and then jj's all 'one day maybe'

concept: otabek and yuri are dating and one day otabek admits to him that he’s polyamorous and yuris cool with it bc as long as bekas happy, he’s happy

“so who else do you like besides me??”
“dont get mad.”
“.,,, its jj.”


but he cant say anything bc again, as long as bekas happy then he’s happy, but,,,, what the fuck

so otabek and jj start dating, and the first time all three of them meet jjs like “hope u dont mind sharing your otabeef, princess 👉😎👉” and yuri is ready to kill him but otabek is smiling and hes weak for that so he holds back

but the more the three of them hang out together… the more tolerable jj becomes??? he isnt nearly as obnoxious as he is when theyre in competition and hes actually pretty funny and just as in love with otabek as he is (he knows bc of the way jj looks at him - it feels like looking into a mirror, because thats exactly how he stares at otabek himself)

and jj is actively trying to become better friends with him - he doesnt stop the teasing, but he starts knowing when to back down when he gets too much and yuri can feel the intense hatred he once felt for him die down into a begrudging respect

plus its really fun to talk to him about how adorable otabek is, so, really

a few months later and he can reluctantly say that jj’s become one of his closest friends, but tell anyone that and he’ll kick you with his knife shoes

(ps isabella and jj are still engaged/married and whenever otabek gets Tired of jjs shit she’s the person he’ll call

yuri enjoys watching them rant he thinks its the funniest shit ever)

More tidbits from Yuri on Museum

@nikiforoov I think you should buy *that ticket* -cough cough-

okay… maybe someone has posted this, but whatever, I don’t do Tumblr all day long, so this is the first time I seen these photos.

This one is Yuuri’s FS costume. the material is actually looks stretchy? I used to thought Yuuri’s FS costume would be more on the rigid side at least compared to his Eros costume…  but really, that’s insane amount of sequin applied O.o  the back design look a bit different though.


and here’s a couple more of translation about Museum audio guide. lol, that Yurio/JJ is funny one.


some art on Yuuri’s costume. errr… is this not his FS costume? but they said it’s original idea on Eros costume instead.


some cute doodles.


and last… etc gossip…

simon imagine - the ring.

REQUESTED:  “Adorable imagine idea! You and Si are dating and he sometimes likes to give you his family ring to wear and it makes him really happy and clingy and the boys freak when they see you wearing it? Or maybe the fans? Something like that :DLove your work!”

“You’re pretty,” he said, his deep blue eyes looking down at me.

“So are you.” I replied. 

I rested my head on his shoulder. His grip around my small frame tightened from beneath me, where I was sitting on top of him innocently, as I reached for the remote. As I absent mindedly flipped through channels Simon took my hand.

“Your hands are so tiny” he grinned. “You’re so small.”

“Wow Simon, no one has ever said that to me before.”

He pouted. “Sorry,” I smiled, kissing his cheek. “No more sarcasm.”

He played with my fingers, admiring the difference in size. He removed the ring from his pinky and slid it onto my left hand. He tried my index finger, however it sat loosely, not yet touching the skin. I shook my head. Simon loved to give me his family ring sometimes. Seeing something so important to him on me was exciting to him. It was almost a fetish: he would always ask that I wore it when it was just me and him. It wasn’t something the boys had ever seen, it was private. 

I moved the ring to my ring finger and he smiled.

“It’s like we’re engaged.”

“One day maybe.”

“You think about marrying me?” His eyes were pale as he stared at me intensely.

“Sometimes,” I answered honestly, twisting the jewellery round my finger. “But not until we’re like, older. Do you?”

“All the time. I would love to marry you.”

I pressed my lips to his. His smile could be felt against my face. 

“I swear, get a fucking room.” JJ groaned as he entered the room, flopping down on the sofa. I apologised before hiding my face in Simon’s neck. It was nice to know that he thought about marrying me. Truthfully, I thought about marrying him a lot. It wasn’t an option just yet - I was still paying off university debts, and Simon’s career was at an all time high - but one day, I couldn’t imagine anything better. 

“Y/N? Can you pass me the remote?” Jide’s shrill voice interrupted my thoughts.

I grabbed the controller, passing it in his direction. As our hands collided his jaw dropped.

“What?” I asked, however his shouts cut me off.


Both Simon and I were pulled into a threeway hug. We looked at eachother and laughed.

“Jide, bro..” Simon pushed him away. “It’s my ring. You know, my grandma’s one?”

JJ’s face shrivelled in confusion.

“Not an engagement ring?”

“Not an engagement ring.” I giggled.

“You guys are arseholes! I got excited!”

He crossed his arms as Simon patted his shoulder.

“Don’t worry bro,” his voice lowered drastically. “Soon.”

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[(name) scoffed, leaning back against the bleachers, propping one ankle on the other knee.]

Yuri scoffed, leaning back against the bleachers, propping one ankle on the other knee.

“You can’t be serious, Leroy. You want us to be in your wedding party?”

JJ nodded and turned to Otabek. “I’d kinda like it if you were my best man, Beka. You don’t have to, of course. I just thought that since you were my wingman with I met Bella… Maybe you could be my wingman one last time?”

Yuri was confused He didn’t realize that JJ and Beka had actually been that close when Beka had trained in Canada. Though, he supposes it makes sense, all things considered. They were both musicians, after all. They trained together in the same rink while in Canada for a time too. So Yuri guessed that he could believe it.

“Oh, yeah, I remember those days. You had no idea how to approach her. She found it endearing.”

“Really? How could anyone find him endearing?” Yuri smiled. His words had no malice, which they typically didn’t anymore. Time had mellowed both of them out to the point of being actual friends.

“To each their own, Yura. Many would say the same about us. But appearances aren’t everything.” Otabek chuckled and poked the Russian’s side. “I’ll fo it, JJ. And so will Yuri, even if he wont say it out loud.”

“Jeez, Beka, no need to call me out like that, but yes. I’ll go be one of your groomsmen.”

“Aw, the kitty does have a soft spot! No wonder you won over Otabek.” JJ teased. “Seriously though, thank you so much, guys. Maybe I’ll even get a spot in your wedding parties when you finally tie the knot.”

Yuri rolled his eyes, electing to ignore the last bit that JJ had said. “Don’t worry about ir, Leroy. Just don’t call me kitten or anything like it ever again and we’ll be even, okay?”

“You drive a hard bargain, Yuri Plisetsky, but I accept.”

JJ departed from the rink with a fist bump from both Yuri and Otabek. He had the biggest smile on his face, unable to wait to share the news with Isabella.

“Yura, that was the right thing to do. I’m proud of you. However…” Otabek raised an eyebrow pointedly.

H groaned and moved his foot from its position on his knee back down to the floor. Leaning forward to rest his elbows on his legs, he glance at Otabek. “Please don’t say what I think you’re gonna say.”

“We have to tell him that we’re already legally married eventually.”

“Ugh, I know. he just keeps bringing it up that he wants to be one of our groomsmen. But we don’t know if we’re going to have an actual ceremony yet.”

“He doesn’t know that though. Neither does anyone else, Yura.”

“we’ll tell him eventually. For now, let’s get through his wedding first. I am glad that they waited so long to get married, though. I’m happy to see that they worked out. Bella makes him happy. Which is why I thought they’d get married right after he proposed in Barcelona, even though he stole your bronze.”

“Oh for fucks sake, that was six years ago!”

“So what? We’ve rightfully taken every GPF gold and silver from him ever since, haven’t we?”

“Much to the dismay of Viktor yes. Speaking of, when are you going to tell him and Yuuri? They-”

“Deserve to know? I get it. I might just call you my husband in passing and see how they react. For science, of course.”

“Well, mark me down as $10 pooper.” Viktor’s voice appeared out of literally fucking nowhere, causing Yuri to yelp in surprise and Otabek to jump out of his skin.

“And doing all of the dishes for a week! I told you they were married, Vitya.” Yuuri said. The two men emerged from the shadows together, smiling. “Congratulations you two. Viktor and I are very happy for you.”

“Jesus christ, Katsuki! You two scared the shit out of us.”

“We’ve been here for pretty much the entire time?” Viktor said, confusion evident in his voice. “Everyone was practicing today.”

“You’re right, but I thought you had already left.”

“We were just so caught up talking with JJ, it didn’t occur to us that there were still people here.” Beka added, a hand on his chest, trying to calm his heart rate from being startled.

“We wouldn’t be so lucky, babe.”

“Just don’t tell anyone else, please. Not until we’ve figured some stuff out.”

“Our lips are sealed. You have my word!” Yuuri said confidently.

“And my ten dollars.” Viktor said sadly, handing te money over to his husband.

Yuri and Otabek smiled and wave at the older couple as they left. When Yuri left the rink with his husband, he decided. It was time they did some wedding planning.


You Are Not Alone

Author’s Note: Finally finally got around to writing my piece for @reiding-and-writing‘s Classic Criminal Minds Quote Challenge! My quote was “No matter how awful you think it is - I can promise you, you are not alone.”

Summary: A few months after Emily’s funeral, Reid begins to pull away from the Reader. When she decides to confront him, what she finds is far from what she expected.

One thing she’s sure of: he is acting strange. Well, stranger than usual. Things have been difficult for Spencer since Emily’s death, but she had thought he was working through it. Completing his psych evals, talking it through with his team and with her. The smile had returned to his face, he was reading more often, and even his migraines seemed to be getting better.

Then things changed, without warning, as they are liable to do. She had woken up to three missed calls from him and not a single voice mail. When she called him to ask about it, he tried to brush it off and claimed it was just a leaking pipe in his apartment. Not that she believed him. That was only the beginning. Since then, she’s watched as he grows more distant from her, strangely detached from the man she has loved for the last six months. Moods of his are either sky high or rock bottom, and they fluctuate faster than she can keep up with. All too often something will set him off, and he’s more irritable than she’s ever seen him before.

The behavior she’s willing to deal with, but she doesn’t know what to do when he stops calling as often. Stops coming over and asking her out. He makes excuses to avoid plans, and she starts wondering what it is she did to send him away like this.

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you’re my home | one.

Is it possible for a home to be a person and not a place?
In which a drunken Girls’ Night Out sets things in motion.

wc: 867 // a dad!spencer fic (series?), just because

“Have you and our Boy Genius had sex yet?” Penelope blurted out from her drink, a wide grin plastered on her face. A strangled noise escaped from your throat at the sudden question. Next to you, JJ and Emily were doubled over in laughter, their own drinks threatening to spill over.

Turning red, you splutter, “What?” in a shrill voice.

It was another Ladies’ Night with the ladies of the BAU, which meant a night filled with laughter, gossip, and, of course, booze. (And lots of it, if Penelope got her way, which she very often does.) When they had finally gotten Spencer to admit he had a girlfriend (he was all blushes and smiles when he introduced you to them), they welcomed you with open arms. You quickly grew close to the three of them in particular, of course, and easily became a part of their family.

“I don’t think–”

“You have to answer the question!” Emily managed through her laughter, smirking at you. The other two watched as your face reddened further, stifling giggles.

“I, uh, no?”

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Soft Hair and Single - Part Three

Part One, Part Two

Summary: You go for a drink with Jensen and JJ after school, and Jensen divulges into his past with Danneel

Words: 1,213

Jensen x Reader

Warnings: none (disgusting, tooth-rotting fluff)

A/N: one of my original issues with writing RPF is that I don’t like it when Danneel/Gen are made out to be bad people… so this isn’t like that…

Your name: submit What is this?

“Daddy said that you had pizza with olives on it,” Justice told you on Tuesday morning, after undoubtedly pestering all night for him to tell her how it went, “Why would you ruin a pizza with olives?”

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Aftermath (Part two of The Party)

Sequel to The Party

Quick Info - Y/N made her decision.
Word Count - 3287
Warnings - Open relationships, talks of open relationships, angst, tiny bit of fluff. discussion POSSIBLE TRIGGERS - pregnancy discussions, hints of an abusive jackass
A/N - No disrespect to the Ackles or Collins intended. Crazy story idea cousin Beka encouraged after we started talking about writing the other day. Idea came from a conversation with another friend.

Thank you so much for the feedback. I am actually surprised by the response to this story. I can’t promise when the next part will come. I am suppose to travel next week and I haven’t started packing yet….



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Kpop Parents Connections #The4thMeeting #MarriageCounseling

Jaebum: Today will be a little different guys, I invited a special guest to moderate, and to instill us with sound wisdom, so that we can become better and stronger couples.

Heechul: I get paid up front for this right?

Jaebum: *turns red* yes…I already explained all of this in the bathroom this morning.

Seungcheol: *raises hand* Can I go home? I just remembered that i had actual important things to do.

Rap Monster: Woah!! I have a question! What were you both doing in the bathroom??

Jaebum: We were ju-

Heechul: I don’t know. Why don’t you ask Jungkook.


Kihyun: Too soon bro

Sunggyu: *to Woohyun* What’s a Jungkook?

Kris: Can I change seats?



TOP: Wait, what?

Seungcheol: *raises hand* Please I’m allergic to stupid.

Heechul: Okay let’s get some order! Jaebum called me because clearly things haven’t been working out smoothly. I see that you all have a lot of issues, and we’ll use this time to go over a few and try to become more harmonious.

Jeonghan: Tbh, I’d appreciate it more if someone that could actually sing, in key, talked about being in harmony.

Himchan:*sniffs air* Did someone leave the stove on? I think I smell a burrnnn!

Heechul: Don’t come for me Chongham. When your little cutesy group breaks up in 2 years and you’re flat broke, standing in the center of Seoul with nothing but a cardboard sign and a dry weave from the Ren Collection, you’re gonna wish you were still on my good side.

Jaebum: Heechul pls you’re not helping…

Leo: I’m gonna get some coffee *leaves out side door*

Yongguk: *mutters* I didn’t get better for this

Woohyun: Speaking as the newest guy here, I’m really happy that I finally got to come to one of these meetings. I hear they’re always a big hit.

JinJin: Yeah I’ve only been to one, It was pretty neat. No complaints except f–

GD:WAIT A MINUTE! I thought this was an Idol parents meeting not bring your toddler to trainee camp. Who’s the tyke?

JinJin: that part….

Jaebum: *sighs* You all know who they are by now. Leave Astro alone! They are an important part of our kpop world, and they contribute greatl-

Kihyun: *coughs loudly*

Jaebum: *glares*

Kihyun: Sorry, I’m allergic to bullsh-

Heechul: IT’S TIME TO BARE YOUR SOULS! Let’s share our feelings and emotions. Jin you have been pretty quiet this evening, how about you go first?

Jin: Well, I like to think that Namjoon and I are fine. We and the children actually just won the Artist of the Year Awa-


GD: I cancelled an after party with Victoria Secret models for this so..

Namjoon: Dude, why are you trying to overshadow us? You told me that you were proud.

Suho: *checks face in compact mirror* I say a lot of things. Keep up or fall behind.

Jeonghan: *to Jinyoung* Isn’t that what happened to Exo?

Yongguk: I really could be doing creative during this time.

Hakyeon: Can someone tell me why am I even still here? Has anyone seen Leo?

GD: Yeah, he said he was getting coffee and never came back.

Kris: Lies! *readjusts overpriced cap* That’s the same excuse I gave Suho when I left him high and dry.

Jinyoung: *smirks*

Suho: Wait…wha-

Kris: *puts fingers to Suho’s lips* That was the old me hon, I’ve changed.

Woohyun: Wellll, Sunggyu and I are fine. Our family is really chill. We really get along and lov-

GD: Time out on the fluff stuff, let’s dig into the real deal.

TOP: *snorts* If only your lyrics rhymed as well as that sentence.

GD: If only your songs wrote themselves.


Himchan: I don’t know, why is it so hard for your rappers to rap?

Seungcheol: I’m going to go help Leo get some coffee. *leaves out side door*

MJ: I think we should go, and that maybe we won’t be coming back.

Kihyun: Do you mean musically or just physically?

JinJin: Physically

Kihyun: oh

Heechul: Shownu, you haven’t said one word all night. There must be something you want to say.

Shownu: no

Kris: I swear they let anyone be an idol these days. Back in my day you needed talent, brains, and pure will to make it!

Jinyoung: I’m going to just let that go.

Jeonghan: If only you would let your acting career go too.

Heechul: I give up.


Hakyeon: Neither did the JJ project but things still worked out somehow.

Namjoon: Jin let’s get some coffee too *leaves*

Jinyoung: I don’t even know if I should be offended or


Hakyeon: Suho, shut up, it’s been a long day. I’m going home. Catch you all the next time. *leaves*

GD: Come on Top. I didn’t bring you here so that I would have to drive my own self back. 

TOP: You brought me because you’ve been drinking out of a beer bottle in your sleeve the whole night and if you go to jail YG may kick you out of th *bursts into giggles* Sorry I can’t keep a straight face when I’m trying to relate to the lessers. *both leave*

Namjoon: We’re dipping out too. Apparently once you become popular you’re suppose to forget who your true friends were. *leaves*

Jin: When we become washed up has beens I’ll  bring cookies to the next one! *leaves*


Kihyun: Hey grandpa! Maybe you should start your own meeting and invite all the elderly!

Woohyun: Don’t give him any ideas, please. *guides Sunggyu out*

Himchan: We’re leaving, frankly I don’t even know if we’ll be back. We’re going through a lot-

Jeonghan: *calls out* Get a new sob story! This one’s getting old!

Himchan *clears throat* and we would do better keeping to ourselves for a while. Come on Yongguk.

Yongguk: Bye thanks for remembering we exist.

Shownu: See you next time. *leaves*

Kihyun: Jinyoung totally fax me over those divorce tips you were telling me about earlier *leaves*

Jinyoung: Will do!

Jaebum: WHA-

Kris: Suho let’s go, Vinnie is having a party at his house and i want to drop you off before I roll up with models on both arms.

Jeonghan: Can I get a ride home with y'all?


Jeonghan: Never mind, I’ll walk. *leaves*


Suho: WAIT! I CAN CHANGE BABE!! *runs after*

Jinyoung: I think I may actually hate them.

Heechul: Lol I do.

Jaebum: You can leave now too.

Heechul: *coughs* Where’s my money? I ain’t working for fre-

Jinyoung & Jaebum: Get out!

Heechul: Whatever, If You Do was better than Hard Carry anyway….and that’s not saying much. *leaves*

Jaebum: Wow look at us actually getting along and standing unite-

Jinyoung: Shut up, I’m still trying to find a way to poison you.

Jaebum: Your love is the only poison I need.


Jinyoung: Shut up.

Jealous of the new blonde

Part 2 (requested)



Prompt: Reid and the reader work together and when Ashley Seaver joins the team the reader gets jealous.



That morning you walked through the doors of the BAU like you always did every morning.
You thought that day was a day like the other ones, full of paperwork and maybe a new case.

But when you arrived at your desk you could see everyone were in the conference room.
‘Why are everyone there?’ you thought.
So you head the room where your team were.
When you entered, you could see a skinny blonde woman. She was similar to JJ. At first sight, you didn’t like her at all.

“Hi, I am Ashley Seaver. You should be (y/n) (y/l/n), nice to meet you.”

“Nice to meet you too.”

But she didn’t convinced you yet. You had to accept her tho because she was the new agent of your team and right now you had to solve your first case with the newbie.

During the fly you could notice that Ashley’s eyes were captured by Spencer. Yed, he was handsome so you couldn’t blame her for watching, but it made you feel uncomfortable. A lot.

So the days passed and after watching all the times she talked to him in a flirty way, when maybe her hands touched his arm or just staring at him, you didn’t know how to keep the anger for you anymore. And an evening, you broke out.

Spencer came into your hotel room to bring you a book he knew you liked. You couldn’t help but be cold all the minutes you were together. But he didn’t like you to behave that way with him so he just asked you what the matter was.

“Are you serious Spence? You know, I am wondering why you are not with her right now, instead of staying here.”

He was so confused.

“Wait wait wait! You are out of your mind (y/n). ‘Her’ who?”

“Her Ashley, you genius. The perfect, snkinny, blonde girl who joined the team some days ago. And who is eating you with her own eyes since that day. Don’t tell me you didn’t notice.”

You were so jelaous of him. Other times women have stared at him, but in some way you could help it, but this time no. You couldn’t.

“Look at me (y/n) and try to talk as the adult you are. Are your really think I have fallen for her?”

“I am not blind Spencer.”

“I am not too, that’s why I have just eyes for you. I’m not gonna lie to you: yes, she is cute, but not as you. Do you really think that I could love another woman who isn’t you?”

Yes, he had said he loved you. And did you love him?

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Any random headcanon(s) you want to share? 💜

Oooooh looks like someone went into the deck and they decided to draw a wild card~!

  • Otabek has a habit of chewing on his sweatshirt strings. He doesn’t even know he does this half the time; he’d just be watching something on YouTube or waiting in line and he’d just suddenly have a sweatshirt string in his mouth and he’s chewing on it.
  • Yuri refuses to take any kind of medication. After his mother, the poor boy is too scared and has pretty much dedicated his life to avoiding every single drug at all costs. There are times where he has to take prescriptions, but god damn it all if he isn’t miserable and hating every second of it when he does. Basically, he’d be the kind of person that deadass looks the doctor in the face to ask for a natural remedy to fix what’s wrong with him. 
  • Ironically, Viktor is annoyed by people that twiddle with their hair. 
  • Viktor, also, is basically a huge father figure to Yuri before the boy met Otabek. Even still, he would ask Viktor for advice the same way a child would with their parent, and he always was someone he could cry to and not feel ashamed about it. 
  • Yuri and Yuuri both believe in aliens, and they definitely bond over that together, annoying their significant others to death with it. 
  • Props to Adrian for bringing up this idea that I now believe: Yuuri’s major was business when he studied in Detroit. He was going to take over the family business after he retired, after all, he would need to know what he’s doing. 
  • Otabek and his DJ friends sometimes like to go ghost hunting for the thrill of it, but the one time they actually saw and heard some creepy shit that was legitimately paranormal, he had never noped out so hard and so fast and he never went back. 
  • Other than figure skating, Otabek enjoys watching boxing. Which became part of the inspiration behind his daughter growing up to become a boxer. Yuri thinks it’s really barbaric, but he doesn’t shame them for it or anything like that. 
  • Yuri is one of those people that taps their pencil on the desk 100% one of those people. 
  • Beka sometimes would beatbox or something to himself during car rides or whatever, and it annoys Yuri and everyone around him to no end. But fuck it all he’s a DJ let him come up with some sick beats. 
  • Here’s the official ratio of how often Yuri, Viktor, Otabek, and Yuuri posts on all their social media every day. The numbers correlate with the order I put them in. 147 : 74 : 2-3 : (maybe once if you’re lucky mate he never posts).
  • Most of Yuri’s posts are long ass threads on Twitter about something. Then there’s his Snapchat story. I really should make graphs on how often these people post and what their posts consist of really.
  • Despite his nature, Christophe actually gives killer relationship advice. 
  • JJ is one of those people that bounces his leg up and down whenever he gets nervous, so you always see him at the Kiss and Cry tapping his foot or bouncing his leg or something along those lines. 
  • Phichit and Yuuri hooked up in Detroit, Viktor and Chris hooked up while they were young, and JJ and Otabek definitely hooked up while Beka was training in Canada. 
  • Let’s not forget that even while the couples are off doing their own thing after they retire, Viktuuri and Otayuri love to spend time together doing cute shit. Sometimes they’ll have movie nights with Katsudon and cuddling, other times they all skate together for old times’ sake, and sometimes they just like to go out to places together and visit and catch up on each other. 
  • Everybody is pure and wholesome okay I love them all I hope they’re all having a good day today.
Do You Believe in Soulmates?  Part 3


Summary: When you start talking to Cas you don’t notice that Reid was following you. He comes to terms with his odd feelings for you. 

A/N: Please reblog and like if you like this story!

Pairing: Spencer Reid x Reader

Fandom: Criminal Minds, Supernatural Crossover

Warnings: Angst!! 

Originally posted by zugzwangcm

As you had guessed the team was profiling the conversation you were having with Cas, and it was making Reid uncomfortable, or was it making him angry? He couldn’t tell at that moment. Penelope was the first to speak, “Oooo looks at his eyes, they are electrifying. Seriously Chocolate thunder you’re great and everything but man one look into those eyes and a girl would have no control over her mind and body.”

The rest of the team laughed at Garcia’s drunken commentary but Spencer felt an uneasy knot forming in his stomach. JJ was the next in line to comment, “They’ve definitely been friends for a long time, the guy is a little awkward but he likes her nonetheless. There’s a bit of fear in his eyes as well but that might be because of the subtlety of some of our looks.” She raises her voice and nodding her head towards Morgan, Hotch, and Rossi all of whom had on their own version of “the overprotective dad” face.

Noticing this Garcia slaps Derek, who was, unfortunately, sitting right next to her and slurs, “No no no, stop that. You are not scaring away this guy do you hear me? That girl hasn’t been laid in like 6 months, let her have her night. She knows the guy too, and though I may not be a profiler I know what a man looks like when he is in love and that man is a fine example.”

Spencer didn’t understand himself, he should be happy for his best friend. You were there for him when he was grieving Maeve’s death and even now all he has to do is call you and you’ll be there for him, no matter the time or place. He wanted nothing more than to see that illuminating smile on your beautiful face. The smile that always manages to calm him down, the smile that he desperately wants to see before going to bed and after waking up. So desperate that he would sometimes at night call you crying, and you would obviously come over in a heartbeat, in end he would see that smile, calming his mind and comforting his soul. If this man was making you do that then why wasn’t he happy? Why was he feeling angry, and sad? He was a profiler, even with 2 beers in his body he noticed the way the man you were talking to looked at you, the way he leaned forward to engage in conversation with you, the man you were talking to was in love with you. Reid didn’t know that Cas and you were the best of friends and that the love you have for each other is deep, and purely platonic. Spencer was only looking at what was in front of him and at the moment you two looked like a couple deeply in love, and for reasons, he could not put his finger on he was angry. By this time you had stood up from your seat and stretched out your hand to the man, who gladly took it. Reid didn’t know it at the time but he was gripping the beer bottle in his hand so tight it threatened to crack into pieces. And you smiling at the team before exiting hand in hand with the handsome man was all it took for the beer bottle to crack into a thousand pieces. “Spence! Are you okay?” JJ grabbed his hand to assess for any injury.

“I’m fine,” he said quickly and wrung his hands-free from his coworker “See you all later.”

Without even looking back Reid rushed out of the bar. And though he felt like a creep he followed you and the strange man you left with. He tried hard to convince himself that he was just being a protective friend. You had 2 full glasses of wine and 3 shots of bourbon, he could take advantage of you.  That’s when Reid realized he was lying to himself, you were the only woman he knew that could drink that much and he would feel safe with you being behind the wheel. Well if it wasn’t his protective friend side, why did he want to punch this man in the face the moment you walked up to him? Why did he suddenly feel angry at how you held his hand? Reid, the genius of the Behavioral Analysis Unit of the Federal Bureau of Investigation could not for the life of him figure out why he had an urge to beat the guy senseless when Reid saw your arms looped with his in an adorable way.

Reid followed you at a distance and watched Cas and you interact at the park, he felt his heart wrench. He watched Cas and you, foolishly playing on the see-saw, run around the playground chasing each other and then eventually laying in the sandbox. Watching you smile so innocently and carelessly made him immensely happy but at the same time, he wished he was the cause of that smile. Suddenly a terrifying and the most logical thought popped up into his head, was he in love? A couple seconds of thinking about this and he scoffs, pushing the thought out of his mind. He was in love with Maeve. But Maeve’s dead. That doesn’t matter, I can’t be in love with (Y/N) now. Well, then why are you feeling like this?

The war happening inside his head made him dizzy, and when he looked over the both of you were walking once again. Reid followed you all the way to your apartment, and he watched heartbreakingly as Cas entered your apartment building with a mischievous smile on his face. Reid stood out in the cold for what felt like hours, waiting and hoping that maybe Cas just wanted to drop you off at your apartment. After all, that’s what good gentlemen would do for you. That’s what he would do for you.

Reid didn’t even realize he was now sitting on the bench that was near your apartment, he was engrossed in his thoughts, was he in love with you? You were his best friend from day one, you connected with him on a level that not even JJ could understand. The team to this day still teases the two of you about the first time you met.

You had walked in through the glass doors following Garcia who was brightly introducing you to the team. When Garcia tried to introduce you to Morgan, the genius doctor had caught your eye. Neither of you knew why but Reid stood up from his seat and walked over to you, you did the same and met half way. You didn’t say anything to each other for what felt like hours, you just stood in the middle of the BAU staring into each other’s eyes. In those few minutes, the world seemed to come to a stop, cliché but that’s what seemed to happen. The noise of phone calls, people running around, papers being filed all seemed to drift away. It took both Morgan’s and Garcia’s obnoxious coughing to bring you both into reality.

You were there for him through thick and thin, even when Reid shut out the rest of the world after Maeve’s death he was able to let you in. Actually, it wasn’t that he let you in, it was more off he never shut you out, to begin with. Whenever he was feeling overwhelmingly down, or angry or happy or any other emotion for that fact, he wanted to express his feelings to you. Reid shared stories about himself, secrets about himself that he hadn’t told anyone else, not even Maeve. Before Maeve Reid had noticed that he wanted to be by you or with you more and more, whether he was at home or on the job, he wanted you by his side. Never having a true best friend, Reid at the time thought that the feelings he was having towards you were platonic. During his relationship with Maeve Reid noticed that even then whenever he wanted to talk to someone about his feelings your face is the first to pop into his mind. And after Maeve’s death, though he was clouded with grief he wanted to be held in your arms and go to sleep looking at your face.

At the beginning of his grieving process, when you would come over to help Reid would tell you that you didn’t have to do it. Reid didn’t want to be a burden but after you constantly telling him that he was your best friend and that you wanted to do this. He would be lying if he said he didn’t enjoy the attention that you were giving him. When the two of you would hang out before Maeve you usually ordered take out and watched Doctor Who, or both of you would pick out books and just read in comfortable silence. Now however, you would come over and cook something together. After that you would eat, while Reid talked to you about all of his feelings, most of the time he talked about fantasies he had about the life with Maeve. More often than not, you would comfort him by giving him a hug or holding his hand reassuring him that he will find love. He was so focused on the warmth that your presence bought to him that he never noticed the sadness in your eyes. He enjoyed this doting side of you, the side of you that was okay with sitting pressed up against each other, the side that gave him a hug every time you saw him, the side of you that let him sleep on your shoulder on the jet. He loved this side of you so much that Reid was afraid that if you noticed he had moved on from Maeve you would stop the doting, the sitting close to each other, the hugs and letting him sleep on your shoulder. He was so afraid of this that he would find excuses that related to Maeve to get you to hang out with him. Reid felt like a terrible friend but what could he do? He couldn’t explain it but he wanted you close to him. Reid needed you. Needed.

“Oh no!” Reid groaned out loud and quickly took out his phone dialing the name of the only other person who was close to him.

“Hey Spence, everything okay?” JJ asks concerned.

“JJ I’m in love with (Y/N) and I’m terrified!” He confessed.

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anonymous asked:

Sorry I have to do this anon but I needed to tell you that OtaYuriJJBella is literally my dream come true and me and a friend of mine have been head over heels with it for the past few weeks and I just saw your HC post skaggsjbsja IM SO GLAD TO NOT BE ALONE. I desperately want to write it. I started a pwp at one point...

yes hello as the biggest otayurijjbella stan im here and im ready to talk all day n all night abt how much this ship has kicked my ass

  • jj’s the only one involved with all three of his partners - he’s engaged to isabella, is dating otabek and is in a mutual understanding (they like each other but arent dating just yet) with yuri
  • isabella is only engaged to jj, i doubt she’d like yuri romantically but maybe she’d like otabek?? idrk, but she loves them both regardless
  • the long distance between them hurts more than anything, so besides the off season, the GPFs are their fave time bc its always guaranteed that all four of them would be there
  • INSPIRED BY THIS WONDERFUL PIECE OF ART, they always wear matching clothing and it always has smth to do with what they like!! they’d all wear black or leather for beka, animal print for yuri, red for isabella and anything with the letter “J” for jj
  • when yuri gets his growth spurt hes still shorter than jj and it annoys him so much but he takes comfort in the fact that hes taller than bella and beka now
  • whenever yuri beka and jj are in the same competition they would ALWAYS book just one room in the hotel, a week before the actual competition. they’d go sightseeing or eating in obscure restaurants or just lazing around their hotel room with cheap alcohol and chips
  • isabella is well known for being a Big Name Fan for yuri, beka and jj’s fanclubs!!! shes obv the president of JJ Girls, but shes a rising star in Yuri’s Angels and the Otababes (is that the unofficial otabek fan club i dont know)
  • otabek is rly shy with affection and it takes a lot for the three of them to coax him into cuddling, but when they do theyre never getting out of that cuddle pile bc beka is actually just a giant cuddlebug
  • i love them and they love each other look at this big gay mess

anonymous asked:

Could I request a imagine were Spencer has a girlfriend who is really mean to the reader & doesn't appreciate Spencer,the whole team sees it.Spencer ignores it afraid he will lose someone who loves him not knowing that the reader loves him even more.

Originally posted by goofygoobler

Author’s Note: I’m so sorry this took a while, but I finally did it! Enjoy anon. :)​

The moment you saw Spencer walk in the bullpen, you knew something was wrong. He took a seat at his desk across from you and sighed, running his hand through his curls. You stared at him for a moment. His hair was messier than usual and the dark circles under his eyes seemed a little darker than usual. He caught your eye and gave you a small smile. “Morning (Y/N).”

“Hi Spence,” you mumbled and glanced at the stack of papers in front of you, then back at him. “Are you okay?”

He hesitated for a moment. “It’s uh.. it’s Olivia. She’s mad at me again.”

Olivia. Always Olivia.

“Oh, I see.” You nodded and he gave you another small smile and a nod. He started working on his paperwork without another word. You didn’t like his new girlfriend. First, she didn’t really appreciate Spencer at all. Everyone knew it. She treated him like he was ordinary, like he should be thankful she had picked him. And second, Olivia hated you. She hated you being around Spencer, talking to him. Even just looking his way. She was possessive and it was getting old real quick. They had only been dating for a couple of months and she already thought she had some kind of ownership of Spencer.

You figured Spencer really liked her. Or at least found her interesting. You couldn’t get in the way of his happiness, if that was what he wanted. There was just one problem, you were in love with him. You had been since the moment he trusted you enough to talk about his mom, his past, his insecurities. You felt closer to him than anyone else in the team. He seemed to feel the same about you. Sometimes it seemed like he felt something stronger than a friendship, just like you did. Then Olivia waltzed in and everything came crashing down.

“JJ, something is going on with Spencer,” you said, later that day when you went to get coffee with JJ. “Olivia is mad at him for the 10th million time this week.”

“I know (Y/N),” JJ said, frowning. “Spence told me this morning too. He asked me what I thought he should do.”

“What did you say?”

“Well.. obviously they need to talk about what’s bothering her.”

That made you frown. You knew just talking about it wouldn’t solve anything. She just wasn’t right for him.

“I know that face.” JJ said and gave you a knowing look. “Spill it. What is that genius brain of yours thinking?”

“I’m not a genius-”

“(Y/N), your IQ is 140.” She rolled her eyes and that made you laugh. “Anyway…” you went on. “I just feel.. like she’s just not right for him. Spence is alluring and interesting and just like a piece of art that at first maybe it doesn’t catch your eye but once it does, it’s got all this different colors and it’s just so soothing. Something that people usually miss. Some people might not be attracted to it, but the right people will know to appreciate it. And when he doesn’t agree with you, he’s got this way with words that just leaves you speechless about how smart he is and he could convince anyone of anything.” You realized that JJ was just staring at you, grinning a little. “Uh.. what?”

“So.. who would be perfect for Spence then?” she asked, stepping closer to you.

“I don’t know.” You bit your lip and glanced away for a second. “I was just describing how I see him.”

“Right.” She smiled and just walked out of the break room, not saying anything else.


After days of thinking about what JJ had asked, you found yourself thinking that maybe you should talk to Spencer about your feelings. Maybe he’d change his mind about Olivia.

Rossi was throwing a party at his house and you found yourself in one of his big living rooms with a piano. You sat down and started to play something random. A song that you had heard and stuck with you. “Feeling used, but I’m still missing you and I can’t see the end of this,” you started singing softly. “Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips. And now all this time is passing by, but I still can’t seem to tell you why.. it hurts me every time I see you. Realize how much I need you…” The keys felt like home to your fingertips. You hadn’t played piano in a while and it seemed like everything was okay while you played alone.

You were the first one at Rossi’s house and figured no one would be there until later.

“I hate you, I love you, I hate that I love you,” you went on softly. “Don’t want to but I can’t put nobody else above you. I hate you, I love you, I hate that I want you. You want her, you need her. And I’ll never be her…”

You hadn’t heard the voices that were down the hall. Then the steps of someone approaching the room you were in. You kept playing and singing softly. “I miss you when I can’t sleep, or right after coffee.. or right when I can’t eat, I miss you in my front seat. Still got sand in my sweaters, from nights we don’t remember. Do you miss me like I miss you? Messed around and got attached to you. Friends can break your heart too…”

Suddenly you felt like someone was watching you. You turned to see Spencer standing at the door. “Hey,” he said softly and your heart dropped instantly.

“Um hey Spence.” You smiled at him getting up slowly.

“I didn’t know you played piano,” he said, stepping closer. “I guess we have lots in common.”

“I guess.”

You smiled and he sat down in front of the piano, motioning you to sit next to him. You sat down, glancing at him. He started playing a soothing melody and you followed right along. He smiled, not really looking you in the eye. The song went on and you brushed his hand softly. “Um sorry…” you mumbled.

“No it’s fine. I’m just.. I seem to find out more and more amazing things about you,” Spencer said, finally meeting your eyes. You hadn’t realized how close you were sitting to each other and blushed when you did. You saw your eyes reflected on his pretty brown ones and your heart was pounding.

“I uh…” you said softly, leaning slowly closer to him.

“Spencer!” a voice that you recognized very well said, very loudly down the hall. “Where the hell are you?! I’m thirsty!”

“Olivia.” You pulled away and got up, walking to the door. “I think we should probably go or she’ll think we were having sex in here or something.” You hadn’t realized you said that out loud and looked away quickly.

Spencer’s cheeks turned bright red. “Y-yeah, p-probably,” he said, getting up quickly and ran out the door.

You watched him go and sighed. You couldn’t believe he had brought her to the party. Now you had to pretend for a couple of hours that you didn’t notice the dirty looks she always threw your way. This was going to be a long night.


After hours of pretending to listen to the conversations happening around you, it was time to go home. You saw Spencer leave with Olivia and felt a little guilt. You almost kissed him. He didn’t seem to mind or flinch though and you had been wondering why.

Getting home after a reasonable long drive, you walked into your apartment building and were surprised to see Spencer waiting at the bottom of the steps. He seemed to be lost in thought until you spoke up. “Spence?”

He looked up and gave you a small smile. “Oh hey (Y/N), I uh..” he began softly. “I wanted to talk to you about what happened earlier…”


“What happened earlier?” you asked, faking confusion.

“We played piano together… and I, well like I said I keep finding out more and more about you.” He ran a hand through his hair. “I like it.”

That took you by surprise.

“Well.. it’s not that amazing, Spence.” You gave him a small smile and walked past him up the stairs. He followed you all the way up to your door. You turned and he was staring at you like he wanted to say something. “Yes?”


“What do you want from me Spencer? I’m not special okay? I’m not someone who is beautiful and brave and is perfect at everything,” you said, slowly getting angry. You didn’t know why he was there. “Why are you here Spencer?”

He just stared at you and glanced at his shoes. “I want to know what this is,” he said simply.

This is nothing Spencer…. you’re a good friend and a fellow agent. We’re friends. What exactly are you asking?”

He hesitated and then asked something that took you even more by surprise. “Do you think Olivia is right for me?”

You bit your lip and thought about that for a moment. Was he really asking you that?

“Um…” You sighed and shrugged. “I don’t.. honestly I don’t like to get involved in my friends’ personal life.” He gave you a look so you went on. “But Spence.. she’s not. She’s impolite and mean to you. You don’t deserve that. You deserve someone who is going to love you no matter what and someone who cares and misses you when you’re away on cases. Someone who can shower you with love and hugs whenever you’re feeling low, you need-”

“Who do I need then?” Spencer asked suddenly. Like he knew.

“…me Spence. You need me.”

He seemed to think about that for a second.

“I’m sorry Spence but I…I… I’m in love with you. With everything you are and want to be. I know you. I know what you’re afraid of, what you need after a long day.. I just, I was too afraid to tell you my feelings because you seemed so happy with Olivia.”

“I was,” he said, stepping closer to you. “But I’ve realized that we’re not good for each other. She.. she wants different things. And I think it’s over.”

There was silence. It felt like someone was gripping your heart so tight that made it harder for you to breathe. You felt the seconds drag on and finally decided to break the silence that was killing you slowly. 

“Did you tell her that?” you asked softly, meeting his eyes.

“I did. After we left Rossi’s house.“ 

Before you could say anything else, he wrapped his arms around your waist and pull your lips up to his. His kiss was soft and cautious, like he feared you wouldn’t want this.


“No, oh my god. I’m so sorry (Y/N).” He pulled away and shook his head. “I should haven’t done that.”

“No Spence. I uh, I wanted you to do that since the moment you walked in and caught me playing piano.” You smiled and he smiled back. Without another word, he kissed you once again and this time you kissed him back instantly.

You were happy he finally realized what was right in front of him. 

anonymous asked:

A concept: I'd like to think that all of the skaters are like a big family at the end of the day, so imagine Yuuri being unable to find a bathroom in one of the huge arenas he has to perform in, and someone other than Viktor or Yurio, maybe JJ or Chris sees him and feels bad, so they try to help. Or imagine how kind they would be if they found him crying in the locker room because the zipper got stuck so he had an accident. ~M

I 100% hc this.

I think they would both be really kind and gentle to Yuuri, even with a little bit of playful teasing when helping him find a toilet. If he had an accident, though, I think they would comfort him the best they could while subsequently trying to find Viktor because they know Yuuri needs him

Title: Avertion
Author: totalfanfreak
Rating: T+
Prompt/Summary: Can you do one where Garcia and the reader(she is also on the team) have a sleepover, the read are tolls Garcia there she likes Reid, they get pretty tipsy and Garcia call some of the team members and tells them without the reader knowing that the reader likes Spencer Reid. The next day the reader and Garcia can’t remember anything that happened but the team can remember the calls/voice mails. Thank you so much I hope it’s not too complicated, I love your work so much, and it’s truly amazing. Also:

Main Character(s): Spencer Reid/ Reader, Penelope Garcia
Trigger Warning: Angst, foster care abuse mentions, cursing
Word Count: 4,000
Beta/Editor: Me
Multishot: Nope
Author’s Notes: Hope it’s okay, I feel like I was dragging a bit
Morgan arc spoilers?: Nope

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New Life  - Part 1

A/N: I received two different pregnancy requests so I combined them to make a two-parter! Much love!

Spencer looked at you, utter admiration in his eyes as his fingers entwined with yours in the dim light of your room. He’d always said it was important to him, especially now that you were both trying so hard, to take the time to enjoy the warmth of the moments such as these. Laying completely naked between the sheets, you were more vulnerable yet safer than you’d ever felt in your entire life. The light made the sweat on your skin glisten and glow while your lips spread into a blissful smile.

“I feel it,” you said. “This time.”

“You think so?” he asked in his quiet, croaking whisper, leaning over you to look deeper into your eyes.

“I know so,” you replied, brushing his hair behind his ear for him as your mind wandered back to the particularly passionate session that had just passed.

Leaning in further, his soft lips pressed gently against yours, sending one last shiver through your skin. It was those moments that you wished could last forever, that you could stay in bed, entwined in each other’s limbs in a warm embrace until you knew whether or not it really had worked this time. Trying for a baby was exhausting and after weeks of it, you both could have done with a long break to just be together. However, duty would always call and you both would be beginning the journey to work in a few hours.

As usual, a case kept you both out in the field for the best part of a week, keeping you busy, tired and distracted. Every day, you fell into bed with every intention of trying but either one or both were fast asleep before the ball could even get rolling. Your mood had deteriorated by the end of the case, causing minor disagreements until finally you burst into an argument on the plane. The awkwardness had kept the entire team silent, till JJ slinked over to speak to Spencer about what had happened.

“I’m not sure,” he answered. “One moment we were fine and the next…”

“Maybe she’s just tired,” suggested JJ, smiling empathetically. “We all are, and from what you said, you were probably tired to begin with.”


The pair looked up at you, you had turned your back, tucking your knees up to your chest and leaning your head against the back of the sofa. Spencer had to admit to himself that he was tired and you certainly looked like you felt the same. He decided there and then that he would speak to you once you were home, giving you space for now.

“I’m sorry, I just… I’m a little cramped,” you said, lowering your  head a little. “Which, I guess means that I’m not pregnant.” Spencer’s eyes followed hers to the floor, unable to hide his disappointment when he realised what you meant.

“I suppose that means we can’t try either,” he replied, to which you replied by shaking your  head. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to argue with you.”

“It’s fine,” you said, before moving away to find comfort in your time of need for it.

It wasn’t something unusual, to continue the discomfort for more than a few days but a week seemed somewhat more than normal. The concern had been such that you had resorted to the last place anyone should seek medical advice; but you did it anyway. The google search had thrown up many wild and wonderfully horrid reasons for extended abdominal discomfort but one entry had made you pause for a moment before standing and rushing out.

A ten minute walk to the store and back had you  sitting in the bathroom, breathing heavily in your  nervous state. The small plastic stick in your hand was your sole focus but; like a watched kettle that refused to boil, the process was taking it’s time. One last outward breath passed your  lips before the first line appeared on the test, which sent a wave of disappointment through your body. You’d been so sure, you hadn’t allowed herself to think of the possibility of a false alarm.

Closing your eyes and listening to Spencer close the door of their bedroom as he came to look for you, a tear slipped between the lids and rolled down her cheek. As you heard him draw closer to the bathroom, you opened your eyes to look for the bin for the negative pregnancy test.

That was when you saw it. The second line had taken a little longer to appear than the first but multiple blinks and an eye rub confirmed it. You were pregnant.

“Spencer,” you shouted. “Spencer, get in here!”

The door burst open, a look of panic in his eyes as though he’d expected the worst. Scanning the room as quickly as he could, he tried to figure out what was wrong but there was nothing.

“What?” he asked. “What is it?”

“Spencer,” you exclaimed again, standing and holding out the test toward him. “Spencer, I’m pregnant.”

“What?” he asked again, looking extremely confused. “But I thought you’d…”

“So did I,” you answered. “But… I was wrong.”

Suddenly, the concept began to sink in and he looked up at you. The illation was clear in his eyes, even if he couldn’t speak to express it. His mouth opened to speak but nothing came out, and all he could do was throw his arms around you and hold you tightly.

The feeling was indescribable. The warmth and connection you both felt was overwhelming, knowing that in time you’d both be parents, starting a family together. The embrace lasted a few moments until finally you peeled back to look at your adoring partner, who smiled back at you. His eyes started tracking down toward your abdomen but sidetracked, realising that you were still holding the test in your hand on his arm.

“Oh… I er,” he started, recoiling from the test while calculating just how bad the transfer of germs could be.

“Oops,” you chuckled, knowing exactly why he’d recoiled. “Sorry.”


Even if it’s just a little spark, some light in this darkness. 
Even if all we have is that spark to linger to.
Even if it’s only you and me.
We can survive, because all we need is hope jagi. And that light reminds us that even stars need darkness to shine. 
Maybe one day the world will be better, safe. Maybe one day we’ll have a proper Christmas tree. But in the meantime, I hope you don’t mind this little dinner I managed to get. I hope next Christmas I can give you a warm home, but as for now, I’ll give you my arms. I love you jagi, Merry Christmas. 

Christmas/zombie apocalypse Chen Moodboard requested by JJ. I hope you like it! Xoxo, Admin A~

Imagine being best friends with Spencer and having a secret crush on him.

Originally posted by toyboxboy

[requested by @myrabbitholetoneverland]

Author’s note: There will be a second part to this imagine. And there were many tears writing this, since I watched the ‘Zugzwang’ episode again. 

Warnings: There might be some tears as you read it. 

It had been 43, 800 hours since you had met Spencer Reid. You had joined the BAU when you were 22, just as Spencer had. You instantly became friends when you found out you shared a love for some of the same things. The same kind of books, Doctor Who, coffee, getting lost in the library or in book stores and you liked his rambling about different things he knew about. At first, you shared everything with him. He became your best friend as soon as you started confiding in him about your past. About your family, all your ‘failed’ relationships and your insecurities. He was always sweet with you and listened to all your problems.

Eventually you had this lingering feeling that you felt more than a friendship with him, but never really pursued it further. All you and Spencer had ever shared was one drunken kiss. He had asked you about it the following day, but you dismissed it as nothing. He didn’t inquire further about it and you didn’t either. But now, after weeks of thinking about your feelings and constant nagging from Penelope, you felt like you were ready to tell Spencer that maybe you did want something more.

One night, you were on the way back from a case and you were sitting across from JJ. She was sleeping peacefully and you figured that maybe if everyone was sleeping, it was a good time to talk to Spencer. You got up to grab some coffee and realized that Derek was still awake.

You were grabbing some coffee as you heard Spencer’s voice. “Morgan, she’s amazing. We’ve been talking every Sunday and I really think I’m falling for this girl.”

“Are you sure pretty boy?” Derek asked softly. “I mean, I’ve never seen you like this. Must be real.”

“I.. I think it is,” Spencer said and smiled wide. “I mean I’ve only known her for a while but she’s really smart and you know how much I love intelligence.”

“That you do,” you said as you sat down next to Derek. You gave Spencer a small smile and he poked your knee. You sipped your coffee as he spoke of this mystery woman. It hurt to hear him talk about someone else but he was your best friend and you wanted him to be happy.


The time went by and as you expected, Spencer was getting serious about this mystery girl. He was finally going to meet her and you tried to be excited for him, but you were still hurt. For weeks you had been trying to tell yourself (and Penelope) that you were fine with Spencer dating someone else. He seemed genuinely happy. He had also recently told you that she wanted to meet and he was very nervous about it. You and Blake encouraged him to go for it and he decided that he would.

Later, you found out that Spencer never got to meet the girl as they had planned, because of her stalker. He had told you all about it and how he thought someone at the restaurant they were supposed to meet at, looked suspicious. He was very sad about it and came to you that night.

“It’s alright Spence,” you said, handing him a cup of tea and sitting next to him on the couch. “I bet there will be other times for you to meet her. You were just trying keep her safe.”

“I know.. But I really wanted to meet her. She’s .. she’s the most amazing girl.” He sipped his tea and smiled at you. You forced a smile and nodded, not really knowing what to say.

You started to think of all the moments you had with him, before this girl entered the picture. Playing pranks on each other and on Derek. Coffee runs for the team, staying up late talking about random things, when you shared a room during a case. When Emily decided to leave and you knew how disappointed Spencer was, since he thought he had lost her once. And besides JJ, you were the only other person who got through losing her the first time with him. Even though, later everyone found out the truth about her death. Dancing at Will and JJ’s wedding. That had been your absolute favorite memory. You had been shy to dance at all, but Spencer made you feel so comfortable and you danced all night. With Hotch, with Rossi, with Derek, but mostly with him. And by that time, you had known your friendship was evolving slowly. You did want something more with Spencer.

But now, someone else had come and snatched him right up, before you realized how much you adored the messy hair genius.

“It’s alright, Spence. There will be other times.” You put your hand on his knee and he smiled at you. He nodded and he put his head on your shoulder.

Weeks went by and then you got a call from Spencer. He was freaking out and you tried to calm him down and make him speak slower. Apparently he had listened to a message on a phone booth and he believed that Maeve had been kidnapped by her stalker. You rushed to the BAU as everyone else gathered too. He revealed all the details of the relationship and with every detail that he said about her, it felt like you were being stabbed. You knew you couldn’t focus on yourself now and your feelings. You had to help Spencer find her. His girlfriend.

He went on trying to think of things to add so everyone could know more about her. He couldn’t do it alone, so you and Blake went through memories with him of things they had talked about. He told you that he had told her the story of when he was 12 and he had a crush on a girl. You had heard this story when you also told him that you had a hard time in high school. Seemed like she could relate as well. He said all the silly puns she had made but his favorite had been the one about the Penrose triangle. “Every Penrose triangle has its thorns,” he said softly and you smiled. You knew why he liked it too. You knew he had tried to make one when he was eight. And you had talked for hours after about why it would never work. You felt a little jealous because you had heard all this stories and all these personal things from him way before she came into the picture. This should have been you he felt this way towards. But now, it was too late.

After some time, after gathering more information, Penelope found her. She found who this mystery woman was. When Spencer refused to see her picture, you knew it was very real for him. He really loved this girl. And you felt like crying.

“Hey, you okay?” JJ asked, as you were getting your vest on. You knew who had taken Maeve and now, you were on your way to rescue her. You nodded and wiped your eyes. “You look extremely sad.”

“I just.. I feel awful that this is happening to Spence,” you said softly.

“I know. But we’re the only ones who can do this. We gotta help him.” She smiled at you and you gave her a small smile.

Everything happened so fast and before you knew it, Spencer had gone inside the building where Diane had Maeve. He had planned to distract Diane and tell her he loved her. You tried to convince him, along with Hotch that it wasn’t a good idea. After a few minutes, you heard a gun shot and ran inside. You were the first one in the room, pointing your gun directly at Diane.

“Stay back! Stay back! Stay back! Stay back, stay back!” Spencer shouted at everyone.

You saw Spencer had been shot in the arm and your anger grew. You wanted to shoot her right there and then for hurting him. Diane had Maeve at gun point and you looked at Spencer. He was desperate at this point and you felt sorry.

“Diane, Diane, there’s still a way out of this,” Spencer said carefully.

“You never wanted me. Never! You lied!” Diane shouted angrily.

“I didn’t. Diane, I offered you a deal, and you can still take it. Me for her. Let me take her place.” Spencer seemed serious and you shook your head, wanting to lunge at him. What was he doing?

“You would do that?” Diane asked, crying.


“You would kill yourself for her?”

“Yes.“ Spencer was stepping closer to them now and you tensed up.

“Thomas Merton,” Maeve said softly. You knew exactly what she meant.

“Who’s Thomas Merton?” Diane asked, confused.

“He knows. He knows.” Maeve was tearing up now too.

“Who’s Thomas Merton? Who is he?” Diane seemed to be getting angrier by the second.

“He’s the one thing you can never take from us,” Maeve said.

“No.” Diane raised the gun higher and you held your breath.

“Wait!” Spencer shouted and you gasped as everything happened at once. Diane shot herself and Maeve in the process and both of their bodies fell to the floor at the same time. Tears fell down your cheeks, seeing Spencer falling to his knees and sobbing. You stared at Maeve and Diane and their pool of blood. Slowly you reached Spencer and put a hand on his shoulder. He kept sobbing and you leaned down and pulled him towards you. He leaned his head on your shoulder and kept sobbing.

After what seemed like a long time, Spencer finally moved and went to get his arm checked. You were next to him every single moment after that. You knew he needed you and the team now more than ever.