and then i will cry when the time comes

Is this an analysis? I don’t even know

Caspar: This is my friend Joseph Sugg

Joe: Don’t you say roommate anymore? Say roommate, for old times’ sake

Caspar: *laughs while crying inside*

Look at them I’m crying I can’t

Joe: Where are we going?

Joe’s excitement though and look at Caspar look at him just rip my goddamn heart out why don’t you

I can’t with them fuck this

Joe: I know you’ve got a toaster because when you moved in I had to help you set it up


Joe: Come here

The way Caspar looks at him I can’t

Caspar: Bullshit! You wouldn’t have said a year

He knows oh my

I can’t even

Caspar: It’s something very special, not many people in the world have it

Joe: A Caspar Lee book?

Look how he made Caspar laugh aww

Caspar: I feel like you take condoms everywhere, cause you always think you’re gonna get lucky

Well in that case it doesn’t seem so unlikely Caspar

Look at their happy faces <333

That was the best part though :’D

I don’t think I can come up with an appropriate caption for this

Carrying on with the bloopers

Caspar: Come a bit closer

Joe: Baby pull me closer in the backseat of your Rover

Why what a well fitting song Joe

Just stop will you

Caspar is just so fascinated by every word Joe says why does this hurt so much


Can I just say I missed this

Y'all are seriously making me tear up….I never in a million years thought that I was this loved!!! I feel so loved right now I’m literally crying, which hardly ever happens it’s usually the other way around lol

All of you….thank you so so so much for taking the time to defend me when I didn’t even ask for it. Just shows me how strong the SPN Family really is ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Just to name a few @oriona75, @thing-you-do-with-that-thing, @chaos-and-the-calm67, @torn-and-frayed, @supernatural-jackles, @jerkbitchidjitassbutt, @nichelle-my-belle, @mamapeterson, @faith-in-dean, @salvachester and to literally all the anons coming into my inbox saying such nice things!! I know I can’t tag all of you that have spoken up, these are just the people who came to my mind in the moment….I LOVE ALL OF YOU SO MUCH!!!

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✨ tag thing ✨

Tagged by @1aeil noodle senpai <3 (hi i know i never do any of these tags but im gonna bc i have nothing better to do and thanks for tagging me in these hehe)

rules: complete the survey and say who tagged you in the beginning. when you are finished you have to tag people to do this survey. have fun and enjoy!!

1: are you named after someone : nah

2. when is the last time you cried : 5mins ago? im always worried about mark (like ok it’s not a cry like maybe 5 tear drops just left my eye but then the last time i actually cried was over yuta when people shat on him i cant even sorry im emo when it comes to my fave)

3. do you like your handwriting : yeah because i can write shit about people and not have anyone decode it because it’s too illegible (idk how my teacher do it tho i have the ugliest handwriting on earth)

4. what is your favorite lunch to eat : my own gourmet style instant ramen

5. do you have kids : mark and friends (basically nct dream and winwin but mark is my main son sorry im biased) and also christine but sometimes she’s rly the mum…

6. if you were another person, would you be friends with you : nah i wont want to know this person

7. do you use sarcasm : always but no one catches it fml

8. do you still have your tonsils : ye

9. would you bungee jump : yES

10. what is your favorite kind of cereal : FROSTIES

11: do you untie your shoes when you take them off : nah where do you find time for that

12: do you think you’re a strong person : physically nope but im mentally stronger

13: what is your favorite ice cream flavour : chocolate chips and vanilla, not so much of a chocolate ice cream fan idk why everyone is obsessed with it

14: what is the first thing you notice about people : face? HAHA! AND THEIR SHOES!!!!!IDK WHY!!!

15: red or pink : none but i’ll go with red

16: what is the least favorite physical thing you like about yourself : p much everything except for hair eyes and height

17: what color pants and shoes are you wearing now : grey sweatpants, barefooted

18: what was the last thing you ate : my feelings, because im emo over mark im a worried mom

19: what are you listening to right now : bts spring day

20: if you were a crayon, what color would you be: indigo

21: favorite smell : floral scents, SMELL OF NEW BOOKS, carbon dioxide air when it’s night time, rain smell (soz im rly weird axbsbxs)

22: who was the last person you spoke to on the phone : some random person my friend asked me to pick up her phone for her im…such a good friend

23: favorite sport to watch : diving, swimming, hockey, badminton, gymnastics (just not soccer im sorry yuta)

24: hair color : dark brown

25: eye color : dark brown

26: do you wear contacts : nah

27: favorite food to eat : dimsum…like a real chinese person

28: scary movies or comedy : HORROR

29: last movie you watched : split (the acting was SO good)

30: what color of shirt are you wearing : purple

31: summer or winter : LOUD RESOUNDING WINTER

32: hugs or kisses : HUG

33: what book are you currently reading : blind willow, sleeping woman by haruki murakami (IM TRYING TO CLEAR ALL MY MURAKAMI TO READS BEFORE I MOVE ON)

34: who do you miss right now : mark

35: what is on your mouse pad : doodles…haha

36: what is the last tv program you watched : i forgot

37: what is the best sound : nature, (not to be that trash but…mark’s laughter)

38: rolling stones or the beatles : neither

39: what is the furthest you have ever traveled? usa new york (from sg)

40: do you have a special talent : can play a couple of instruments and uh idk i forgot what can i do;;;,, (i think im a p convincing and persuasive person? i talked this person into buying this correction tape for no reason)

41: where were you born : singapore

42: people you expect to participate in this : @taeiloves @y-ta @teewhytrack @jaehynu @markhee @paradiseyuta @1aeyong @nctokki @nctlimit @neocitys @jenowhat

anonymous asked:

Aw I loved that friendship hcs! Can I request more por Yaku, Suga and Iwaizumi?



  1. That “no-bullshit-gonna-give-it-to-you-like-it-is-even-if-you-cry” friend. Definitely no sugar-coating when it comes to advice. It has definitely struck a cord with you more times than you would have liked, but you know his intentions are honest and good and he’s only looking out for you. He also sincerely apologizes after hurting your feelings and offers to buy you ice cream afterwards.
  2. Would literally beat the shit out of someone if they made you cry (unless it’s a girl, then that’s a different story).
  3. The one friend that is never prepared for anything at all and relies on you to have whatever he needs.
  4. Likes to debate a lot and will stand his ground on a certain topic until he’s proven wrong. You both are always up really late trying to decide who’s right and then you keep score. He’s also very competitive, so Iwaizumi is that one friend you always play board games with, having eating contests with, see who gets the highest score on an exam, etc.
  5. Is a literal child when he gets sick; he doesn’t eat the soup you make him, doesn’t take his medicine, and is very grumpy. You’re definitely the mom in the relationship.
  6. That friend that puts ugly Snapchat filters on your face and puts them on his story for 10 seconds.
  7. Iwaizumi is social media-illiterate, so you made all of his profiles on every platform for him. However, you put “_____ is the bestest and sexiest friend in the entire universe” and he doesn’t know how to remove it.
  8. In sum, he’s basically the annoying twin brother you’ve always wanted.


  1. The “hey, who’s your cute friend?” friend.
  2. Posts your face on every social media platform possible.
  3. Picks all of your outfits for every occasion for you.
  4. He prepares gifts for you about a month in advance. Everything he has ever given you is filled with memories of the year and he puts his whole heart into them. Some times if it’s past due, he tells you to wait because it’s not perfect yet.
  5. The “I’m-gonna-go-to-the-bathroom-but-I’m-really-paying-for-the-bill” friend.
  6. The hugging friend! Whether you’re seeing each other, if you’re leaving, if you’re upset, if something exciting happend to you, he’ll hug you. His hugs are always tight and meaningful and they smell like vanilla.
  7. Definitely the mom in the relationship. Knows exactly what you need if you’re feeling sick, if you’re upset, having cramps/soreness, lethargic, you name it. His methods aren’t conventional, either. He has weird liquids and medicines in jars that he has at home, like an apothecary. You questioned if he was a wizard once.
  8. The friend that would fight you if you didn’t agree that House Ravenclaw was relevant.
  9. The friend that likes to punch people when he’s laughing. Your arms get bruised sometimes and Sugawara would be worried that someone was bullying you, but then you yell at him saying that he was the one bullying you and he would be like, “Oh, that was me?”
  10. Like Asahi, he’s very attached to you and is used to seeing you every single day. If you missed a day of school, he would text you all day. In the college world, he would have his laptop out and facetime you with headphones on.


  1. The friend that mooches off of your plate and leaves you with like two grains of rice and half of a spinach leaf.
  2. Probably has the largest first aid kit in his locker you have ever seen. You’ve never gone to the nurses office because Yaku’s your nurse.
  3. Has the ugliest picture of you as your contact picture on his phone.
  4. Anywhere he goes, even if it’s just the neighboring town, he’ll always bring you something back with him. If he’s far away, like in another country or island, he’d get you something that place is known for, but if it’s the neighboring town, he’ll get you like a bun or something with food.
  5. Gets you something cat-related every birthday. There’s the main gift and a side gift with something cat related because he loves cats. It’s weird, but you have about seven cat-related things from him, so you just collect them as the years pass.
  6. Also the mother in the realtionship, although he’s like the stricter, scarier step-mom. He scolds you for forgetting your homework, for getting sick, for not getting enough sleep, etc, but then proceeds to finish your homework for you or bring you soup and medicine when you’re sick. He’s very tsundere about it; “Gosh, you’re so irresponsible and you never take care of yourself! Not that I care!!”
  7. Would also literally fight anyone that made you cry.
  8. The “text me when you get home safely” friend.
  10. Is quite the jealous friend. If he sees you with someone else doing something you two would normally do together, he’d be all pouty and tsundere about it the next day. He’s one of those friends that needs to be validated that he’s special, so he enjoys being the only friend you do special things with.

phosphorical  asked:

i know this probably doesnt help but I know EXACTLY how you feel, like part 2 and 4 saved me from some of my lowest points too and im just kinda at a loss now but like. im glad their are people like you that love it so much and keep the hype alive

There’s just always going to be something incredibly special and nostalgic about something that makes you smile when you think you can’t anymore. And I know for a fact at that time I had, no exaggeration, been crying myself to sleep every night for months. It felt really nice to laugh again after all of that, and it felt nice reliving that feeling again for a moment.

I know it’s not gone and it hasn’t disappeared, but for that little bit of time while it was actively airing, it felt like coming back to a warm and welcoming home every weekend.

This is really sappy. I fucking love jojo.

tagged by @adampairrsh@rosecallloway​ & @rykesmeadow​ thanks lovelies♥♥

1. Are you named after someone? nope
2. When is the last time you cried? ohmygod i spent this morning crying over rh because i got hooked into free! fics again im so emo iTS BEEN TWO YEARS 
3. Do you like your handwriting? 10% of the time, the other 90% i h8
4. What is your favorite lunch meat? turkey or ham! 
5. Do you have kids? no omg
6. If you were another person, would you be friends with you? maybe??? no??? i mean, i come off as approachable but i’m rly blunt & sarcastic so
7. Do you use sarcasm? YEA
8. Do you still have your tonsils? yes
9. Would you bungee jump? i mean, why the hell not? ;) 
10. What is your favorite kind of cereal? lucky charms!!! 
11. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? only if i can’t get away with not
12. Do you think you’re a strong person? no i’m literally the Weakest person… 
13. What is your favorite ice cream flavor? vanilla 
14. What is the first thing you notice about people? their face???
15. Red or pink? either! 
16. What is the least favorite physical thing you like about yourself? my face, when will it be clear @ god
17. What color pants and shoes are you wearing now? black leggings & barefoot
18. What was the last thing you ate? spring rolls
19. What are you listening to right now? NOT TODAY MV
20. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? i wanna be mint green
21. Favorite smell? coffee & books (both old+new) 
22. Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? my mom
23. Favorite sport to watch? anime 
24. Hair color? black 
25. Eye color? 
dark brown
26. Do you wear contacts? ya
27. Favorite food to eat? anything my dad makes tbh
28. Scary movies or comedy? comedy 
29. Last movie you watched? slfdgkkfg i don’t remember?
30. What color shirt are you wearing? purple hoodie
31. Summer or winter? winter?? summer??? fall!!!!
32. Hugs or kisses? hugs :D 
33. What book are you currently reading? night (for school), falling kingdoms
34. Who do you miss right now? people i’ve lost connection with
35. What is on your mouse pad? don’t have one 
36. What is the last TV program you watched? shadowhunters
37. What is the best sound? rain!!
38. Rolling Stones or The Beatles? the beatles 
39. What is the furthest you have ever traveled? america to china & vice versa 
40. Do you have a special talent? getting absolutely nothing done when it needs to be done 
41. Where were you born? nyc! 
42. People you expect to participate in this survey? @gillow @keyneki @viktvr-nikiforov & @seisynth only if u guys wanna ofc<3 

anonymous asked:

Hello zenmister. I do not know how to deal with criticism. I know it comes from my mother who used to criticize me all the time, and I wasn't allowed to reply. Whenever someone makes a little remark that I have done something wrong, I get angry, but I try not to show it, cause I know the person didn't mean bad. So when I can, I just isolate myself and cry, knowing well it will happen again. I can't get out of this vicious circle. What to do? Thank you!

You have great insight into your difficulty hearing criticism. You can recognize the source of the problem and you practice awareness of the distress you feel as you receive criticism. You are able to look into the other person’s intentions and recognize that they are not tying to hurt you. By crying later, you have an outlet for expressing the hurt. Seeking ways to skip the hurt and receive criticism with equanimity means that you recognize that there is a way.

Hiding your anger as you receive criticism is a level of equanimity, but the pain is there. As you said, it is the same pain that you felt when your mother criticized you. Part of that pain was hiding your anger, part of the pain was soul crushing rejection. That pain is difficult to approach.

The way to approach the pain is to expect it and prepare for it. Expect the pain to come with criticism, expect the anger to arise and expect to meet those difficult feelings with courage and compassion.

To meet your feelings with compassion in the heat of criticism, practice in calm moments. Imagine yourself as a vulnerable child hearing unfair criticism. Notice how the child doesn’t deserve to hurt and deserves to feel supported in who they are. Offer that support by breathing deeply. Breathe in the child’s pain, breath out comforting soothing thoughts, like you are a good person. You deserve love and kindness. Take on the child’s pain as an older person who can handle it.

When you receive criticism and feel the stinging pain, meet it with your compassionate breath. It may still transform into anger, as anger is your habitual response to that pain. Listen to the words of the person criticizing you. Recognize their intention. See if you can benefit from what they are saying and see if it is being said in a respectful supportive way. Take conscious, deep breaths to calm your body as it physically manifests anger.  When you cry afterwards, breathe more compassionate breaths for yourself, or find somebody to comfort you and help you hold that pain.

As you practice a new approach to hearing and processing criticism, you will change your habitual reaction. In time, you will recognize the pain as it arises, and it won’t hurt so much. It won’t escalate into anger. You will be able to listen to criticism with an open mind and relative equanimity. As that happens, and you are able to remain present in the face of criticism and you can change that old habit and engage in discussion. You won’t have to stand there and take it.

I wish you peace, courage and patience as you practice a new approach to that old pain.

AQUARIUS: writing a poem you like for the first time in months. learning how to love yourself. when a stranger smiles at you. screaming the words to your favorite song. smoking cigarettes in the backseat of a car.

PISCES: going to your first therapist appointment. making amends with someone who wronged you. giving a speech in front of a classroom. talking about the things that used to hurt and realizing they don’t anymore.

ARIES: exploring someone’s body like a treasure map. the first time you drank alcohol in your friend’s basement. writing until your fingers are sore. running so fast you can’t breathe. screaming profanities out of a car window.

TAURUS: coming home for the holidays. hiking up a mountain and enjoying the beautiful view. someone standing up for you. hot chocolate warming your throat after being out in the cold. reading a poem that’s about you.

GEMINI: when someone says i love you for the first time. laughing so hard your stomach aches. crying so hard but feeling better afterwards. showing up at your ex’s house half drunk. flowers blooming in the spring after a long winter.

CANCER: how it feels when someone is afraid to lose you. loving someone despite all of the mistakes they have made. feeling bad for somebody else. turning your hurt into artwork. hanging your feet over the edge of a dock.

LEO: talking to someone under the stars at 2 in the morning. drinking wine with your mom. baking chocolate chip cookies and eating the dough. tasting snow on your tongue. when you make a joke and everyone laughs.

VIRGO: sitting at home curled up with your favorite book or tv show. the shy longing looks at the beginning of a relationship. the satisfaction you feel when you help others. acing a test. looking up at the stars at night.

LIBRA: looking into someone’s eyes and knowing exactly how they feel. having deep conversation with someone and feeling like they understand you. sprawling across your best friend’s bed. your hair being played with.

SCORPIO: making love in a restaurant bathroom. sneaking out of your parents’ house in the middle of the night. sitting around a blazing fire singing songs and sharing stories. kissing someone first. saying i love you and meaning it.

SAGITTARIUS: dancing in the middle of the street. autumn leaves crunching underneath your feet. taking a vacation to a different country where you don’t speak the language. looking into the mirror and liking what you see.

CAPRICORN: meeting your significant other’s parents for the first time. eating ice cream and getting brain freezes with your best friends. saying goodbye to someone you thought you couldn’t live without. standing up to your fears.

—  what the signs remind me of

“I just can’t wait to forget how much it hurts,” she said. My little sister, 17 and naive and so in love, had woken me up at 2am, crying because her boyfriend had broken up with her. “I never want to remember what I’m feeling right now.”

I pet her hair back as her head laid in my lap. “But you will remember it,” I told her. “You always will. Even ten years from now, when three other boys have come and gone since him, you will remember it. Because this is the only time you will have believed every word he said. This is the only time your whole heart will get involved. This is the only time you will be blindsided.” I swallowed the lump in my throat. “You’ll remember this pain for the rest of your life. But pain is natural. It’s how we protect ourselves.”

—  excerpt from an unfinished book #133

me: let me just rewatch those scenes where Alex comes out to Kara really quick before I go to sleep 


i’ve seen a lot of posts where lance plays with keith’s hair because he misses playing with his siblings’ hair back home, but like

what if he likes keith playing with his hair, because since he was a baby, when he was sad his family would always pat beside them and say “come here, you big baby” and lay with him and run their fingers through his hair until he stopped crying. so the first time they were cuddling and keith absently raked his fingers across lance’s scalp, he didn’t understand why lance teared up and whispered “please keep doing that” but it kinda becomes second nature to just do it whenever lance is sad or stressed and i made myself cry with this post

anonymous asked:

top 5 noya and tanaka brotp moments plsss

I LOVE THEIR FRIENDSHIP! They’re brotp goals, prepare for trouble and make it double, everything they do together is my favorite thing they do but let’s see:

1. Tanaka crying over Nishinoya’s bruises. This is always the first scene that comes to my mind when I think about them, mostly because I relate to Tanaka on a spiritual level. Nishinoya actually makes Tanaka cry over how badass and selfless that he is. Plus notice that here Tanaka calls him Noya-san, despite being not only from the same year, but being his best friend too. He respects him…so much. I cry too every time

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2. Every time Tanaka lifts Nishinoya up. I adore the fact that they’re so physical and affectionate with each other. Out of all the boys, they’re the two that hug, touch and lean on the most. Plus this thing where Noya let’s Tanaka do all kind of things with his body gives me life. And the lifting thing is for sure my favorite one. 

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3. When they almost killed Tsukishima after his insane block. They have a thing for harassing him in general, but here they were just the most proud. Noya and Tanaka were the first of the team to go cheer on him after he did what’s probably the most iconic block of the Haikyuu history. And this shows that they do are the greatest dork that the world has ever seen, but they are the most supportive teammates ever too, always there and ready to acknowledge every single good thing and picking them up when they’re down. They just…show their affection in their own way, sometimes hitting, sometimes eating people alive too

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4. Their special cheering dance. Precious both in anime and in real life 

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5. Being extra: a compilation

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Kenma recognizes him from the broad lines of his back and the strong muscles that cover his shoulders and biceps. He doesn’t move much but when he does, they ripple like water, flowing so smoothly it’s mesmerizing. Kenma can’t see much at all; there’s no moon out and the street lights are down, but he knows this body well enough.

Kenma opens the door softly and steps out. From the slightest stiffening of Iwaizumi’s shoulders, he knows the man is aware of his presence, which is impressive since he’s always been quiet in his movements. He walks forward and grabs onto the railing, the cold metal biting into his skin.

“Can’t sleep?”

It’s rare for Kenma to initiate a conversation. It isn’t lack of interest so much as it is the fact that he’s rarely comfortable enough to start talking to someone. But his curiosity is far too great when it comes to Iwaizumi. The man is different from the others in the band. He never asks Kenma questions, never tries to pry, and respects his personal space, though he does smile at him occasionally and he makes great coffee.

Iwaizumi doesn’t turn to look at him but he smiles a little, his dimple barely visible. “Yeah, it’s just one of those nights, you know?”

Kenma nods because he does in fact know. Leaning forward, he rests his chin on the metal and winces when the cold hits him harder than he expected, but it’s not a bad sensation. The wind feels nice, just this side of chilly, and the silence is welcome. They don’t live in a good neighborhood, and there’s always fighting and loud music and an absurd amount of yelling.

But on this night, at 2:47 in the morning, with the stars hiding behind the clouds and the moon nowhere in sight, Kenma has never liked this place better. Iwaizumi’s presence is strangely comforting, and the sound of his every inhale followed by a soft exhale makes Kenma unconsciously sync with him.

“Do you like it here so far?”

The tone of Iwaizumi’s voice makes it abundantly clear that Kenma is free to ignore the question if he wants to. He appreciates that, and decides to answer honestly.

“Haven’t really been here long enough to decide,” he says, eyes sliding shut, “but I think I’m going to stay just a little longer, if that’s alright with you.”

Iwaizumi huffs out a laugh, and it’s strangely endearing. “No problems here.” He brings the cigarette to his lips and takes a long drag, and Kenma watches as he blows out the smoke with a sigh, a white cloud forming into the silent darkness of the night. The metal of his tongue piercing shimmers when the headlights of a passing car shines on it, and Kenma’s breath hitches in his throat.

Iwaizumi offers him the cigarette without turning to look at him and Kenma accepts it gratefully. He takes a generous drag of his own and the feel of the smoke calms him with its familiarity. Blowing out the smoke with a lengthy exhale, he hands it back to Iwaizumi, and he feels a new bond form. It’s intimate in a way he’s never felt before, warm even when it’s cold, and he actually likes it. Might even get used to it.

He finally turns to face the man and takes in his profile, and it keeps surprising him, how handsome the raven-head really is. “Has Kuroo always been this insufferable?”

Iwaizumi’s eyes widen at the question before he starts laughing, loud and deep, and Kenma finds himself smiling along.

“You could say that, though Oikawa is right up there with him.” Iwaizumi winks, a playful smile dancing on his lips, “Don’t tell him I said that though.”

Kenma covers his mouth dramatically and Iwaizumi nods his approval. The two grin and face the street again.

The view isn’t terrible, if Kenma’s being honest. They aren’t high enough for him to feel anxious, but he can easily see the park a few metres away. A sigh of content escapes him and Iwaizumi mirrors it and they just stand there, shrouded by the comfortable silence between them that mingles with the silence of the night.

It’s nice, Kenma decides. It’s nice.

Hurricane AU

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Remember these dudes who appeared on Star Trek from time to time? The ones that liked to argue for no reason, who started a fight with the Vulcan Ambassador Sarek? 

Do they look familiar to you? That strange wispy blond hair, that pink completion, those scary, soulless eyes, those frowning ugly lips. Is their appearance ringing some terrible bell, deep in your soul? I don’t know about you, but I happen to know someone who looks just like that.

Does this seem like a coincidence to you? Maybe it is. But when the President Elect is revealed to be an alien, don’t come crying to me. I warned you. 

Next time you see Trump yelling about something, think to yourself, is he really human? Or is he a shaved Tellarite, masquerading as an ugly white politician? 

Stay aware, America. Stay vigilant.  

Dating Negan would include :

(Wooowoo!! More dating prompts!! Hope you all like it and it is as requested!! :D PS. I really love this one guys XD Gif not mine/Found it on google/Credit to the original owner)

-Him mentioning to everyone how super hot you are to him

-Him grabbing you by the back of your neck to press his forehead against yours to whisper “I love you”

-Him making you laugh with his comments, behavior and demeanor

-Him and Lucille having your back whenever someone threatens you

-Him just loving to take his time to fuck you hard and good

-You being able to convince him to let himself being tied up and teased during sex

-Him just loving you when you would publicly show your affection for him

-You making his soft and kind side come out whenever you are alone

-Him not ever wanting to be the reason you cry thus him making sure you’re happy being with him

-Sloppy kisses on your cheeks, your lips and your forehead as a way to say good morning

-Intense and competitive ping pong matches, where neither of you easily give up and it sometimes scares the others, especially when you both take off your jackets

-Him not being able to imagine his life without you around to make him laugh or to laugh at him

things little one loves to hear ♡

➳ once upon a time…
➳ i love it when you’re yourself !
➳ you’re perfect to me
➳ accidents happen, it’s okay
➳ why don’t i help you with that ?
➳ does someone need a nap ?
➳ tell me what’s wrong, i’m listening
➳ i love your laugh so much
➳ let’s cuddle
➳ you make me so happy
➳ guess what ? it’s snack time !
➳ i have a surprise for you… 
➳ do you remember our rules ? 
➳ hold my hand, please
➳ come on, stay close
➳ let me kiss it better
➳ you’re such a good little one
➳ i’m so proud of you !
➳ don’t cry, i’m here now
➳ i love you so much

I became so good at shutting out the pain that I don’t expect the blow when it comes, knocking the air from my chest and me off my feet. It’s weird and ironic how your absence somehow feels like a constant presence, not like a missing limb or a hole in my heart but like a dark cloud hovering over me, reminding me that you’re gone every time it breaks apart and douses me in ice cold raindrops. When I reach for you, my fingers only close around air and somehow it gets worse every time I understand anew that you won’t come back, not now, not tomorrow, not in a week, not next Christmas. Not ever. And it hurts. It hurts so goddamn much, like nothing else I have experienced in my life and I allow myself to grieve, I allow myself to cry, I allow myself to scream and doubt the world and life and death and love. There’s something I keep telling myself. I’ll be okay I’ll be okay I’ll be okay. But right now I need ten minutes for myself. Ten minutes to wipe away the tears and remember you, remember the sunshine that spilled from your laughter, the galaxies that grew in your mind and the flowers that bloomed beneath your touch. Has it been four days or four years since you left? I moved on, I swear I did, but that doesn’t mean that it can’t be bad on some days. It doesn’t mean I can’t miss you. Because I do. Every single day.
—  Wish you were here
Getting over him won’t be a straight path to freedom. It’s loosing the sparkle in your eye when you talked about him. It’s telling all your friends that your finally getting over him. Then it’s hitting you in the middle of the night when ‘your song’ comes on and you can’t shake him from your mind. It’s you crying on the floor because when things started getting better they all collapsed back down. Getting over him takes time, there’s going to be setbacks. Just keep trucking forward as best as you can, because one day…….. One day it won’t hurt anymore.
—  Path to Freedom