and then it all comes crashing down

I sometimes write songs out of boredom.

This one was written with an oc in mind, but I hope you enjoy it.

I call it… Alone.

*~*~*~*

Hear me out, hear me now
As my anger comes crashing down
I’ve had enough, I’m fucking done
All you do is hurt everyone
I don’t know why I chose to stay
Maybe I just lost my way
All my love for you, just torn apart
You’ve left me with a broken heart

This fear you’ve instilled into me
Will soon lead to your defeat
A monster that was sealed tight
Will be unleashed tonight
Nowhere to hide, nowhere to run
Now It’s my turn to have some fun!

And now I’m through, now I’m through
Of you telling me what to do
I’ll fight my way, I’ll break away
And there’s nothing that you can say
You can’t see what’s done to me
Has done more damage than you can see
I won’t pretend, I won’t pretend
I want to be alone in the end

A facade to hide the masquerade
Has been shattered, now clear as day
I’ve been played like your fool
Beaten, battered, I’m just your tool
I won’t stand for your abuse anymore
For you have left me a woman scored

I’ve seen your cruel intentions
And your secret kept from my attention
The clock counts down the final moments
Until I can finally start to lament
Nowhere to hide, nowhere to run
Now, it’s my turn to have some fun!

And now I’m through, now I’m through
Of you telling me what to do
I’ll fight my way, I’ll break away
And there’s nothing that you can say
You can’t see what’s done to me
Has done more damage than you can see
I won’t pretend, I won’t pretend
I want to be alone in the end

I’ll break you so I can escape
When dawn breaks, it’ll be too late
I’ll break you so I can escape
When dawn breaks, it’ll be too late

And now I’m through, now I’m through
Of you telling me what to do
I’ll fight my way, I’ll break away
And there’s nothing that you can say
You can’t see what’s done to me
Has done more damage than you can see
I won’t pretend, I won’t pretend
I want to be alone in the end

I’m not afraid, not afraid
Of what you have left to say
Such a shame to lose your game
I’ll watch you burn from what you became
I’ve finally see, I can see
What lies beyond the light for me
I won’t pretend, I won’t pretend
Now, I’m finally alone in the end

Finally alone in the end…

Ok fuck it.

People who are friends with El don’t believe she was in a legit relationship with Louis. They think Louis is gay. They know they they lied about how they met.

Pull at that thread, it all comes crashing down.

This is just another bs attempt at protecting the bottom line.

And my heart breaks for them. That they agreed and or that they feel the need to do it.

Free them.

it is very strange to live with anxiety because it’s living on thin ice. even in the strongest of happy moments, you can’t experience the delight because you are rushing ahead in your mind, picturing the future where it all comes crashing down on you. 

you can’t risk not being prepared. what if you get blindsided again. what if tomorrow isn’t the same. what if today is just setting up how bad tomorrow will be. what if. what if. what’s coming?

you don’t want to be hurt. but it means you never know how to be happy.

How the Signs Process Negative Emotions
  • Air Signs: they feel emotions very strongly, but they tend to internalize them and they feel obligated to handle them on their own without burden others. Whenever something goes wrong, they push all of their problems into a corner and try very hard to act like they're okay. That is, until everything comes crashing down on them and causes them to have a breakdown, feel everything at once, and start to self-destruct. When they're breaking down, they can still hide it and only someone close to them would realize. They also tend to overthink their emotions and try to intellectuize them, often disappointed when scenarios or people don't live up to how they imagined them in their head.
  • Water Signs: their emotions are all-consuming and they are naturally more expressive with them than the other elements, and are more prone to express their feelings-- good or bad. They have small breakdowns more often but can recover quickly after confiding in others and getting advice, they learn to handle their emotions (but not prevent them). They also feel better by helping others, as they are very in tune to the emotions of those around them. Sometimes they tend to feel as though they don't even deserve to be upset, since others have much worse situations.
  • Fire Signs: they don't want to be sad, and then their sadness turns into anger at the sheer fact that someone or something caused them pain. they take their anger out on other people, when really they're just sad. But they're outbursts are short lived and they don't tend to hold grudges, since they're feelings and actions are impulsive and spur of the moment. They crave a carefree environment and don't stand for feeling vulnerable.
  • Earth Signs: they don't like to feel anything but grounded and safe, and thinking about difficult emotions causes them anxiety. They are naturally guarded and often detach from their emotions and try to channel them into something productive, even when things are starting to fall apart. Taking the blame doesn't come naturally to them at first, and their initial reaction in a crisis may be passive aggression and blaming others. They will only let themselves feel if they realize their apathy has really hurt themselves or someone else.
  • *use the dominant element in your chart*

I really want to see Cas’ wings in season 12. Not the shadows. Not burnt into the ground (don’t even think it) but his real deal wings and maybe they’re not so plush anymore and they’re broken, but they’ll be glorious all the same.

And then maybe Dean will see them. He’ll be speechless at first, in awe, after the lightning and crash of thunder.

Cas will probably look down at his feet, embarrassed by the shape they’re in. Dean will come over to him, and gently stroke some of the feathers, while he has this youthful grin on his face and he’ll be all,

“Wow, Cas. Your wings… they’re–”

“Broken.”

“I was gonna say, ‘beautiful’.”

And then Cas will slowly look up at Dean with that cute half smile and and and

and then I will drive off a cliff. Bye.

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All of the performances, with the exception of the Auld Triangle, were performed live. It was crucial, particularly for Llewyn’s character who is so focused on authenticity, that when he plays it’s for real. Had you been able to tell I wasn’t really playing the guitar, or lip-synching, the whole thing would come crashing down. We didn’t use any click tracks either or ear wigs so it was really like walking a tight rope with no net. I was able to lock into the rhythm with little variation which allowed for Joel and Ethan to cut freely from take to take in the editing room.x

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I see in your eyes the same fear that would take the heart of me. A day may come when the courage of men fails, when we forsake our friends and break all bonds of fellowship, but it is not this day. An hour of woes and shattered shields, when the age of men comes crashing down! But it is not this day! This day we fight!

I want
to slow down
in love,
to savour
each and every
part of you
to register
every single detail
of you
into the walls
of my head.

I want
to slow down
in love,
but you smile and I,
somehow,
come crashing down
in the name
of love,
all for you.

—  Lukas W. // All for you
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CS AU Week : Roll Reversal - The Prince and the Pirate Captain 

The second son of King Brennan of Misthaven, Crown Prince Killian has always enjoyed a charmed life rather free of the weight of the crown. But when his father is cursed and older brother Liam forced to ascend the throne, his world comes crashing down and Killian is sent across the sea to find the one person powerful enough to help their family…Rumplestiltskin. 

But he’s not the only one pursuing the sorcerer. 

Captain Emma Swan has been hunting Rumplestiltskin since the day he ruthlessly crushed her love’s heart in his glittery hand. Vowing revenge at all costs, the pirate has laid in wait to strike at the opportune moment. But when word reaches her that a prince of Misthaven has begun searching for her prey, she’s forced to put her plan into motion ahead of schedule. The Swan bows to no king, and she certainly won’t let some prince get in the way of what is rightfully hers.

Vengeance

tbh

tony making sure he’ll grant a little kid a true Battle With Iron Man Moment complete with a “nice job, kid!” while the world is crashing down around them, tony writing “help me, erin!” in a speech bubble coming from the iron man a little girl drew for him, which is such a small and thoughtful way to include her and suggest she’s a hero in the scenario as well, tony encouraging harley to stand up to bullies and giving him technical advice on his inventions and trusting him to help in the iron man mission and then giving him a bright new workshop, tony looking at the project listing of MIT students and going “you know what? FUND THEM ALL,” tony finding this fifteen-year-old kid on youtube who has superhero dreams and then helping him get the safety tools he needs to keep going at it. tony sending peter a watch that projects his own superhero logo, why?? just for the fucking hell of it

yeah so! can’t hear you over the sound of my fave enabling the dreams of every single young person he’s personally come across in the mcu so far because he knows what it’s like when people don’t believe in you and think you have the wrong personality and you’re just pretending to be the hero type who just fights for himself etc

Throne of Glass #5 (via Goodreads) - Possibly subject to change

The long path to the throne has only just begun for Aelin Galathynius. Loyalties have been broken and bought, friends have been lost and gained, and those who possess magic find themselves at odds with those don’t.

As the kingdoms of Erilea fracture around her, enemies must become allies if Aelin is to keep those she loves from falling to the dark forces poised to claim her world. With war looming on all horizons, the only chance for salvation lies in a desperate quest that may mark the end of everything Aelin holds dear.

Aelin’s journey from assassin to queen has entranced millions across the globe, and this fifth installment will leave fans breathless. Will Aelin succeed in keeping her world from splintering, or will it all come crashing down? 

Hardcover, 384 pages

Expected publication: September 6th 2016

tonight i’m sick 
of crying myself to sleep
wondering why 
things don’t feel right
 
tonight i’m calling up my girls
and shit’s going down
we’re gonna dress ourselves up
and paint our lips and 
burn this town
 
red lips high heels 
got a switchblade hidden in my bra
bring out the chaser because 
we’re doing shots
 
hide tequila in with our tampons,
shift our dresses up our thighs
help our sisters get their dance on
all through the night
 
don’t matter where they come from
give my trans sister a dress to try on
she’ll help me with my contour lines
‘cause frankly i get them wrong
  
tonight we’re gonna howl so loud 
jericho’s walls come crashing down
tonight we’re gonna forget about the bad stuff
kiss each other with the lights off
 
tonight 
it’s just us and our wide hips
just us and our thick ribs, just us 
and trust me when i say
we gonna 
destroy this.
—  Friday // r.i.d
Yesterday I was sad.
Today I am sad.
Tomorrow I will be sad.
—  That’s depression for you.
At one point of the day it’s always going to feel like it’s all too much, like the weight of the world is on your shoulders.
One little word makes you crumble, one tiny event makes you wish you never existed.
I’m so sick of it. I’m so sick of thinking that I’m doing so well, then it all comes crashing down and left in tears wishing I was never born and left wondering what did I ever do to deserve this life?
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Kolvina + Humbling Kol Mikaelson

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Sons of Gondor, of Rohan, my brothers! I see in your eyes the same fear that would take the heart of me. A day may come when the courage of men fails, when we forsake our friends and break all bonds of fellowship, but it is not this day. An hour of wolves and shattered shields, when the age of men comes crashing down! But it is not this day! This day we fight! By all that you hold dear on this good Earth, I bid you stand, Men of the West!