,but somehow he’s been pulling it off nicely
and whenever he isn’t in the studio,,,you couldn’t help yourself but go and take a closer work because really,,,,,,,,,did the basketball stare really do this>??
and one afternoon you happen to be working on your own piece while jaehyun is around and you know
you exchange the pleasantry nods and whatnot,,,but for the most part it’s quiet aside from the noise of your tools which is completely fine with you
until,,,,,,,,suddenly it’s anything but quiet
because the door has busted open and a couple of jaehyun’s rowdy teammates have strolled inside,,,,,,
and they’re like “coach said practice schedule is fucked up and we gotta be in the gym in ten minutes, let’s go jung”
and jaehyun is like ill be there but i need time to clean up-
“it’s just your art stuff, do it later and if its jacked just say it’s ‘abstract’”
you pretend to not listen,,,,but for some reason you can already feel something bad is going to happen
and just as you gaze over your shoulder you see one the dudes lean against the table,,,,,jaehyun’s almost done sculpture sitting dangerously close to the side
before you can think you open your mouth to say he should move it when,,,,,,,the dude turns to look at you and,,,,,,then you hear the sound
the sound,,,,,of broken marble
the shattered remains of jaehyun’s sculpture spread out on the floor of the studio in a sad,,,,big mess
and you can’t see that well across the room but jaehyun’s body has gone rigid and the group of loud boys have come to a hushed silence
you hear one of them swallow,,,another says they need to hurry to practice and that he’ll tell the coach jaehyun’s gonna be late
everyone leaves and you watch,,,wide eyed as jaehyun stares at the pile that was once all his hard work
you think for a minute that,,,,,he’s going to get mad,,,,start screaming?? flailing his arms??? throwing things??? chasing that douche bag??
but jaehyun does nothing,,,,,he just drops to his knees and with his own hands starts to clean up
and you ,,,, can’t just watch anymore
you set down your own work and go over with a bag, crouching down next to jaehyun and helping him pick up the broken marble
startled he looks up,,,,and you can’t believe it when you see him try and force a smile
“it’s ok, you don’t have to hel-”
“why didn’t you drag him back here? why didn’t you tell that asshole to go to hell? you at least deserved to do that.”
silently jaehyun stares at you,,,,before going back to cleaning with a small shrug
“it’s fine. i haven’t been working on this too long anyway.”
stopping you move some hair from your face and furrow your eyebrows
“what are you talking about, you’ve been working on this for weeks?”
jaehyun’s shoulders seem to drop,, his hands shaking over the remaining pieces and you hear him sigh
not understanding why he’s holding back so much you ask him again
“why didn’t you tell him to go to-”
“because he’s on my team. the team,,,,,is more important right now.”
scoffing you push jaehyun’s hand away,,, for a second you think you’re being rude but at the same time you don’t know how to deal with that kind of logic
“if the team is important go to practice, i can take care of this. also ,,,,, is it jaehyun?”
jaehyun meets your eyes,,,suddenly sitting up straight and nodding and you shake your head
“don’t devalue your own work and talent. tell that guy, even if he is on your team that he should have some respect for what you do,,,,,,even if it isn’t baseball.”
“i,,,i play basketball”
“,,,,,,,,,,oh,,,,,,,wELL same thing. you should tell him off.”
laughing a little at yourself you make another comment that if jaehyun wants you can teach him some ‘choice’ words perfect for telling someone off but jaehyun refuses politely and says that he really cant make u clean all this up
but you shoo him away again and jaehyun,,,,stares at you for a moment
trying to remember,,,,,your name,,,,,,who you are,,,,,and when he says your name you look at him again and you’re like yes?
and he just fluster’s a bit and is like oh ,,, no i was just remembering it,,,im ,,im gonna go now
and you’re like ok? and he nearly trips over himself as he’s leaving but you just shrug it off and clean up and,,,,,really you cant believe it
murmuring to yourself about how if it had been your sculpture you would have lost your shit
but either way you find yourself going into the storage room,,,getting out a new block of marble and placing it on top of jaehyun’s work desk.
with a small note: ‘do it again, but this time dont keep it at the edge of the table’
at practice,,,jaehyun apologizes in front of the coach,,,,,and it all seems fine but also he cant,,,,,,concentrate
because every time he’s supposed to assist or pass the ball he can barely aim and everyone is like jaehyun???? Stop being so upset about the sculpture art is easy to pass, just make something half-assed c’mon
and jaehyun doesn’t say anything,,,,but it isn’t even the sculpture that has his brain in a fog,,,,,,,
because ever since he started that class,,,,,he knew who you were,,,,but why didn’t he know anything else
and why ,,,,,,,,,,, was he so interested in knowing now
the next day,,,after coming to the studio you’d noticed that the marble was untouched ,,, which didn’t bother you but you’d hoped jaehyun would show up
and when he did,,,,,,,you were surprised to hear him call out to you
standing by the block of marble grinning,,,he pointed to it and is like “a gift from you?” and you just roll your eyes because,,,,,,,,,no it’s a gift from the school because does it look like you have money for marble
but jaehyun is still grinning
and you’re like “get to sculpting” and he’s like ,,,,,,,,i will
it’s ,,,,, a comfortable silence again
just like usual,,,just the sound of tools and the small specks of sunlight coming through the windows
but this time,,,,,when you look over to see how jaehyun is doing,,,,,,you look at him hard at work
his strong hands working carefully and with detail ,,,, but you notice something else
soft hair,,,,long eyelashes,,,,an almost perfect nose,,,,and lips,,,,,parted in concentration with a small hint of his tongue sticking out as he sits back to study his progress
and you’re like @ yourself like w,,,,,,what the heck are you looking at go back to your own work
but it’s TOO late and you’ve been caught staring and jaehyun is like “it’s not much yet,,,,im kind of not sure what to make”
and you try to gather yourself and not make it look like you were totally just checking him out and you’re like
“w-what about the veiled virgin or are you not gonna do that?”
jaehyun scrunches up his nose (so cutely - wait what?) and goes “i want to do something ,,, original,,,,,,i kind of,,,,,well it’s embarrassing”
and you’re like ????? whats embarrassing
and jaehyun scratches the back of his neck and is like “i want to enter it in the monthly contest at the museum,,,,,,,,,,but i know im not good enough and i dont have the ti-”
you put up your hand and jaehyun is like ? and you’re like “that’s a great idea! you should do it, actually you’re going to do it. because you deserve it.”
jaehyun seem slightly confused and you tilt your head and are like “whats that look for?”
and he’s like n,,,nothing just no one has ever,,,,,encouraged me to do something art related it just,,,,,,feels different
you try to hold back a chuckle but you can’t and you’re like ,,,,, jaehyun,,,,,,,do what you want, you have talent so use it oh and also
jaehyun lifts his shy gaze to meet yours and you’re like
“also learn to tell people off seriously.”
and he’s like yOURE STILL ON THAT And you’re like YES I AM SERIOUSLY HOW DID YOU NOT YELL AT THAT DUDE I WOULD HAVE KILLED HIM
jaehyun just sighs and is like you sound like johnny he always brings up dumb stuff from the past and ur like who is johnny and jaehyun brings his hands up and is like nothing nothing ill get back to work
and ,,,,, it’s like that for a while,,,,,,,,,,,
sometimes you and jaehyun are the only two in the room working,,,,,sometimes it’s more people ,,,,,,,,
but somehow,,,,,there’s something between you now maybe like an untold secret????
the fact that he hasnt told anyone else kind of makes you feel a bit special,,,but you also cant help but think,,,,,whats it like to have no one support you for that long
sure people are jaehyun’s basketball fans and whatnot but,,,,,does anyone tell him,,,,,,,basketball isn’t all he has to do,,,,,that art is a choice too
and you can’t believe it. you’re having sentimental thoughts about some BOY you’re not even that close with
like UGH WHAT THE HECK
you bang your head against your laptop keyboard and your friend is like dude hello u ok??? and ur like i gtg ,,,, work on my sculpture and she’s like it’s ten pm- and ur like its fine i know where the spare is
and so you head over to the studio,,,,,,it’s dark in the hallway but you can see the lights are from under the crack in the door
and when you put your hand on the knob,,,the door opens easily
and you see jaehyun,,,,hunched over the marble,,,,,,and you can see that it’s the mold of someones face
but there doesn’t seem to be much detail in it yet and jaehyun finally notices you and smiles and he’s like “are you here to work?”
and you nod,,,,,coming over and looking at his sculpture before you can’t help it and go “whose it going to be?”
jaehyun sits back,,,,chewing on his bottom lip and going “i don’t know,,,,,”
you sigh and remind him that if he wants to enter it,,,he’s going to have to submit it to the museum by the end of the week and jaehyun is like i know i know
but then,,,,,as you’re both sitting in silence again,,,,,,jaehyun turns around and asks “are you hungry?”
and it’s,,,,nearing midnight but,,,,,,,a snack couldn’t hurt
and to your surprise jaehyun pulls out peaches and bread from his back and you’re like ??? do you just carry those around
and he’s like “yeah i also have protein bars in here, instant ramen - do you want ramen?”
and you’re like,,,,,i???? it’s ok ill take a peach
before you know it,,,,,your work has been abandoned and you and jaehyun are sitting across from each other talking about this and that
till he says something about practice tomorrow at 8 am and you realize it’s past 2 am now
and you both have to gather your things and sneak back to your dorms and jaehyun ,,,, before you leave
says that he’s thankful that sculpture of his was broken and you raise an eyebrow and he jsut smiles and is like “if it hadn’t broken,,,,,we wouldn’t have go to hang out like this.”
and you’re like o,,,h,,,,,,,,,,and god dammit why does jaehyun make your cool, aloof personality crumble
but he waves and is gone before you can blush in front of him and embarrass yourself
,,,,,,and it’s like,,,,,,,,,now it isn’t just two art students in a class together,,,,,,it’s friends
finally the last day of the week comes and you’re in the studio,,,looking at jaehyun whose covered his sculpture with a towel and you’re like ,,,,,,,jaehyun show it to me
and he’s just giving you a sly smile and is like you’ll see it at the museum
and you’re like ,,,,,,,,heY where would you be if i didn’t encourage you now show me-
but before you can finish your argument the door opens again and jaehyun’s basketball teammates appear again
out of precaution jaehyun moves his sculpture to the table behind him and you give most of them an unamused look as they start touching this and that
jaehyun asks whats up and one of the guys is like “c’mon, coach wants us to have a big meeting about strategy for next week.”
you look at jaehyun and then at the sculpture
“jaehyun has to come with me to the museum, tell the coach he’ll be there later.”
jaehyun turns to look at you,,,,,whose speaking with your hands crossed over your chest
the teammates just laugh and are like “and you are?”
and you’re like “jaehyun’s classmate. we’re submitting our sculptures to the museum. the deadlines in an hour so,,,,,,,he’ll be there later.”
the laughter stops and one of the teammates steps toward you
standings tall,,,,,,obviously since he’s also a basketball player,,,,,you don’t let it intimidate you but at the same time you realize that there’s four more people,,,,,,,four more people who dont want jaehyun to go with you
“i don’t think i remember jaehyun saying anything about that. so,,,,,he’ll be going with us.”
you frown and open your mouth but suddenly jaehyun steps in front of you and lets one hand rest on your wrist
and he’s like “guys, ill go with you. no big deal.”
turning to you,,,,jaehyun mouths for you to let it go but you can’t,,,,because again,,,,,,basketball is in the way of something else he loves
and you’re like “no you won’t, jaehyun you need to submit the sculpture in person -”
jaehyun just smiles,,,but you can see the sadness in his eyes and he says its fine, there’s next month.
with that,,,you watch him follow his teammates out and you’re left alone,,,,,jaehyun’s hidden sculpture on the table beside you
,,,,,,,,,,,,then you realize,,,,,,,,you can do it.
you can submit it for him
and carefully, you take the art into your arms and make way for the museum because there isn’t anyway you’re going to let jaehyun’s talent go to waste this time
and when you do get there,,,the woman accepting them asks for your name and you go “jung jaehyun” and she scribbles it down and asks what the name of the sculpture is
and you’re like,,,,,,,,,well you don’t even know because you didn’t even have the time to LOOK at it
so you kind of panic and blurt out ‘the one’,,,,,,thinking it is his first sculpture,,,,,and it is a person,,,,,,,,,so maybe its someone special?????
the woman waves her hand and says you may go
and with a beating heart you leave the museum and on the train back to school you think,,,,,,why didn’t you look at the sculpture?? were you scared,,,,,were you????? jealous of who it could be??
shaking off the idea you think that what matters now is if he wins or not
,,,,,,,,,and like clockwork the results come out and eagerly you visit the museums website and,,,,,,,,,,,
the winner,,,,,,jung jaehyun’s,,,,,,sculpture,,,,,,’the one’
and looking at the photo you almost drop out of your chair because the sculpture,,,,,,,,,,,the sculpture looks like you
and with no time to waste you dash out of your dorm,,,headed straight to the gym where you didn’t realize that there is going to be a game tonight
and the place is packed with students even though it doesnt start for another hour and you fight through the crowds on the bleachers
managing to get up to the court and jaehyun,,,,,whose doing stretches notices you
because well,,,,,,,out of excitement you literally run ONTO the court
and the ref and coach are yelling at you to stop but you don’t hear them and jaehyun is like “what are you-”
and you run right into his arms and you’re like “jAEHYUN YOU WON!! YOUR SCULPTURE IS IN THE MUSEUM”
and jaehyun is frozen,,,,,,the entire gym staring at you two and an uproar of whispers about how one jaehyun is,,,,,,an art major???? two,,,,,jaehyun is dating,,,,,,,you????? i mean you are in his arms?????? you did run acROSS THE COURT to see him????/
pulling back you look at jaehyun,,,,who seems to still be processing what you’ve said and he’s like h-how i didn’t submit it? and ur like i went,,,,i put it in and i,,,,,,,,i didn’t look at it but then i saw it on the website and jaehyun,,,,,,,,,,jaehyun was it me?
turning cherry red,,jaehyun stutters over his answer but it’s obviously a yes and you grin and jaehyun is like “you inspired me,,,,,,i mean you were the only one to say,,,,,,i deserved it.”
and your smile grows wider and you’re like you do,,,,jaehyun look you did it,,,,because you’re talented and i -
without knowing how to put it into words you lean in and jaehyun reflexively puts his hands on either side of your face to pull you closer and it’s a kiss
right there in front of the whole gym
(which you later realize and get vERY embarrassed about)
but in the moment it’s perfect and,,,,,,,,,when you pull back you’re like
“oh one more thing before i go because your coach looks like he might murder me -”
and jaehyun is like yes?? and you look around and find the dude who had broken jaehyun’s sculpture and you yell out his number and ur like “yeah you number 5,,,,,,,,,,,,this is me telling you off because jaehyun is too nice: GO TO HELL’ ok bye now”
and with that you dash off the court before the coach can chase you and jaehyun is standing there,,,,,lovestruck but also shocked
and the team is like what the hell jaehyun and he just shrugs because honestly,,,,,,,,,,,,,,you’re wild and he,,,,,,
he freaking loves it
you do get banned from games for a while,,,,,but its worth it
you hear that jaehyun won the game the next morning,,,mostly because you wake up to find all your friends standing over you demanding to know why the mvp of the uni basketball team just said in his winning interview that his significant other,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,YOU,,,,,,,,,,,really inspired him tonight
and you’re like ,,,,me/?? jaehyun??? my??? boyfriend??? and they’re like YEAH EXPLAIN
but you dont even know what to say because everything is kind of a blur and did kissing jaehyun in front of the whole student body mean you were now dating??? who knows
well jaehyun knows so thats why you go to find him
and you do,,,, he’s doing another run on the uni’s track field and when he spots you he smiles and comes over and you’re like heY,,,,,,,,,so,,,,,,,,
and he’s like “i,,,,,,hope you,,,,,,,,,didnt mind me calling you my,,,,,,,,,,,s-s-s-s-”
you kind of pretend to make a face and think about it,,,,rocking back and forth on your heels and you’re like hMMM well,,,,,,,
and jaehyun’s eyes turn into puppy eyes and he’s oh,,,no did i make you mad-
and you just lean up and kiss his cheek and you’re like nah, i like this straightforward jaehyun much more so,,,,,,,be like this more
jaehyun blushing: than can i be honest
jaehyun: ,,,,,,,did you like the sculpture?
you: i loved it. also,,,,i never knew someone could make me look so pretty
jaehyun: you’re stunning
you, blushing and trying to hide it behind your hands: ok,,,tOO straightforward
jaehyun throws his arm around you and you guys get off the track field and it’s,,,,cute because you’re walking across campus like an ACTUAL couple and okay,,,,this is,,,,,,something you could get used to
but yes dating jaehyun is like dating the sweetest boy who ever lived and ,,,,,,,,,,,wow do his friends really not let anyTHING go
you finally meet johnny and the first thing he says is “so,,,,,we gonna get a repeat of that basketball court smooch OH and dont forget the part where you told the dude to go to hell” and you’re like oh my god jaehyun you compared me tO HIM
and jaehyun is like oh,,,,,,,you know what i am sorry about that john here is special
john: excuse me,,,,,,jeffery
jaehyun: if it were not for the fact that im a soft angelic person i would have kill-
but the rest of nct all really like you because,,,,,,basically you help jaehyun out of his shell,,,,,,
taeil and ten especially because wow they havent ever seen jaehyun so open and happy to talk about art???? like they’ve known about his passion but,,,,,you’ve let him explore
also oh my god you can really shut johnny up ,,,, but it even works on doyoung???? like one look and walla,,,,,,,,they’re convinced you have magic powers
but in reality it’s because you gave doyoung a noogie and made him apologize for asking jaehyun if he could make a sculpture of taeyong’s face
jaehyun is the kind of boyfriend that becomes more comfortable with time,,,,which you don’t mind because taking it slow isn’t bad
like if holding hands is all he wants to do in public than of course you’ll respect that
but also when you steal kisses every now and then while he’s studying or sketching you can liteRALLY feel his face heat up
and you’re like how are you so handsome and yet so,,,,,easily flustered???? and jaehyun is like,,,,i ,,,,,,,,u,,,,,,kiss,,,,,,,,a,,,h,,, i need some water
he has a packed schedule between practice and spending more time on his art and you can tell when he hasn’t gotten any rest because he starts getting bags under his eyes and doesnt smile
and even though it’s kind of attractive,,,,you hate seeing him like that so you’ll literally sit in front of him and feed him lunch and be like “go to sleep on time, idc if the guys want to hang out after practice do you want to pass out tomorrow in class? no? exactly.”
someone once said you were a bossy s/o and u were like excuse m- but jaehyun just went ‘i would die without them so politely, leave us alone.’
but even with all your worry,,,, jaehyun has also taught you to be a bit softer
because yeah you always want to tell off his mean teammates or his over pressuring coach but jaehyun reminds you that sometimes in life you need to girt your teeth and take it
the amount of times he’s just pulled you into his arms when you’re fuming to calm you down,,,,,,,,you’ve lost count
does the thing where he nuzzles his nose into the top of your hair and you can feel him grip onto you a little tighter
and you realize that even though he’s strong, handsome, and smart,,,,,,even people so perfect need comfort and closeness
jaehyun let’s you wear his clothes but not without him denying that it’s his clothes is someone asks even though doyoung is like i literally gave you that hoodie like a year ago for christmas and jaehyun is like,,,,,,,,,,,i,,,,,,,,,,um
and you’re like yeah its his we just spent an hour cuddling in his bed so i wanted to wear i-
jaehyun laughing really loud over you like hAHAHA we nEED To go bYE dOYOUNG
it’s hard now to work in the same room on your art because you and jaehyun get distracted and its like u can go maybe an hour before one or the other comes over and you guys start talking and its just,,,,,,
heart eyes @ each other from then on out
whenever he smiles and the dimples come out you literally are like let me take a photo and jaehyun is like but u have 394302 photos of me smiling,,,,and ur like i can never have enough i love dimple
whenever you want to go on dates,,, jaehyun always suggests something outdoorsy and active and sometimes you forget that jaehyun is Good At All the Sports
and it’s like dating an olympic athlete,,,,,,you cannot keep up most of the time,,,,,,,
but its fine because jaehyun,,,even though he’s trying to run up this mountain,,,,,will contain himself just for you ildjsfg
gets corny when he sees kids and is like “a family,,,,,,in the future would be so nice,,,,,,,,” and you’re like “you’re smiling like a dad jaehyun” and he’s like oOPS,,,,,,,,but it’s,,,,,,,,,it’s cute
you can see that he’s so gentle and caring with everyone he meets you can’t help but be like,,,,,,,,he is,,,,,,going to be a great parent some day
you didnt believe he could cook well too when ten told you about jaehyun’s secret delicious ramen
but then you guys were making some,,,jaehyun standing at the stove,,,,and you sitting on the kitchen counter and when he’d feed you you were like hOLY SHIT THIS IS AMAZING
and jaehyun just laughed and u were just like jaehyun tell me baby are you a robot because you’re good at everything
and he was shy but he was like no im real here ill prove it,,,,,,he kissed you and u were like ur right robots can’t do that with their tong-
you once stayed at his dorm for a date and when jaehyun picked beauty and the beast you kinda teased him a bit ,,, but also ended up cuddled up together crying about the beast’s backstory
and then making out for like an hour because it’s hard not to when jaehyun just wears sweats ,,,,,,and your shirt is really loose,,,,,,,,, and jaehyun is good at kissing,,,,,,,,,,,,very good,,,,,,,,,,,,, and -
but mark came back pretty early and you guys had to pretend you were just playing cards instead
mark: i didnt know your hair could be so messy playing cards. huh
you and jaehyun sweating like uH,,,,,
you’d managed to sneak into one of his games but unfortunately instead of staying quiet you’d basically yelled for jaehyun to CRUSH the other team and the coach had to chase you out again
but you waited outside of the gym and instead of kissing the trophy and celebrating jaehyun had ran straight outside to you and honestly,,,,,,,,,what could the coach do about that? LOL
jaehyun jokingly challenging you to some basketball but since he wouldn’t let you score you were like fine i wont kiss u for a whole week
and jaehyun basically begged for you to not be mad and u just couldn’t resist
like have you seen jaehyun’s big,,,brown eyes????
you’d caved and just started kissing his face all over and jaehyun just grinning and hold you around the waist and ,,,,,,,,,basically you two being super duper cute
someone complimenting jaehyun’s artwork: you smugly going that’s my boyfriend and yes he’s amazing and did i mention that he’s taken,,,,i love him
jaehyun blushing but also loving the fact that you love him so openly and unapologetically
and wow let me mention this one last time: jaehyun in a basketball uniform but also,,,,,,,,,,jaehyun concentrating hard on a sculpture with a low cut shirt and big hands covered in clay,,,,,,,,like ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,yall
The planets that aspect mercury in your natal chart influence how you process and absorb information
The type of aspect determines whether a learning style makes life easier or harder for you.
For example, a mercury-lilith trine means lilith’s influence helps you learn faster. A square between the two bodiesindicates that, although intuition is how you learn best, it is hard to access, leaving you struggling until you clear the block.
Another example- mercury-pluto trine: your obsession yields epiphanies/results; mercury-pluto square: your obsessions are your detriment and often lead no where.
With time and development, any mercury aspect can pave the way to accessing and channeling your inner genius.
mercury conjunct sun: the conjunction is the only possible aspect between mercury and the sun. This might mean your ego plays a role in how you learn. You may easily retain information that specifically applies to you, and take pride in your intelligence. This position can indicate intellectual arrogance.
mercury aspect moon: You are an emotional/intuitive learner. You remember things that elicit an emotional response, or have sentimental value. You may be inconsistent in how you absorb information, communicating everything with ease one day and unable to form a coherent thought the next. Your mental energy comes and goes in cycles.
mercury aspect venus: You may be an auditory learner with some musical talent. You might retain information better if it’s in the form of a song. You learn better by taking notes in different colors, in a calm, beautiful environment. Venus brings ease, beauty, and effortless talent to everything it touches. making this an indicator of a sharp, blessed mind.
mercury aspect mars: You learn by doing. You learn through intense, obsessive, single-minded focus. If a subject excites you or rouses your passion, you will lose yourself in it until it bores you, or until you feel you’ve mastered it. You think, speak, and act impulsively- and might get in trouble for your words.
mercury aspect jupiter: You learn the big picture. You prefer lofty theories and ideals to details and hard facts. You like making generalizations and obscure connections between topics. Jupiter “expands” everything it touches, so this is another indicator of intelligence. Check out the very first post on this blog for the possible implications of mercury aspect (esp. conjunct) jupiter (link). Basically, you might be able to channel information from the universe, if developed.
mercury aspect saturn: You learn slowly. You process information thoroughly, and take time to respond or form conclusions. You might have insecurities about your intelligence, or feel like there’s something “blocking” your mind. You may become a faster learner in later years, and retain mental acuity well into old age.
mercury aspect uranus: You are an independent learner. You don’t like school or learning from teachers. You hate traditional methods. You learn what you feel like learning and come to your own conclusions. You may be prone to sudden epiphanies and flashes of genius. This is another indicator of intelligence.
mercury aspect neptune: You are an intuitive learner. You like to “feel” the right answer, but can’t explain how you came up with it. You might have gotten in trouble for not showing your work. Like jupiter, neptune helps create a channel for spiritual/universal information. However, neptune either “dissolves” or “elevates” what it touches- making this position a possible blessing or curse.
mercury aspect pluto: You are an obsessive learner. You gain deeper insights into a small number of subjects by thinking about them over and over, for prolonged periods of time. You learn by asking hard questions and not stopping until you get answers. You are excellent at things that interest you, and completely apathetic to things you consider boring. Mercury-pluto people can see things with frightening clarity or be blinded by their emotions and paranoia. Like neptune, this can be extremely good or extremely bad.
mercury aspect lilith: You are wildly creative, unconventional, stubborn, and intuitive. You learn best by allowing your subconscious to guide you. Your mind has a mind of its own, presenting you with unusual, brilliant ideas, but preventing you from grasping numbers and hard concepts. Your difficulty with learning some things (along with supernatural mastery of others) could make you feel alienated from the world. You may have a gift for understanding the mystical/occult, at the expense of being unable to grasp solid, practical subjects.
I’d to apologize again for not doing this last week! I was really sick and had a few exams, so I didn’t have a lot of time to make lists!
For the Record by DasWarSchonKaputt, Not Rated, 10k Viktor Nikiforov, sports journalist and retired figure skater, interviews Olympic Champion Yuuri Katsuki for an exclusive piece. So, so, so amazing. I am truly speechless after reading this, it’s incredible. In my top 10.
Sugar High by arekushia, ryoseirui, Explicit, 38k (WIP) Yuuri Katsuki is a college student struggling to pay rent, tuition, and just about everything else. When he sets up an account for a sugar daddy dating app, he doesn’t expect anything to come out of it. Instead, he meets Victor Nikiforov, and so begins their walk on the fine line between their physical relationship and something more. Just updated!! One of my favourite sugar daddy fics!
Welcome to Detroit Dental and Orthodontics by stanzas, Teen, 11k Victor stops the car, turns off the engine, and Yuri rolls out the car with the attitude of every slightly inconvenienced teenager. Yuri flips his shades up, stares in disbelief at the sign in front of the well-manicured lawn squished between two old barber shops: DETROIT DENTAL AND ORTHODONTICS. “You’ve got to be fucking kidding me,” he says. LOOOOOOOOVE this fic!
Where They Are by ingthing, Explicit, 11k (WIP) They find out things about themselves and step up to each other. 🔥🔥🔥
Masquerade by Ashida, Explicit, 87k (WIP) “Just say the word.” came the whisper as Victor stepped close, behind them Yuuri was aware of guns out and at the ready, of confused men and questioned loyalties, here Victor was offering, and Yuuri was too selfish to say no. “Ok.” Yuuri smiled as this game of masquerade came to an end, what would happen now, he didn’t know, he would probably die, his family would come after him and try to put a knife in his back or a bullet between his eyes, none of it mattered, because together they would fight, and the rest of the world would finally burn. Every update of this fic kills me in the best way possible! Sexy, intense, and always riveting. Must read!
dear true love by cityboys, Teen, 72k Victor is a writer pretending to be on a break; Yuuri is a pianist pretending to not be on a break. They meet, somehow, in the backwaters of Saga Prefecture, Japan. That ending was so lovely, I really enjoyed reading this fic! One of my fave music AUs!
#Katsudamn by lucycamui, Explicit, 5.9k Victor surprises Yuuri with a trip to an adult store and gets a little more than he bargained for. Or maybe that was the plan all along. Spicy!!!
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Here’s to another week of great fic reading! Be sure to give the authors some love!
After you have used one of the sigil methods to create a sigil that encompasses your desire or purpose you need to charge it in order to fill it with energy, while simultaneously thrusting it into the back of your subconscious. In order to charge a sigil one must do an act in order to give energy, and focus to the sigil in order to empower it with your mind, and spirit. There are many acts that you can do in order to charge your sigils, and in order to help you figure out what you could do, I am going to provide a extensive list of charging methods.
Charging methods for sigils:
Pushing energy into the sigil by using energy work.
Meditating intently on the sigil.
Focus on the sigil intensely.
Dancing around the sigil.
Working out with the sigil.
Chanting over the sigil.
Masturbating on to the sigil.
Masturbating while looking into the sigil.
Burning candles around, or on the sigil.
Rubbing blood upon the sigil.
Anointing the sigil with essential oils.
Anointing the sigil with holy water, or any other type of magickal water.
Anointing the sigil with semen.
Spitting on the sigil.
Putting the sigil in the sunlight, or moonlight.
Having the sigil by a crystal grid.
Placing a charged crystal on top of the Sigil.
Looking at the sigil while causing pain to yourself, or another. (not recommended)
Something dying, or being killed near, or around the sigil.
Submerging the sigil in water.
Having sex around the sigil, on top of the sigil, or while looking at the sigil.
Talking to the sigil as if it was a person, trying to convince it to do it job.
Having people see and/or interact with the sigil.
Speaking about the sigil to other people.
Having the sigil on your person while going through your day, keeping it with you so that it can feed off your energy.
Having the sigil on you while you do something that gets your adrenaline pumping.
Having the sigil near you while you are playing video games.
Focusing on the sigil while being in a intense emotional state.
Asking a higher power to charge the sigil for you.
Praying over the sigil.
Singing over the sigil.
Using the death posture to charge the sigil.
Giving birth over, or near the sigil.
Making contact with the sigil through any form of contact such as tapping touching, or moving.
Place the sigil in front of music speakers, while music is playing.
Allowing the wind to blow the sigil.
Placing the sigil in front of a fan, and allowing its air to blow it.
Breathing on the sigil.
Having the sigil outside in a thunderstorm, storm, or the rain.
Placing your phone on top of the sigil, while your phone is charging.
Placing the sigil underneath your pillow, while you sleep.
Feeling powerful emotions while near the sigil.
Crying on to the sigil.
Placing crystals on top of the sigil.
Reading holy scripture to the sigil.
Saying the names of God to the sigil.
Using a Tibetan singing bowl, or bell near the sigil.
Link sigils to the sigil, so those sigils can charge it.
Walking on top of the sigil.
moving the sigil around with kinetic energy.
Sprinkling herbs and spices on top of the sigil.
Tell it to draw energy from something, or a link it to some other construct to feed off of.
Tell somebody about the sigil.
Acknowledge the sigils existence.
Placing the sigil somewhere with a lot of negativity, or positive energy.
Placing the sigil at a ley-marker.
Placing the sigil in your underwear, or bra.
Heating up the sigil.
Cooling down the sigil.
If you have any other charging methods, I would love to hear about them?